I go to bed and there's 30 more pages.
The work never ends.
Lol, no. You've seen what's on the other side, right? We'd have laughed at you, doxed you, mocked your minor VA roles, mocked your failed convention and said you were doing it to suck Sabatage's cock and tickle his asshole in the hope of landing roles.
You'd have gone and joined the drone of the other no-name VAs and other useless twats pulling out of Kamehacon and we'd have stopped talking about you after about a page.
That should be the point that scares you. You'd get less posts than Renfamous.
I probably wouldn't have gone
that off reservation. I would have just been like the other sheeple: believing that places like the farms was responsible for toxicity, when its actually the opposite. Only the women can get this corrupt, the men aren't allowed to have that kind of power in the VA hierarchy -- you're only allowed to be a token if you're a "minority male", which I am.
Towing the line can end up making people believe lies, because you get so lost in the plot worried about shit like OrangeManBad™, that you don't notice that someone's ADR director is going to screw you for someone younger with more money whose more of an activist than you
( I wasn't one at all, just born into a down in the ditch democratic family) -- A real Smollett type.
Plus, doxxing wouldn't have done much then or now - since I'm already a public figure to some degree; VA is a side interest, second to my current job in public safety. The last time someone acted on doxxed information, I ended up making someone's wife a BBC convert & getting a soybeard's funko pop collection melted down and his marriage annulled.
No, the thing that scares me is that I understand how they got here and how they think, to a degree -- they got lazy, horny, stupid and fat, thinking they're smarter than everyone around them.
Over time, "being a good actor" wasn't as rewarding as "getting asspats for being a liberal and geting shit handed to you".
That's what "radicalized" me against them: So many opportunities to kiss the ring, and I spat in their faces.
I've had to claw and fight for what I've had since I was 12 in this industry, and those same VA bullied me then too, because I wouldn't sell my soul. They promised all of those things and more, sex included -- and then when the "situation" happened
(having to move across country) , those promises and asspats turned into generalized fear, then hatred, and then shrieking.
All because I wasn't with the "in crowd" anymore -- the move gave them the excuse they wanted so they could hate me openly. And that smug personality type is prevalent out here too -- it's even worse. The abuse made me hardened, and the resentment made me want to see what was out there.
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Anyways, I'm going to have to pack it in to catch up.
Thanks for allowing me to share and join the fight for my industry's soul.
