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What I was referring to in my comment was the open exaltation of sexual deviance, not just specifically child rape.Catholics don't ordain women and still rape kids.
But they don't brag about it.Catholics don't ordain women and still rape kids.
I wish I were leveled up enough to give you a DRINK!But they don't brag about it.
"A church without an expectation for you to adhere to a strict set of beliefs"? Then it is a social club, not a church.
I was just about to post this! Good eye. I also have a bit more context to add to this, so hopefully you don't mind me piggybacking off of your post.R/4tran4 went private because a TIM chopped his balls off and posted a video about it. Thankfully it's censored
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Link | ArchiveDIY orchi update: Im finally home
Disclaimer: DIY surgery of any kind is extremely dangerous, just because you saw a couple successful cases, doesn't mean youl make it, you wont see all the cases that went terrible wrong, beit from mistakes or just a simple chance. Only reason i did it was that i was in a desperate situation where i didnt have any reasonable chance of getting it official way and of top of that was a cripling dysphoria that come to a point where i was on the edge of ending my life. If there even a chance you can do it officially, do not risk your life, what i did was extremely risky, just because i could, doesn't mean you will.
Soooo, the previous update was on the day 2 after surgery(i will copy in the end of this post, cos reddit took the last one down), now i finally home, so here what happend during those 1.5 weeks that i spent in the hospitals
Also about the video and progress pics. Im planning to release the video on ~1-3 month update, when im fully healed. Giving that last post was removed by reddit, now there will be no images directly related to the surgery, i will post picks of the healing process and 2 cancer factorys, that now occupie 2 sterile containers with isopropyl alcohol, a bit later on tttt and will leave a link in a comments. Now to the update part.
One of the things that i forgot to mention in the first post, balls are quite shinny, giving their greish-white collor, they are unironicaly look like pearls when you cut them out. Neat i guess.
As a local anesthetic i used lidocaine 5 (2ml, 10%) ampules total, which is A LOT of lidocaine, 3 injections in each cord and 4 in the incision area. The most important step is to aspirate, cos it can make your dizzy or in a worst case stop your heart.
https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC6036540/
About the surgery when i was in the hospital: when i were getting strapped to the operating table, really unexpectedly for me, anesthesiologist decided to use fentanyl as a painkiller. It honestly was a discovery for me that im my shithole with one of the strictest drug regulations/punishments there are fentanyl being used. Even more unexpectedly, after the anesthesiologist said that fentanyl will be used, he looked me in the eyes and said "lets give this med student 2 ampules" lol. Honestly it was awesome in terms of pain management, when i waking up from anesthesia it felt like the concept of pain didnt exist for me, Idk if he tried to od me or make the recovery as easy as possible, eather way im ok with that.
In the ICU: I was laying in a room with 3 other people, all of them were alcoholics in a state of delirium tremens, almost constantly screaming some nonsense and trying to escape from restraints. I spend about 20 hours there and its honestly felt like a really bad fever dream.
When i was transferred from the ICU to the psych unit, there were 3 med students who were really interested in the whole process, we had a really great chat + i showed the vid to them and had some feedback about the whole operation. What i learned from them:
1) 0.05% Chlorhexidine solution is to mild to properly clean the operating area. When contacting with blood/bodily fluids it really quickly losses its effectivness, it better to use iodine solution, cos it lingers a lot loonger. Good news is i only used as a wash solution after a round of isopropyl alcohol bath for instruments and a thorough wiping of operating area. Fiy i used 2 by 2 metters rubber matt as a operating zone which i tried to keep as sterile as i could.
2)About the comment from the last update about blood loss. There is a couple of medications that used during surgery to contract blood vessels to decrease blood loss, sadly, bc of clusterfuck of a week i forgot how they were called.
In terms of doctors in the this hospital, there were mostly neutral, only one were treating me like shit, i already wrote about him in the previous update, he was the reason i was transferred from ICU to a psych unit instead of urology one.
Psychiatrist in the psych unit was mainly joking about this situation, like "it takes balls to cut them out" basically dad jokes lol.
Giving that orchiectomy is basically impossible to get in my country, it was expected that nurses didn't knew how to apply would dressing properly. Unexpectedly they actually did listen to my instructions, so on that part everything was fine.
Now to the not so fun part:
Transfer to psych hospital: When it was time to discharge from the hospital my primary care physician set up a consult for me with psychiatrist from republican research institute to cover her ass.
It was a clusterfuck, first she said that she "didnt understand whole transgender thing" mind you, she was a PHD professor in psychiatry who was in charge of one of the biggest psych unit for suicide/self harm patients in the country...
On top of that she outright refused to use my prefered name and pronounce, which wasnt a problem for any other doctor even im my postsoviet shithole during those 1.5 weeks.
By the end of a consult she promised me that i will be discharged that day, she just need "get a confirmation from higher-ups, which would take 10 minutes", after hour of no updates i found my physician from wich i found out that i will be actually transferred to closed psych unit for observation and also that she already ordered an ambulance to transfer me there and quickly left... The thing is legally in that moment i was fucked, im my country, if a psychiatrist decided that you can cause harm to yourself, you cant refuse a hospitalization. There is actually a way, but its a legal clusterfuck that could take weeks or more, so the only option i had left at that moment was to give up.
In total i spend a week in a closed male unit, completely cut of out of outside world, 24/7 inside 4 walls, no phone, no personal belongings, barred from visitations. Psychiatrist that was assigned to me was really surprised that i was send here after dialogue with me. Thankfully with his help i was able to be discharged in a week and not in a 3 to 8 weeks, wich was a standart observation time for people that were send there.
I was mostly just extremely booooring and exhausting week there. Thankfully on the day 3 there i was transferred from the observation wart to a regular room where i was allowed castrated pencil and a notepad, so i could sketch a bit.
Weirdest moment there happend where i wanted to scetch a piano that was there. It didnt have any place to sit in from of it to have a reference, so i "borrowed" a chair from the main hall. At that moment there were a bard standing there from a local dnd group who witnessed the whole venture and looket at me in disgusted, as if i committed some sort of crime. Then we had a really weird dialogue where i tried to explain to him that you can improvise in real life too. (pic4, text at the bottom "explaining improvisation to a bard")
Got harassed there a bit. Several time man that was there tried to group my boobs, flashed me with their cocks when i was near their rooms, and generally a lot of people were annoying af asking to show them boobs/cock/surgery results .
Although some were actually supportive and tried to protect me from weirdos or outright transphobes.
Healing process: after i was stiched up and wake up in the ICU, when lidocaine and painkillers wered off tha pain actually started. For the first 3 days it was hard to even sleep without painkillers. It started wear off on the day 4 and by the next day was mostly manageable. Day 6, when i was transferred to the psych hospital, the pain was mostly gone. I only felt it when i cought, also got sick there with coronavirus, so i cought a lot...
Until the removal of stiches, i had to wear a compressive dressing to decrease the load on the incision area. It has to be changed on the daily basis to prevent infection. Generally it was an uneventful week, there were no infection, no puss, and only a couple of blood drops during the first wound dressing change, so everything went fine.
On the day 9 stiches were removed and i finally were able to fell how the surgeon stiched it shut. Honestly i would of done it a bit different, but still not a bad job, so i don't really have any complaints.
I used scrotal approach, so the incision itself were only about 2 cm long, vertical incision in the middle of the scrotum. I wil copy this text a bit latter to tttt with picks of the healing process on day 3 and day 15.
Unexpected results:
rapid acceleration of penile atrophy during first week. By rapid i mean RAPID, after only 4 days it was already painful yo open foreskin and on day ~6 skin actually started to tear with minor bleeding in some places near the tip of the foreskin. Also there were A LOT of skin flakes. As a solution to this, i constantly make sure that my foreskin was pulled all the way back, to stretch it as much as i can, and regularly moistured it. At least it was the maximum that i could do in the settings of a closed with psych unit, with only moisturizing cream on hand. This thankfully seemed to help. Although it still a bit painful to pull the foreskin back, its much better now, and now that i home, i can have a bonner to stretch it back.
Problems with peeing. For the first day after surgery, when i was in the ICU, it was almost impossible to pee, i felt that my bladder was full, but still had to spend nearly an hour concentrating to pee for the first time. By the second day the problem was almost gone, but still.... it was weird
Nurces REALLY tried to place a catheter, but it looks like there were almost a wall inside soooooo they failed.
Having spend 1.5 weeks around people using my prefered name, i realized its actually sucks and honestly idk which one to chose. The only option that i liked is Rory for the really cringe reason, bc of character from anime Rory Mercury, i like her cos she gives off the vibe of someone who loves to fuck around, which i vibe with a lot. If you have any suggestions of female/fem leaning names that give off similar vibe, please let me know.
There were 2 documents for sick leave, 1 from each hospital. In the one from the psych the reason(diagnosis) for hospitalization was writen f64.0 lol. The thing is now i have to take this docs to my job to explain where i was all this time and get my sick leave paid.... God i hope they wont look up what f64 stands for, im still boymoding so idk how i would explain this.
What are the results:
1)I dont feel my balls. It was a major dysphoria trigger for me. When i walt, sit, move, felling my balls move in my crotch made me wanna throw up every time. Now they are gone, so no dysphoria from them. I cant even start to describe how it was a blessing for me. I finally can say that i fell normal, first time in my life.
2) Boners are almost completely gone. Now i have to really set up a good atmosphere and have some time with it to actually have any kind of erection.
3) Easier hrt. Now i can decrease the dose of injections, makin supply last much longer.
4) Insurance in case if i lose access to hrt. Leving in postsoviet shithole where i real risk being jailed for just being trans, this really lifts weight of my shoulders. At least i know i wont masculinize any further.
5) Masturbation feels different. Eather because i dont fell my bals or because of decreased dysphoria, or both, its actually became much more pleasurable. Although i need to note that i primarily use magic wans style vibrator, so i dont have to toch it, and honestly, with how thin the skin rn, i would be scared to use my hand to stroke it.
SOOO THA MAIN QUESTION: Was it worth it? ABSOLUTELY YES
Its a first time in my life where i dont have a cripling dysphoria hanging over my head. I spend last 2 years in constal chase for ways to turn off my brain, just for a chance at not felling a cripling dysphoria for a moment. For the last 1.5 years i spend drinking copuos ammounts of alcohol every day because it was the only legal thing that were able to shut my brain off and keep me from ending this miserable life. And now, for the first time i can confidently say that i dont need it. I actually feel normal, i cant describe how happy im right now. After all the pain im honestly, for the first time in my life say that im ok.
FIRST UPDATE THAT WAS DELETED
So i wanted to write an update about moments that i didnt forsee with diy orchi and provide some info for those who might be interested in it.
Gore: I watched gore vidieos from when i was around 10yo, and i thought that i was desensitized to stuff like that... Let me tell you, doing surgery on yourself is completely different level of gore, my hands were shaking the whole time, to the point i wasnt able to place stiches and had to call the ambulance. Riding with like 4 blood vessel clamps hanging from my crotch was quite the show. On that note...
Blood vessel clamps: THERES NO SUCH THING AS TO MANY CLAMPS, i had 5 and honestly it was barely enough to do the surgery.
Blood: There are at least 1 vid of diy orchi going around where blood loss is minimal, honestly idk if they did it in a really cold room or took some medication, In my experience i lost around 400ml. At least that what surgeon that looked at vid of my orchi estimated. So yeah, there will be a lot of blood, so mandatory have someone to look for you. No
Scalpel: HAVE SEVERAL BLADES ON HAND, bc figuring out that medical scalpes dull out really fast is not a fun thing to discover in the middle of the surgery. Trust me.
Ambulance: When they arrived to my house, one of the first thing they did is to ask me where are the testes, to resev them back on... After i told them that i threw them out, they tried looking around my room, trying to find them.... So yeah, hide your balls pals lolololool
Hospital staff: idk about US/EU, but in my postsoviet shithole, primary care doctor that was assigned to me, called me "that retarded transsexual" when speaking with colleagues, so be ready to hear a lot of nicknames from staff. Also im kind of a legend in this hostpital, bc basically all the staff that was free, visited me when i was waiting for the surgery and in ICU, so there was A LOT of questions and A LOT of passive aggressive comments
Hospital journey: After the ambulance arrived i was rushed to the surgery, then spend day in ICU, and now im in closed psych unit. In terms of recovery i should be ok by Monday.
Rn in pain, but what did i want from surgery lol, getting my antibiotics+painmeds+blood recovery infusions. So overall surgery, although extremly dangerous, was a success.
If i forgot anything, il add it in the comments.
Speaking of lunatics that love body modification, self-described "transgender cyborg furry mutant" Living-East-8486 claims he has a Geiger counter for gooning, boasting proudly that he has now "fucked radiation." I wonder what famous victims of radiation like Hisashi Ouichi would have to say about such an impressive feat of fappery?DIY orchi video in progress
Rn putting anotations to a video, what music should i put on the background?
And another update on one of the members of my menagerie of monsters: after hibernating all winter long, known child groomer and DIY demon yeep-yorp - AKA Groomin' Gabey or April Zingher - has returned to lure more unsuspecting youngsters into the clutches of creepy crossdressers while hiding under the less obvious nom de plume modmailthrowaway3675. He also kindly gives us a brief update on what he's been up to since we last saw him in September, and what his plans are going forward now that he's haunting the halls of Reddit once more, some of which include making a tranny forum so he can access more kids while flying under the radar. But at least Gabey finally got FFS, which hopefully helped with that beastly Easter Island skull that weighed heavy on his wide, masculine shoulders!I had my first radioactive orgasm!
Basically, I invented this device that transduces counts from a Geiger counter into electromagnetic fields that stimulate my chittoris (cyborg raccoon baubellum). I set up a sample of cesium 137 next to the Geiger counter and held the device up to my chittoris. Sure enough, I felt it tingle. I literally fucked radiation! It was still less toxic than the average dude on tinder.
A man's delusions are validated when he endures such intense intestinal convulsions that sometimes he can barely move, completely and utterly full of shit to the point of paralysis. While common sense once tread the earth of OP's mind, its footprints have long since vanished as he excitedly celebrates buying period patches to relieve some of the pain that his glitterwhore blowjobqueen capsules now induce.hii still shadow**nned but y**p-y*rp is alive and doing pretty well
ffs part 1 was a week ago and i'm actually doing great and have friends and a j*b and i'm prettier now which is cool
just letting you know
also i have still been lurking lol.
remember to teach ppl how to get hrt. please. plsplspls. yeepyorp at proton dot me for my guide on teaching others
A miserable li'l miss with memory malfunction is feeling pressured by her doctor to switch to testosterone gel over injections due to OP's self-report of needle anxiety, but now that her paramour isn't the one poking her she's been missing doses and enduring side effects of her hysterectomy as a consequence. Given that OP is apparently so bad at remembering medication that she can't even remember to take her heart medication or feed herself, prescribing her a cosmetic treatment that makes her leave hormonally-charged residue everywhere is a terrible idea; then again, no one ever said doctors had to be smart, simply well-read.Cramps are real and I can't belive how much they hurt and last
I’ll be the first to admit it: I used to say "no uterus, no cramps." Well, the universe heard me and decided to prove me wrong.I recently switched from Spiro to a higher dose of Progesterone (200mg) to suppress my T, and holy crap (literally) reality hit me.
For the last few days, I’ve been dealing with intense, cramping and, honestly, the full "period poop" Sometimes is so bad that I don't even dare to move and others I need to run through the pain because I need to go to the bathroom.
I know it sounds wild, but I’ve never felt more euphoric. This pain is a physical reminder of how much my body is changing on HRT.
It’s painful, it’s messy, and I’m weirdly joyful about it.
To anyone I ever doubted: I get it now. I’m officially part of the cramp club.
Also loved buying period patches some are really cute![]()
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Seat Belts Save Lives, but Shouldn't Have Saved This One: all it takes for this pervert to remember to buckle up before hitting the road is a horny comment made in passing by his girlfriend, who is presumably another tranny, as now he can associate road safety with his penis. Because if there's anything trannies need help with, it's associating benign, nonsexual things with their penises, right?I know myself better than my doctors
She thought this was going to be the correct option for me, the gel. Yet I’ve gone weeks without hormones now and am suffering hot flashes and headaches and cramps (even post-hysto)
I can see where she comes from. I do have a phobia of needles and absolutely can NOT do it myself.
But my partner was handling it.
I’d get my shot every two weeks and I’m fine after 2 seconds of fear and anxiety.
It was working.
Ever since the gel was approved by insurances though, it’s like it’s being pushed on me.
I even warned her, I can’t remember daily things.
I have to have heart medications in an alarm organizer just so I can take them on time throughout the day.
I just can’t remember to doit!
I barely remember to eat half the time, and I can’t shower everyday because I’m disabled. I only remember to do my gel AFTER a shower and, because of that, I only remember occasionally.
I just want to go back on injections and get back into a routine, but I don’t see her until next month!Being without hormones is making me feel blah, and menopausal, and I know, even if I started today, I would forget by the weekend.
It’s so frustrating.
In the hopes of fighting against the war on antibiotic resistant superbugs on the side of the superbugs, a pooner tries to get herself a combo prescription for Descovy and doxyPEP, or doxycycline post-exposure prophylaxis (described as "the morning after pill" for syphilis, gonorrhea and chlamydia). However, there is a minor roadblock in her plan: because she is female and medical science has taken far longer to study pharmaceutical effects in women versus men, she's having trouble getting any provider to sign off on this chemical cocktail due to the lack of research into its effects on her anatomy. Her plan? Simply lie about her birth sex, which surely won't have any ramifications later on down the line."good girls wear their seatbelts"
i've kinda struggled to wear my seatbelt in the past and a couple of nights ago while i was high my girlfriend drove us to mcdonalds and noticed i wasnt wearing my seatbelt. she told me to buckle up and that "good girls wear their seatbelts" and oh my god it worked so well! now anytime i'm in the car if i'm not wearing a seatbelt i immediately think "good girls wear their seatbelts" and it makes me put it on and think of her. it's so gender affirming and cute and aaaaaaaa!!! i love it sm, that's all
A Thai TiM, known generally as a "ladyboy" in the West, reveals that even in the land of smiles, many of those cheerful grins cover up dark scowls of rejection towards those who behave aberrantly. This is in reference to the conversations in Thailand taking place about the fact that transgender citizens cannot change their sex markers on their IDs or be included in women's spaces which should prove to all of you that regardless of where one puts a pin on a map, never can a tranny behave there.Lying About Sex at Birth?
Currently looking into getting on PrEP and Doxy thru online services (MISTR, Freddie, etc.). I'd imagine they will not provide me Doxy or Descovy if I list myself as AFAB. I'd rather use Descovy over Truvada. If I do not and will not ever have vaginal sex, is it jeopardizing my services with one of these providers, or putting my health at risk? I would be correct in saying that there is no difference in the efficacy of the medication on anal tissue in males and females, yes?
I am more interested in obtaining DoxyPEP, PreP is easier for me to get. I think the issue with doxy is that not every provider will give it to AFABs as it has not been shown to have effectiveness in clinical testing.
It was comedian Chris Fleming that once crooned "It's never who you want to be polyamorous who's polyamorous," which is a nightmare this MTF is having to live as no one around him cares to keep their crotches to themselves. The rate of polyamory among troons 'n' poons always makes me laugh; ironic how the most desirable people never feel a need to advertise themselves sexually as any port in storm, isn't it?I can’t stand transphobia anymore
I’m Thai, born and raised in Thailand. The legal gender change is a really controversial topic right now. People express hate through this and they don’t want us to change our gender because what if a trans person ‘catfish’ someone. Some claimed that the medical treatment would be harder and make the people in medical field confused.
My ID says i’m male and i nearly got caught a couple of times for ‘faking identity’ or ‘identity stealing’
Queerhaven my ass, this place you won’t get a hate crime but people will always judge you.
Finally, those of you who do not dare take a tour through the rank pits of the SRS thread may be less familiar with Legal-Ad4972 AKA Daniel Borer, a perpetually suicidal MTF who has spent thousands of dollars and seen dozens of doctors to fix his botched stinkditch yet continues to be disappointed. I highly recommend you read the post I linked (just click on his name) as I covered his entire sorry tale in it, but you don't necessarily need to watch all the seasons to find this episode amusing as Danny Boy tries to "Trojan horse" transgender acceptance through AI-generated Christian music that he releases on Spotify. Keep in mind that he's purposefully going to Christian subs to promote this project as if he's not the mastermind behind it, so if you feel even a shred of sympathy: don't!Why is everyone polyamorous???
I have nothing against polyamory or poly people, but I’m a trans woman that wants a monogamous relationship and it’s becoming monumentally difficult to find any other trans people to date that also want this.
90% of the time when I meet someone at a queer bar or trans space, there’ll be good chemistry between us and then they’ll end up telling me that they’re in a poly relationship looking for a 3rd.
I don’t wanna share, I want a partner to marry someday ;~;
Explicitly Pro LGBTQ+ worship songs to give your Christian friends
Found a song that sounds like Christian worship music and is pro lgbtq! It sings about loving everyone. Is pro polycules, power bottoms, leather daddies, queer people, everything acceptable billionaires. But it sounds so wholesome and such legit Christian rock music. It's perfect to share with your Christian friends to hopefully increase the love and support the community so badly needs. The song gets progressively gayer and more wonderful. Surprisingly satisfying finish. Share it with your Christian friends and get them to sing along about loving gay and trans people!!
I don't know about some people, but when I'm in an elevator with a weirdo, I don't want them to know what floor I'm going to. I'll either let them pick or if they get on after me, I'll get off on a random floor. It's why I always pick 3 random floors, can't follow where you can't predict.Troon struts off intending to terrify people in the hot tub, but is foiled by the husband of some poor woman, who utters the genocidal word "HIM"
this fucking thing



What the fuck is "verbal physical violence"? Is it like a comic where someone takes words out of a word bubble and hits you with them?I have received a ungodly amount of hate and discrimination and even verbal physical violence
This sounds like something deeper going on. This could either be a pre-schizo breakout post, or a creep hiding his creepiness.I don't even have anymore which I'm really proud of I am now having weird things happen in my regular life like getting people coming to my house saying l've done stuff that I haven't done and giving out false media saying its me
I guess he tried to say verbal and physical violence.What the fuck is "verbal physical violence"? Is it like a comic where someone takes words out of a word bubble and hits you with them?
Is the tall kid back a tranny or just a long haired boy?View attachment 8665763
I'm not saying this place is attracting pedophiles, but who's idea was it to have a group of kids pose like this?
What's the difference?Is the tall kid back a tranny or just a long haired boy?
Reminds me of this old promotional poster they had up at my local mall forever ago for that show "Pretty Little Liars" but with somebody's legs actually spread:View attachment 8665763
I'm not saying this place is attracting pedophiles, but who's idea was it to have a group of kids pose like this?





they are throwing gay weddings for people.
I'm no Christian but I don't think god approves of butt sex, or swinging"Jesus loved sucking cock!"
Looks like I picked the wrong week to give up opiatesa TIM chopped his balls off and posted a video about it.
I always wondered if Chris fleming was fruity?? He makes a lot of woman based and woman played skits himself, so. Or maybe he's just a good comedian that way..His vacuum skit is very real.It was comedian Chris Fleming that once crooned "It's never who you want to be polyamorous who's polyamorous,"