i'm afraid to be myself - 06/28/19

[TwinkoStorr]

New video y'all

Spoiler: Summary

00:00-Dingy bra strap makes a comeback
00:02- It's Memorial Day so this khantent is kind of old but it helps our gorl dramatically
00:17- Our gorl sometimes has days when she doesn't even want to breathe
00:39- still talking how uploading old content makes it so much easier for her cuz ya know mental things is scary
1:05-99% of YouTuBErs PreFiLM TheIR VideOS
1:20 - talks how some viewers get angry when she prefilms videos
1:46- "I'm in both shoes..like I prefilm videos and watch prefilmed videos"
2:10- still giving excuses to uploading old content
2:34- a wild twinkie storr appears.Still overweight.
2:53 -"I miss the Sun beating on my skin"
3:03- The four of them decided to hang out today and are going to eat turkey burgers with mashed potatoes
3:40 -her psychiatrist appointment is on May 30th
3:54 -appointment with the weight loss doctor on June 6th
4:02 -gorl is nervous about the "bolth" appointments
4:22- is shocked about a tree with flowers on it
4:44 -neighbours dog trying to play with twinko
5:04- our gorl trying to be a pro vlogger by filming random things she's doing and adding music in the background
5:11 - food,food,food,food
5:23 -Necky looking rough
5:36 - FULL SHOT OF OUR DAINTY SMOL GORL
5:57 -Amber waddling
6:06 - "It's currently end of the night",Amber had shooo much fun
6:12 -"We played some badminton,I think that's what was called"
6:30 - Amber being proud of herself for playing badminton even for a few minutes.
7:00-Sassylynn appears with dirty sunglasses "WeLcOme to piLLoW MouNtaIN"
7:25- Amber supposedly finds out what Pillow Mountain is
8:14- "In real life I am probably one of the weirdest people you will ever meet" sure jan
8:19 - "IRL I am funny and loud and squeaky and just like high-pitched"
8:57 -"being on youtube has made me build a complex on myself" lmaooo
9:08 -apparently she's afraid to be herself online cuz she has before and people called her fake
9:50- she filled up a book about herself and she's going to randomly open up a page and share with us
10:06 - 3 things she would never do : try drugs,skydive and porn
10:16 - 3 charities she would give money to : happy hippie foundation,cancer charity and AIDS charity
10:24 -3 things she wouldn't allow her children to do: disrespect her,behave badly in school and do drugs

 

[Aldora]

Amber is afraid of being a bitch?

Since when?

The only thing she is afraid of, is someone eating all the chicken sausage before she can.

 

[Hamberlard Raid]

WELCOME TO PILLOW MOUNTAIN Y'ALL

 

[Pepper Jack]

My favorite moment is at 4:16. Where she asks us to keep her in her thoughts regarding two appointments that we did not know the date until now and occurred almost a month ago.

Whew lad.

 

[ADHD]

Woohoo, we're up to Memorial Day!

Ah miss tha sun beatin' on mah skin

Sure, Jan.

Appointment with psychiatrist May 30, WLS doctor June 6.

When did she get that dress she's using as a shirt? I don't remember seeing that in her Torrid hauls.

 

[Keyboard Warrior]

@ 5:42: What is this mind fuckery? Becky looks 6 feet tall. LOL.

 

[Hamberlard Raid]

Amberlynn, you do not actually have a "self". You are a fucking narc, an invasive species, that sucks the life out of the people around you. You do not have a personality of your own and mold yourself to the people around you so that you can use them for your own personal gain. It is quite simple actually! I'll take my Mad at the Internet ratings lmao

 

[PuckishRogue]

she's ballooned. I know I keep saying it but even a month behind this is a huge weight increase.

 

[LyteSydeByll]

If only there was some service she could contact to talk to therapists online so she doesn't have to leave her pillow mountain

Holy shit she's pulling a DSP where she's in love with her content, but her audience isn't in love with it, so she's blaming her audience. Amazing seeing lolcows think and act alike.

HOLY SHIT SHE'S PULLING A DSP WITH THE TURKEY BURGERS TOO

 

[Gorl68]

LOL the corny 2009 YouTube stock wub music. Gorl can't even put in the effort to find good royalty Free music on her month old videos.

Edit: god, she's so detached from reality. She had someone walk in her room... Somebody who she doesn't know but was allowed to come in both her home AND her room... And they taught her about pillow mountain and gave her a book.... But she doesn't know who they are. Wtf? It's such a poorly structured lie, ever since the bed/housebound era started she's been drinking deeper and deeper into her own nonsensical obscure fantasy land.

 

[Pepper Jack]

This video is better than I first realized. That horrible music that she played in the infamous Buy whatever I want haul is back as she shows clips from the fagshanty memorial day party.

 

[Queen Kimberly]

Views have been pretty low the past few weeks. Makes sense that she’d include a body shot in the thumbnail. She doesn’t pick the thumbnail though you guys!

 

[mekalekahi]

The video thumbnail being a zoomed in shot of her body after accusing ZM of using her body shots for money views.

 

[Twinkie]

That gigantic backyard... what a waste

 

[Empress of Lucite]

 

[Eryngium]

The bra is becoming one with her.

 

[Hamberlard Raid]

For anyone curious, this is the song that Albert uses in her backgrounds.

It is infamous for being generic and part of the iMovie starter pack.

 

[Slappy McGherkin]

Two words: Hamplanet badminton.

See? Necky and I ARE athletic gorls!

Spoiler

 

[NOT Sword Fighter Super]

I didn't even have to read the fourm tag to know this was Amberlynne related.

It's no longer clickbate when it's this predictable.

 

[Strawberry Pocky]

Clickbait title + Clickbait thumbnail

Also my god look at the sheer fucking size of her. A month ago.
WHEEWW LADETTE.