I'm getting too old for this shit.

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I've always paid special attention to critical opinions instead of complimentary ones. It's not new, Mr. 2019.
It’s been a rough month, but that happens. It will get better, and get worse again, and better...

Everyone should be an adventurer and revolutionary in their 20’s and you’ve done a fuckload more than most dream of. But it’s exhausting after awhile and once you realize you have survived your 20’s and consider the future wanting stability and to carve out a little corner for yourself is natural.

I know KF might seem like a difficult thing to build upon for a stable career, but there are several fields it would be an asset esp with your skill sets.

With how fiercely you work and protect what you believe in you’ll make a great dad too. Good luck and please keep this site going if possible.

(I keep off the flaming trainwreck threads, but I’m sure they would drive any sane person to want to burn it all down at times or constantly.)
 
He's not reading the 230 thing weirdly at all.
By "he" I assume you mean Null? I think if he had someone legally competent explain to him what's actually happening, he'd be a lot happier. Or it might be another one of the hills he mentioned he'll die on.
 
@Null, there is this one story my mother once told me about a great-grandmother of mine. In the dark era that was the aftermath of the Cultural Revolution, there was family of assholes who were a neighbor of her's. Being the asshole family they are, they were a constant source of harassment for her, especially the son of the family, who was pretty much a delinquent. Yet despite all of that, she would regularly support them by sending them food for their ailing grandmother and that son when he got himself in jail. She believed that in order to live a long, happy life, one must not make an enemy. They may not return the favor, but at least upholding that mantra made her feel content and she lived to her 90s. I find your defense Fredrick Brennan and tending your site as a free speech haven of the internet despite the rallying of liberal and conservative NPCs comparable to my great-grandmother's actions. A truly noble man knows to love thy neighbor even when you know they will not love you back.

Also in the matter of starting a family, since men don't go into menopause, don't stress out too much. Mick Jagger managed to father a child at 70.
 
You don't know what you had until it's gone. Before you lose it be sure it's nothing worth keeping. There is so much shit said about me here that I would not cry if you would stop hosting it. I just think it would be a loss if you do. This is truly a unique thing.
 
I haven't been around for long. I had another account before this one that I dropped after the September hack but, I remember when I first found this place. I was just watching Metokur streams and suddenly I ended up finding Null's MATI streams. I had no idea who Null was at the time, I had heard of Kiwifarms by name before but I didn't really know anything about the site. I thought it was great and the Deagle Nation stream was the stream that made me want to sign up because I just loved the idea of the farms as this place that archived and laughed at the antics of internet weirdos. It'll be sad to see this place go eventually, but ever since 8chan's collapse I have been use to having to jump ship to new places so its nothing new to me. I appreciate the work you have done to keep this place going for as long as you have though.
 
Hope you're feeling better after writing that piece of maudlin dribble. These people aren't your friends.

It seems like most of the major internet platforms are waging war against the general public and are intent on destroying themselves. What if Twitter were shut down tomorrow? I'd go long on kiwifarms. You're providing something that a large user base wants.

Please continue to treat jannies like the rodent filth they are - otherwise they become uppity and ruin the site.

If you're looking for meaning, why not watch My Little Pony? That show contains many recommendations for living a fulfilling life.

Or join the rapidly expanding church of our saviour Jeffrey of Epstein. He will rise from the dead with fire and brimstone and punish those who persecuted him.
 
I know I'm going to get shit tons of flak for this, but if your looking out for your best interests Null, I'd sell the site or close it down all together. After that's done, do your best to get a job with some sort of stability. It's not going to be easy with people like Vordrak or Zoom will continue to try and fuck you, but nothing in life really is that easy. If getting employed by a company doesn't work out, get into private consulting or become a private contractor. You seem like you are more than qualified and have enough know how with programming and general computer science to get a well paying, steady job in some capacity.

Unfortunately, I don't think running the Kiwi Farms lends itself to a happy, healthy family environment. Me personally, I wouldn't want to raise a kid where the income constantly fluctuates and bills might not get paid from month to month, and your constantly burnt out and upset and can't be happy around your child because fires constantly have to be put out around the forum, whether it be insane people trying to ruin your life and take away all your income or it's whiny retards like Corbin screaming that the mods are bulling them.

It's my two cents, and it's bleak and depressing, but I think if your looking out for your own personal interests, letting the site go wouldn't be a terrible idea. If you're looking for stability, a more manageable workload, and to have fun again, getting rid of the source of all of the instability, negativity, and pressure is the way to go. Sometimes you have to cut the bad fruit off of the tree.
 
Best of luck, man. I wish you had asked yourself those three questions ten years ago. Younger you may well have entirely fucked current you.
 
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Do what makes you happy man. I saw the farms as an internet neccessity, but if it isn't working out for you and your life, it's your call. If you want, we can sacrifice Ethan Ralph to he corn. Would that make you happy big guy?

Just be sure to jump on a rekieta stream every now and again or something. We will miss you.
 
I have appreciated so much what this forum has given me, and I respect that this is only possible through your willingness to fight for the Farms and what they stand for, at an incredible personal cost.

Your decisions about the future will be your own, but all I will add is that I, too, passionately believe in the importance of free speech. That this is one of the last bastions of that concept without just being overrun by assholes with an ideology (they're here, but I'd say they haven't overrun the place) is incredibly important.

I think it's still worth fighting for, now more than ever. But I get the strain it must have to keep it running. So I hope you find a way to be happier, and I also hope that keeps the Farms running.

Good luck.
 
@Null I know running this site is hard but I just want you to know that I appreciate what you’ve done for it this site has given me so many lols over the years (I lurked for a long time b4 making this account) but I just wanna say thank you for all you’ve given and sacrificed for us....... Semper fi!:semperfidelis:
 
The internet is far too intertwined with real life, and real life has far more important things to worry about than the internet. If the site shuts down there's enough inertia here that some half-erect copy will take it's place, if you sell to some asian faggot he'll monetize it and ignore it and the moderation will go to shit. The Farms are worth it, and as often said by situationally religious urban youth: "This too shall pass".
 
She believed that in order to live a long, happy life, one must not make an enemy. They may not return the favor, but at least upholding that mantra made her feel content and she lived to her 90s. I find your defense Fredrick Brennan and tending your site as a free speech haven of the internet despite the rallying of liberal and conservative NPCs comparable to my great-grandmother's actions. A truly noble man knows to love thy neighbor even when you know they will not love you back.
I understand and laud the grateful spirit of your post, especially since it evidently comes from a place of sincerity; and yeah, Null's been through hell and back for this place. But there's a pretty big difference between the utterly harmless compassion of your great-grandmother and the nature of this forum, imo. Practically likening the Farms to a saintly chapel is something I'm seeing a lot of in this thread, and while it might stem from some truth, I find it a little bizarre.

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Kidding!
If the site's becoming a millstone around your neck, just drop it.
/cow/ is dead, Encyclopedia Dramatica keeps shutting down every once in a while, people will survive without Kiwifarms as well.
Sic transit gloria mundi.

For a less final solution, have you considered making all off-topic forums (or just the particularly annoying ones) exclusively available for a monthly subscription fee?
I cannot imagine why someone would pay $5 a month just to sperg about politics on A&H, but a good chunk of them would probably do it nonetheless.
If that board's particularly irritating, you might as well get paid for putting up with it.

And while we're at it, I do really appreciate that you've made an uncucked and viable 4chan-alternative.
I'm sure the userbase appreciates it as well. If there's anything the community can do to make it less of a hassle, just ask them.
I know that's not your way of doing things, but I'm certain you would find plenty of volunteers.
 
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