It's absolutely amazing how thin the line is between ironic shitposting and being a fucking sperg, and judging from how you are I am most certain your fat ass smashed through that line like a steam roller.
post-irony is fucking dangerous and i have no qualms with saying that i totally went way over the line of jokes to being a giant retarded internet faggot
edit: realized you may be talking about king of kek, which was purposely made to be an alt-right illuminati rp discord, while d2 turned into one lmfao
wait "tried to unironically convert youtubers to Jesus with youtube poops" hahah what? there's a lot of this that's wrong, or out of order, and i'm not sure you meant to do that on purpose but it's a messy incorrect history with events out of order, or flat out wrong post-d2. jeez man, if you're make a case for why i'm a lolcow, at least get it right; it's pretty funny to me you wrote a novella about my old autism though, so i'd like to see how this goes.
edited post-rambling: it's weird for me that this guy, who obviously is someone that doesn't like me and that i really didn't try to please, decided that after all this time, to write this thread on me based on what's probably third hand info after i decided to move on. the most peculiar thing is that the author of the thread, is a college student, and when i was pissed and being fucking pure stupid and unhealthy, would say that he really doesn't care and has better things to do irl and that he was gonna move on because i was plain retarded, but after
quite a while writes a thread about me using third hand info (because after you hear so many variations of bullshit about things you apparently did, you figure out who spins shit in a particular manner), it makes me think:
what's the deal here, casey? i thought you were moving past this. literally everyone else did as far as i know, and most of us agree that we were all being fucking retarded, and i thought you would too. i mean, you're the guy who turned the burnout of autistic internet wannabes into a dnd group led by a furry. i don't get it man, why obsess over me over all this time? i realize what i did was retarded, and it's obvious that it was, but that was the nature of everyone to some extent. i suppose my real question is this: why not admit that you were a part of this crazy insane and truly awful ride like almost everyone else in hindsight? move on, dude. essays about my fat ass are beneath you and you know it.
reading all of this shit again hurts, man. fuck, it was all really dumb, kiddie bullshit, and i regret it all. you know what i mean? none of it is justifiable, and it's the actions of an unstable person who didn't have any of their priorities in order, watching the play-by-play and freeze frames of a dumb autistic kid slowly getting his shit kicked in to finally understand that the floor he was standing on a second ago isn't under his feet anymore, and it wouldn't even be so bad but i said some fucked up shit to some of those very nice guys and pulled them along with me like an abusive asshole just to fulfill this egocentric emotional hedonism. everything about d2 is a thing i regret, and to see it be dredged back up meticulously is bad; it really tests your mettle and makes you wonder if you've really improved or are just kidding yourself. i usually wouldn't ramble like this, but this place is all about picking brains so why not? some shit like the christian YTPs or the child porn stuff is weird and i really don't know where he's getting it, but knowing the author of the thread like i do, it's probably a reasonable if uncontextualized condensation of info based on what he's been provided similar to what the rest of this thread has been. i lost myself in the dumb comedy headspace of making myself and only myself laugh while being a gigantic mentally ill faggot and it's all reprehensible. really, if i didn't think i deserved this, i wouldn't be standing by but instead trying to hopelessly flail around like have most of the time as a person, but since i do indeed deserve walls of texts about my autism (though i wish someone who isn't better than this imo would do it instead of primetime), i bide my time while making myself clear. i do want to say that this isn't the person i want to be anymore, and i've been working hard towards never EVER being this backwards as a human being again. though, i could argue that the situation of being surrounded by people of a similar mindset doesn't help, as most people with experience with lolcows can attest.
tl;dr- i know i was a lolcow but i'm really trying not to be nowadays; only hear to clear things up regardless of whether or not it makes me looks good because that's stupid and egotistical and i deserve this
i'll be back in later to see what the oddball jank is about, see if i can correct it, and continue to wince at myself.
Damn me to hell for this, but why he was using Coco Bandicoot as an avatar?
now THAT is a very disgusting story in itself
