She's privated her personal Instagram but this was on there tagged with CFS at one point. She poses with the right props when it suits her. I'd be willing to bet she'll pull the cane out again in the next few weeks now it's been pointed out that she dropped it.
What's your thoughts on this article? Also it isn't how I feel, it's what I've seen. I can rightfully say I've been "professionally diagnosed" DID even though it was obviously bullshit. I bet that psyche has lots of patients that allegedly suffer from it. That's how these things work: you cannot pin it down and the DSM makes it so vague that virtually any trauma related disorder can be tossed into it.
It's irresponsible medicine and I don't know why you're here.
People with "DID" on this thread really think we give a shit abt their life story
Being unable to find an identity for yourself and not knowing who tf you truly are in your moment of being able to remember or have awareness of anything at all isnt something anyone would feel special about and if u actually had it youd know that
Yall love self diagnosing shit and spitting it where everyone can see so u can get specialness points when you obviously dont actually know a fucking thing abt what the illness is
Keep your attention loving bullshit to yourself because nothing you say is relevant or valid pertaining to this
People with "DID" on this thread really think we give a shit abt their life story
Being unable to find an identity for yourself and not knowing who tf you truly are in your moment of being able to remember or have awareness of anything at all isnt something anyone would feel special about and if u actually had it youd know that
Yall love self diagnosing shit and spitting it where everyone can see so u can get specialness points when you obviously dont actually know a fucking thing abt what the illness is
Keep your attention loving bullshit to yourself because nothing you say is relevant or valid pertaining to this
it's by no means about attention. it's about correcting misinformation. you don't understand how confused people are on this topic and how many times system's lives are made harder by people who are just ignorant to the facts. any examples i included were exclusively for the sake of explanation and I changed the names and details so that what i shared wasn't actually too personal. if you think i know nothing about the diagnoses, i would love to hear what you think you know about it.
it's by no means about attention. it's about correcting misinformation. you don't understand how confused people are on this topic and how many times system's lives are made harder by people who are just ignorant to the facts. any examples i included were exclusively for the sake of explanation and I changed the names and details so that what i shared wasn't actually too personal. if you think i know nothing about the diagnoses, i would love to hear what you think you know about it.
How come you're slinging walls of text at this guy and I got a "sorry you feel that way"?
Is it because debating someone that's been on the same mental health carousel is hard? Maybe because I know what the fuck I'm talking about? How do you know these "alters" exist? How do people actually treat you when you allegedly can be multiple different people based on the day?
Edit: the existence of an illness with the textbook symptoms of DID would be so incredibly, comically debilitating that there would be absolutely no chance at a normal life. Waking up in an unfamiliar place with half memories and no knowledge of your real identity or purpose in the moment would preclude virtually all employment and any living condition that doesn't include a full time handler. I am convinced you're bullshitting or you've been misled to believe your symptoms belong to a disorder that they don't.
See, that's the difference between malingerers, bullshitters, and munchies and actual patients. People like me want to get better, because being beaten down by an invisible enemy that WILL kill you if untreated every fucking day is just absolutely debilitating. Having a mental break in the shit tickets aisle because you aren't sure if your wife prefers the Charmin Ultra Strong or the Ultra Soft and you don't want to seem like an idiot so you don't call to ask her isn't fun and cute and quirky. That's what actual, real-deal PTSD is like. It's screaming and sweating and crying and you don't know where you're at sometimes and you're scared and you don't know why. It is fucking DEBILITATING. There's a reason the military gives 100% psyche cas troops so much money. Allegedly DID is worse than even this, it's that plus extra steps. It's that but you also have different people in the same head with their own plans and goals and nobody communicates and they all have different identities. You simply could not live a normal life.
You don't actually want to get better if you even suffer from some bullshit. It's evident by your posting that you've just accepted that you're a special snowflake system and you live your life and sometimes your friends get to make new friends with your alters! Isn't that so quirky and sweet and cool? If such a disease existed it would be extremely well documented because group homes would be filled with them, not out on the streets living normal people lives.
Even one of the doctors that sits on the board which makes the final approvals on what ends up in the DSM has written about how he doesn’t believe DID exists as a real, separate disorder. And would have liked to have seen it removed entirely as it’s own entry, but because of very strict guidelines and standards ruling certainty when making classifications, it was ultimately decided to keep it in the DSM 5 with a few modifications from the prior edition. But it is in no way not still a highly controversial topic even among top experts in their field nor does its inclusion means it’s been “proven.”
There’s a very interesting article I read not long ago that explains this, and the doctor’s reservations much more clearly and thoroughly, but I’ll be damned if I can find it right now.
I'm really sorry to hear about your autism.
I considered breaking down what you'd said point by point but I think you're too rctarded to process that seeing as you already lack the reading comprehension to get through this relatively short thread. If you had, you wouldn't have had to ask about the inconsistencies. They're very clearly laid out.
With that said, I found this point interesting. You'll never remember? Why? Because you won't engage with therapy? You don't want to integrate? You don't want to remove your amnesiac barriers and have a fully integrated personality? Wouldn't that be special enough for you?
Treatment for DID would allow you to have a fully integrated personality and all of your memories. You sound like you got your diagnosis through Tumblr and don't understand much about the disorder or treatment options.
i'm not saying it's impossible for me to know. just very unlikely seeing as the amnesia between Alex and I is so consistent and strong. we are on good terms but that hasn't helped the amnesia walls. With DID, you only find out what the disorder wants you to know or what is deemed digestable. I know some of my trauma because overtime i have gotten to a place where i can handle and work through it in therapy. whatever trauma Alex supposedly endured is apparently something i would not be able to handle. knowing would essentially break me further and cause more damage. when i have made progress on remembering small peices of the puzzle, it is erased and i don't even realize i'd forgotten it until the memory is somehow jogged. on top of that, when Alex is out in the body, the information about the trauma is blocked so that even they cannot speak about it as this would result in me finding out because our day-to-day amnesia walls are low but trauma amnesia walls are built to the fucking sky. it could take decades before the information becomes avaliable to me or before bits of the puzzle stop getting erased.
so it's not that i don't want to remember, trust me, remembering is my end goal because i want to move on and live my life every fucking body else. it's just that it's not that easy. i don't think DID is special or cute or fun. on the contrary, i think outsiders think it is and believe that's our reason for speaking out about it. it just further shows how stigma damages systems. i spread information about a very real and heavy disorder and most people in the thread think i'm a brain dead role-player who orgasms with the slightest glance of attention. this is why people need to be informed. DID is not fun. it's not a bunch of buddies living together and working through DID could take someone's whole life and even then they could STILL form a new alter.
only shared this loosely personal stuff because you asked specifically about me and Alex so don't @ me.
I've noticed quite a lot of new forum users appearing in this thread with brand new accounts, only posting in this thread - care to share where you all have come from? Has Chloe or her 'fans' started sperging about the farms somewhere? Share the tard cum.
This thread comes up when you Google her name now. I’m guessing after the Anthony Padilla video, a lot more people are searching for it to see if they’re the only one thinking she’s bullshitting since her comments are all positive. According to her Twitter she has seen it herself though, so likely both.
i'm not saying it's impossible for me to know. just very unlikely seeing as the amnesia between Alex and I is so consistent and strong. we are on good terms but that hasn't helped the amnesia walls. With DID, you only find out what the disorder wants you to know or what is deemed digestable. I know some of my trauma because overtime i have gotten to a place where i can handle and work through it in therapy. whatever trauma Alex supposedly endured is apparently something i would not be able to handle. knowing would essentially break me further and cause more damage. when i have made progress on remembering small peices of the puzzle, it is erased and i don't even realize i'd forgotten it until the memory is somehow jogged. on top of that, when Alex is out in the body, the information about the trauma is blocked so that even they cannot speak about it as this would result in me finding out because our day-to-day amnesia walls are low but trauma amnesia walls are built to the fucking sky. it could take decades before the information becomes avaliable to me or before bits of the puzzle stop getting erased.
so it's not that i don't want to remember, trust me, remembering is my end goal because i want to move on and live my life every fucking body else. it's just that it's not that easy. i don't think DID is special or cute or fun. on the contrary, i think outsiders think it is and believe that's our reason for speaking out about it. it just further shows how stigma damages systems. i spread information about a very real and heavy disorder and most people in the thread think i'm a brain dead role-player who orgasms with the slightest glance of attention. this is why people need to be informed. DID is not fun. it's not a bunch of buddies living together and working through DID could take someone's whole life and even then they could STILL form a new alter.
only shared this loosely personal stuff because you asked specifically about me and Alex so don't @ me.
That doesn't make any sense. If an alter knows about the trauma but they don't know they are in a system (because they shouldn't) how would they know not to say something to someone? Wouldn't they also need therapy for it? Are they treated like other patients? Do you regularly miss work and appointments and school because you switch? If you don't how can multiple people have the same job and all remember and all want that job and not get pissy and quit one day? How do you coordinate life events and plans with each other?
I thought of something, please do tell me if it doesn't make any sense:
She constantly says DID is formed as a result of the personality not being able to "coalesce" into 1 personality, however, if that were the case, you wouldn't be able to make more alters the older you get; you would be stuck with the amount of "fragments" of the personality you had when you were [insert age trauma happened here], right?
Like, we know it makes no sense, but it reeeeally doesn't make any sense the longer you think about it.
Also just don't give that CinnaSin troll the attention, unless some of his lunatic rambling gave you another insight into this situation, I guess. It's not worth your time.
This thread comes up when you Google her name now. I’m guessing after the Anthony Padilla video, a lot more people are searching for it to see if they’re the only one thinking she’s bullshitting since her comments are all positive. According to her Twitter she has seen it herself though, so likely both.
This thread already has over 42(?)K views. And the amount of censorship in her comments everywhere, especially on youtube, is astounding. You're not allowed to question her validity at all and it just makes her more suspicious tbh. Also there are almost never actual questions in her comments? Did anyone notice that or is that just me?
Chloe did a collab with Jessica Kellgren-Fozard, another person whose entire Youtube career is built on being "disabled" and getting patreons to fund her LGBT relationship. All these channels just try to legitimise each other, it's incestuous.
I thought of something, please do tell me if it doesn't make any sense:
She constantly says DID is formed as a result of the personality not being able to "coalesce" into 1 personality, however, if that were the case, you wouldn't be able to make more alters the older you get; you would be stuck with the amount of "fragments" of the personality you had when you were [insert age trauma happened here], right?
Like, we know it makes no sense, but it reeeeally doesn't make any sense the longer you think about it.
Her justification for it was that it’s possible if DID has already formed because that’s how the brain has learned to cope with trauma. So according to Chloe, every time she experiences trauma there will be a new “alter”. Apparently, Trisha Paytas is as traumatising as sexual abuse.
This thread already has over 42(?)K views. And the amount of censorship in her comments everywhere, especially on youtube, is astounding. You're not allowed to question her validity at all and it just makes her more suspicious tbh. Also there are almost never actual questions in her comments? Did anyone notice that or is that just me?
The deletion of suspicion and callouts on her bullshit in her comments shows that shes aware shes faking and paranoid about the outcome of losing all of her faithful defenders
The amount of people who blindly defend people like her just so they can be woke is ridiculous
I thought of something, please do tell me if it doesn't make any sense:
She constantly says DID is formed as a result of the personality not being able to "coalesce" into 1 personality, however, if that were the case, you wouldn't be able to make more alters the older you get; you would be stuck with the amount of "fragments" of the personality you had when you were [insert age trauma happened here], right?
Like, we know it makes no sense, but it reeeeally doesn't make any sense the longer you think about it.
Also just don't give that CinnaSins troll the attention, unless some of his lunatic rambling gave you another insight into this situation, I guess. It's not worth your time.
I believe the rationale for the ability to form alters in adulthood is that while your brain was developing as a child, dissociation and amnesia from trauma became a reliable mechanism to shield your psyche from what it was experiencing. Into adulthood, the brain has already formed in this way, neural pathways have already been built that enables this process to take place so it remains a fairly permanent state, or at least, chronic condition. Think learned muscle memory, but in your brain.
How come you're slinging walls of text at this guy and I got a "sorry you feel that way"?
Is it because debating someone that's been on the same mental health carousel is hard? Maybe because I know what the fuck I'm talking about? How do you know these "alters" exist? How do people actually treat you when you allegedly can be multiple different people based on the day?
Yeah I just don't believe DID exists. I don't care what the DSM-5 says. The DSM-5 also recommends that you give children puberty blockers if they like playing with the wrong toys, and recommend invasive dick and ball snipping even though that doesn't decrease the suicide rate of trannies. We used to bleed people to remove ghosts when they had fevers, that doesn't mean we were right. Every psyche I've seen that diagnoses DID is either a quack or doesn't want to unpack the box of bullshit that is their patients. Repressed memories are real, episodes of depersonalization are real, blackouts are real. Just because you have gaps in your memory don't mean you have multiple people living in the same head. The DSM-5 is so lax that you could diagnose someone that got blackout drunk and ended up in a fistfight with DID. That isn't the case. Most people have blacked out while driving home and came to in front of their house going "how the fuck did I get here? Wasn't I in the parking lot 10 seconds ago?" Just because you experienced highway hypnosis doesn't mean a literal second entity living in your brain drove you home.
On topic TMIposting
I'm a combat veteran that suffers from pretty serious PTSD and at least one TBI. When I first got back I would have serious bouts of depersonalization and fits of blackout rage while drinking. The first quack I went to diagnosed me DID and said that my trauma in the sandbox created alters and this was a defense mechanism and that I should work hard to be aware of them and try to merge them back into one whole. I rejected this wholesale as bullshit and went to a psyche that focuses on combat medicine and psychology and he gave me the correct diagnoses and started me on initially pretty intense pharmacological therapy, which stopped the blackouts and the rage outbursts. With cognitive therapy we were able to significantly reduce dosages and eliminate some pills from the regimen entirely. That's what doctors do. They don't go "lmao just try to make all your people one people lmao"
DID is a fucking cop out, and this is seen in how the number of "alters" in each "system" has increased dramatically over the last couple decades. It is a bad diagnoses made by bad psyches.
Edit: man looks like I should've read your other posts. You're a fucking sperg that legitimately believes if you're bullied online you can create more brain people. This is exceptional. This is beyond exceptional. This isn't how brains work.
note: this is a reply to all your posts in one reply.
i initially said "sorry you feel that way" because it seemed you had your mind made up and you weren't open to changing it. child trans shit is whole other can of worms but i'm just gonna briefly say that if you read about trans folk, it's interesting how people are actually born that way due to genetics and brain structure. i know "born this way" is an over used slogan with the LGBT but these people are actually born trans. i don't agree with performing surgery on kids but hormone blockers (which pauses biological puberty) might actually help that person in the future. imagine not having to get top surgery because you never developed breasts in the first place.
you're right, people black out or zone out everyday. you don't have to have DID to dissociate. common forms of normal dissociation are daydreaming, highway hypnosis, and meditation. the typical person even dissociates just as i would if they're stressed enough. the difference is that you (i assume) didn't have any childhood trauma and your personality states were able to develop healthily. when we are children before the age of 7, our personality states are separate and are still coming together. trauma interupts this development and your personality states stay separate and become alters. i split and switch because this is how my brain has learned to function. it is what kept in going in my childhood and the brain thinks "hey, this is an effective way to handle stress! let's keep doing it!" and that brain function is never turned off. while DID doesn't fit into my adult life, it is still admittedly effective. my alters have helped me work through trauma, understanding them helped me understand past events better, they've taken over my body during destructive behaviors to save me from myself, they've kept me from being fired, they've helped me manage shit, etc.
if you didn't experience repeated childhood trauma before the age of 7, it's impossible for you to have DID because your brain has already fully formed those personality states. So if that doesn't apply to you, yeah he definitely gave you a bullshit diagnoses because (again) DID is highly misunderstood and even medical professionals are misinformed sometimes. this is why it's so important to talk about it.
I thought of something, please do tell me if it doesn't make any sense:
She constantly says DID is formed as a result of the personality not being able to "coalesce" into 1 personality, however, if that were the case, you wouldn't be able to make more alters the older you get; you would be stuck with the amount of "fragments" of the personality you had when you were [insert age trauma happened here], right?
Like, we know it makes no sense, but it reeeeally doesn't make any sense the longer you think about it.
I assume in her version of things if a kid experiences trauma that prevents the child's personality from coalescing, the child is then forever unable "stabilize" and will keep fracturing further forever.
I feel so stupid having written that. It's like some kind of YA fantasy novel.
Edit: wow this thread moves fast, several people already replied the same thing.
This is excellent news. I would however implore any newfags joining us to laugh at the cow, lurk moar and get a feel for the etiquette around here. And if you're another sped with a hardon for DID, please share all of your social media details so that we can laugh at you too, or remove yourself. Hoping for a threadban on CinnaSin who appears to still not have learned how to edit their posts and at least contain their horseshit.
i'm not saying it's impossible for me to know. just very unlikely seeing as the amnesia between Alex and I is so consistent and strong. we are on good terms but that hasn't helped the amnesia walls. With DID, you only find out what the disorder wants you to know or what is deemed digestable. I know some of my trauma because overtime i have gotten to a place where i can handle and work through it in therapy. whatever trauma Alex supposedly endured is apparently something i would not be able to handle. knowing would essentially break me further and cause more damage. when i have made progress on remembering small peices of the puzzle, it is erased and i don't even realize i'd forgotten it until the memory is somehow jogged. on top of that, when Alex is out in the body, the information about the trauma is blocked so that even they cannot speak about it as this would result in me finding out because our day-to-day amnesia walls are low but trauma amnesia walls are built to the fucking sky. it could take decades before the information becomes avaliable to me or before bits of the puzzle stop getting erased.
so it's not that i don't want to remember, trust me, remembering is my end goal because i want to move on and live my life every fucking body else. it's just that it's not that easy. i don't think DID is special or cute or fun. on the contrary, i think outsiders think it is and believe that's our reason for speaking out about it. it just further shows how stigma damages systems. i spread information about a very real and heavy disorder and most people in the thread think i'm a brain dead role-player who orgasms with the slightest glance of attention. this is why people need to be informed. DID is not fun. it's not a bunch of buddies living together and working through DID could take someone's whole life and even then they could STILL form a new alter.
only shared this loosely personal stuff because you asked specifically about me and Alex so don't @ me.
You are delusional. Stop sperging over this thread and diverting from the topic at hand. Chloe is a malingering child fetishist ebegger and you won't convince me otherwise no matter how many stories about your imaginary friends you invent.
DID is created by attention whores, and you and your paragraphs of bs (That I still haven't read or care to) are a prime example of it. Go back to fantasy land because no one is your friend here.
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