Snowflake Chloe Wilkinson / DissociaDID and Nanette Zuniga / Nan / TeamPinata

gurugossip user here. i lurk here now and then. but finally had to make an account after finding this thread last night and needing a rabbit hole to jump in. i got to page 20 so far since then, along side 10000 sub-sites listed, etc. its a deep. gross, hole. And I dont just mean Trisha.

i came on to vent i guess? I cant wrap my head around this? like..these stans are literally making excuses, and brushing off nan being a full-fledged pedo. The arguments they are making are....autistic is too nice of a word. On one hand, one girl is saying these are fake children so what's the harm, but in the next comment they accuse someone of "fantasizing about a 13yo" because they were called out for sounding like one. Its actual madness. Some saying its because they(nan) were abused, and so it's ok. some saying its not porn, even though nan has said gee golly i love drawing my OWN PORN. but you know, facts are irrelevant. that its ok they draw cp because the internet is full of shock factor posts(?!). That drawing murder doesnt make you a murder, so drawing kiddie porn doesnt mean you want to sexualize kids.

tl;dr fake kids are ok to fetishize and being a predator is ok if you claim you've been abused.

and now my little fragile brain has to fragment to spare me this pain, so i came here to read normal rational thoughts... and then there are walls of aspie testimonies like we care. im here for nin and nan (oh how clever are they), and for the surrounding people. Not for you asshats.
 
these stans are literally making excuses, and brushing off nan being a full-fledged ped

These are the same people that say that they have suffered CSA and now have DID because they are traumatized by it. Yet, full fledge defense mode over someone sexualizing children.

See how this doesn't add up?

no, they will just try to convince you past-life trauma exists, in any imaginable reincarnation idea
A light bulb just appeared above the head of every DID community member that is lurking here when you said this.
 
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At least they don't claim to have severe fucking trauma, but yeah, it's fucking insane. They believe their alters can enter other people's system, can get alters in another system pregnant, all sorts of absolutely insane shit.
no, they will just try to convince you past-life trauma exists, in any imaginable reincarnation idea (could be cool for fantasy writers to use) or , in the case of "fictives" in source trauma is valid. thankgoodness people who say this is ok, don't say they belong in therapy/grief spaces. although if I were good at acting, and more unhinged, twice as outgoing and mobile in a ore urban environment. I would record myself doing that. the internet ruined me, this new persona is what I think is best for myself.
"how dare you get offended I say my life story offends you. other people say I'm valid. so what if I'm a video game character? my suffering is real to me"

it's real to them. it needs to be real to us all. being "good people" is feeding delusions. so I figure perhaps,in some way lieing will help others "be better people" by trying them. others will just say it's psychopathic trolling. but that is then where I'd turn around, have a lolcowish meltdown and scream at people "then why am I bad when i trash crazy dinggongs? it's ok for them to pretend, but when I pretend to pretend, I'm bad?"
 
Everyone, get ready for another 'close-call suicide attempt' she actually deleted her tiktok videos. Oh, the lack of validation is gonna start weighing down on her. Screenshot_20200415-194941_TikTok.jpgScreenshot_20200416-122801_TikTok.jpg

Edit: Also she lost .2k followers. Ouchie
 
She also tries to explain that the fact that she got blackout drunk a couple times during "Freshers Week" at her university

How would she know it was a black out due to alcohol and not one of her alters coming to the front?
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Never once have I seen her talk about the dangers of false recovered memories when it comes to trauma.

There was literally a period in history called Satanic Panic that was due to false recovered memories, but no one wants to read or hear about icky, unglamorous things that ruined lives like that. It’s not fun or romantic! :c

Theres another person I know on youtube that claims to have an alter-ego of Edward Nigma from that live action batman tv show that came out a while back. There's a video of her going to an escape-room in character and spending the entire time going 'ah yes... mmm... intriguing'. It's very hard to watch

Irrelevant to the thread, take it to the munchies or did general thread.
 
ok so, first time putting screen cap here. this is a hobby of mine. screencaps

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Jesus Christ. A mental health advocate telling people that their therapists are toxic. Yeah, there are professionals out there who are shitty and can be toxic, but how would she even know that about this psychotherapist? This kind of just seals it that Chloe is in it for herself and is giving people very toxic advice for the sake of them not catching on to her bullshit. Of course she would denounce anyone, even a professional she doesn’t know jack shit about, that tries to say anything like that, it goes against her narrative. Also ~*~use the archive~*~.
 
Off topic but can we talk about how fucking dumb the SaniTea Podcast is? Dumb doesn’t even come close to describing it. I’ve been really bothered by it for a long time. I know the nature of podcasts is that there is often a balance between personalities and experts weighing in on topics which make them interesting but the way the SaniTea Podcast is structured, Chloe seems to treat herself like the “expert” in literally every realm of mental health where Nan seems to just talk out of their ass in the annoying voice of whatever alter is fronting. And they just have a really stanky, dead end chemistry.

I’m not only bothered by it because it’s dumb as fuck. I think it’s also toxic and dangerous that these people who have no formal education in psychology feel so strongly that they are qualified to speak on these topics that they made a whole podcast. Classic narcissists.

Probably the most bothersome podcast of all is when they choose to speak on addiction. I know Nan claims to have a history with alcohol and in the video where they introduced their alcoholic construction worker alter, they expressed that the “body couldn’t tolerate any more alcohol”. I’m still not sure if this is factual or just another power move for gains in the oppression olympics.

In the podcast, Chloe tries to join in on the oppression gains by saying she has no experience with a conventional addiction like alcohol or drugs, but has been told she has “addictions” which I assume perhaps a therapist told her that an obsession with calories or food could be an addiction. She also tries to explain that the fact that she got blackout drunk a couple times during "Freshers Week" at her university is comparable to someone struggling with rock-bottom alcohol addiction.

Throughout the video you can tell that neither of them know enough about addiction to be discussing or giving advice on it. It’s so cringey. Nan talks and Chloe agrees with everything she says and occasionally throws in words like “dopamine”. This is where all of this misinformation borders on dangerous.

SaniTea Podcast: Addictions

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I'm now convinced that the SaniTea Podcast is just a calculated scheme to promote Better Help. Cha Ching!
Might be late idk. But I think the real reason she got 'thrown out' was due to partying all time and terrible behaviour at uni such as disturbing classes, and all excessive attention seeking behaviour.. :thinking:

edit: if anyone is interested---> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GAVj0b7h8SE ( 0:26 / 15:19 /Attention Whores, Impulse Control, and Munchausen by Narcissist)
 
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I used to watch her videos and you know what never made sense to me? She says that whenever an alter isn't "fronting" or "co-conscious," that there is amnesia, right? Because that's the whole point of DID, is the amnesia. They even talk about how it goes black and then all of a sudden they come to when they are fronting again. Yet somehow there is this innerworld (that first of all seems pointless with having DID) and that they have all these experiences when they are not fronting in the body. How could someone have amnesia but also a myriad of experiences in the innerworld.
 
The Sunflower Bee has just put out a video with a screenshot from Nins old Calamity blog messaging Nan saying “I’ve been stalking your blog and it’s brilliant”, indicating they knew about the CP all along. Looks like had been sent before they started relationship.

People in the comments are saying it’s fake and she didn’t say that. Others saying if it’s true they don’t want anything to do with her! Can’t screenshot or link on this bloody phone but might be worth a look...
 
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The Sunflower Bee has just put out a video with a screenshot from Nins old Calamity blog messaging Nan saying “I’ve been stalking your blog and it’s really good”, indicating they knew about the CP all along.

peopls in comments are saying it’s fake and she didn’t say that. Can’t screenshot or link on this bloody phone but might be worth a look...

EDIT: NON-CREDIBLE SOURCE
 
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I used to watch her videos and you know what never made sense to me? She says that whenever an alter isn't "fronting" or "co-conscious," that there is amnesia, right? Because that's the whole point of DID, is the amnesia. They even talk about how it goes black and then all of a sudden they come to when they are fronting again. Yet somehow there is this innerworld (that first of all seems pointless with having DID) and that they have all these experiences when they are not fronting in the body. How could someone have amnesia but also a myriad of experiences in the innerworld.

Because she’s talking out of her ass? But, you bring up a very good point...

The Sunflower Bee has just put out a video with a screenshot from Nins old Calamity blog messaging Nan saying “I’ve been stalking your blog and it’s really good”, indicating they knew about the CP all along.

peopls in comments are saying it’s fake and she didn’t say that. Can’t screenshot or link on this bloody phone but might be worth a look...

Nin or Nan? Because Nin = Chloe, Nan = Team Piñata.
 
The Sunflower Bee has just put out a video with a screenshot from Nins old Calamity blog messaging Nan saying “I’ve been stalking your blog and it’s brilliant”, indicating they knew about the CP all along. Looks like had been sent before they started relationship.

peopls in comments are saying it’s fake and she didn’t say that. Can’t screenshot or link on this bloody phone but might be worth a look...
Fake news. It was my screenshot Tatiana took, I purposefully cropped out the username but here it is with the username. It was a fan blog of some sort, not Nan’s
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Just Tatiana talking out of her ass and confusing people. Take her videos with the smallest grain of salt possible

edit: it was a dan and Phil fan blog of course
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