roachrypt
kiwifarms.net
- Joined
- Nov 22, 2018
Oh I might be a little late commenting on the no more Mukbang videos. I had to laugh when I saw it. She has already given this coming to Jesus chat like four times already. It’s just another one of her identities that she likes to wear. You can already see her “acting the part” - she’s not interested in actually recovering and doing better. I mean, to some extent I guess. But she is WAY more thrilled about getting to act the part of eating disorder survivor. You can just see it all over her face as she talks and role plays “victim” and “survivor” it’s pretty cringe. Her life is really so void, and she as a person is really so empty, that is she pumped (barely able not to grin) about getting treatment for binge eating disorder. Her musings about “I didn’t even consider I had a problem until...” *looks shyly alway* “until I started this journey on YouTube....” you can see her already crafting her origin story in her head lol. She is likely (and grossly) idolizing other eating disorder suffers because she wants to be “deep” and “introspective” like them. Its just another way for her to stroke her ego. She didn’t give up mukbangs because she sincerely wants to be better. She gave them up because she is revisiting a fixation on the disordered eating community and she wants to emulate those members. The same as she does with the fasting community and vegan community. She will be back to mukbangs eventually when this fixation grows old and boring. Just like how she ignored the doctors eating plan when she was role playing this same identity a couple of weeks ago.