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[Chosen Undead]

The former, and in fact, my grammatical syntax is formalized to a degree that I've indicated understanding of their respective contexts. This argument has been battered to death; it's a stupidly stale one.

I'm pretty new here and didn't feel like subjecting myself to over 1000 pages of concentrated, weapons-grad autism, so thanks for the clarification.

 

[Autphag]

You're allowed here on Null's good graces, like everyone else allowed to patronize this forum. You are impotent to do little more than complain here about people being disrespectful to you.





It still makes you look like a pretentious asshat who is vain about their diction.



Thanks for illustrating my previous point.

The amazing thing was it was a spontaneous behaviour. I didn't see a smart person do it and thought 'hurr maybe I can disguise my 'stupidity''. I took a look at it and immediately fell in love with how everything that was previously ambiguous to me could be clarified without guessing context. My step-dad would always be annoyed when I asked to borrow it though; he really liked his crossword puzzles.

I'm pretty new here and didn't feel like subjecting myself to over 1000 pages of concentrated, weapons-grad autism, so thanks for the clarification.

You mean weapons-grade autistic savantry, which people have been deriding, and trying to regress me back to a low functioning retard. Which is never happening of course.

 

[zap2theextreme]

The former, and in fact, my grammatical syntax is formalized to a degree that I've indicated understanding of their respective contexts. This argument has been battered to death; it's a stupidly stale one.

You talk like a fag and your shit's all retarded

 

[Chosen Undead]

Keep further in mind:

• The memorization of an entire poundland dictionary my dad used for crosswords in 06/07 -- 40,000 terms. This I've the clearest memory of; it seems things in adolescence I remember more vividly than in adulthood.
• The memorization of a Collin's English Dictionary of 150,000 words.
• The memorization of a Collin's thesaurus of about 400,000 words.
• The memorization of an abridged OED dictionary of about 320,000 words.

I would be higher in vocabularic propensity if my spontaneous recall was as good, but if I ever want a word to use, I can certainly find it in my repertoire if I calm down and look through my hippocampus hard enough.

I feel like all the verysmarts out there have this weird image in their head, of how they engage others in their battles of wit with a rapier made of superior diction, forged by an enlarged vocabulary and flourished with the power of flawless grammar and orthography. When in truth they just try to club everyone with words that are far too cumbersome to be used unironically and/or bury them in text avalanches.

 

[Autphag]

I feel like all the verysmarts out there have this weird image in their head, of how they engage others in their battles of wit with a rapier made of superior diction, forged by an enlarged vocabulary and flourished with the power of flawless grammar and orthography. When I truth they just try to club everyone with words that are far too cumbersome to be used unironically and/or bury them in text avalanches.

It is just a variation of purple prose, I agree.

@Cuntster would know all about that, just read its transgender research blog.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

You mean weapons-grade autistic savantry, which people have been deriding, and trying to regress me back to a low functioning exceptional individual. Which is never happening of course.

You cack yourself.

 

[Autphag]

You cack yourself.

I just found a 10-hour loop of Wangjaesan Light Music Band's Ryom Chong performing Thunder on Jong-il peak on loop.

I'm going to listen to it until I've memorized every one of those lyrics (I'd translated it into English, but sometimes I get new interpretations based on grammar I've subsequently learned; it's hilariously glorifying of Kim Jong-il and implies his enemies can tremble in fear before him through his godly aura alone, as well as being sung in a vaguely Black Christian style, so, y'know, good for the soul.)

 

[LagoonaBlue]

I just found a 10-hour loop of Wangjaesan Light Music Band's Ryom Chong performing Thunder on Jong-il peak on loop.

I'm going to listen to it until I've memorized every one of those lyrics (I'd translated it into English, but sometimes I get new interpretations based on grammar I've subsequently learned; it's hilariously glorifying of Kim Jong-il and implies his enemies can tremble in fear before him through his godly aura alone, as well as being sung in a vaguely Black Christian style, so, y'know, good for the soul.)

Oh come on:

 

[Autphag]

Here it is.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

Here it is.

The Pochonbo version is superior because it sounds like something out of Mario Kart.

 

[Autphag]

The Pochonbo version is superior because it sounds like something out of Mario Kart.

the Ryom Chong version was actually used in recordings of Kim Jong-il documentaries, the copies of which I have on VHS imported from China via. eBay.

I go to my mother's house to play them every so often. How they described Jong-il's powers during the arduous march -- admittedly I can only understand 25-50% of it -- is supremely ridiculous and a good source of humour for me, and yet, deep in my heart, I can understand why they felt so reliant on him, the stallion-rider guiding their way to final victory.

The Pochonbo version is superior because it sounds like something out of Mario Kart.

Way to miss so many musical nuances. For instance, there's a part in there in which the note-progressions swing back and forth almost like a tumultuous sea; that was actually inspired by a Russian composer who invented the technique, can't remember for the life of me who... as a former student of music presumably you should know?

2:25 onwards

Rachmaninov rings a bell actually, but I've probably fucked that up.

 

[Anonymus Fluhre]

Yes, we will; you'll try to ambush me with section, but not to worry, I'm going to clandestinely record it for all your benefit to dispel the myth of how I conduct myself per your reckoning.

If you're following your treatments why would we do that?

I'm pretty new here and didn't feel like subjecting myself to over 1000 pages of concentrated, weapons-grad autism, so thanks for the clarification.

Come on now...I survived it.

 

[Autphag]

If you're following your treatments why would we do that?



Come on now...I survived it.

I want them to work as much as you do, believe me!

It's not my illness you've an issue with though. It's my personality. Cuntster wants me sectioned for that alone.

 

[Anonymus Fluhre]

I want them to work as much as you do, believe me!

It's not my illness you've an issue with though. It's my personality. Cuntster wants me sectioned for that alone.

Your personality is affected by your illness. I had a friend who suffered from schizophrenia and there was a remarkable difference between how he was with medication and without.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

Way to miss so many musical nuances. For instance, there's a part in there in which the note-progressions swing back and forth almost like a tumultuous sea; that was actually inspired by a Russian composer who invented the technique, can't remember for the life of me who... as a former student of music presumably you should know?

I did nothing past Advanced Higher.

 

[Autphag]

Your personality is affected by your illness. I had a friend who suffered from schizophrenia and there was a remarkable difference between how he was with medication and without.

Borderline is uncurable from what I understand, and antipsychotics are merely used to mitigate the intensity of it, and the irritability of autism.

I figured I'd kill two birds with one stone.

I understand it's haloperidol typically used in very severe cases of Borderline but with its side-effects profile, excessive potency, and ranking in the Moncrieff studies as the most neurodegenerative (risperidone and olanzipine were joint-least neurodegenerative especially at LED), I'm reluctant to ever go near the stuff.

I'm not categorically schizophrenic. As Fionbarr pointed out:

• Though delusional, I acknowledge and have insight into it.
• Many of my delusions are culturally influenced as a matter not of axiomatic beliefs but at least second-hand if not direct observations.
• KiwiFarms fuels some of these.
• My thoughts, despite being delusional, off anti-psychotics, are still very linear and followable given the right cultural context (he, coincidentally, has read some of the Juche-screeds of Jong-il and was a socialist himself in youth).
• It was up to me if I wanted it; I basically said "let's give the lowest dose a trial and tritate from there". (Sorry I always get the spelling of tritate wrong).
• I did this for my mother more than anyone. I love her and my impetuousness was something I found unforgivable from the earliest moments to myself. (The January 2016 incident).
• I forgot to ask for a fucking mood-stabilizer though! Valproate would be my main choice given its qualities, again, LED because it's strong and primarily used in institutional settings but it's non-dopaminergic, so that's a bonus, although it's anti-progestigenic, so perhaps this should only be a medium-term intervention.

I did nothing past Advanced Higher.

Which in the Scottish framework is equal to 1st year undergrad.

I'd love even a Higher in Music but my college don't offer it, very few do, and I don't feel like travelling.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

Which in the Scottish framework is equal to 1st year undergrad.

I'd love even a Higher in Music but my college don't offer it, very few do, and I don't feel like travelling.

Except you can't even do a crash Higher as you can't:

• Read treble clef.
• Play any instruments.
• Identify features that are common in Western music.

 

[Autphag]

Except you can't even do a crash Higher as you can't:

• Read treble clef.
• Play any instruments.
• Identify features that are common in Western music.

I tend to adapt to a subject matter quickly when pushed (I only had Psychology when entering the Social Science HNC and had to learn Sociology and Philosophy from scratch, doing fairly well -- the equivalent to band-A in unit tests -- until I was kicked out for airing racist beliefs).

But, like I said, I wouldn't travel, and nothing about my inability to read musical notation properly or play an instrument (as you define it) would prevent me; synthesizer taught me everything I needed (key word here) to know about musical scales, and I could make a Pochonbic piece right now if I wanted to invest in a new one, but fuck that, I've other concerns.

 

[Anonymus Fluhre]

Borderline is uncurable from what I understand, and antipsychotics are merely used to mitigate the intensity of it, and the irritability of autism.

I figured I'd kill two birds with one stone.

I understand it's haloperidol typically used in very severe cases of Borderline but with its side-effects profile, excessive potency, and ranking in the Moncrieff studies as the most neurodegenerative (risperidone and olanzipine were joint-least neurodegenerative especially at LED), I'm reluctant to ever go near the stuff.

I'm not categorically schizophrenic. As Fionbarr pointed out:

• Though delusional, I acknowledge and have insight into it.
• Many of my delusions are culturally influenced as a matter not of axiomatic beliefs but at least second-hand if not direct observations.
• KiwiFarms fuels some of these.
• My thoughts, despite being delusional, off anti-psychotics, are still very linear and followable given the right cultural context (he, coincidentally, has read some of the Juche-screeds of Jong-il and was a socialist himself in youth).
• It was up to me if I wanted it; I basically said "let's give the lowest dose a trial and tritate from there". (Sorry I always get the spelling of tritate wrong).
• I did this for my mother more than anyone. I love her and my impetuousness was something I found unforgivable from the earliest moments to myself. (The January 2016 incident).
• I forgot to ask for a fucking mood-stabilizer though! Valproate would be my main choice given its qualities, again, LED because it's strong and primarily used in institutional settings but it's non-dopaminergic, so that's a bonus, although it's anti-progestigenic, so perhaps this should only be a medium-term intervention.

You were this way long before you found out about Kiwifarms, hence why you had a thread.

 

[Autphag]

Also I just identified a feature from Russian music you couldn't, so you're wrong, but the curriculum must mandate some banal, Celtonegroidal shit instead.