Hey yall. Been a while! I havent kept up on much so sorry if these are unwanted. I can't say much so here's one last post.
Three things:
1.) i don't know why pk is taking this personally when, if i wanted to ruin her name, i would have just 'faked logs' about her instead. I didn't because i don't care much about her- besides the fact she facilitates minors for marl to prey upon, shes an internet famous person who is connected to marl, and her vocalness to blame her husband's victims and slander them publicly. I don't care about her art or her weird porn lmfao there are bigger fish to fry in my mind. But i do suspect she has done worse than is let on. None of the labels she sticks with are true- hypersexual by marl's admission, not trans, 'rarely into women' by marls admission....... these are labels i suspect she lures in marginalized, abused kids with
2.) they have not contacted me nor threatened legal action, which would be extremely unwise for them to do......... and i have not fallen for any of this bait thats seemingly to entice me to reveal my identity. I am not sure if they really know who i am.
3.) in response to things i've seen about my logs.... they're screenshots of gmail chat archives that still exist to this day on my account. they shouldn't look exactly like gmail chat from a while ago... bar the way gmail decides to archive them and if they change them at all over the years i'm not sure. But literally anyone could log into my account and see them. I don't know what part of the logs eevee thinks i've edited- the dogfucking? The pedo grooming? Every bit is damning.
I would like to publicly state that i had been through childhood (sub 6 years old) bestiality sexual abuse and any eagerness from me was being normalized to repeated, unwanted, groomings and sexual abuse. I fear the only reason i had such damning logs was because my abuse made me a clearly better target for them to go all out on. And to any survivors who the grooming worked on and are too afraid to come forward because it makes you look bad: fuck........ i am so, so, sorry. Without people like marl there would be less people easily coerced into this, normalized to this, and less people like pk who end up believing it's fine and never growing out of it. I genuinely believe pk has fallen into the trap a lot of csa victims do- that i did so long ago- that you are only loved, valuable, or even just treated nicely when you agree complacently or eagerly to the abuse your abuser wants you to perform. It doesn't have to be like this. You don't need to defend him anymore. Your husband might have made you feel special & loved & understood for the first time, and maybe he knows how to make all these abused & desperate minors feel the same way, but it's not healthy. It's not saving them. It's fake. It's coercion for him to sexually abuse them. to fucking exploit them for money. to exploit their childhood abuse which primes them to be willing to retraumatize themselves for lots of money! to leave their abusive homes...! and then entrap them, like a cult, into possible sex trafficking, who knows. He doesn't care about them and likely not you. Why else would he keep seeking them out now that you're too old for him?
I wish no kids would ever have to look back in revile for their stolen, molested childhood like i do. And i wish pk would feel the same. god save her fucking soul honestly.... and i hope marl's burns for eternity
Thanks to all the brave victims that have shared in the wake of this. Stay strong.