Snowflake Chloe Wilkinson / DissociaDID and Nanette Zuniga / Nan / TeamPinata

[Twinkie]

I want to throw this out there because I've noticed that this thread is attracting new members:
Welcome!! When you have a moment please check out the newbie thread in ALR for general tips on how to use kiwi farms. Although not every board/thread here has the same vibe, you'll still get a good idea from the newbie thread about how to fit in with the "culture" here. Feel free to DM @SAVE TWINKIE! or @THOTto if you have questions or need help.

@comrade666 I might add a little note to the OP saying something similar to above

 

[comrade666]

@comrade666 I might add a little note to the OP saying something similar to above

I think that'd be a good idea. I've also been meaning to ask about changing the title of the thread to include Nan and her channel as she seems to be so intertwined with Chloe's story and new information has come to light in regards to her. Not sure if that'd be an option.

 

[i forgot my password]

As in she wants fan fiction of her alters? Her alters that sprang up out of crippling trauma? Incredible.

Chloe and Nan love fanwork and encourage it. If you search #dissociadid or Chloe's tagged posts on her profile, you'll find a lot of fanart of her alters, especially of Kyle. I think he's the fan favorite (Kyle has spiky black hair and blue eyes, for those unfamiliar with Chloe lore). Kyle is often shipped with Jeremy, Nan's alter (Jeremy is depicted with short, curly blond hair now). Their ship name is 'jeremyle'. Both Chloe and Nan will sometime repost fanart on their instagram.

Spoiler: fanart

I'm sure these were drawn by kids so I'm not going to archive or link to the posts.

Meanwhile, I believe that Riven (goth with the beanie) is the fan favorite of Nan's alters. He's the only alter I can really find fan art of. If it isn't him, it's Jeremy being shipped with Kyle or just Nan. It's harder to find fan art for Nan since she doesn't have a specific tag (#teampiñata, #teampinata, and #pinadid are three though not much is posted under it), but if you look under her tagged posts on her profile, you can find some too.

And another set of alters that get shipped together are Nadia and Leslie. Nadia is Chloe's alter (the Native American one) and and Leslie is Chloe's alter (who has since integrated with another alter and is now Lacy? I don't get it either). Nadia and Leslie/Lacy art doesn't show up anymore since the integration but I could have missed it.

Spoiler: more fanart

I did find one of Shasta

To be honest, I'm not weirded out by Chloe and Nan wanting to draw their alters, sneezing fetish ocs aside. There are schizophrenic painters who create artwork based on their hallucinations. Louis Wain and Bryan Charnley comes to mind. What weirds me out is that Chloe and Nan are encouraging others to create fan content for their alters. I'm not sure what treatment is like for someone with DID, but if someone has schizophrenia, you're not supposed to validate their hallucinations. You're supposed to encourage coping strategies that will distract them from the hallucinations.

If you read the op and comments for the artwork, you have kids calling these alters "cool" and hoping that the alters will notice their fanart.

And more sneezing art from Nan.

 

[Bananasaurus]

Encouraging or drawing fanart of living people is gross. If you really HAVE to project your fantasies onto someone else's creation, sure, whatever. It's not like they're real. But imagine how uncomfortable it is for the average/neurotypical person to go online and like... Find art of themselves shagging their best friend because uwu they would be so cute together. You'd almost think that someone who holds sooo much sexual trauma that their personality fragmented would probably not enjoy stuff like that.

It's almost like these diverse and quirky characters exist only for woke points and to roleplay with. They are all so different and unique but they always agree 100% with whatever the "host" makes them do. Again, how convenient.

 

[comrade666]

Kyle is often shipped with Jeremy, Nan's alter
And another set of alters that get shipped together are Nadia and Leslie

They are, according to videos posted on Chloe's channel, not only shipped together but actively in relationships with each other. When Leslie became Lacy there was some minor panic from fans as Nadia had only recently started dating Leslie. It was resolved when Nadia settled for Lacy instead. Chloe also has a sexual relationship with Riven who up until recently was a sixteen year old called Evan but now identifies as a werecat of indeterminate age since integrating - they mention that in the non-human alter does my makeup video where she pets him and calls him kitty which makes me want to die.

I hate that sneeze art shit. Which fucking alter is even supposed to have the sneeze fetish? Nan? Seth? Jeremy? All of them? "Thats fucking WEIRD! And so gross too!" sounds like a humiliation kink in there somewhere. Wish she would stop trying to introduce her weird fetish to her audience. Don't they realise it's getting her off?

 

[Cooking Mama]

I started my fanfic, what do you all think so far?

Two systems, both alike in malingering,
In gloomy UK, where we lay our scene,
From ancient trauma break to new alters,
Where gross fetishes make innocent fans unclean.
From forth the fractured minds of these two youtubers,
A pair of star-cross’d lovers fuck up their life;
Whole misadventure for the farms to watch and lol,
Do with their videos of which the fuckery is rife.

 

[comrade666]

I started my fanfic, what do you all think so far?

Deeply moving, very powerful.

Before I forget, based on Chloe's recent tweet in which she states she'll be posting a drawing challenge I remembered this video from Nan which opens with what I think is an actual uwu. Hard to tell with her lisp. Features more exaggerated noses and Nan sucking her own dick in regards to her artistic prowess.

 

[Cooking Mama]

Deeply moving, very powerful.

Before I forget, based on Chloe's recent tweet in which she states she'll be posting a drawing challenge I remembered this video from Nan which opens with what I think is an actual uwu. Hard to tell with her lisp. Features more exaggerated noses and Nan sucking her own dick in regards to her artistic prowess.

I’m touched that you think so

This video was so hard to sit through. I skipped through a lot of it, but you were correct. This is literally nothing but Nan sucking his own dick about his art. I’m also just uh... the whole “shared information”... I don’t think that’s how DID works, but okay. Just because you have the information doesn’t mean you know how to properly utilize it; I can study about different art styles and techniques all day, but that doesn’t mean I know how to draw. But, sure, your random imaginary friends can all draw because you, the host, can!

 

[rot]

24:00
According to Chloe, either her parents nor Chloe herself knows what trauma caused her "DID."

Two points from the video I found interesting: At one point, she describes feeling like she didn't have control of her arm, which from what I understand is an actual symptom of depersonalization. It's specific enough that it feels legitimate, but I honestly don't know enough about the dissociative disorders to tell whether depersonalization can be localized like that or not.

Another point is their discussion on abuse. As pointed out by a few people in this thread, they seem to have this feeling that just because they have amnesia there must have been abuse. Chloe specifically talks about having a memory and blatantly assuming that it must have been real just because she can't remember.


As funny as that would be, I think religion is a "trigger" for her because she's a gay.

This video really just proves that she's making everything up: she claims DID can occur when you experience trauma before the age of 7-9, and you need bad relationships with your primary caregivers.

She claims that she was burned, sexually abused, and implies verbal abuse (because that's why the Trisha Paytas shit triggered her, it reminded her of verbal abuse in the past), yet she claims she doesn't remember any abuse happening, in 2013 she claimed she was never sexually abused, she claims Nina (the sexual alter) was created during "Chloe's first sexual experience; which was not consensual" and that Nina has been around for a "very long time", yet this video came out in 2019, leaving "only" 6 years time for this nonconsensual experience to have happened

She also claims that she has a bad relationship with her parents, as that leads to DID, yet she says her parents love her very much and want to desperately know what happened, and they want to support her. She also says that (if I remember correctly) physical flashbacks usually happen when she's doing stuff around the house, but implies her parents weren't her abusers.

 

[Sperghetti]

So if religion is a trigger perhaps we really will get a cult backstory?

I really hope so. It would complete her transformation into being a full-on 1980’s satanic ritual abuse sob story, just updated for 2020 because now it’s those mean ol' Christians who are the baddies.

 

[DissociaDONT]

Chloe and Nan love fanwork and encourage it. If you search #dissociadid or Chloe's tagged posts on her profile, you'll find a lot of fanart of her alters, especially of Kyle. I think he's the fan favorite (Kyle has spiky black hair and blue eyes, for those unfamiliar with Chloe lore). Kyle is often shipped with Jeremy, Nan's alter (Jeremy is depicted with short, curly blond hair now). Their ship name is 'jeremyle'. Both Chloe and Nan will sometime repost fanart on their instagram.

Spoiler: fanart

I'm sure these were drawn by kids so I'm not going to archive or link to the posts.
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Meanwhile, I believe that Riven (goth with the beanie) is the fan favorite of Nan's alters. He's the only alter I can really find fan art of. If it isn't him, it's Jeremy being shipped with Kyle or just Nan. It's harder to find fan art for Nan since she doesn't have a specific tag (#teampiñata, #teampinata, and #pinadid are three though not much is posted under it), but if you look under her tagged posts on her profile, you can find some too.

And another set of alters that get shipped together are Nadia and Leslie. Nadia is Chloe's alter (the Native American one) and and Leslie is Chloe's alter (who has since integrated with another alter and is now Lacy? I don't get it either). Nadia and Leslie/Lacy art doesn't show up anymore since the integration but I could have missed it.

Spoiler: more fanart

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I did find one of Shasta
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To be honest, I'm not weirded out by Chloe and Nan wanting to draw their alters, sneezing fetish ocs aside. There are schizophrenic painters who create artwork based on their hallucinations. Louis Wain and Bryan Charnley comes to mind. What weirds me out is that Chloe and Nan are encouraging others to create fan content for their alters. I'm not sure what treatment is like for someone with DID, but if someone has schizophrenia, you're not supposed to validate their hallucinations. You're supposed to encourage coping strategies that will distract them from the hallucinations.

If you read the op and comments for the artwork, you have kids calling these alters "cool" and hoping that the alters will notice their fanart.

And more sneezing art from Nan.
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This one has both Chloe's Pocahontas OC AND Nan being creepy.

 

[Cooking Mama]

This video really just proves that she's making everything up: she claims DID can occur when you experience trauma before the age of 7-9, and you need bad relationships with your primary caregivers.

She claims that she was burned, sexually abused, and implies verbal abuse (because that's why the Trisha Paytas shit triggered her, it reminded her of verbal abuse in the past), yet she claims she doesn't remember any abuse happening, in 2013 she claimed she was never sexually abused, she claims Nina (the sexual alter) was created during "Chloe's first sexual experience; which was not consensual" and that Nina has been around for a "very long time", yet this video came out in 2019, leaving "only" 6 years time for this nonconsensual experience to have happened

She also claims that she has a bad relationship with her parents, as that leads to DID, yet she says her parents love her very much and want to desperately know what happened, and they want to support her. She also says that (if I remember correctly) physical flashbacks usually happen when she's doing stuff around the house, but implies her parents weren't her abusers.

As someone else said earlier in the thread, expect a mass cleansing of these kinds of vids now that she has (most likely) been made aware of this thread or the GG one. I remember there was some discussion about the short timeline of which the sexual abuse could possibly occur if not in her childhood somewhere in this thread, but I can’t remember. Suffice to say, we’ve been made aware and are already suspicious. But, honestly, it astounds me how sloppy she’s been with her lying, there are little clues like this all over the place. Is she even trying? Do you even Munchausen, Chloe? God damn.

This one has both Chloe's Pocahontas OC AND Nan being creepy.

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“Daddy misses you too!”



what, and I mean this with the utmost sincerity, the fuck?

 

[DissociaDONT]

In it, Nan talks about an experience where a stranger was creeped out by her acting like a child in public and subsequently throwing a tantrum. After that, she describes what I assume is her POV of the experience spharker/Sam described on Reddit wherein she threw a fit in the ER and rolled around on the floor.

 

[comrade666]

As someone else said earlier in the thread, expect a mass cleansing of these kinds of vids now that she has (most likely) been made aware of this thread

Fortunately I had a spare LaCie and a whole pandemic to archive most of her videos. I'm working on Nan's next but they've both definitely started cleaning up; Chloe recently made her Facebook and personal Instagram private after her Twitter meltdown.

what, and I mean this with the utmost sincerity, the fuck?

Call me a cynic but I'm sure she doesn't use 'Daddy' in the wholesome way, and she's addressing the littles. To think I was called a little bit disgusting for suggesting this was a DDLG thing. There are far better reasons to call me disgusting and it was true.

Has anyone watched this particular video?

In it, Nan talks about an experience where a stranger was creeped out by her acting like a child in public and subsequently throwing a tantrum. After that, she describes what I assume is her POV of the experience spharker/Sam described on Reddit wherein she threw a fit in the ER and rolled around on the floor.

I'm working on a post with all the important updates in regards to Nan so I'll archive.
Of course it's disturbing for a stranger to see a 30 year old woman acting like a child what was she expecting? And why was she so offended that Sam told the doctor she had DID?

Sam, without much common sense or sensitivity about our feelings, tells the doctor right away that we have DID.

It's a medical setting where she was most likely to get help and only then she decided she didn't want her DID to be publicised? But she's happy to post every detail of her elaborate system on the internet?

 

[i forgot my password]

They are, according to videos posted on Chloe's channel, not only shipped together but actively in relationships with each other. When Leslie became Lacy there was some minor panic from fans as Nadia had only recently started dating Leslie. It was resolved when Nadia settled for Lacy instead. Chloe also has a sexual relationship with Riven who up until recently was a sixteen year old called Evan but now identifies as a werecat of indeterminate age since integrating - they mention that in the non-human alter does my makeup video where she pets him and calls him kitty which makes me want to die.

Thanks. It's so hard to keep up with the lore, it's too convoluted. It's very convenient to have Nadia settle with Lacy after the integration.

If anyone up to it, a timeline on the alters would be helpful.

 

[comrade666]

Thanks. It's so hard to keep up with the lore, it's too convoluted. It's very convenient to have Nadia settle with Lacy after the integration.

If anyone up to it, a timeline on the alters would be helpful.

I'll write up a summary of key events and lore this weekend as a lot of new joiners have similar questions or are bringing up the same points. I've got a little time to spare and I was meaning to write up Nan's profile anyway.

 

[self-diagnosed dumbass]

I'll write up a summary of key events and lore this weekend as a lot of new joiners have similar questions or are bringing up the same points. I've got a little time to spare and I was meaning to write up Nan's profile anyway.

Thank god- I don't check the farms for 3 days and there's suddenly a dozen pages more on this shit??? Christ alive, lol.

 

[DissociaDONT]

Dunno if this has already been talked about either, but...

I love mental health advocate Chloe using the official DissociaDID Facebook to publicly drag this poor cancer patient, displaying her username for all to see.

"As sorry as I am to hear about your illness and wish you the best for recovering, as someone with Cancer, you will never have to worry that a Cancer based film will result in you being refused treatment, your friends and family becoming afraid that you might GENUINELY murder them, being constantly told that your illness isn’t real, having an extremely limited amount research available to understand your illness, or of being confined to a psych ward against your will and without treatment."

Cancer? Pffft. Check your fucking privilege. And let's stigmatize mental hospital stays while we're here. Why not?

 

[Hankypanko]

Chloe recently made her Facebook and personal Instagram private after her Twitter meltdown.

Luckily her Facebook is boring as all fuck anyway since there’re no delusional teenagers to pat her arse.



She can’t be doing too badly if both Nan and her have bought a Switch and ACNH. I bet their Patreons would be glad that they paid for this. Let’s hope they didn’t write it off as a business expense

 

[comrade666]

I bet their Patreons would be glad that they paid for this.

Those 30 minute Skype calls are worth every one of those 300 dollars. And why does she like her own Facebook posts?

ETA

I'm just going through the videos I've archived so I can summarise them all briefly and at 03:01 she states that being born can be traumatic. Please, tell me her trauma was her own birth.