- The first verifiable incidence of Phil wanting to be a woman was when he was in high school. He was cosplaying as a female character and something apparently snapped in his potato brain. That's it: the reason he think he is female. He has no "gender dysphoria" however defined.
I'd say that's over simplification without context. The phil as a girl/lesbian persona first pops up during his time with Kori. She wants Phil to fuck off because the creepy guy is in her personal space so Phil justifys this as "I'm a cute anime girl" and hides behind weeaboo clichés like it's okay to act weird around other girls because it's what anime girls do.
But he's still a straight man posing as a lesbian still trying to grab a feel of female cosplayers.
And yes you can argue "but dusty and the LGBT club" well yes but Phil was still working towards the goal of a phil and dusty sandwich with Kori as the meat.
Even going forward Phil as a gay man is hitting on and having sex in one case with women, as a transwoman he's trying to get his dick wet in CIS pussy and his one constant is that another man's pickle (even girlcock) makes him queasy.
If you pushed me I'd say the first real evidence of "girl" Phil is "until you are no more" the story in which commie lady Phil murders commie man Phil but this isn't an expression of Phil wanting to be trans it's simply him hating his general PhilNess.
Even Tranny Phil was anti transition, GRS was a tool of the patriarchy to makes trans folks invisible in his words but this only changes after Jordman, Rika and tweaker ditch him. Left alone Phil is free to indulge whatever delusion he has at any given time, his former anti-GRS buddies betray the cause and get their surgery so Phil decides to keep up.
But I agree 100% Phil has no dysphoria unless it's typical for those with it to jack off or get sacked off behind the bins by Morias first goblin Tranny.
In June 2016,
Phil claimed to have an orchiectomy. The reason he gave about not going for full vaginoplasty was that his welfare provider forced him to choose between full surgery and housing. He chose housing. This is, obviously, another lie. Later on he would post pictures with his tiny dick and flaccid ballsack. We conclude that he has simply tucked his balls inside his inguinal canal. Someone (
@Ravenor or
@MMX) has seen some supposedly "post-orchiectomy" pictures where his jingle bells are very much in sight. I haven't see those pictures.
- Thereafter Phil has been collecting referral letters for vaginoplasty, but he was very vague about the events leading to his dick being chopped off -- no mentions of psychological assessments, pre-op appointments, etc. His story has always been outlandish and contradictory, so especially to those of us who have been following him, the turn of event is quite unexpected.
For clarity I have seen another pictures that haven't been made available to the forum in general.
The only info I have to disprove Phils claims other than his paperwork being bullshit is a former Phil friend asked him about advise on how to qualify for the producdure on online medi-cal insurance and Phil got very evasive and unhelpful and an additional source (who's generally good for this stuff) who claimed Phil was actually out of town getting ink rather than getting surgery.