Lolcow Melinda Leigh Scott & Marshall Castersen - Sue-happy couple. Flat earth conspiracists. Pretending to be Jewish. Believe Kiwi Farms is protected by the Masonic Order. 0-6 on lawsuits. Marshall is dead.

Yes, madness is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.

Keyword there: "same thing"

But that's the key. I haven't done the same thing over and over.
Here's the facts, which you haven't extracted very well from reading:

Phase I -- Age 17-24: Half-awake phase. I was still partially spiritually blind during the time. I was a Virgin and married the guy who seduced me, as The Torah requires, and I was with only one dude until I left. He believed in "G-d" but thought he didn't have to read The Bible because he was a "good" person. He turned out to be abusive. I left.

Phase II -- Age 24-30: I had a series of male concubines, all of whom I left. I went from having about 15 questions to ask a dude before getting involved to 150 questions. I grew in knowledge and understanding of The Torah. I cut out all Christian, Ultra conservative Jewish, Pagan, Atheistic and Goy men from the process. I went only for truth seekers. They all had eithe (a) closet addictions (b) were abusive or (c) wanted to control me/wanted me to submit.

Phase III - Age 30-35: Asked 150 questions of Marshall. Yes, 150 questions! That's how careful I was. By age 30 I was well versed in The Torah. This lead to my Second Marriage, with a Torah seeking guy. But he fails to follow The Torah on many counts!

Phase IV -- Age 35+: Twice divorced, but do you think I'm going to repeat Phase I, and Phase II? NO! There will be no more male concubines. I'm not getting married a third time without refining my 150+ questions process. I know so much more about Narcissism now than I did at 30!
and not at any of those points did you ever consider fixing yourself. It's all the screening of what you want. What about the guy's list of requirements? Like not being an obnoxious harpy.

Add to that, your screening process boils down to who follows your cult or not. Still going for spousal rape? That's fine and dandy! Just so long as I don't marry a Christian or pagan or an atheist! What a horrible marriage that would be, with a guy who let's his wife own her own body and be free to do things that isn't being a clown car. All those romantic walks in the park, laughing at each other in a restaurant, have someone interested in your hobbies and you as a person? Ugh! The horror!
You think you know the secret formula for Mr. Awesome?
I know the blatantly obvious on how to be relatively content, on how to keep a roof over my head, and not devalue myself to be a pump and dump victim




That ain't healthy
I'm suspecting all these pregnancies are all a plot to avoid getting periods. Not sure, but I wouldn't be surprised if she had some Carrie moment in her youth too
 
and not at any of those points did you ever consider fixing yourself.

That's the conclusion you reached after reading that? That's so incorrect. I clearly said I made the following changes from age 17 to 35:
1. I returned to The Torah
2. I developed 150 questions to identify a compatible male
3. I dropped any notion of being with any guy that wasn't actively seeking Truth

So, see, you are wrong.


Just so long as I don't marry a Christian or pagan or an atheist! What a horrible marriage that would be, with a guy who let's his wife own her own body and be free to do things that isn't being a clown car. All those romantic walks in the park, laughing at each other in a restaurant, have someone interested in your hobbies and you as a person? Ugh! The horror!

Christian men ARE horrible men. They tell their wives that they are "head of the house". That is SPIRITUAL NARCISSISM. IE MENTAL ABUSE of WOMEN. The belief that they are entitled to power and control simply because they were born with a dick. "I'm more important than you because I have a dick" is a RED FLAG

Pagans are evil, because they are estranged from The Torah. Atheists are evil because they give Elohim the middle finger. So yes, horrible choices for men.


a pump and dump victim

I just think it's sad that you see single motherhood like this.

To the contrary, being left with a child doesn't make you a cast away. You have to own your sexuality. What about a woman's desire for pregnancy and sex in the process? Women are not the material on which a man acts. They are equally involved in pregnancy.

Why don't you see this as the potential to be a Matriarch?


Except you don't even follow that. You just claim you do so you can justify your actions. If you were actually Jewish you would follow more than the first Book.


You rely heavily on The Talmud, not The Torah. So I just don't see any substance in what you are saying
 
Christian men ARE horrible men. They tell their wives that they are "head of the house". That is SPIRITUAL NARCISSISM. IE MENTAL ABUSE of WOMEN. The belief that they are entitled to power and control simply because they were born with a dick. "I'm more important than you because I have a dick" is a RED FLAG

Pagans are evil, because they are estranged from The Torah. Atheists are evil because they give Elohim the middle finger. So yes, horrible choices for men.

Once again, you're making generalizations because you don't like a religion and you don't understand them. Once again, replace Christian with black and you can easily see how bad you make yourself look.
 
No. I fact, I went to his house yesterday after Shabbat ended and he wouldn't give me my nursing pillow. I need it for my daughter. And then he got up all in my face and told me to "get off his property". Then he started recording me.

I guess he thinks holding my stuff hostage is accomplishing something? All it does is validate my decision to leave him. He is NOT a gentleman. It's like, "how are you going to treat a breastfeeding woman like that who is nourishing your own child?"
You two deserve each other.
 
Once again, you're making generalizations because you don't like a religion and you don't understand them. Once again, replace Christian with black and you can easily see how bad you make yourself look.

I don't understand Christians? C'mon now. I actually can quote their Rabbi Paul better than most of them can. Every debate in which I have gone head to head with a Christian results in them utterly displaying terrible biblical illiteracy.

Show me a SINGLE Christian sect that does NOT teach that man is head over woman and I will tell you that I am wrong.
(HINT: don't hold your breath, because you won't find one!)

Any religion that teaches a woman is an a second rate, inferior creation in comparison to a man is EVIL
 
I don't understand Christians? C'mon now. I actually can quote their Rabbi Paul better than most of them can. Every debate in which I have gone head to head with a Christian results in them utterly displaying terrible biblical illiteracy.

Show me a SINGLE Christian sect that does NOT teach that man is head over woman and I will tell you that I am wrong.
(HINT: don't hold your breath, because you won't find one!)

Any religion that teaches a woman is an a second rate, inferior creation in comparison to a man is EVIL
Lemme turn this question on you, can you show me a single Christian sect that teaches that man is head over women? Can you prove how Christianity is evil? You so often like to ask questions without answered prepared, so I'd like to see you answer this one.

also judaism does hold women as second rate but i'm pretty sure that you're too dumb to know that
 
I don't understand Christians? C'mon now. I actually can quote their Rabbi Paul better than most of them can. Every debate in which I have gone head to head with a Christian results in them utterly displaying terrible biblical illiteracy.

Show me a SINGLE Christian sect that does NOT teach that man is head over woman and I will tell you that I am wrong.
(HINT: don't hold your breath, because you won't find one!)

Any religion that teaches a woman is an a second rate, inferior creation in comparison to a man is EVIL
Catharism.

Edit: I'll spoonfeed you. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Catharism
the Cathars saw women as equally capable of being spiritual leaders.
 
Lemme turn this question on you, can you show me a single Christian sect that teaches that man is head over women? Can you prove how Christianity is evil? You so often like to ask questions without answered prepared, so I'd like to see you answer this one.

also judaism does hold women as second rate but i'm pretty sure that you're too dumb to know that

Rabbinical Judaism, that is. Those are the sects of Ultra Orthodox, Orthodox and Conservative Judaism. Karaites and Reform sects have some notions of gender equality. For example Karaites will allow women to be Judges.

Here are Christians teaching that woman is a second rate creation:


https://www.christianpost.com/voices/why-the-husband-is-the-head-of-the-household.html




Catharism.

Edit: I'll spoonfeed you. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Catharism

Yeah, and who slaughtered them into extinction?
 
Rabbinical Judaism, that is. Those are the sects of Ultra Orthodox, Orthodox and Conservative Judaism. Karaites and Reform sects have some notions of gender equality. For example Karaites will allow women to be Judges.

Here are Christians teaching that woman is a second rate creation:


https://www.christianpost.com/voices/why-the-husband-is-the-head-of-the-household.html






Yeah, and who slaughtered them into extinction?
I showed you a sect. You didn't say shit else about fuck. I showed you a sect of Christianity that did the thing. Now own up.
 
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I showed you a sect. You didn't say shit else about fuck. I showed you a sect of Christianity that did the thing. Now own up.

I don't see a scholastic consensus that they were "Christians"

"Cathar beliefs ultimately derived from the Persian religion of Manichaeism but directly from another earlier religious sect from Bulgaria known as the Bogomils who blended Manichaeism with Christianity. "

Source: https://www.ancient.eu/Cathars/
 
Rabbinical Judaism, that is. Those are the sects of Ultra Orthodox, Orthodox and Conservative Judaism. Karaites and Reform sects have some notions of gender equality. For example Karaites will allow women to be Judges.

Here are Christians teaching that woman is a second rate creation:


https://www.christianpost.com/voices/why-the-husband-is-the-head-of-the-household.html

And once again, you cite a shitty tabloid as evidence. Not surprised.
 
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Damn, guess CWC won’t be able to depend on Melli getting him a date. She never clarified if autism means abnormal which means forever alone.

And whoa. Gurl needs to get out more. All the couples I know are equal partners in the relationship. I even know couples where the woman even owns the house and is the breadwinner by choice. But okay then. All those Christian couples obviously suppressing the woman. I think they belong to the sect called....nondenominational.
 
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That's the conclusion you reached after reading that? That's so incorrect. I clearly said I made the following changes from age 17 to 35:
1. I returned to The Torah
2. I developed 150 questions to identify a compatible male
3. I dropped any notion of being with any guy that wasn't actively seeking Truth

So, see, you are wrong.
what, you don't think any of the guys in your cult have standards? That is sad, considering you're waving more red flags than communist parade

What if you find a fellow cult member, but he doesn't want a woman with kids? What if he doesn't tolerate marijuana? What if he expects a woman to pull her own weight instead of being a dead weight? What if they only like blondes?




Christian men ARE horrible men. They tell their wives that they are "head of the house". That is SPIRITUAL NARCISSISM. IE MENTAL ABUSE of WOMEN. The belief that they are entitled to power and control simply because they were born with a dick. "I'm more important than you because I have a dick" is a RED FLAG

Pagans are evil, because they are estranged from The Torah. Atheists are evil because they give Elohim the middle finger. So yes, horrible choices for men.
and judging from Marshall I can say netzarim men are horrible men. If you can say all of christian/pagan/atheist men act a certain way, it's fair to call all netzarim men wife beating baby-killers

I just think it's sad that you see single motherhood like this.
I don't see single motherhood like "that". I see you like that. YOU. You are pumped and dumped. And you never aspired to be anything more than a wank tissue used to get a man off then tossed aside with a brood you can't afford.

Why don't you see this as the potential to be a Matriarch?
Bitch, I'm the Goddam empress of my little home. I own it, I control it, I have all the power in my life. Adding kids? I will become servant to them. And no, you will not be a matriarch, because kids and men are human and you cannot and should not control them, and it retarded of you to even try.

Enjoy the screaming hell you've imposed on yourself. You can't control shit. You can't indoctrinate shit.
 
and judging from Marshall I can say netzarim men are horrible men

It's a folly to think that way. Truth is truth, regardless of anyone's free will. You cannot judge Truth by the actions of others. Truth is found by logic, reason and study.

Should I stop believing in The Creator just because of what others who believe in The Creator have done to me?


You are pumped and dumped


According to what facts?


And you never aspired to be anything more than a wank tissue used to get a man off then tossed aside with a brood you can't afford.


Where did I ever say that?


What if you find a fellow cult member, but he doesn't want a woman with kids? What if he doesn't tolerate marijuana? What if he expects a woman to pull her own weight instead of being a dead weight? What if they only like blondes?

Of course, there are other compatibility issues at play. However, marijuana is clean, so if he doesn't accept it than he is not spiritually in line with The Torah. Also, men of YHWH don't believe women are the hunters, so that usually isn't an issue. The Sages of the Apocrypha say its a man's job to be the head provider.

If a man my age can't accept a woman with children his thinking is wrong. Because it's impossible to be in your 30s and not have children unless you did something evil like (a) take birth control (b) have abortions (c) tied her tubes/removed her uterus or (d) watch porn to get off.

So, either he has to get with a Virgin, who is many many years younger, which presents its own problems (with the age gap), but is ultimately better than accepting a woman who had an abortion....or he has to accept a woman with children. You can't be both Righteous and not accept a woman with children (because women with children are the Righteous ones who didn't kill their children or do other evil things to have children).

There is one exception to this, philosophically speaking. A woman may have taken birth control in the past and then repented of it. But she isn't going to be as wise as a woman who had children and never took birth control. The longer you follow The Torah in a state of cleanness (not having taken birth control), the more anointing you will have. A woman who has a history of taking birth control is not going to be as anointed. She lived most of her time in a state of uncleanness.

Also, it's been scientifically proven that pregnancy, childbirth and motherhood changes a woman's brain. Increases her intelligence.

SO there's that.
 
It's a folly to think that way. Truth is truth, regardless of anyone's free will. You cannot judge Truth by the actions of others. Truth is found by logic, reason and study.

Should I stop believing in The Creator just because of what others who believe in The Creator have done to me?
when did I say you should stop believing in the creator just because everyone in your cult is shit?

Do you run out of a group the moment one asshole pops up? If someone in your cult was a pedo, will you switch to euphoric atheism? Or will you become a danger haired pagan when you fail to find a netrarim guy who isn't a wife beater?


According to what facts?
your numerous failed relationships and the fact you can only have a guy for so long before he either pisses off or you get slapped around and can't cope


Where did I ever say that?
You don't need to say it, it's obvious when you put your selfies up getting all insecure when nobody wants to fuck you. It's obvious when you go from man to man saying it's all about looks and it's totes fine if he leaves because you just wanted his baby juice anyway. It's all cope, melly-poo. By doing nothing in your life but being a clown car cunt you have set yourself up to being nothing more than a wank tissue. When have you ever been valued, or shall I say employed, or required for any use that doesn't involve sex? You even think sex appeal is a woman's greatest weapon- something someone with no mind or strength would say. It's probably your only weapon and only use you have, and even that's a stretch considering what an unhygienic greasy hag you are now


Of course, there are other compatibility issues at play. However, marijuana is clean, so if he doesn't accept it than he is not spiritually in line with The Torah. Also, men of YHWH don't believe women are the hunters, so that usually isn't an issue. The Sages of the Apocrypha say its a man's job to be the head provider.

If a man my age can't accept a woman with children his thinking is wrong. Because it's impossible to be in your 30s and not have children unless you did something evil like (a) take birth control (b) have abortions (c) tied her tubes/removed her uterus or (d) watch porn to get off.

So, either he has to get with a Virgin, who is many many years younger, which presents its own problems (with the age gap), but is ultimately better than accepting a woman who had an abortion....or he has to accept a woman with children. You can't be both Righteous and not accept a woman with children (because women with children are the Righteous ones who didn't kill their children or do other evil things to have children).
tough. It doesn't matter what you say or argue or do, if no marijuana or not having kids is his standard, you have to suck it up and deal. That man or men aren't for you
There is one exception to this, philosophically speaking. A woman may have taken birth control in the past and then repented of it. But she isn't going to be as wise as a woman who had children and never took birth control. The longer you follow The Torah in a state of cleanness (not having taken birth control), the more anointing you will have. A woman who has a history of taking birth control is not going to be as anointed. She lived most of her time in a state of uncleanness.

Also, it's been scientifically proven that pregnancy, childbirth and motherhood changes a woman's brain. Increases her intelligence.

SO there's that.
coming from a fool who doesn't know the difference between organic and inorganic chemicals and think vaccines are evil and viruses have demonic energy, I am going to flat out say any scientific citing you pull are bullshit
 
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It's a folly to think that way. Truth is truth, regardless of anyone's free will. You cannot judge Truth by the actions of others. Truth is found by logic, reason and study.

Should I stop believing in The Creator just because of what others who believe in The Creator have done to me?





According to what facts?





Where did I ever say that?




Of course, there are other compatibility issues at play. However, marijuana is clean, so if he doesn't accept it than he is not spiritually in line with The Torah. Also, men of YHWH don't believe women are the hunters, so that usually isn't an issue. The Sages of the Apocrypha say its a man's job to be the head provider.

If a man my age can't accept a woman with children his thinking is wrong. Because it's impossible to be in your 30s and not have children unless you did something evil like (a) take birth control (b) have abortions (c) tied her tubes/removed her uterus or (d) watch porn to get off.

So, either he has to get with a Virgin, who is many many years younger, which presents its own problems (with the age gap), but is ultimately better than accepting a woman who had an abortion....or he has to accept a woman with children. You can't be both Righteous and not accept a woman with children (because women with children are the Righteous ones who didn't kill their children or do other evil things to have children).

There is one exception to this, philosophically speaking. A woman may have taken birth control in the past and then repented of it. But she isn't going to be as wise as a woman who had children and never took birth control. The longer you follow The Torah in a state of cleanness (not having taken birth control), the more anointing you will have. A woman who has a history of taking birth control is not going to be as anointed. She lived most of her time in a state of uncleanness.

Also, it's been scientifically proven that pregnancy, childbirth and motherhood changes a woman's brain. Increases her intelligence.

SO there's that.
I gave you 4 sects of Christianity that teaches that women are spiritual equals.
 
And you think every woman happily married to a Goy, Christian, Pagan or Atheist has good taste?
Yes. It's not my place to judge a woman who is being treated well in her marriage and is happy with her life. You are very obviously not, and searching to fill the void by banging dude after dude and then getting mad at them when they reveal their true colors. If you had any female friends at all they probably could have seen it coming a mile away, especially with Marshall, who almost killed the mother of his child.

You have bad taste in men. There's a saying: if one or two people you meet in a day are assholes, then they're assholes. If everyone you meet in a day is an asshole, then you're the asshole. You attract worthless pieces of shit because you yourself have no redeeming qualities aside from making sure your children are bathed and fed, which is the bare minimum for any parent.
 
when did I say you should stop believing in the creator just because everyone in your cult is shit?

You tried to place the entire value of Netzarim Judaism upon one person


your numerous failed relationships and the fact you can only have a guy for so long before he either pisses off or you get slapped around and can't cope

That's not a FACT. That's an accusation. Strike two.


You don't need to say it, it's obvious when you put your selfies up getting all insecure when nobody wants to fuck you. It's obvious when you go from man to man saying it's all about looks and it's totes fine if he leaves because you just wanted his baby juice anyway. It's all cope, melly-poo. By doing nothing in your life but being a clown car cunt you have set yourself up to being nothing more than a wank tissue. When have you ever been valued, or shall I say employed, or required for any use that doesn't involve sex? You even think sex appeal is a woman's greatest weapon- something someone with no mind or strength would say. It's probably your only weapon and only use you have, and even that's a stretch considering what an unhygienic greasy hag you are now

Again, this is an accusation not based upon facts.



coming from a fool

A fool, according to Hebraic Scriptures, is someone who won't follow The Torah. You have failed to define "fool" correctly




I gave you 4 sects of Christianity that teaches that women are spiritual equals.

I'll check out their doctrinal statements when I have some time tomorrow



It's not my place to judge a woman who is being treated well in her marriage and is happy with her life.

Exactly. Because you are a morally degenerate person who believes that Happiness is the ultimate good and that Benevolent Evil is justified. It doesn't even occur to you that just because an evil person treats you well doesn't justify your being with them in a marriage.

That is a theological and moral error on your part, but you are a Christian, so I am not surprised by your lack of morality.

Here's a saying for you: "you don't know what goes on behind closed doors".
IE--some women think they are being treated well, you won't know what really goes on in their house because they want to save face. Or they say they are being treated well but can't even recognize their injury because they dont even know what a good man is. They think behaviors that are abusive are actually "normal"

I will never believe for a second that charming men do not hide evil behind closed doors.



searching to fill the void by banging dude after dude

This is called Narration. You are trying to tell me how I feel instead of letting me speak for myself, the number 1 trait of Narcissists!




then getting mad at them when they reveal their true colors.


What's wrong with that?





If you had any female friends at all

Not factual
Ive had female friends consistently my entire life.





who almost killed the mother of his child.


And how did he do that?



they probably could have seen it coming a mile away,


That's called "hindsight bias", illogical thinking on your part. See, this is why you need an education.


You have bad taste in men


According to who?



There's a saying: if one or two people you meet in a day are assholes, then they're assholes. If everyone you meet in a day is an asshole, then you're the asshole.


That's called victim blaming. Get an education.



ou attract worthless pieces of shit because you yourself have no redeeming qualities


According to who? You? The uneducated, Christian who can't make a single logical argument??
 
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