Plurals / Clusters / Systems - Pronouns: we / us / ours

[Dirty Bird]

Has anyone else taken a look at DIDcringe on reddit? I had been taking a look over there and it's mostly just repostings of cringey tiktoks of kids in highschool LARPing. Pretending to have DID must be the "cool" emo thing kids are doing nowadays. I have also found that the comments section seem to be made up of equally cringey LARPers with ~*system*~ usernames claiming that THEIR LARPing is VALID, and not like the cringey tiktok LARPing which is giving DID a bad name! A lot of it looks like high schoolers, but maybe there will be potential lolcows in there.

Also frgmntdpsyche's face seems to have given me actual trauma/DID. I feel bad for her children.

 

[Witchyhedgehog]

Edit: Wrong thread, sorry!

 

[docuseal]

I wasn't sure if I wanted to bother updating everyone on the UmbralReaver story, because it's all gone very longwinded. but he won't stop pitymongering about "the f*rms" targeting him, so here's to giving him something to actually whine about.

Previously: Umbral's evil alter Malice made him electrocute and mutilate himself, requiring a finger amputation. then he commited headmate suicide, putting Malice in charge. Malice wrote a suicide note and asked people to target and harrass the teen communists who pushed him this far, then classily invited people to the funeral he was holding to himself on Discord.

one of the accused, comradevenustas, made a 78-page Google Doc with evidence of Umbral's behavior toward Venus and her mtf partner Lilly, tracing what lead to his breakdown.

Spoiler: highlights of the LONG-ASS google doc

their first DM sets the tone for their relationship:







after a lot of begging, Umbral finally offers to do a little giving... by using his crowdsourced transition fund. as he repeatedly insists, it's no big deal because cyber begging to raise money is so easy!



here's Umbral's still pinned tweet. "Nothing in my life will matter more" - see, it's easy to crowdfund when you lie! note: while he claims above to have raised $12k, his fundraiser is at $6k out of $14k. he must be doing many separate fundraisers, building himself quite a slush fund.



here's a closer look at that mug. another one for the Picrew vs real life files.

anyway, he keeps begging Venus to take his money, Venus keeps sidling around it, Umbral turns to Lilly and continues his "e-begging is making money from home!" pitch.



a few pages of this, then Umbral cuts to what really matters:



eventually Venus says "fuck it", cuts ties to the weirdo. he loses his shit:



he tries to send some mutuals to bargain with her, they end up turning against Umbral when they get the full story, everyone decides Umbral is a clout-chasing weirdo and starts cutting off ties. Umbral is invited to a server with Venus and Lilly, which leads him to share his version of the story, where they pushed him to suicide. mostly funny because of how much Slime person doesn't care at all.



at this point there's a pages of boring back and forth where Umbral tries to make amends with Venus and blames delusional paranoia and anxiety for the "you drove me to suicide" stuff. it's all really boring, but fortunately Umbral was still maintaining the victim act to other people:



Malice starts fronting more, yelling at his friends for not loving Umbral enough. he appears to be using some kind of Discord bot to speak as Malice without it showing up as his account, which is a quite impressive commitment to the bit.



there are other people in the server but again they don't seem to care much, even making sex jokes about Malice.



so, with increasingly diminishing returns from the evil twin act, Umbral jumped into the ultimate act of clout-chasing: fake death. which didn't work because hours later, Venus and Lilly put together the document to clear their names, and nearly everyone seemed to side with them completely.

less than ten days later, Umbral resurrects and posts about his new Borderline-Schizophrenia diagnosis, but more importantly, to get as many inappropriate passive aggressive digs he can get in on the mean kids. as you can expect he has no explanation for the document besides "out of context", "not a defense", "cruel", "mockery", etc. like it doesn't go out of its way to buy Umbral's lame ass excuses about "plurality" and "neurodivergence". GTFOH



he's in such deep and serious pain that he posts these on the same day.



the delusions definitely haven't ceased:



but at least he's focused on getting better!



... oh.

 

[walter]

Jess dropped an collab with her specialist

Umbral's evil alter Malice made him electrocute and mutilate himself, requiring a finger amputation.

What's the story with the finger? I thought this was an imaginary amputation but there he is actually missing a finger.

 

[comrade666]

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CW - Amputation is incredible. Great update by the way. This one is such a fucking lunatic I'm glad someone is keeping an eye on him.

In other news, this is the profile picture Jess has chosen amidst America's latest meltdown. I can't decide how she wants this to be read; is she covering her mouth in shock? If so, it's fucking hilarious and reminiscent of;

The alternative is she's cosplaying as a silenced black person which in the wake of the DissociaDID native scandal is a bold choice. Not quite the artsy b&w support post she was aiming for and she's reaching a weight where even her hands are getting fat so I'd rate this one a 2/10.

 

[Sinner's Sandwich]

someone is keeping an eye on him.

How long until he gauges his eyes out because a "headmate" wants it?

 

[bonitoflakeprincess]

it almost sounds like, in Jess's new video that endos are valid
that you can get DID from tiger moms and wolf dads
nobody has a personality as a toddler
one traumatic event can give you DID
nobody still has a clue what is going on with DID but it is real

 

[Pickless Ugly Friend]

acrylic & aether have Introduced yet another of their endless alters.


Age: “Around 3 million” CAUSE A CHILD WOULD KNOW OR EVEN BE ABLE TO CONCEPTUALIZE WHAT THE SPAN OF MILLIONS OF YEARS WAS LIKE OR MEANT AS FAR AS AGE GOES.
personality: ”is the reason....” “has memories” “Has to unfreeze...” NONE OF THAT ARE PERSONALITY TRAITS.

(this alter is described as both “always anxious” & “is very calming somehow”)

 

[walter]

I predict that Emma Blackery will come out as DID this year.

 

[Nocturnal Brainbow Damage]

acrylic & aether have Introduced yet another of their endless alters.


Age: “Around 3 million” CAUSE A CHILD WOULD KNOW OR EVEN BE ABLE TO CONCEPTUALIZE WHAT THE SPAN OF MILLIONS OF YEARS WAS LIKE OR MEANT AS FAR AS AGE GOES.
personality: ”is the reason....” “has memories” “Has to unfreeze...” NONE OF THAT ARE PERSONALITY TRAITS.

(this alter is described as both “always anxious” & “is very calming somehow”)

2 things from this

1) clouds with teeth?????????? Damn if that was in my inner world I would always be fronting to avoid going back inside and being traumatized by seeing that shit


2) The frozen leg thing is real. It’s a symptom of having been sexually abused as a child. Your legs become like steel beams and cannot be bent when you become anxious. It’s super inconvenient, and a tell tale sign.

 

[comrade666]

I predict that Emma Blackery will come out as DID this year.

What is it? Some sort of aquatic mammal, sure, but is it a tranny or just an ugly female?

 

[prettybad]

What is it? Some sort of aquatic mammal, sure, but is it a tranny or just an ugly female?

Maybe it’s the camera angle, maybe it’s mild dwarfism. Maybe it’s maybeline. No seriously not to pretend I know jack about shit when it comes to facepaint but that botched cateye is doing her no favors

But anyway I did go to her channel and I take it all back, it’s all on her

Not sure where the DID would come in, she’s one of those “musicians” who also post personal videos. Haven’t seen anything indicative, apart from the fact that she’s incredibly annoying.

ETA: Meant to post this earlier — Token Black is still on Twitter, even though the pedo tweets are gone. It’s all BLM shit now

 

[comrade666]

Not sure where the DID would come in, she’s one of those “musicians” who also post personal videos. Haven’t seen anything indicative, apart from the fact that she’s incredibly annoying.

She's repulsive. I hope she doesn't become a DIDTuber I couldn't wade through that content.

ETA: Meant to post this earlier — Token Black is still on Twitter, even though the pedo tweets are gone. It’s all BLM shit now

Unsurprising. Token really will be allowed to ride their own race out of this one. Who would accuse Tokes of being a pedophile whilst BLM is underway? Twitter lacks the integrity.

In other news, I notice Jess has removed the artsy mouth covering profile picture on Twitter, and resident pedophile art teacher The Others seems to have deleted his video addressing the farms. I won't bother to upload any of his full content as it just isn't interesting enough, but looking at intros like these, how can these people deny they're LARPing? This is quite evidently a man who does not wash.

 

[garbage man]

I found an interesting article about people with DID on internet. Worth looking at just cause of the interviews, seeing LARPers talk to researchers about their OC's is hilarious. One doesn't even have a traumatic past, and another has Luke Skywalker and Han Solo as her alters kek

Some interesting snippets:
In multiplicity, depersonalisation occurs in the form of detaching the self from other possible selves and making it dominant; thus, multiplicity can be considered a special form of depersonalisation. However, “multiple systems” generally have a clear sense of reality. Therefore, derealisation may only be episodic, if it occurs at all. This study did not find traces of dissociative amnesia; that is, memories usually were retained normally in parts of the self and could be recalled. Autobiographical information was intact, although not every alter shared every memory event.

The idea of DID was only partially supported. Disruption of identity was clearly evident in a way that continuity in identities (alters) in the sense of self, agency, and behavior was intact, which was acknowledged by others (often by professionals), as well. Furthermore, memories were available (especially where switching was under voluntary control), and everyday functioning seemed to be relatively intact, which contradicts the idea of DID.

Systems generally like to give a narrative and describe their resident persons, their preferences, interests and dislikes in great detail. Defining themselves in the search of stable identities appears to be an ongoing process for many systems. It is remarkable how the common identity of “being multiple” aids in the process of coping with the alterations of the personality. Clearly, because of the online community and frequent interactions, people who consider themselves multiple begin to use common terminology and construct their own reality in ways similar to one another. Thus, they influence each other and share experiences, which leads to a shared identity (Edwards and Middleton, 1986). This is made possible through shared discourses on online multiplicity forums, similar to personal narratives in Alcoholics Anonymous. Thus, individual and collective experiences are merged into the same therapeutic process (Steffen, 1997). Furthermore, it has been demonstrated previously that identification with a minority group suppresses the negative effect of prejudice on self-esteem (Branscombe et al., 1999; Schmitt et al., 2003); thus, the label of multiplicity might be helpful in coping with unusual sensations and negative external feedback. This is supported by the subjective experience of the interviewed individuals, who all report that the discovery of the concept of multiplicity and the possibility of communicating with others was helpful and therapeutic.

For this reason, the existence of online forums for multiplicity is not without any risk. On the one hand, the online community may prevent members seeking professional help, and on the other hand, individuals with disturbed but not dissociated identity problems also may internalize the group's beliefs and rules, further increasing the severity of their fragmentedness.


TLDR: Researchers agree that DID on the internet doesn't sound like clinical DID and that many people probably just enjoy the community aspect of having it/blogging about it. But, if it is real after all, it's harmful because it encourages people to not get treatment for their disorder.

 

[CursedCapsule]

Oh my god, the acting in this one.
Also, I saw that every system has at least one alter with BPD, my guess is that the one with BPD is the "main" one and has deluded herself so much that she thinks that when she's not feeling tension it's another alter.
Sad....

 

[Gravy Seal]

I dont even know what comment to add.

 

[Shaka Brah]

acrylic & aether have Introduced yet another of their endless alters.


Age: “Around 3 million” CAUSE A CHILD WOULD KNOW OR EVEN BE ABLE TO CONCEPTUALIZE WHAT THE SPAN OF MILLIONS OF YEARS WAS LIKE OR MEANT AS FAR AS AGE GOES.
personality: ”is the reason....” “has memories” “Has to unfreeze...” NONE OF THAT ARE PERSONALITY TRAITS.

(this alter is described as both “always anxious” & “is very calming somehow”)

2 things from this

1) clouds with teeth?????????? Damn if that was in my inner world I would always be fronting to avoid going back inside and being traumatized by seeing that shit


2) The frozen leg thing is real. It’s a symptom of having been sexually abused as a child. Your legs become like steel beams and cannot be bent when you become anxious. It’s super inconvenient, and a tell tale sign.

I don't know if the similarity is legitimate or just superficial, but this seems related to the "Nobody" craze on 4chan's /x/ board over the last 2 years or so. It was a bit of a forced meme about a psychopomp or tulpa type entity that users would talk about cryptically on the board to try to generate >>>(you)s and feel spooky or something, that was said to herald some sort of change in the way people perceived things online.

 

[Real Mutha For Ya]

TheMxRoseSystem is truly exceptional. They even provide a handy biography Of their “headmates”.
Tweets are prefixed by the name of the “head mate” tweeting:

Imagine my utter astonishment about some of the “headmates”



Not attention seeking at all.

 

[Shaka Brah]

TheMxRoseSystem is truly exceptional. They even provide a handy biography Of their “headmates”.
Tweets are prefixed by the name of the “head mate” tweeting:View attachment 1367232

Imagine my utter astonishment about some of the “headmates”

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Not attention seeking at all.

Anime girls AND heterochromia. Go figure.

 

[Florence Sargent]

TheMxRoseSystem is truly exceptional. They even provide a handy biography Of their “headmates”.
Tweets are prefixed by the name of the “head mate” tweeting:View attachment 1367232

Imagine my utter astonishment about some of the “headmates”

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Not attention seeking at all.

I am in tears. These are POKEMON CARDS. Like the amount of random shit on these OC profiles.

Spoiler: pegasus lesbian hybrid

Spoiler: Protagonist Anime Girl Alter

This person has seven "alters" and they each have a deadly sin attached to them. Here comes the best part! All their song associations come from the same shitty EP that has seven songs on it! Wow! Amazing! What are the odds!?

You know that her other missing/retired alters got chucked so that she could do this cute song/album/sins setup.

Spoiler: ALBUM: FLASHDRIVE BY DAGAMES