Chantal Sarault / Chantal Al-Refae / Foodie Beauty - Delusional drug fiend hamplanet mukbanger from Canada trying to be a glamorous online influencer. Pathological liar, huge bitch, narcissist, animal abuser

She put american processed cheese on the meatloaf but not the broccoli. What is wrong with her. Christ. The meat doesn't need it. Most people will put a little melted cheese or butter on their steamed veggies.

She does a fake "shh" and you can see her mustache (does she shave it?) pretty clearly.

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She is talking about how she deleted her sexual assault video? Does anyone remember this video? I don't think I ever watched it.

Edit: I maybe vaguely remember she said something about sexual assault in a video where she had her dumb shirts hanging in the background... idk.

I remember it. It was her basically using it as an excuse as to why she is so horrible to people.
 
She put american processed cheese on the meatloaf but not the broccoli. What is wrong with her. Christ. The meat doesn't need it. Most people will put a little melted cheese or butter on their steamed veggies.

She does a fake "shh" and you can see her mustache (does she shave it?) pretty clearly.

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Why would you put disgusting American cheese on any food outside of maybe a cheesesteak. Hell, a block or bag of shitty cheddar is probably cheaper too.

You’d assume years of burning coal would’ve fucked the terminal whiteness out of her. Apparently not.
Lest we forget, She literally cried and gagged while eating a slightly spicy ramen bowl.
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Big :semperfidelis:to the gorls who've been archiving too.
 
She's got makeup on this time and is in her youtubey sEtUp but she still looks bloated sick and terrible. Look at her eyes.
She looks terrible. So sick and again the red eyes and broken blood vessel. She sounds insane here trying to make her and BiBi sound good. All the fake laughter. Oh, here we go with her God bullshit. Now she’s a believer and letting God into her life !!! I have a question, now that I heard the date rape story it seems similar to the cute guy with the pregnant girlfriend, the David Fumero twin. I mean how many cute guys with irate preggo girlfriends has she banged or tried to steal ?
 
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Why would you put disgusting American cheese on any food outside of maybe a cheesesteak. Hell, a block or bag of shitty cheddar is probably cheaper too.


Lest we forget, She literally cried and gagged while eating a slightly spicy ramen bowl.
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Big :semperfidelis:to the gorls who've been archiving too.

I've never known anybody, IRL or on the 'Net, that one day is only buying the most overpriced, organic, "natural" bullshit and then the next is putting processed cheese on their meatloaf. Does she have any principles or anything or is it really just whatever floats her boat in that particular moment? Quite the child like sense of self.
 
She is talking about how she deleted her sexual assault video? Does anyone remember this video? I don't think I ever watched it.

Edit: I maybe vaguely remember she said something about sexual assault in a video where she had her dumb shirts hanging in the background... idk.
Was it from one of the videos made with this background?
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In that video she talks about some guy flashing his penis at her because he mistook Chantal for his girlfriend.
 
The title of this proposed series seems in stark contrast to the content of the first episode and what Chantal proposes the series to be. This episode is just a description of why Chantal feels bad with some accounts of bad teenage interactions with people. Her accounts are interesting but I don't want to read too much into them because she may be embellishing them. Chantal embellishes in a couple of ways - fantasies of being more desirable and having more interesting experiences than she actually does, and fantasies that validate her behaviour such as persecution. This may be the latter to some extent.

0:10 Trigger warning message.
0:17 She is going to be doing a "sit-down series" once in a while. While she probably means this as 'psychologist couch' or 'story-time' (the second of which she already does?) connotation, it is hard not to recall that almost all of her videos involve her sitting down, talking and trying to avoid movement in case she gets winded.
0:29 "This video is a little bit disturbing".
0:33 Restates trigger warnings verbally (emotional abuse, sexual abuse, bullying, "anything like that").
0:53 "I wanted this series to be kind of light-hearted". She wanted it to be an easy content dump of things she knew about how it was like live being fat "In a light-hearted manner". She then immediately launches into "But there is a dark-side" and coupled with all the trigger warnings I think it's safe to say that Chantal managed to fuck up her basic concept within a few seconds of pressing record.
1:20 "I know that a lot of you really like these discussions". Not for the reasons you think, perhaps. She ties this into more empowerment words "What you go through", etc.
1:42 States the subject for today is self-love, she distinguishes "loving yourself" which she believes everybody does, to "self-love" which appears to be a more active thing to her.
2:16 States that binge-eating and other eating disorders are self-harm. "Mostly emotional, mostly psychological". "You don't wake up one day want want to be 400lb." This is an important point, she's increasingly used the 400lbs term recently because it's what commenters say her real weight is, and either she's given up trying to convince them, or is now admitting her real weight-range.
2:45 Describes obesity as "loving food more than we love ourselves". This definitely confirms that Chantal's definition of "self-love" is basic care, and I think she's trying to avoid describing herself in those terms.
2:54 "I've been doing a lot of reflection on this". Says that fat people condition themselves to hate themselves with guilt and shame. These come from "multiple sources".
3:18 Mentions not telling anyone (even psychiatrists or psychologists) because it embarrasses her too much.
4:02 Brings up her vindictiveness and anger issues.
4:28 "I think I a lot of people who suffer from morbid obesity have had some type of traumatic event".
4:33 Begins to try to police comments before giving up and saying that they will be disabled.
4:50 Growing up she had a hard time loving herself. "I was always big even though I wasn't obese". "It doesn't take much for you to be called fat when you're younger, if you're not thin-thin you're labeled fat".
5:26 "I'm not doing this for a pity-party". Says that the psychological effects of being called fat are understated.
5:50 Mentions her anger again and being unable to let things go. As far as I'm aware Chantal is somewhat mindlessly liberal in her politics? This anger feels in contradiction to that, she seems to feel that people should be punished for minor wrongdoings.
5:55 "It really makes me hate people, makes me angry, makes me bitter, it makes me eat more". I think this may be more evidence for our armchair diagnosis of narcissism/psychopathy for Chantal. Psychopathy differs between men and women, for men the violent thoughts can classically be seen to be projected outwards towards the abuse and neglect of others, but with many women they are projected within and can lead to self-harm. This is why there is a history of abusive exes and prostitution with certain women suffering from this. As Chantal does admit binging to be self-harm, that could fit within this pathology, especially as female psychopathy is also more likely to latch onto other elements of the personality. While the typical lack of empathy is still there, there is some indication that it can feed from other symptoms. All headcanon, of course, but I don't think Chantal has to be pushing her mother over in the street or torturing cats to feel the anger and misdirected harm of such a pathology, and we've all seen how her projected image of various positive characteristics all have strong reasons to doubt the truthfulness of.
6:05 She says that she is listing her bad experiences while trying not to go into detail.
6:14 "In high school I hung around with some people who were not the best people", "They weren't really friends, they were usually boyfriends of my friends", "They were particularly cool, they were high school dropouts, they were heavy on drugs, they had criminal records". She realises that she is demonising them and tries to rephrase it, and gives by by concluding with "That is... how they were" then refers to them as "teenage delinquents".
6:57 "It was cool to hang around with them, because that was the cool thing to do - to drink, smoke, and party", "[they?] lived in a part of town I wasn't even allowed to hang out in but I snuck around and did", "My mum wasn't too happy about that".
7:16 "I would hang out with them and I don't know what it was but they just really targetted me for cruelty, they were really mean to me. One of my best friends was dating somebody who was part of that group and her boyfriend was nice to me and became friends" (he was mean at first).
7:52 This is too dumb to be fake so I believe and I feel bad at how funny "the house"/"a house" is as a childish insult for a fat person. It sounds like a horror movie. She was also called "whale". Chantal must have been quite big back then, I think if anything based on her photo history she may have lost some weight briefly afterwards then committed to obesity. I would like it if she provided some type of record of her weight, did it always go up, or did it fluctuate.
8:27 One of them threw eggs at her. She was also pelted with tomatoes. Her friend didn't defend her.
8:54 "Maybe that's why I don't have a lot of friends in life". Okay Chantal, you can fuck right off. Just a few videos ago you said you had a lot, even implying that it was above-average in the confidence with which you relayed the information. Maybe she is mixing up her terms "friend" vs "close friend" vs "best friend".
8:57 "I just don't trust anybody", "I've never been close to anybody that has really given a shit about me". FFS Chantal.
9:10 [Big Sigh] "If I want to cry it's because I'm angry. I'm angry that I think of who I am [and] I let that happen to me". A very Chantal piece of behaviour here coupled with universal cow behaviour. Cows for whatever reason have a very common trait between them - an obsession with childhood, whether it is pining for an idyllic time, or wishing to make things right. The Chantal behaviour is how her persona of the confident woman is revealed to be nonsense by the actual happenings in her life.
I've just noticed the sad piano playing throughout.
9:32 [Big Sigh] "The worst thing was being taken advantage of sexually". I will give Chantal some credit here, this is a very common occurrence with insecure fat girls, and it must be very hard to admit.
9:39 "I had no self worth, I just wanted someone to like me, to touch me. A lot of my friends were getting attention from men". She also admits that she was whale-hunted. These things come across as plausible and I do think she's being mostly honest here.
10:01 Describes how her friend who didn't stand up for her was a good friend despite her unsupportiveness.
10:22 She still talks to the friend "occasionally to this day" and says that maybe the friend doesn't know how she feels or was affected by it. Again, this was shit from 20 years ago that she is still obsessing over.
10:31 She had another friend who the same things happened to. "I don't want to talk about her experiences, it's not my place to do that".
10:49 Begins the party story that she introduced at 10:00 but interrupted.
11:50 Describes being sexually assaulted. She describes it as letting them do it, but being conflicted by not wanting to, but wanting attention because he was dating the most popular girl in school. She did not consider it abuse at the time.
12:49 She told her friend about it, and it got out to the pregnant girlfriend of the guy. He denied it and "made my life hell after that" including spitting on her.
13:10 She girl asked her if she did it. Chantal says this was the worst part (presumably due to the confrontation aspect).
13:45 She went to Katimavik (a youth-oriented social programme - thanks to @wheelpower for the pointer on what this word meant) and travelled, which she claims improved her mentality. She met nice people while doing this and felt "so alive". When she came back her friends had dropped out of high school and she stopped socialising with them. She finished her year.
14:42 " Just never looked back". Hun your high school days appear to be your foundational excuse for never losing weight, you LIVE in the past.
14:46 More than ten years ago she went to a reunion party with her old social circle "It wasn't all bad", and when she was there "They were so nice". "I think maybe they had grown up and felt some guilt for what they had done". The former, yes, the latter is mostly in your head. Chantal feels annoyed that she forgave one of them when she really didn't. She is riddled with anger, and I think it's much too easy to say it's mainly based on the actions of others, if she were a normal functional person and not in this self-imposed flesh prison would she actually feel the same way? This is where a normal person would let things go.
16:00 "I think that I really have to just say it's okay, because I know I have to forgive these people. I'm not exempt from that, I've done some pretty mean things to my friends too. I do feel guilty for that, that's another part of the guilt, things I've done to people in my life."
16:32 "It's like you have to open these old wounds for them to heal properly". You did at the reunion, like fifteen years ago, and clearly it did nothing, you have gotten much worse since then.
16:40 "I guess it did help a bit to get it out there because I like to hide it, because I felt ashamed. Out of those instances I felt so humiliated [x2]". This is a clear way of describing it - Chantal allowed some childhood fat girl awkwardness to destroy her adult life.
17:00 Positive fat girl/enlightened waffle.
17:40 "It was a reflection of who they were as people not who I am" You have dwelled on it for like twenty years, it is very much a reflection of who you are.
17:46 "Unfortunately for so many years I let that be a part of who I was". This implies a change to her that I don't believe has existed. The anger she felt towards her childhood still exists in the frustrations she regularly mentions feeling nowadays. She'd make a great law-and-order Republican.

If anybody sees something I missed, shoot me a message and I'll add.

Overall the self-love theme here wasn't explored at all and for a concept of a series (Fat Girl Files) this was a very depressing and pointless beginning. I hope she can turn this into a story time/personal info and less hand-wringing.

Found a synopsis of the sexual assault video. Doesn't seem like it was archived but this is pretty detailed, thanks @Man vs persistent rat !
 
Recap: because I hate myself
  • making roasted potatoes and onion (cut way too small, shit will burn so quick)
  • ground up seasoning blend (used salt free seasoning mixed with Clubhouse blend, the saltiest spice mix money can buy, topped off with a few tablespoons of margarine)
  • also making meatloaf with (surprise!) more Clubhouse pre made seasoning mixed with ketchup and smashed up crackers
  • she tops off the entire thing with more ketchup, of course
  • cat harassment break
  • cut to her sitting down looking like a corpse, blood vessel in her eye burst open from an allergic reaction to her cats
  • visible shit bun
  • melted processed cheese on the meatload
  • steamed broccoli as a side
  • Part 2 to her life story
  • Caution: food taken out of oven might be hot?
  • scalds herself with her first beauty bite
  • fake shh tic
  • spoiler alert: not married, bought cheap opal ring for herself
  • currently shopping for engagement rings
  • defies doctor's orders, chooses to eat broccoli while on her meds
  • Medical sperg: you are not supposed to consume foods rich in Vitamin K while on Warfarin or other anticoagulants as it can drastically reduce the effectiveness of them
  • Q and A (paraphrasing):
    • last meal on death row?: she wouldn't be hungry you guys, but probably, fried chicken or pizza, maybe even mac and cheese
    • date night with Bibi once a week? Nope lmao. She goes out with Peetz more than she does Bibi, she stays in with Bibi for movie night. Wants to go out to dinner with Bibi every two weeks.
    • Are Bibi and Peetz friends? They have never met before nor have they talked.
    • Marriage, adoption? Bibi wants kids. If God wants Chantal to have kids, he will let her. The (fake) surgery on the 20th is an "exploratory hysterectomy". Does not want kids because she likes to sleep in and she does not want to "psychologically mess up" her children
    • why did you delete your sexual assault video, it could be inspiring? Will reupload when she is ready to. Does not want to appear vulnerable. But you weren't vulnerable when you shared the story about the time you shat on someone's floor and vomited on their wall and dipped?
    • do you smoke weed? Not anymore, legal in Canada now. Does not want to smoke anything bc her lungs are terrible.
    • Are you going into early menopause? Early hormone treatment? Removal of ovaries induces early menopause and drastic hormone imbalance. May go on HRT a la Yaniv.
    • Do you take singing lessons and write other songs that are not for your cats? Her interests and life are on hold until after the surgery. Wants to write and read stories to us. Get back into singing and write a cat album?
    • Are you religious? Recently, she has been talking to God more and praying more. Thanks God every morning. She woke up and saw a "halo of light in her room" and felt unconditional love.
    • Do you want to know when and how you are going to die? Absolutely not. Gets into a shitty rant about fate vs. free will. What matters is how you are living your life now.
  • did not really talk about her life story lol
  • Video for Saturday
  • Going to film a product review for Monday (totally exciting)
  • Ordered a shitton of Christmas clothes online
  • Wonders why she is feeling indigestion, maybe it's because she drank nothing and vacuumed that shit down?
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Recap as I watch this shit:
- That meatloaf recipe is garbage: for her potatoes she used 5 potatoes and 1 onion seasoned with Montreal chicken, some chipotle shit and "Ms. Dash" seasoning, some pepper and then she adds margarine. Gross doesn't even cover it. The meatloaf is made of ground beef, half a cup of ketchup, a Clubhouse meatloaf seasoning, 2 eggs and some salted crackers. Then she smeared all over it another insane amount of ketchup to "glaze it"
- She's a gluttonous moron, she couldn't even wait 5 seconds for it to cool down to chow it down and burn her "palate"
- She bought her ring herself
- She keeps faking her shh tics
- If she were on death row what would her last meal be? "Even me, who would get hungry? If I really had to choose fried chicken or pizza, or mac and cheese or her meatloaf"
- Bibi's sister is leaving on Monday
- She and Bibi respect the fact they have friends of the opposite sex
- Q: Do you and Bibi have a once a week date? Nope, they spend time together at home and maybe once a month they go eat out together
- Bibi and Peetz have NEVER met, says it'd be weird but it's inevitable that they'll meet one day. When she's with Peetz it feels like a different world, they're closer than friends but not in a romantic way. With Bibi it's a romantic relationship
- Bibi and Chantal talked briefly about having kids because he wants them. She basically says it's in the hands of god after her surgery (which is apparently an exploratory one with possible hysterectomy)
- She believes everything happens for a reason and mentions AGAIN god. Seriously when did this god passion come from, all of a sudden? She believes that her last surgery was cancelled for a reason
- If she cannot have children after the surgery they can maybe adopt in the future but she still doesn't know if she even wants kids. She fears she might psychologically damage them
- "Why did you delete your sexual assault video?" She never talked to anybody about that, she knows that it might have helped people out there (yeah sure). She might unprivatise it when she's ready
- Used to smoke weed a lot but not anymore
- About going into early menopause: if they remove her ovaries she'll go immediately into menopause and she'll be sick. She'll have to be seen by a specialist and depending on her symptoms they might put her on hormonal treatment
- She's put her singing on hold until after her surgery. After her surgery she wants to open a new chapter, wants to write loads of new stories, she wants to get back into singing
- She's been talking more to god recently and she feels she's building a relationship with me*. She wakes up everyday being thankful and thanking him for everything she's got. She felt an unconditional love from god this morning because the sun was coming in from her windows and there was some sort of halo of light. That's just called "sunshine" where I'm from
- "If you knew how and when you could die, would you want to know?" No because it would ruin the quality of her life. As if she could ruin it even more. What's there to lose for her at this point?
- She's cooked for everybody when they come home and claims her house is clean. PRESSING X REAL HARD HERE
- She's doing a video on Saturday and on Monday there's a product review and she's ordered some festive clothes that she'll show us after her surgery. Oh, goody.
- She plans on filming however much she can on the day of her surgery. So much for not talking about her health anymore

*Edited because I apparently think of myself as god when I watch Chantal. To be fair it doesn't take much to feel superior to such an oxygen thief
 
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