Updated to include her "P.S."
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CBT storyline incoming?
This is a textbook sociopath and narcissist at work.
Her social skills have been so perverted and retar.ded that she really believed Fruitarian would garner her the asspats she's been sorely lacking for months. That it was met with derision and a collective scoff even from her un-blocked fan club was a shock to her.
So, she responds like a sociopath; she doesn't really understand
anything about why people react to her as they do. All she can do is clumsily read cues and try to dope out from them what people are thinking. Then, she presents herself as what she thinks people want to see and hear.
So after three years of this shit, finally today she realizes how "disordered" her thinking was. She realizes people need her to acknowledge that there's something wrong with her thinking, because that is literally what all the comments were saying before she shut them off. So, the sociopath conforms to expectations, without really understanding why these expectations exist.
"I am not saying I am cured, but I am learning" Now that she has acknowledged her mental dysfunction, she has to take control. By phrasing it this way, she is intentionally leaving room to be a fuck-up. She's learning, we all make mistakes. Can't blame her for learning.
She once again claims she will get therapy, despite baldly lying about being in therapy umpteen times. Part of this is just pure gaslighting, as she assumes nobody remembers her past. But it is also more of the "be what they want you to be" sociopathic mindset. None of it is sincere, none of it is true. She feels none of it, but she knows people keep telling her to go to therapy.
So: yes, like you all keep telling me, I will have balanced meals. She still doesn't mention "I will limit my portion size", and it is almost comical by now how she won't; she will never relinquish gluttony even if she has to balance it.
She is "not saying I won't eat out", so now eating out (which means fast food or Gluttony with Peetz) is back on the table.
She now admits to ordering fast food 3 times a day and eating it in secret, even though she swore she wasn't doing that repeatedly and blocked people for insinuating it. Her whole fat life has been one big fat lie. I love how she casually tosses this out there, as if it is helping her case to admit it. Unlike a lot of sociopaths, this one is not keenly intelligent, and she trips over her own fat self all the time.
She then essentially tells us that no matter how frustrated we are with her constant bullshit, we have no right to say anything because unless we have an eating disorder, we can never understand. Same old cop-out.
She admits again she is a dumbbell (more sociopathic manipulation)
She pretty much tells us that she retreated and "thought" of home cooked meals and sharing. In other words, another one of her fantasy sessions where she loses grasp of reality. Now she's supposedly psyched to put into motion the things she daydreamed about yesterday. Maybe a year ago, she would have. I just don't think she has the energy anymore.
The best part is this:
P.S. the resources I have found use CBT and other methods to stop the shame and guilt associated with binges so constantly criticizing and shaming others with an eating disorder only makes it worse. Before you throw judgment, try to fully understand the psychological damage you could potentially bring on someone.
Guyz, there is scientific proof that criticizing and shaming causes psychological damage. So no more negative comments.
She did not mention
accountability today, I notice.
