EVERY RESULT I’VE SEEN IS LIKE THIS! How could he possibly have been surprised? Even the healed, semi-passing results that come around once in a blue moon have that freaky “vaginal opening” that resembles a second asshole more than a vagina. To this day I’m haunted by the image of Queen Keffals desperately trying to punch a hole in his taint-pit.
But mastectomies have legitimate use-cases in cancer treatment and have been widely used for decades. Shouldn't there be proper procedures and techniques to minimize these freak outcomes? Can't these surgeons not simply apply the cancer procedures?
The scars are a combo of in-group marker and fetish. You just have to look at terrible pooner art of cartoon characters as uwu trans bois - that shit's painted on there like a tattoo.
The scars are a combo of in-group marker and fetish. You just have to look at terrible pooner art of cartoon characters as uwu trans bois - that shit's painted on there like a tattoo.
That's a coping mechanism by pooners who all end up with large, but hilarious scars. I highly doubt that the pooners tell their surgeon to give them nice, gnarly scars.
What I can 't wrap my head around is how the medical community just does not apply its own standards and practices to those trans-surgeries that copy legitimate surgeries. How does this happen often enough that a community gets stockholmed into fetishizing poor outcomes?
Oh, they absolutely do. They're dumb kids who have no idea what having surgery, complications and scars really means. Most don't even understand the level of ouchie they suddenly experience after the good stuff wears off. They simply lack wisdom and experience and cannot even remotely fathom what they sign up for.
Oh, they absolutely do. They're dumb kids who have no idea what having surgery, complications and scars really means. Most don't even understand the level of ouchie they suddenly experience after the good stuff wears off. They simply lack wisdom and experience and cannot even remotely fathom what they sign up for.
Let them think scars are cool. Let them ignore the warning about nerve confusion and the “if it’s not right in a year, it probably never will be.” Let them enjoy feeling like their nipples are both in the middle 2” of their chest.
Benjamin's Button: a TiM with a very button-like "clitoris" is seeking advice on how to proceed with his current set-up which he thinks functions fine but lacks luster in its looks. I sort of wonder if shopping around for a revision is inspired by the fact that OP is one of those freaks that likes to go stealth,
this guy is such a retard, all his erotic sensation has been pared down to the mushroom appendage, completely lucking out by still enjoying sex after 95% of his dick is gone, and he wants it reduced further. I would bet money he is going to get a revision and go on to complain that he can no longer coom, or that it is painful/has nerve damage. While his appendage is disgusting he could probably get desperate men to fuck him for the rest of his life if he wasn't so intent on lying to sexual partners about his situation. It is very hard to have any sympathy for this guy since his main source of disappointment is he can't rape people as easily as he wants.
I’m more concerned why this troon’s former lover looked at that ditch and thought a mushroom with crotch scars was definitely a natal female. Nigga never look at an anatomy book before?
I posted this on Jan 11th last year about Wolfman275 on Reddit where she said this:
Honestly just looking for reassurance more than anything right now. I am currently healing from my 7th surgery in my ALT journey which was a glans revision and the 2nd and final stage of a buccal method stricture repair. I haven't felt comfortable to hook up at all because of my terrible bottom dysphoria pre-surgery, and even during/between surgeries because I wasn't sexually satisfied with the looks of my dick. It has been overly girthy for most of these surgeries and still needed hair removal on the shaft, so it just didn't feel like an option to me to try and enjoy sex with a dick still in progress. After my 6th surgery that finally included the glansplasty and stage 1 of the buccal graft method, I finally felt like my dick looked like a dick, but due to the buccal graft method (the underside of my dick was left open due to the method, exposing the urethra) I wasn't allowed to have sex at all until the 7th surgery that I had to wait six months for (due to healing purposes), which is what I'm recovering from now.
During my recovery, I've been thinking a lot about finally being able to have sex, under the impression I'd only be restricted for 6 weeks. Well today during my post op appointment, my surgeon informed me I actually have to wait a full 3 months before I can do most sexual things to allow for the glans revision to properly heal.
I feel so bummed. I was looking forward to FINALLY having gender affirming sex with my penis I've had to be so patient for, but now there's an extra 2 months. I know in the long scheme of things that 2 months is nothing, but this whole process has been waiting for everything- laser hair removal for surgery, a date for the next surgery, and the next surgery, and for implants, etc... I'm tired.
So I guess I do have a question as well- whether you've had many stages of this surgery done or even a couple, how did you deal with having to wait for sexual intimacy/jerking off?
At the time I suspected she was being wildly optimistic with her timelines about when she would finally be able to have sex. Lets flash forward to now, has she had sex 1 year later?
She did write she had a one night stand, however, no penetration could actually occur due to the size of the dog. She even tried the McGuyver method of tape and condom. Nada. I'm not clear why she even calls this a one night stand. But, that post was 4 months ago, maybe she has managed it since then?
Well according to a post a month ago she says she did indeed have a successful one night stand where they "fucked most of the night", however, one paragraph later she says:
And guess what, my straight and bisexual gentlemen reading this post? Low and behold, what feels like the thousandth woman to tell me: PENETRATION. DOES. NOT. MATTER. (As much as you think it does, at least). I was having trouble penetrating her (because I still don’t have an ED) and felt bad and sad I couldn’t and asked her if that was a problem for her that I couldn’t.
Anyone want a nullo? u/psychedelic666 is quite proud of her Ken doll physique, granted to her by that maniac mad scientist Dr. Curtis Crane. She's showing it off in r/bodymods today:
She's 28, identifies as a "zany lil bisexual autistic gremlin creature" and claims she fucks true and honest fags. Has never had an orgasm (shocker) and spent $38,000 on this.
She said in one comment that she didn't want to pursue phallo because the results are trash lol.
Yeah, I'm not clicking those.
Interesting how "nothing" can be more disturbing than some of the flesh monsters posted in this thread.
Edit: my bad, @Magic Pickle did post her null bits recently and I even stickered that post. Well, enjoy a second helping with some backstory/lore on this fucking idiot I guess.
Anyone want a nullo? u/psychedelic666 is quite proud of her Ken doll physique, granted to her by that maniac mad scientist Dr. Curtis Crane. She's showing it off in r/bodymods today:
She's 28, identifies as a "zany lil bisexual autistic gremlin creature" and claims she fucks true and honest fags. Has never had an orgasm (shocker) and spent $38,000 on this.
She said in one comment that she didn't want to pursue phallo because the results are trash lol.
Anyone want a nullo? u/psychedelic666 is quite proud of her Ken doll physique, granted to her by that maniac mad scientist Dr. Curtis Crane. She's showing it off in r/bodymods today:
She's 28, identifies as a "zany lil bisexual autistic gremlin creature" and claims she fucks true and honest fags. Has never had an orgasm (shocker) and spent $38,000 on this.
She said in one comment that she didn't want to pursue phallo because the results are trash lol.
To imagine the regret she will feel in her older years (if she makes it past 41) is upsetting. An absolute permanent decision as this at such a young age…
No, I did post this user a little bit ago, but I find women getting nullectomies to be especially unnerving with the commonality of FGM in many countries, so it always merits reposting in my mind.
Thread tax.
A TiF pursued a psuedopenis that would drive most men to suicide, but in spite of the trials and tribulations of bad UTIs, bloody urine, fistulas and bladder spasms that induce incontinence, she's still pretty proud of her special little guy! (Unless extremely emotionally unwell teenagers are referring to FTM SRS as mutilated, though; then she gets very passive aggressively defensive.) meta-throw-away9676 (Dr. Pariser; metoidioplasty with urethral lengthening) Link | Archive
I’m almost 3 months post op! Things are.. well. I’m trucking along! I had to go to the ER a few days ago for a bad UTI. I had blood in my bag and bad back pain. I also found out that I have an ovarian cyst. Fistula is still there. Pretty big too. Spasms are still there. I don’t wet myself anymore because of them, but I still have to pee in the toilet when it happens. I am praying for stage two to hurry up so we can fix a few things and I can get this catheter out and pee. So ready for that. Pictures are from yesterday and younger.
One of my personal non-crotch favorite surgeries to post about are tracheal shaves as they rank up there with vocal feminization surgery as among some of the most pointless fucking things you can ever try and pursue. Look at this guy and tell me that was worth thousands and thousands of dollars and years and years of collective expertise from his medical staff. wtforkyfork (tracheal shave) Link | Archive
I’m feeling very down about my tracheal shave. I still have a very prominent adam’s apple 9 days post-op. My doctor says it’s still swollen, but I can’t help but compare my results with other’s who’ve achieved a flatter surface even at 3 days post-op.
Maybe my surgeon was too conservative with shaving the cartilage. It feels like a waste of money…
I've come to pride myself on learning the various ins and outs of troon 'n' poon mutilation, but this method was a new one to me and, upon my research, alarms me a bit: the only posts that come up when you look for this method are two mysteriously deleted Reddit posts (neither of which belong to the poster I feature today); and in all cases, it is only Dr. O'Brien-Coon who offers this technique as he supposedly invented it. As such, I did my best to archive the most comprehensive post about it, which you can view here (and another one from LinkedIn by a Hilary Wilson was penned here). Anyway, please enjoy yet another grisly way to disfigure women in the hopes you can put rotdogs on them! ThatIntersexGuy (Dr. Devin O'Brien-Coon; phi innervated periumbilical eversion (PIPE) phalloplasty) Link | Archive
Just a warning. The pic is from the donor site they will use. But this is not a graft. It will be closed to a single scar around the area. This was my first time looking at it without the Abdominal padding over it, so it was just a quick pic and I didn’t have the guts to measure just yet. I needed help from my caregiver to shower. I could only let the water and unscented soap gently go over the area. Not letting the shower head to directly spray it. My recommendation would be to get extra surgical paper tape, because it feels less painful when it’s all wrapped up. But honestly, I don’t have much pain, it’s just the look after Stage 0 that is more scary. But I’m also very happy that next week I’ll be getting Stage 1 and this will close up soon.
After getting murked by Reddit moderation for being an obsessive schizoposter, mutilated MTF Comfortable-Foot5682 returns under a new name: BeneficialDig5444. They say that time heals all wounds, but baby, you know it hasn't healed this one! Last Post Link | Archive
Yes, the first picture is three months post op of a Wittenberg “full depth” vaginoplasty that she botched in October 2025the last 2 pics are the colostomy bag I have to wear and the iliostomy I had to get because she ruptured my rectum during surgery and 5 days later before my first post op appointment I had a fully open rectal-vaginal fistula!!
I never once got to dilate!! Full failure from the first time she touched me!
Everyone told me I was full of shit and that my pictures were AI when I first posted about Wittenbergs incompetence but here is your proof that you all were full of it!
Now I look forward to at least 4 more surgeries and at best over 2 years of no sexual contact with my significant other at minimum. Quite possibly I might not ever poop normally or be able to have sex ever again because of this self proclaimed “master” surgeon!!
Beware and use my example as the reason to never let this incompetent person touch you, you will regret it!!
phoenixs300 returns to let us know that as it turns out, getting your dick stuffed up into your pelvis does not a pussy make, and the impostor syndrome is now truly starting to settle in. To be fair to him, his last pictures were pretty gnarly, so I'm going to include some recent photos where he's healed up to show that even if you manage to avoid a gruesome outcome, that doesn't mean the ghost of dicks chopped will ever stop haunting you. Last Post Link | Archive
i am 4 months postop and feeling really down. i should be glad, i have no complications but i cant stop feeling like i will never be the same as someone with a natal vagina. it feels like i just have the stub of my old penis attached to me and a weird hole that goes inside me. every time i dilate i am reminded this is not what cis vaginas have to do. my body proportions dont match a cis womens and that makes me doubt if having a neovagina even looks right on me.
i did the surgery as i was at a point in my life that i would rather die than continue as before, and now i dont feel that different. it hasnt really made me feel any more like a woman even though it should. has anyone else struggled with these feelings?
And now, as always, for our text posts.
If you thought perhaps a rare infection or suicide had finally taken Veinscrawler out of the miserable rat race we call life, you would be wrong: instead, he is now seeking out assistance from Dr. Ashley Alford, who is likely unaware that she may enter the crosshairs of his craziness the way other providers have in the past. But before she can get her bunnies boiled, insurance has to cover the revision - and it seems Veiny's insurance is getting mighty sick of the bills he racks up. Last Post Link | Archive
I'm still in constant pain after being operated on last January. I tried physical therapy, waffled on the offer of a nerve block injection due to my husband until it seemingly became cancelled indefinitely, and have continued to take multiple prescribed pain medications at increasing dosages for the past 6 months, none of which fully quell the pain. Someone recently suggested red light therapy to me, and I've been looking into it, but the number and variety of options is really overwhelming, especially since it's not my money that would be paying for it. I've been unemployed for a year since this started, due to the chronic pain being too much to deal with on top of my other health issues. At this point, I've given up on ever being able to have a satisfying sex life and to not feel dysphoria about my mutilated genitals. What I want most right now is for the pain to stop because it has been so ever-present since the surgery and is ruining my life. I didn't even want this form of surgery, so it's not like this was some kind of trade-off. I lost everything I cared about and gained nothing of value to me.
I'm supposed to be undergoing vaginoplasty and various revisions with a different surgeon on Monday. But it will be very risky to try to address the more serious issues I'm dealing with, like the pain. I've been told there are increased risks of me losing any remaining feeling in my genital remnants and of my clitoral remnant rotting and falling off. Though neither of those are truly awful outcomes to me, as I'm already in constant pain with relatively little pleasurable sensation after most my genital tissue was cut off and thrown out, and as far as I'm concerned, I already don't have a clitoris, just a lump of mostly painful scar tissue that bears no resemblance to a clitoris in form or function and gives me dysphoria to interact with.
It may not matter either way, as my insurance has now decided to deny coverage for this surgery, having deemed it "cosmetic." This directly contradicts what I was told last year and the year before: that vaginoplasty would be covered for me and any necessary revisions would be included in that. The surgeon is currently pushing for a peer-to-peer review, but since this is all happening less than a week before my surgery date, I'm not very hopeful, especially since the surgeons whonoperated on me previously lied about what they did and what the result was, so there's no consistent medical record to prove that I need this surgery.
I'm feeling lost, and I guess I'm looking for advice. Before yesterday, my biggest fear was that I'll still be dysphoric and in constant pain after this surgery and that I'll end up regretting getting a canal made instead of just having my remaining genital tissue excised and learning to live without any genitals at all. Now my biggest fear is that the surgery won't happen and I'll be stuck like this. My husband can't afford to pay for this kind of surgery out of pocket, and he's already having mental breakdowns over realizing that all the extra work he's been doing for the past year to earn enough money to cover our expenses was ultimately pointless if my revision surgery gets cancelled.
Because I don't think I can do this for another year. I'd genuinely rather die. If it comes to it, I'd try to cut the rest of my genitals off myself rather than wait indefinitely for a solution that doesn't even really exist, since there's no way to replace the parts of my body that were removed without my consent and the remnants have almost no value. But I don't want to live missing most of my genitals in the first place, so I'll probably just kill myself instead. Or continue to let myself starve to death. I've lost 15 lbs over the past couple of months because I don't have the energy anymore to push through the pain and IBS to feed myself enough.
And to finish us off, another unbearable update from gee891 reveals that his fixation on further Frankensteinianism has now cost him his girlfriend, who had been begging him to log the fuck off and focus on the their struggling relationships for months. Now he is all alone again, and the future looks bleak, because - as he writes - "things were so fucking perfect it's like everything (i'd) been searching for for all those years finally made sense." But hey, I'm sure pursuing your real self was worth it, wasn't it? Last Post Link | Archive
my gf broke up with me and i’m more heartbroken than i thought i could be i’ve taken my gf for granted ever since we had a huge argument in november and she told me to delete reddit and put more effort in to our relationship.
i’ve been working on a lot of things since and doing my best but we’ve grown more distant because i’ve been scared of arguing again and it making me feel worse. i think we’ve both known a break up was coming but she finally decided to do it and it was so heartbreaking. it was like we were the old us again and realised how crazy in love with each other we are. we cuddled and kissed until she left and told each other we love each other.
this is my first proper relationship since SRS and only my second proper one since transitioning and it feels like she’s the first person who i’ve felt truly loved me for me and i could tell how much she adored me and i felt the same way about her and i’m just so upset how tf am i meant to get over this.
i was single for so many years going on so many dates and having bad situationships with guys and i tried dating girls again and the first one i went on a date with was her and things were so fucking perfect it’s like everything i’d been searching for for all those years finally made sense
Remember leech-y little lady JustForPhallo? Well, despite getting actual tiny bloodsuckers to slurp at her helpless, lifeless flesh, she didn't think seeing leeches near her genitals was scary enough and is now reconsidering going under the knife again. If you're this suicidal, do you have to take out so many hospital resources with you? Last Post Link | Archive
Hey everyone,
I had ALT on 11/3, you can see the complications I dealt with in my post history. Though I did not completely lose the flap, I did have what I think was a little less than half of it removed due to necrosis (losing length and girth). Basically I lost everything that you can see was discolored in the pictures I posted. So I have a phallus that is just under 3in long and I still haven’t measured the girth (because of some spots on the underside still healing from the graft). It’s not the number in itself that bothers me, but rather it does look and feel very small. One of my main reasons for wanting phallo was for the visible bulge, and I barely have one, tho Ive heard and I hope testicular implants will help in that regard.
Being just under 3 months post op, I know I am still early in the recovery process. I know I could still gain a little length from gravity and once I am able to massage the scar on the underside. But I worry I am not long enough for even the rod implant. I also worry that all the tissue that was removed and the graft I had to have done has damaged nerves, though sensation was not the top priority for me.
While I was still in the hospital, the microsurgeon started the conversation with me about a redo on the other thigh, but doing a delayed ALT of course to improve the chances of keeping the whole flap. But at that time, I still don’t think we knew whether I was going to lose the whole thing. I know I will have to ask the surgeons specifically on their thoughts regarding a redo.
Basically I don’t think I will be happy with what I’ve got, and I really did not have a hard time recovering the first time (as in I was barely in any pain), so I figure a redo could be a good option for me. But obviously surgery isn’t something to be taken lightly.
Definitely plan on asking my surgeon all my questions, but my mind won’t stop running in the meantime. I just needed to get my thoughts out and wanted to hear from others.
TLDR: Due to complications, I ended up much smaller than I wanted/than I was immediately post op. I wanted to post to hear other people’s thoughts/experiences on redos.
Has anyone had a redo after already getting testicular implants? Does that make a difference? Are there increased risks associated with a redo? I’ve also seen some people mention stretching their phallus with weights, anyone have any insight on that?
Huge thanks to this subreddit for all the info and support.
EDIT: Has anyone heard of insurance denying coverage for a redo?
To imagine the regret she will feel in her older years (if she makes it past 41) is upsetting. An absolute permanent decision as this at such a young age…
Some autists have such a poor sense of self that they have no sexuality of their own. She might not experience the negative consequences of her decision. Just like how many succesful longterm troons are too autistic to understand that people are only humoring their delusions to their face.
Some autists have such a poor sense of self that they have no sexuality of their own. She might not experience the negative consequences of her decision. Just like how many succesful longterm troons are too autistic to understand that people are only humoring their delusions to their face.
I think they were talking about the long-term health effects of removing your reproductive organs and sewing up the place where they were, not just not being able to have sex. Chances of her living to 50 or 60 and not experiencing problems with urination or pelvic floor dysfunction are close to zero.
It feels like a waste of money…
