Secret Gamer Girl / SecretGamerGrrl / Googleshng / "Violet Hargrave" / Jacob Lawrence (Jake) Alley / Violet Cassandra Ocean - Delusional Zoe Quinn Stalker, Libelous Tweeter, Thirsty Gnome, Faux-Tranny Neckbeard Incel, Micropenis, "Known Troubled Person", Creator of "Massive vs the Masses", Self-Described "Noise Making Thing"; Lives in Niantic, CT

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HMMMM. Aside from "D", this sounds just like the rules for women in areas governed by Sharia law, which is controlled by the Religion of Peace!

But nah....who cares about millions of women living under tyranny like that, when we can complain about a handful of virgin losers?
 
It's changing his name/ID. Bet anything you like. He's probably upset because that convention that he wanted to pay his way on wouldn't consider him a woman GM without some attempt to change documentation. If he applies as Jake Alley, he knows he can't simultaneously call himself Violet for purposes of being a diversity token. He really thinks things like getting to go to one more con for free will solve his problems, will be the start of him digging his way out of the hole he dug his way into. He could make the right connections and be seen as his true feminine self and start building his resume as Violet, and he'd live happily ever after. But I'm guessing mommy isn't interested in driving Jakey-poo to the courthouse for a legal name change, and he's concocted a million reasons that he can't possibly figure out a way to do it. He needs to have an obstacle he deems insurmountable, because it means effort isn't worthwhile.

I think you probably nailed what he was whining about. I was thinking about him actually living as a troon but him referring to it as simple means it’s probably just filing the paperwork to change his gender marker on his legal ID and his name to Violet.

This means he is finally getting called out on his BS of trying to weasel into jobs and con panels as a “woman/trans” He’s gotten away pretending to be a delicate trans-woman for way too long. The SJW weirdos have looked the other way and believed he was “early transition” for over three years now and have probably reached the end of their patience. I bet he’s now being told to apply as a troon/woman he needs to submit under a female name with female gender marker on his ID.

The only reason Jake won’t do it is sheer embarrassment of having to present ID as the female Violet and having his mommy find out what he’s done. Because you know it wouldn’t change anything else in his life besides a stuff on a piece of paper. Jake won’t ever start shaving or wearing a dress.
 
He also can't acknowledge the name transition to Violet because it immediately in his eyes validates everything here regardless of how much he has stuck his head in the sand about this thread.

He knows we'd find a legal name change before the ink was even dry on the paperwork.

He really has backed himself into a corner.
 
Get a degree: Can we even confirm that Jake actually graduated high school? I saw someone mention we couldn't find a yearbook photo of Jake, maybe he didn't even graduate in the first place

OT now but he stated he couldn't afford to get his yearbook photo taken however assuming he graduated from the same high school as his mother they have a policy that the students don't have to pay the photographer the school brings in, he just could have brought in a picture from home with a 'clear uncluttered background'. I just assumed that he was lying because he didn't want his picture in the yearbook but him not graduating wouldn't shock me either. I do agree with everyone though that he's referring to a name change.
 
He knows we'd find a legal name change before the ink was even dry on the paperwork.

He really has backed himself into a corner.

Which is kind of amazing that he freely gives this much power to a Internet forum just because he can’t tolerate the fact we are right, check our facts and it also proves he’s a liar (not that we didn’t already know that).

Wait who am I kidding, ofc he give that much power to a Internet forum, he believes the entire job market hinges on Twitter and has threatened suicide numerous times due to Twitter blocks.
 
April 19th - Jake claims he is sitting under a "pile of blankets" and "scraping out the last bits of peanut butter from a jar" in a room where wind is blowing in through a hole in the wall, and he links to his Patreon while claiming he "can't afford groceries." https://archive.fo/KJJb0#selection-265.270-269.1
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Possibly within 48 hours of that claim that he "can't afford groceries," Jake bought a $40 computer game. http://archive.li/KoSOz
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Jake, almost certainly seeing it on an actual game devs feed, suddenly remembers he's supposed to be pretending he's a developer.
He blames it on having a "rough week" that he has never been able to make one tweet a day about this.
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"I have actually published games that I had playtested 0 times"
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Again, look at all these images Jake miraculously has no problem uploading, yet claims he will be doxed, raped, and murdered if he changes his creepy pedo icon.
 
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Twenty Seven days into #TTRPGMaker and according to the above featured tweets he's posted FUCK ALL about mechanics, what system he is using or developing, his creative process, what inspires him, common pitfalls and traps, articles by other creators, old TTRPG's that taught good and bad lessons, where TTRPG has been, where it is, and where it is going. He didn't plug any other artists, creators, works, or anything aside from some Twitter names. He didn't talk about TTRPG creation resources, open source systems and their problems/strengths, articles written by big names, blogs by smaller creators.

Nothing of substance or value to anyone.

It's like he was using the tag as nothing more than a way to bullshit with other people. He plugged some Twitter handles, but no mention of what they worked on previously or currently. He talks about his playtesting JAVA program, but doesn't show any fucking examples of it, offer the code out, or even tell what it does. I mean, does it allow him to plug in all the math for the mechanics and run through permutations of combats/games to see what mechanic unbalances everything?

He showed no creativity flow for real. He posts some kind of music thing that he wants people to click in, with no hint of what kind of music he likes to use during what creative phase. He says: "Don't be like me" for how he handles files, but doesn't give suggestions on what kind of file structure to use in regards to naming conventions and the like.

Holy fuck. I don't know why that series of posts annoyed me so much.
 
It's changing his name/ID. Bet anything you like. He's probably upset because that convention that he wanted to pay his way on wouldn't consider him a woman GM without some attempt to change documentation. If he applies as Jake Alley, he knows he can't simultaneously call himself Violet for purposes of being a diversity token. He really thinks things like getting to go to one more con for free will solve his problems, will be the start of him digging his way out of the hole he dug his way into. He could make the right connections and be seen as his true feminine self and start building his resume as Violet, and he'd live happily ever after. But I'm guessing mommy isn't interested in driving Jakey-poo to the courthouse for a legal name change, and he's concocted a million reasons that he can't possibly figure out a way to do it. He needs to have an obstacle he deems insurmountable, because it means effort isn't worthwhile.

I think you probably nailed what he was whining about. I was thinking about him actually living as a troon but him referring to it as simple means it’s probably just filing the paperwork to change his gender marker on his legal ID and his name to Violet.

This means he is finally getting called out on his BS of trying to weasel into jobs and con panels as a “woman/trans” He’s gotten away pretending to be a delicate trans-woman for way too long. The SJW weirdos have looked the other way and believed he was “early transition” for over three years now and have probably reached the end of their patience. I bet he’s now being told to apply as a troon/woman he needs to submit under a female name with female gender marker on his ID.

The only reason Jake won’t do it is sheer embarrassment of having to present ID as the female Violet and having his mommy find out what he’s done. Because you know it wouldn’t change anything else in his life besides a stuff on a piece of paper. Jake won’t ever start shaving or wearing a dress.

He also can't acknowledge the name transition to Violet because it immediately in his eyes validates everything here regardless of how much he has stuck his head in the sand about this thread.

Great observations, this theory hadn't crossed my mind at all.

Holy fuck. I don't know why that series of posts annoyed me so much.
He's literally Zoe-posting. You could honestly cut and paste his name & avatar out, and put Chelsea's in, and it would still make sense: a nobody who's never made anything worthwhile themselves, waxing poetically about a creative process they have never followed through on.
 
April 19th - Jake claims he is sitting under a "pile of blankets" and "scraping out the last bits of peanut butter from a jar" in a room where wind is blowing in through a hole in the wall, and he links to his Patreon while claiming he "can't afford groceries." https://archive.fo/KJJb0#selection-265.270-269.1
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Possibly within 48 hours of that claim that he "can't afford groceries," Jake bought a $40 computer game. http://archive.li/KoSOz
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Jake, almost certainly seeing it on an actual game devs feed, suddenly remembers he's supposed to be pretending he's a developer.
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"I have actually published games that I had playtested 0 times"
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Again, look at all these images Jake miraculously has no problem uploading, yet claims he will be doxed, raped, and murdered if he changes his creepy pedo icon.
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Post-transition? *What* transition?

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"out trans woman"

Post-transition!?!??! Lol.

Damn Jake is seriously digging himself a hole here and upping the bullshit. He must be getting some srs push back to be more than a trans role player on twitter if he wants to apply for those token job and con spots. But lying to say he’s “post-transition” is crazy. Post trans implies he’s living as a woman, it usually means years of HRT, hair removal, surgeries, and presenting as female. Many interpret post-trans as post-GRS.

Lying to his “industry contacts” that he’s suddenly post-transition is only going to make him showing up as a sloppy, fat, white dude with a gross beard x10 worse.

I’m at least glad that the weird SJW tranny cliques he’s so thirsty to be a part of seem to be saying no to his just role-playing trans on twitter and demanding some actual IRL evidence of him being trans if he so badly wants to apply for gigs and token spots to “represent” trans and actual women.

But hey Jake prove us wrong, we totally expect photos of a clean shaven Violet in a pretty dress with purple hair and a matching purse in the near future.
 
Lying to his “industry contacts” that he’s suddenly post-transition is only going to make him showing up as a sloppy, fat, white dude with a gross beard x10 worse.

It seems like he is hoping to find something where he can be a lead game designer that 100% works from home and never has to show up in person. If he's resigned to that approach then it makes sense for him to double down on his fictional trans persona. It's completely beyond his reach, yes, but it's not like he was ever going to get a job like that in person or otherwise so he can't hurt his chances any more than he already has.
 
It seems like he is hoping to find something where he can be a lead game designer that 100% works from home and never has to show up in person. If he's resigned to that approach then it makes sense for him to double down on his fictional trans persona. It's completely beyond his reach, yes, but it's not like he was ever going to get a job like that in person or otherwise so he can't hurt his chances any more than he already has.

I thought about this too, the remote work from home so they will never know route. This is why the legal name change stuff would still be important but not anything else, he just becomes trans on twitter and some paperwork but in no other way. But even remote works eventually requires Skype video conferencing and traveling to meet IRL . Add to the fact that any body doing hiring is going to google Jake/Violet and see his photos which will raise flags about his post-transition stuff. Even if he tries to play it off as old photos they will then want or start prying to see how he presents now.

I love the idea of Jake rummaging thru mom’s make-up and scarves trying to throw together something convincing look for a video conference. He should just say he’s converted to Islam and start wearing a hijab.
 
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