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Not to be an autist but can we move this to the tranny or DID threads?
No. He made videos about Team Pinata, this is relevant to the thread. That being said, feel free to share this with tranny sideshows, DID general, etc.
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Not to be an autist but can we move this to the tranny or DID threads?
the fans feelings towards Nan.
Stand by your damned words, don't ask anyone if you need to delete them.Thank you, I'll check it now. Do i need to delete my post?
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D.I.D. and Me
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Real name: Robert Edwin Thrumston III
Legal name: Emma Terry Edwins
Goes by: Emi Edwins
Pen name: R.T. Edwins
1754 Nevada Ave E
Saint Paul MN 55106
DOB November 1, 1985 (age 34)
https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100009978347477 (http://archive.ph/N0Yeg)
https://www.facebook.com/robert.thrumston (http://archive.ph/o7zLf)
https://www.linkedin.com/in/emma-edwins-a3632332/ (http://archive.ph/xdkaM)
https://www.amazon.com/R.T.-Edwins/e/B00C9AUTSC (http://archive.ph/LLoV9)
I'll add some more accounts shortly.
https://minnesota.cbslocal.com/2015...emma-the-journey-of-a-transgender-minnesotan/ (http://archive.ph/mYINF)
https://transadvent.blogspot.com/p/contact-emma.html (https://web.archive.org/web/*/http://transadvent.blogspot.com*)
https://twitter.com/r_t_edwins (http://archive.ph/r3x3v)
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/therapists/transgender/minnesota/433001 (http://archive.ph/oul9r)
No, yeah. You're pretty much just right, so far as I can tell. They pick and choose, and they're pretty stupid overall. Hence us being able to pretty much prove they're fakers.Out of curiosity-- and forgive me because I mostly read these threads with the sound off so I don't get the chance to listen to the videos-- I noticed something odd about these latest developments and I was hoping to get the confirmation of someone who's more versed on these two.
It sounds like both Chloe and Nan did their respective big Mea Culpa videos as 'themselves', or rather as 'Nin' and Nan respectively. Now correct me if I'm wrong, but isn't the whole reason of alters supposed to be that they split the emotional and mental load of day to day life? Being burned at the stake as a pedo and/or finding out your gf is a pedo are both INTENSELY high-stress situations, wouldn't this be when their protector alters should have the reins? I mean I know these two are larping, but if they want to come across as legit isn't this when they should almost be getting hijacked by the butch lesbian and the construction worker?
Like if absolutely nothing else this is what their alter ego characters are supposed to be there for, to take the fall for them. I know they both claim they can just choose whoever they want to be in charge like it's a character select screen, but even if that were a thing now is the one time you'd expect something like that to break down. They're trying to be all big-time youtuber and make a professional polished Statement like the other youtuber types... and by doing so they've totally forgotten they're supposed to have a major, debilitating mental condition.
Out of curiosity-- and forgive me because I mostly read these threads with the sound off so I don't get the chance to listen to the videos-- I noticed something odd about these latest developments and I was hoping to get the confirmation of someone who's more versed on these two.
It sounds like both Chloe and Nan did their respective big Mea Culpa videos as 'themselves', or rather as 'Nin' and Nan respectively. Now correct me if I'm wrong, but isn't the whole reason of alters supposed to be that they split the emotional and mental load of day to day life? Being burned at the stake as a pedo and/or finding out your gf is a pedo are both INTENSELY high-stress situations, wouldn't this be when their protector alters should have the reins? I mean I know these two are larping, but if they want to come across as legit isn't this when they should almost be getting hijacked by the butch lesbian and the construction worker?
Like if absolutely nothing else this is what their alter ego characters are supposed to be there for, to take the fall for them. I know they both claim they can just choose whoever they want to be in charge like it's a character select screen, but even if that were a thing now is the one time you'd expect something like that to break down. They're trying to be all big-time youtuber and make a professional polished Statement like the other youtuber types... and by doing so they've totally forgotten they're supposed to have a major, debilitating mental condition.
I agree with this. I also say it's fine to cope that way while in therapy, and explain and go through with it with a therapist as I've seen people cope through drawing "CSA" art where they see themselves as the one being the victim as a way to cope. And it's a bit of a weird coping mechanism, but helps them see through what they did isn't their fault and can be helpful. I can get behind that. But you should NEVER post it. Especially when it is sexual and seen sexual and posted under a sexual tag where shit like this can happen. Nan really should have listened to her therapist and stayed away from the internet to get to the situation and escalated to where it was. It's nasty and gotten way worse than if she just listened. And I have a feeling this may not be the situation with Nan, though I may have not read a lot of the things, I feel both Nan and Chloe are blatant liars who try to come off as educators so they can be looked up upon in the DID community. Anyone with CSA trauma is allowed to cope the way they want, behind closed doors unless you want to share the mechanism with fellow people, but I just find posting your CSA fiction "fetish" art nasty and, shouldn't even be a thought going through a CSA victims mind.I want to throw a bit into the ring right now to say, often those who have experienced childhood sexual abuse or unhealthy stability and support during pubescent years where they felt blamed and shamed for their own sexuality might have an unhealthy attitude toward child porn art or fiction. I am not excusing at all Nan’s clear acts of deviance and the danger of that and I hope that’s clear or I have made that clear enough by now my feelings about it.
But people who do this often are inserting themselves as the child or “small” one. In the fantasy, they are the ones receiving the treatment, rather than the ones performing it. It’s a way to normalize and make peace or a connection to someone who made you believe it’s because that’s what love is. Or how you were special to them. It’s forced into your mind there’s something about you that deserved it, so it must be right on some level. That’s the nature of abuse. That’s why it’s so pernicious and so awful and can easily destroy lives. But abuse begets abuse and someone has to be able to step in and try to stop it. Or one just becomes the monster.
Even if this explains why Nan's like this, there is a problem with trying to figure out why predators exist. "Oh look, they have childhood trauma. That explains everything!" does it tho? Loads of people suffer through shit parenting and still turn out "fine." CP is just such an extreme response to your fucked up childhood.I want to throw a bit into the ring right now to say, often those who have experienced childhood sexual abuse or unhealthy stability and support during pubescent years where they felt blamed and shamed for their own sexuality might have an unhealthy attitude toward child porn art or fiction. I am not excusing at all Nan’s clear acts of deviance and the danger of that and I hope that’s clear or I have made that clear enough by now my feelings about it.
But people who do this often are inserting themselves as the child or “small” one. In the fantasy, they are the ones receiving the treatment, rather than the ones performing it. It’s a way to normalize and make peace or a connection to someone who made you believe it’s because that’s what love is. Or how you were special to them. It’s forced into your mind there’s something about you that deserved it, so it must be right on some level. That’s the nature of abuse. That’s why it’s so pernicious and so awful and can easily destroy lives. But abuse begets abuse and someone has to be able to step in and try to stop it. Or one just becomes the monster.
Shouldn’t or couldn’t?shouldn't even be a thought going through a CSA victims mind.
I suppose couldn't would make more sense, but I don't like saying things such as can or can't; could or couldn't happen as Im not a CSA victim myself. So I'll go with shouldn't. Simply because it could happen, but I wouldn't advise to posting it at all, if it is a thought, don't go through with it. It's personal, can be triggering, or can end you up in shit like this entire thread.Shouldn’t or couldn’t?
Good on ya. I'm far too lazy to ever make an OP and keep it going myself, but I definitely admire the dedication(autism) required to do so. Same with archiving, transcribing and all the other valuable shit farmers do around here. Gotta love that people like you exist so people like me can leech off the blood, sweat, and aspergers.
Thank you! I maybe confused my point by choosing the post that I did to reference. I'm asking if any of the things people are saying Chloe is probably doing right now (waiting to see what else Nan might disclose, waiting to see a certain reaction before choosing her next move, intentionally being quite vague in her most recent video so that she has plausible deniability should something surface later, etc) are really actually that narcissistic and calculating, and if anyone here was faced with being potentially humiliated in front of millions of people wouldn't be similarly pragmatic. I see a lot of people describing these damage control kind of tactics as quite cold and manipulative but it just seems pretty standard to me. Of all the damning things she has potentially done, I feel like her response to this is not only pretty standard but is the route most anyone would take to save themselves a lot of grief. But I'm also trying to make it clear that I am speaking only of her tactics here, not the reasons they are necessary aka Nan being involved in CP and worse.
Out of curiosity-- and forgive me because I mostly read these threads with the sound off so I don't get the chance to listen to the videos-- I noticed something odd about these latest developments and I was hoping to get the confirmation of someone who's more versed on these two.
It sounds like both Chloe and Nan did their respective big Mea Culpa videos as 'themselves', or rather as 'Nin' and Nan respectively. Now correct me if I'm wrong, but isn't the whole reason of alters supposed to be that they split the emotional and mental load of day to day life? Being burned at the stake as a pedo and/or finding out your gf is a pedo are both INTENSELY high-stress situations, wouldn't this be when their protector alters should have the reins? I mean I know these two are larping, but if they want to come across as legit isn't this when they should almost be getting hijacked by the butch lesbian and the construction worker?
Like if absolutely nothing else this is what their alter ego characters are supposed to be there for, to take the fall for them. I know they both claim they can just choose whoever they want to be in charge like it's a character select screen, but even if that were a thing now is the one time you'd expect something like that to break down. They're trying to be all big-time youtuber and make a professional polished Statement like the other youtuber types... and by doing so they've totally forgotten they're supposed to have a major, debilitating mental condition.
Damn, this went up like Exotic Joe’s alligator pen. Now that I’m finally caught up, was wondering if there has been any more input via Reddit from Nan’s ex? I apologize if missed it in the last 100 pages. It seemed that they still kept up with them enough to know that the CP had been outted so I kind of expected some response since the Piñata was taken down?
Also, congrats on one hell of a thread OP
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Welcome to the Farms! Enjoy your stay hereHey, I've been lurking on this thread for a long time now and have been absolutely astonished at the amount of work you've all put into this. I was skeptical of DissociaDID for a while and it's always seemed to me like Nan is batshit crazy (for lack of a better description), so I've been thoroughly enjoying this ride. I'm only hoping that this drama won't draw attention away from the malingering of Chloe- it seems like the perfect opportunity for her to just denounce Nan, play the victim card, and get off without any blame.
I find it interesting how Chloe's cult like fans are so quick to denounce Nan only after Chloe made her video.