Autogynephile in denial (God, I love how that rhymes) talks about his denied AGP
saying:
"I never had a masturbatory relationship with crossdressing when I was a man. Whereas, there are some transwomen who do. You can find this discussed on Reddit all the time. But, I mean, I was doing questionable things. I was always doing things that would get classed as autogynephilia by TERFs. Like I said before, when I was a man I was having sex in drag and what does that mean? Well, I don't know."
So he didn't jack off dressing up in feminine clothes as a man... but you had someone else jack him off and fuck him... and this is proof positive that Nyk is NOT an AGP? Whatevah dude. This is classic gaslight. This is the "I was holding the gun but I didn't pull the trigger" of AGPs.
"I think that... the thing is... it's worse than kink-shaming. It's just a matter of kink-shaming. The reason that autogynephilia is like a threatening idea is that our idea as transpeople is supposed to be that transwomen are literally women. If transwomen are presending in a feminine way because of a fetish, that seems to contradict the idea that transwomen are women. So, independent of how you might feel about kinks, like, the idea that being trans is a kink, is a threat to the legitimacy of being trans. I mean, I don't think being trans is a kink. Well, I know that it's not a kink. It's impossible for me to make sense of my life as a kink. Because there's just not a sexual element to 99% of this. And I don't really struggle with feeling that I am autogynephilic. That's not really the issue. The issue is more that, I sometimes see transwomen doing shit on social media that seems to be overtly AGP. And that is upsetting to me, because it brings up a lot of this stuff. And I haven't really figured out how to deal with that."
LMAO, well well, would you look at that! Nyk claims to be the #RightKindOfTrans
"Oh no, I am not the AGP, it's those gross trannies over there who are."
Also, if all trans identities are equally valid according to the SJW cult, then why resent the idea that someone might be trans because of a kink? According to your cult ideology, that person is just as valid in their transness as someone with the most crippling, self-mutilating gender dysphoria. You can't have your cake and eat it you know. Either all trans identities are equally valid, including the fetishistic ones, or none are. The fact that they validate all trans identities except for the fetishistic ones shows that this is an entirely opportunistic argument.
Nyk also
runs his mouth about detransitioners, a topic he knows next to shit about but feels confident running his mouth on because it's not his identity so he can talk shit about those other people he knows nothing about other than a cursory read of Pink News:
"I know a handful number of transwomen at this point who transitioned at age 13, 14, 15. And every one of them is very happy and glad they did it then. I think clearly there's cases where it's the right thing to do.Now, I am kind of alarmed, as a lot of people are, by this emergence of detransitioners, which actually is a thing on Youtube. It's mostly, like, M2M2F detransitioners [sic] who seem to have transitioned for a variety of reasons including things like trauma, internalized misogyny, but even there it's more complicated than say TERFs would want it to sound. Because a lot of these detransitioners, they don't say the things that TERFs want them to say. A lot of them don't even say that they regret it. One thing that I've heard pretty frequently from F2M2F detransitioners is that they feel it was a thing they needed to go through to get out of a dead end as they were in. And they don't regret transitioning and then de-transitioning. And a lot of them do not say that they think trans ideology is misogynistic. So, I think that it's complicated. I think, we do want to be careful about, like, we don't want to be sheparding GNC children into medical transition. That's insanity. Of course. But I am also not really convinced that that is the prevalent problem at the moment. I think that the more prevalent problem is probably that it's harder to transpeople to get access that they want."
Yeah, "it's a thing on Youtube.". These aren't fucking real people with real lifes who were really physically damanged by botched transitions, "it's a thing on Youtube.". And I love the bullshit heroic narrative he tries to spin with a botched transition supposedly being some kind of a rite of passage. The reason these girls cannot come out and admit they regret is exactly because of this bullshit heroicism narrative that's being imposed on them where they can't admit defeat lest they appear weak - which is exactly why a lot of these girls wanted to become men, because they didn't want to be weak. So Nyk is just reinforcing the very dominant paradigm that drove them to transition to sell us this bullshit narrative that they never regretted it: "Oh, you're such a though strong girl, you never regretted putting yourself through that, you're too strong to let that get to you, aren't you?". It's exactly this bullshit faux-masculine pretention of unaffected stoicism that prevents them from admitting that it was stupid and wrong. Because if they admitted that, then they would have to admit being weak stupid little girls who were taken advantage of, and that's exactly what they were trying to get away from or avoid by "becoming men", only to fall into a whole other trap.
Also, this part was just LMAO, in response to the question
"Do you ever wonder if your thinking is wrong":
"The bigger this channel gets, the more serious consequences there are for me fucking up."
Yeah, just look at those consequences, sooo devastating and catastrophic:
It seems like Natalie will be holding onto the boost of Patrons she got after "Canceling"!
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Well duh, any publicity is good publicity with this asshole.
Also, que in
the drama at 3... 2... 1...:
"Please don't start drama about this... I've gotten a little bit impatient with Buck Angels social media presence which I find to be a little bit *deep sigh* a LOT."
Not at all surprised he would throw Buck Angel under the bus eventually.
And straight after this, he talks about "Chad" (which everyone assumes is Oliver) saying:
"I do feel guilty about Chad. I do feel guilty about what I put him through because of my fucking bullshit. But also, he's told me he has no regrets about the relationship. And honestly, I don't either. I don't regret having been through that. We were talking about, like, detransitioners who say that they needed to go through their transition experience. I needed to be a straight girl [read, a homo], a "straight girl" for two years. You know what I mean? I just don't think I could be the person that I am today if I hadn't had those experiences. And so, I don't regret it. I don't have any regret, I don't have any guilt about it. And Chad is a good man, he really is. ... I wanna take a 5 second break so I don't cry on camera."
Notice how he's expressing the very same stoicism here that he just projected onto detransitioned females, and readily admits doing so? He doesn't feel any regrets - and why would he, since he's a narcissist - so he expects women who wanted to become men to be just like him. Also, Nyk insisting that he doesn't feel guilty, how very different to what actual diagnosed dysphoric transwomen say about their experiences with "leading men on".
And here is his response to
"how do cis women treat you when you say you're a lesbian":
"I don't know because I haven't told people. I haven't really left the house since I made that video. And, yeah, people assume that I am straight [read: people assume he's a homo]. I think in my day to day life, people read me as a straight woman [read: people assume he's a man who's into dudes and is LARPing at being a woman to catch a man]. So this is gonna be a thing for me. I'm gonna have to come out a LOT of times in my life. That's something I'm gonna have to navigate. And I don't know how it's gonna go yet because I haven't really lived it."
I have to be honest with you guys. One the one hand I fucking hate that BDSM movie I memed a still from,
The Intruder, for being misogynistic lesbophobic trannie chaser catering garbage. I feel like everyone who participated in that movie should be tossed into the sea to become shark food and secondarily feminine the sharks. On the other hand though, it has detournamental potential, I readily admit I do feel a sick pervese situational attraction to it. Mandy and Juliette themselves are super meme-able, taken out of context they are like the Laurel and Hardy of t-porn. I feel like TERFs should meme the fuck out of that movie, and every time an SJW troon bitches about the "cotton ceiling" and how lesbians should validate his girldick "clitoris", or when Nyk comes out and claims to be a lesbian, they should spam the fuck out of him with
The Intruder memes, like, "So, you wanna infiltrate women's spaces? You want a lesbian romance? How would you like to receive the Mandy treatment instead, Mr. Shemale with NO girlfriend?"
