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Snowflake Chloe Wilkinson / DissociaDID and Nanette Zuniga / Nan / TeamPinata
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I thought this was about Chloe and this directly links to her and how she has poisoned the minds of fucked up teens.
Also that thread is dead. But sorry for being autistic I guess.
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I guess I am the only one then who assumed she was hinting, without comming out with what it was, due to "if I talk about it, i will have flashbacks, panic attacks and pain"
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If you post there and encouraging posting in there we can bring it back. I posted in there and I'm currently pulling together some other plural shit I found.
I just feel that there has been a lot of off topic posts here regarding other systems and shit. It's making it hard to find actually relevant information on Chloe and Nan.
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DID community is really coming together in a beautiful way to try and pick up the pieces after the Nan drama.
Disclaimer: THIS IS HIGHLY SPECULATIVE. There's nothing that can confirm that this account belongs to Chloe (unless she for some reason comes forward and says it is which I highly doubt she will).
I found this on a pro-ana/"ED support" site (mypancakeaddiction). The site is completely members-only, so there's no point linking the page. The account name is DontEvenCareAnymore. There are similarities to Chloe which leads me to think it *may* be her. I can definitely envision Chloe making her way to an ED website and I bet she has an account on MyProAna, but I can't find it if it's there. I may keep trying to look, but if it does exist then it'll surely be deleted at this point.
Why would she have an account on both, you may be wondering? Well a few years ago, MyProAna broke, the mods weren't taking care of the site at all and none of the functions were working, you couldn't even get notifications for replies to your own posts. So this second site cropped up to make a better functioning forum. Anyway, on to my screenshots.
Here's the account page itself:
Joined July 2, 2018 ; last active it doesn't say (normally it does, idk if there's a setting to disable that or not)
BMI checks out -- someone calculated recently that her current BMI is about 20.something, so this is easily in line with that considering she's apparently lost weight recently.
Talking about history with DID. As of Chloe's "meet the boys" video in February 2019, there was no Chris in her system. However, there could have possibly been a new alter she didn't announce, or she could be using a pseudonym for Kyle since his positive trigger is food. There is a Ruby in her system. She would have been with Nan at this point in time which easily explains why she would never publicly talk about Ruby kissing someone else if this is in fact her account. What I find damning is that the first YTer she links is Chloe's channel followed swiftly by Nan's which is followed further by their two friends. Never heard of that Hannah person though, she's never been mentioned or featured in any videos of Chloe's.
Chloe has expressed that many of her alters see themselves as underweight.
Chloe has said that many of her alters have eating disorders or don't eat. I believe she HAS in fact stated in the past that she has one alter who won't come out if they've eaten, but I could just be making things up. Needs verification.
Vaguely reflects things Chloe has said in the past, if a little more intense.
In my opinion (wild speculation), Chloe doesn't seem too comfortable with the term "system" for herself, especially considering she didn't name her system as anything with the actual word "system" in it. She calls herself one since that's what's accepted and expected in the community. Again, just my wild speculation. Who knows.
Hmmmm, who else do we know who doesn't promote integration and doesn't want to get rid of her DID?
The user being a therapist, like a certain someone we know. The only sketchy thing here is the ¿? -- this could very well just be a girl in a Spanish-speaking country lol idk how their keyboards work. The English has no faults that I've seen however, other than the occasional misspelling of your/you're, the grammar is correct in the posts
Playing therapist again, feeding into someone's delusions about her houseplants being alive or whatever. Also idk if my screenshots from Chloe's ask.fm reflected this well, but Chloe is an enthusiastic user of : )
Promoting doctor shopping. This was on a thread about a minor saying they were diagnosed with BPD and their new therapist disagrees on account of her being a minor. Note: the reason doctors are reluctant to diagnose minors with PDs is because a) they're severe diagnoses often with poor prognoses, especially BPD; and b) personality disorders DO tend to get better with age and kids OFTEN show many symptoms of PDs, especially cluster B, and it's due to hormones and just growing up. This person is saying to find someone who will buy the diagnosis.
Of course I also have to acknowledge reasons why it might not be her account:
The prompt of this post was "a 3 word happy story." Chloe doesn't have a dog, but she could possibly be referring to her parents' dog as it has been established they have one.
As we all know, Chloe doesn't really wear baggy clothing in her videos. Maybe she does IRL but I find that hard to believe. This is the most compelling post questioning if it could really be her.
Final disclaimer to soothe my morals: I have no idea if this is actually Chloe. I'm highlighting the similarities between the two. This account has made 33 posts and I chose the most relevant ones to post here.
I found this on a pro-ana/"ED support" site (mypancakeaddiction). The site is completely members-only, so there's no point linking the page. The account name is DontEvenCareAnymore. There are similarities to Chloe which leads me to think it *may* be her. I can definitely envision Chloe making her way to an ED website and I bet she has an account on MyProAna, but I can't find it if it's there. I may keep trying to look, but if it does exist then it'll surely be deleted at this point.
Why would she have an account on both, you may be wondering? Well a few years ago, MyProAna broke, the mods weren't taking care of the site at all and none of the functions were working, you couldn't even get notifications for replies to your own posts. So this second site cropped up to make a better functioning forum. Anyway, on to my screenshots.
Here's the account page itself:
Joined July 2, 2018 ; last active it doesn't say (normally it does, idk if there's a setting to disable that or not)
BMI checks out -- someone calculated recently that her current BMI is about 20.something, so this is easily in line with that considering she's apparently lost weight recently.
Talking about history with DID. As of Chloe's "meet the boys" video in February 2019, there was no Chris in her system. However, there could have possibly been a new alter she didn't announce, or she could be using a pseudonym for Kyle since his positive trigger is food. There is a Ruby in her system. She would have been with Nan at this point in time which easily explains why she would never publicly talk about Ruby kissing someone else if this is in fact her account. What I find damning is that the first YTer she links is Chloe's channel followed swiftly by Nan's which is followed further by their two friends. Never heard of that Hannah person though, she's never been mentioned or featured in any videos of Chloe's.
Chloe has expressed that many of her alters see themselves as underweight.
Chloe has said that many of her alters have eating disorders or don't eat. I believe she HAS in fact stated in the past that she has one alter who won't come out if they've eaten, but I could just be making things up. Needs verification.
Vaguely reflects things Chloe has said in the past, if a little more intense.
In my opinion (wild speculation), Chloe doesn't seem too comfortable with the term "system" for herself, especially considering she didn't name her system as anything with the actual word "system" in it. She calls herself one since that's what's accepted and expected in the community. Again, just my wild speculation. Who knows.
Hmmmm, who else do we know who doesn't promote integration and doesn't want to get rid of her DID?
The user being a therapist, like a certain someone we know. The only sketchy thing here is the ¿? -- this could very well just be a girl in a Spanish-speaking country lol idk how their keyboards work. The English has no faults that I've seen however, other than the occasional misspelling of your/you're, the grammar is correct in the posts
Playing therapist again, feeding into someone's delusions about her houseplants being alive or whatever. Also idk if my screenshots from Chloe's ask.fm reflected this well, but Chloe is an enthusiastic user of : )
Promoting doctor shopping. This was on a thread about a minor saying they were diagnosed with BPD and their new therapist disagrees on account of her being a minor. Note: the reason doctors are reluctant to diagnose minors with PDs is because a) they're severe diagnoses often with poor prognoses, especially BPD; and b) personality disorders DO tend to get better with age and kids OFTEN show many symptoms of PDs, especially cluster B, and it's due to hormones and just growing up. This person is saying to find someone who will buy the diagnosis.
Of course I also have to acknowledge reasons why it might not be her account:
The prompt of this post was "a 3 word happy story." Chloe doesn't have a dog, but she could possibly be referring to her parents' dog as it has been established they have one.
As we all know, Chloe doesn't really wear baggy clothing in her videos. Maybe she does IRL but I find that hard to believe. This is the most compelling post questioning if it could really be her.
Final disclaimer to soothe my morals: I have no idea if this is actually Chloe. I'm highlighting the similarities between the two. This account has made 33 posts and I chose the most relevant ones to post here.
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Well, yeah. The only way to revive a dead thread is to post in that thread. There's plenty to post about and it'd unclog this thread a little.
How did you come across the account? There are some similarities but pro-ana girls are indistinguishable from each other anyway. The DID adds some weight to your theory but as you said this is purely speculative. Have you cross referenced the username with other pro ana sites? Looked for body check pictures we might be able to compare?
ETA - The typing style is a little different. She makes mistakes Chloe doesn't - your for you're, abt for about. I'm just not sure.
xbrokengirlx
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Going back to all those systems who claim to have pinata/dissoidid alter(s) ...
Lets just, for the sake of this post, assume that did is real, and they're not faking it; they really do have a bunch of different people living in their heads.
It has been said multiple times as to why an alter may be who they are, and why a fictive alter may come to be; because they think that they'll be able to fight back/ handle said trama/ survive better if they were this other person. Okay great, that explains why you have a lion, or batman, or harry potter fictive. But why the hell would you think that becoming one of pinata/disoidids alter(s) would help you, like they are even more fucked up than you?!
So we've got these 2 YouTubers convincing everyone that they are so amazing and godlike, that vulnerable people think they would be genuinely better off if they were them?! I mean christ!
Lets just, for the sake of this post, assume that did is real, and they're not faking it; they really do have a bunch of different people living in their heads.
It has been said multiple times as to why an alter may be who they are, and why a fictive alter may come to be; because they think that they'll be able to fight back/ handle said trama/ survive better if they were this other person. Okay great, that explains why you have a lion, or batman, or harry potter fictive. But why the hell would you think that becoming one of pinata/disoidids alter(s) would help you, like they are even more fucked up than you?!
So we've got these 2 YouTubers convincing everyone that they are so amazing and godlike, that vulnerable people think they would be genuinely better off if they were them?! I mean christ!
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I don't think this is Chloe. She doesn't refer to herself as a system, and quite frankly this doesn't sound like her either. Who is "Chris" that is being referred to here?
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If that was the case, she would have said that, like others have. She purposefully makes it vague and lets her audience fill in the gaps for her and likes their posts. She never has to confirm nor deny anything that way.
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I'm not sure it's her. The username exists on myproana, but the account is empty (was created in 2015). I agree that it doesn't sound 100% like Chloe, but if it is her, she seems to be roleplaying a depressed alter. It doesn't match up 100% at all, I agree. I asked if speculation was allowed to be fair lol. There's nothing that matches her at all when I look for "calamity" on either site -- i don't think she'd be stupid enough to use anything resembling her usual usernames. I'll keep looking, but I'm sure if it exists, it'll be deleted at this point.
My belief is that she does think she truly has DID so it does line up with my theory. The same could be "why is she posting in DID facebook groups?" Why would she put that effort into seeming real when such few people will ever see it and most won't watch her videos
HighOnLife
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If the consensus is she knowingly fakes DID for publicity, why would she keep up the charade on a private account like this? This would only make sense if she’s actually believed she had DID.
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Oh of course, speculation directly related to Chloe or Nan is a good thing especially whilst she isn't posting. I just don't think it's likely to be her though you may be onto something - we really should be checking the pro-ana community.
Why would she suddenly not want the special points given to her by claiming DID? She'll fake it publicly or privately if it gives her some satisfaction.
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addiction to being the center of attention and malingering for money
Chloe's typing and spelling skills are far better than this. I see some of the similarities but the style is off.
ETA: Good job digging though.
If anyone wants to continue the search into a possible pro ana account of Chloe's, I'd recommend it happens soon and that it's focused on the website myproana. Chloe MIGHT have an account on mypancakeaddiction (if the one linked isn't hers), but there'd be more information on a myproana account since it's a much older site (and if we're lucky, Chloe's forgotten her password and can't delete it). The problem with finding accounts on these websites is that people are actually smart enough to try to hide their identities. They use random usernames that have nothing to do with who they are, or vaguely (like horsegirl11 at most extreme).
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Just to add onto this: Embed videos directly to the site, this allows us to view them here, You can do this by copying the video url, selecting the ‘...’ option, select media, paste the url. Twinks was nice enough to grab step by step screenshots for you visual learners. It creates extra work for us to clean up, so just take the few extra seconds to do it. Also there’s a chrome add on called instant to archive tiktoks, and upload all archives directly to the site as well. If the file is too big, message @SAVE TWINKIE! or @Kamov Ka-52 for help. If the video is really important contact the site owner null.
The new user thread has all the info on technical shit like this, being new isn’t an excuse.
Joker 1940
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I know her mother has been mentioned before and I’ve tried like a madman to find her with no luck. To those who know her family’s social media accs, have they posted anything since shit hit the Nan fan?
Edit: Chloe’s mother/family that is
Edit: Chloe’s mother/family that is
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Pretty sure I found her mum's Facebook profile a little while ago, as has Commie. She seems to barely post anything (or her posts are mostly not public) and what she has posted is standard old-lady shit completely unrelated to Chloe. At this point I don't think it's fair to drag her parents into this shit show, they're probably embarrassed enough having her as their daughter. From what we know via Chloe, her parents have been supportive and have no idea what could have caused her supposed trauma
Joker 1940
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Yes, this I know, I’ve been lurking for a good while. I don’t want her family to be outed here, I just want the satisfaction of finding them myself really, would be interesting if they did post something.
The profile you’ve found, does it state that her mother’s nickname is “Calamity”?
I believe I’ve found Nan’s entire family though and there have been no posts from them regarding this either
If it is "calamity" that draws up the question of "is Chloe making fake accounts for her family?" considering that's part of Chloe's personal username