Damn I go to sleep for a few hours and come back to like 15 more pages.
What is it with this thread though and people joining and announcing their mental illnesses?
It's not that hard to read the rules. I mean they're even handily above the reply box.
Also if Edwin does make a video. There's definitely gonna be a bunch more of these autists.
On a positive note though, quite a few of them will probably be fans of Chloe too and hopefully will read up on her timeline as well and realise she isn't as innocent as she makes out.
FUCK ME! I'm busy with work for a few days, come back and SHIT HAS HIT THE FAN! This is fucking gold my dudes.
Chloe will do whatever is best for Chloe, the Instagram video was pathetic, imagine being in a relationship with someone for 2 years (nearly?) and not doing this shit privately lol it's mind boggling. Talk about throwing someone to the wolves bitch JESUS.
I personally hope Jeremy and Kyle stick together, that would make for an awkward Christmas aye haha. Well I mean if they are all their own individuals surely this shit won't split up the other relationships in the systems? I bet Nadia is well relieved her gf croaked it.
I think Anthony Padilla should host a Maury type show between them all, how amazing would that be!
"Riven the tests show you are not... fucking well my dude sort it out."
I’m glad this is out in the open, I’ve long suspected that Piñata doesn’t have DID, I also suspect this is the case with DissociaDID, partly because of their sensationalism. The fundamentals of DID is to go unnoticed and that is certainly something these two have strayed faaaaar from.
Regarding the current events, there are a few points I haven’t seen raised in the thread yet.
I don’t understand how the hell someone can find out their fiancée drew/draws CP (I don’t think Nan ever stopped, I don’t believe that they didn’t remember doing it, I think it’s an integral part of their sexuality, but whatever) and their response to it is simply a fake cry on camera?
How does one react to news like that without uncontrollable anger? That is the biggest clue that she knew about this. Coupled with the fact that she chose to stay with Nan after knowing she tried to get in on with a minor is pretty damning.
Also, forgive me for not remembering the timeline of the last few days but I’m so surprised that people didn’t publicly oppose Piñata when that picture of the boy with the hardon surfaced, which I believe it did several days ago? That picture alone was enough evidence to me but people still defended them? How the fuck???
Been following this drama from day one, I found a site that DissociaDID uses, called picuki.com View attachment 1232063I have been reading this thread daily, so I'm sorry if I missed someone mentioning it.
Looks like she is distancing herself from Team Pinata maybe they're going to break up. Looks like DissociaDID made her Twitter private (or I'm blocked) I don't know if she uploaded her video there?
Edit: fragmented psyche also has unfriended Team pinata and the DID community as well
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Nan (team pinata) has deleted everything from social media. Their YouTube says it's no longer active.
I’m glad this is out in the open, I’ve long suspected that Piñata doesn’t have DID, I also suspect this is the case with DissociaDID, partly because of their sensationalism. The fundamentals of DID is to go unnoticed and that is certainly something these two have strayed faaaaar from.
Regarding the current events, there are a few points I haven’t seen raised in the thread yet.
I don’t understand how the hell someone can find out their fiancée drew/draws CP (I don’t think Nan ever stopped, I don’t believe that they didn’t remember doing it, I think it’s an integral part of their sexuality, but whatever) and their response to it is simply a fake cry on camera?
How does one react to news like that without uncontrollable anger? That is the biggest clue that she knew about this. Coupled with the fact that she chose to stay with Nan after knowing she tried to get in on with a minor is pretty damning.
Also, forgive me for not remembering the timeline of the last few days but I’m so surprised that people didn’t publicly oppose Piñata when that picture of the boy with the hardon surfaced, which I believe it did several days ago? That picture alone was enough evidence to me but people still defended them? How the fuck???
I’ve long suspected I’m a victim of CSA by my father from about 3-12, I have nightmares every night but I don’t have any real memories of it happening, only “strange occurrences” and “this was a bit weird”, but my mum suspected it also and confronted my father when I was about nine. His response was not one of anger or insult, he calmly said no. Completely without affect. That’s why Nin’s reaction bothers me so much, my mum was furious, beside herself, she didn’t calmly and gently say “this is very tough for me, buhu, please respect my privacy”. When she told my stepdad he was ready to go and beat my father up. This Christmas I spoke to my brother about it for the first time and he said that when mum told him, he was honestly thinking about killing my father. I’m ofc glad they didn’t for their own sake but I don’t know, that is the emotional response I would expect to finding out children are being abused, anger.
Anyways, my mum only had a gut feeling and I never said anything about it so she felt powerless and like she would open Pandora’s box if she brought it to the police, she was scared of my extremely manipulative father using it to his advantage and possibly gaining full custody, long story short, she never went further than confronting him directly.
15 years later mum and I spoke about it and I told her for the first time that I had memories of it, which I did have but I have since lost, she cried, had a bit of a meltdown, felt guilty for not following her gut, whatever. I’ve been tormented for so many years, constantly questioning myself, feeling guilty for completely shutting my father out of my life based on something “I wasn’t sure of”.
Reading this thread has really been impactful to me, every post you guys have made about CSA and the consequences it brings later on in life fits me perfectly and I just wanted to say thank you I guess. I feel like I’ve gotten some reassurance to my suspicions, that there are too many “strange occurrences” for me to still go “well, I don’t know” but instead go “this is with just a sliver of a doubt what happened to me” and let me tell you, I’ve really, really needed that.
I’m truly sorry for the powerleveling, I know I shouldn’t have, but please, can you let it slide just this once? May I please tug at your heartstrings and ask that you just let me vent this out? Pretty please? With some mentally fucked up sugar on top?
Alright, I’m done with the sappy crying stuff, back to regular programming.
Do new people just not read the rules or the thread? Do your eyes just stop focusing whenever you see posts or the first rule right above the reply tab telling people not to TMI? This isn’t simply because we don’t want to read it but it’s because that rule is (in part) put in place to protect you and your anonymity. Now clean that shit up and come back here when you’re ready to not blog post.
I’m glad this is out in the open, I’ve long suspected that Piñata doesn’t have DID, I also suspect this is the case with DissociaDID, partly because of their sensationalism. The fundamentals of DID is to go unnoticed and that is certainly something these two have strayed faaaaar from.
Regarding the current events, there are a few points I haven’t seen raised in the thread yet.
I don’t understand how the hell someone can find out their fiancée drew/draws CP (I don’t think Nan ever stopped, I don’t believe that they didn’t remember doing it, I think it’s an integral part of their sexuality, but whatever) and their response to it is simply a fake cry on camera?
How does one react to news like that without uncontrollable anger? That is the biggest clue that she knew about this. Coupled with the fact that she chose to stay with Nan after knowing she tried to get in on with a minor is pretty damning.
Also, forgive me for not remembering the timeline of the last few days but I’m so surprised that people didn’t publicly oppose Piñata when that picture of the boy with the hardon surfaced, which I believe it did several days ago? That picture alone was enough evidence to me but people still defended them? How the fuck???
I’ve long suspected I’m a victim of CSA by my father from about 3-12, I have nightmares every night but I don’t have any real memories of it happening, only “strange occurrences” and “this was a bit weird”, but my mum suspected it also and confronted my father when I was about nine. His response was not one of anger or insult, he calmly said no. Completely without affect. That’s why Nin’s reaction bothers me so much, my mum was furious, beside herself, she didn’t calmly and gently say “this is very tough for me, buhu, please respect my privacy”. When she told my stepdad he was ready to go and beat my father up. This Christmas I spoke to my brother about it for the first time and he said that when mum told him, he was honestly thinking about killing my father. I’m ofc glad they didn’t for their own sake but I don’t know, that is the emotional response I would expect to finding out children are being abused, anger.
Anyways, my mum only had a gut feeling and I never said anything about it so she felt powerless and like she would open Pandora’s box if she brought it to the police, she was scared of my extremely manipulative father using it to his advantage and possibly gaining full custody, long story short, she never went further than confronting him directly.
15 years later mum and I spoke about it and I told her for the first time that I had memories of it, which I did have but I have since lost, she cried, had a bit of a meltdown, felt guilty for not following her gut, whatever. I’ve been tormented for so many years, constantly questioning myself, feeling guilty for completely shutting my father out of my life based on something “I wasn’t sure of”.
Reading this thread has really been impactful to me, every post you guys have made about CSA and the consequences it brings later on in life fits me perfectly and I just wanted to say thank you I guess. I feel like I’ve gotten some reassurance to my suspicions, that there are too many “strange occurrences” for me to still go “well, I don’t know” but instead go “this is with just a sliver of a doubt what happened to me” and let me tell you, I’ve really, really needed that.
I’m truly sorry for the powerleveling, I know I shouldn’t have, but please, can you let it slide just this once? May I please tug at your heartstrings and ask that you just let me vent this out? Pretty please? With some mentally fucked up sugar on top?
Alright, I’m done with the sappy crying stuff, back to regular programming.
I'm sorry for whatever you might have been through but nigga pls, stop it! Kiwi Farms is not the place for this, as has been said before its not only because no one cares but its for your own protection. Take just 1 fucking hour and look around elsewhere on these forums and understand where you're posting your life story. People here can and will use this against you for no other reason than entertainment and we will have no sympathy when it happens.
Mods, is it possible to restrict people's ability to post in this thread until they've been a member for a certain period of time or something? Its just a thought, for the impending wave of autism and verbal diarrhoea that this thread is going to be swimming in as soon as some big youtuber picks it up.
Their fantasy is to give a blow job to a sick person. I can’t. I fucking can’t.
THEY WANT SOMEONE TO SNEEZE INTO THEIR VULVA.
Ooooh, I laugh now but this is going to haunt me later. I just really can’t wrap my mind around this kink. I mean, I don’t want to, but I’m just so curious as to why people find it sexually arousing.
Seriously, we get most of the people coming in are probably very used to oversharing to hell on places like Reddit, Tumblr or whatever, but do not powerlevel. 99% of the time it is not relevant to the discussion. You are not an insider to their lives because you share a disorder. For your own protection, keeping the discussion on-topic, whatever, don't reveal your personal information, especially if it isn't actually contributing past "I have (x) but not like (y) has it".
Please, familiarize yourself with forum etiquette before posting. The guidelines are plastered everywhere for a reason.
Who the fuck wants someone to sneeze into their vag? Also nan definitely can't deny anything with proof like this. I wonder if we will ever get a proper apology? Or will it be more deflecting and passing the blame onto alters, friends ,Chloe?
Am honestly scared to have a cold now knowing there's weirdos like this about who get off on people being ill.
Bringing things back to DID and Me for a second, watching the video disowning Nan now and can I just say that this bitch is lying through their teeth by saying they didn’t see the art beforehand. This bitch was HERE and says they didn’t see anything
DissociaDID had gotten the apology and 'hate' videos to stop until she decided to target her suicide attempt to get her fans to attack again. Girl should of neva! They might of bullied Grandad out of his videos but they can't control all of us xoxo
And as far as Nan goes I have video clips saying she mocks the behavior of the abusers when speaking about her children in the sewer system which is just creepy to even call it that anyways.
DissociaDID had gotten the apology and 'hate' videos to stop until she decided to target her suicide attempt to get her fans to attack again. Girl should of neva! They might of bullied Grandad out of his videos but they can't control all of us xoxo
And as far as Nan goes I have video clips saying she mocks the behavior of the abusers when speaking about her children in the sewer system which is just creepy to even call it that anyways.
Stop it, you’re giving me second hand embarrassment. And I will remind all new comers: interacting with the cows outside of the farms is a bannable offense if caught. If you don’t care about that, then continue with your tumblr crusade, but just remember if you look too long into the abyss, it might look back oooOOOoooh. But for real, if you act too much like a cow you might wind up with a thread yourself.
Honestly, I was wondering if this situation was going to turn into a rat king one with all the other known DID YTers supporting Nan, but that ship has sailed. Doesn’t mean it won’t dock again in the future, though.
It’s not the worst by far, don’t worry. You’ll get your bearings with the site culture if you stick around. Just be mindful that a lot of tumblr/twitter and cancel/callout culture is not liked here and will get you mocked.
I imagine that Chloe (especially) and Nan had big dreams/plans of a monetary nature. To capitalize on their system partnership and their "luv".
Go-Fund Me/E-begging and the like for Nan's big move to the UK, for all the visa processing costs, travel, wedding etc, therapy for Nan in the UK (aka: Chloe hits up Sephora online.)
Chloe has big £ signs in her eyes, she wants the hefty donations. Nan isn't as reptilian about money as Chloe, she's been sucking cock for ciggies and spare change for years.
I'm sure Chloe is angry at Nan for lowering her chances at a decent pay-out within the next six months.
I want to throw a bit into the ring right now to say, often those who have experienced childhood sexual abuse or unhealthy stability and support during pubescent years where they felt blamed and shamed for their own sexuality might have an unhealthy attitude toward child porn art or fiction. I am not excusing at all Nan’s clear acts of deviance and the danger of that and I hope that’s clear or I have made that clear enough by now my feelings about it.
But people who do this often are inserting themselves as the child or “small” one. In the fantasy, they are the ones receiving the treatment, rather than the ones performing it. It’s a way to normalize and make peace or a connection to someone who made you believe it’s because that’s what love is. Or how you were special to them. It’s forced into your mind there’s something about you that deserved it, so it must be right on some level. That’s the nature of abuse. That’s why it’s so pernicious and so awful and can easily destroy lives. But abuse begets abuse and someone has to be able to step in and try to stop it. Or one just becomes the monster.
That's a fun theory but how do you explain the drawings of Nan's fursona by her own description 'assaulting' other characters? And the part where Nan exposed thousands of unsuspecting fans to her fetish because she got off on subtle exhibitionism? Or the fact that none of the child characters she drew resembled herself? Being the victim of sexual abuse is horrific. It does not then give you the right to become a predator with a get out of jail free card. We can sit here trying to understand why all day long but why is very simple. She likes kids and she didn't care enough to stop despite the professionals in her case offering help.
I personally hope Jeremy and Kyle stick together, that would make for an awkward Christmas aye haha. Well I mean if they are all their own individuals surely this shit won't split up the other relationships in the systems? I bet Nadia is well relieved her gf croaked it.
I'd love to see Chloe and Nan make a video about the struggle of dating a system when one system member is an ex-girlfriend and also a known pedophile.
It can be really hard when Nan switches in because her natural instinct is just to start immediately molesting people and I obviously get quite triggered by that due to my time in the baby eating satanic pedophile cult as a child here in Colchester. But it's worth it because I love Jeremy so much. When he's here he never watches child porn and when Nan switches out we just lock her in the yard. So, you can make any system set up work, even if you don't get along with an alter. It's all about compromise. Don't forget to like and subscribe and join my Patreon where you get to see a brief glimpse of my latest character for $300...
I imagine that Chloe (especially) and Nan had big dreams/plans of a monetary nature. To capitalize on their system partnership and their "luv".
Go-Fund Me/E-begging and the like for Nan's big move to the UK, for all the visa processing costs, travel, wedding etc, therapy for Nan in the UK (aka: Chloe hits up Sephora online.)
Chloe has big £ signs in her eyes, she wants the hefty donations. Nan isn't as reptilian about money as Chloe, she's been sucking cock for ciggies and spare change for years.
I'm sure Chloe is angry at Nan for lowering her chances at a decent pay-out within the next six months.
I've been thinking about that a little. We've interrupted a big storyline they'd been developing for a while. Nadia is still grieving for Lacy. Lacy is still in a coma in the attic. Wendy the doll has just been released into the inner world and no one knows what she's capable of. Cliff just split off and exists only for Chloe. Connor just split off thanks to Trisha Paytas. Dark was finally making an appearance.
They were building up for a whole season of drama and Nan was just about to return to England to kick it off. I wonder what they'll do with these story arcs now? They can't just drop them or they'll be admitting that they fabricate DID.
) I don't know if she uploaded her video there?
And I will remind all new comers: interacting with the cows outside of the farms is a bannable offense if caught. If you don’t care about that, then continue with your tumblr crusade, but just remember if you look too long into the abyss, it might look back oooOOOoooh. But for real, if you act too much like a cow you might wind up with a thread yourself.
