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i thought this was 4 years ago cause the stress-porn?This was 10-ish years ago
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i thought this was 4 years ago cause the stress-porn?This was 10-ish years ago
Not quite stockholm but she pretty much brainwashed me into believing my dad was the bad person.Stockholm syndrome
You must be one of God's punching bags, lmao.I mean you guys are gonna keep trolling so I don't see the harm in telling you. At this point I know you're trolling and will only respond to what I determine are genuine questions.
I lived with her while my parents were going through a divorce. She has severe bipolar.
She pushed me down a flight of stairs which caused me to break my wrist.
She pushed me off of a second floor balcony which caused me to fracture my shin.
She was always physically abusive towards me, frequently had tantrums and destroyed the stuff that I had in my bedrom. She broke a vintage 1970s Panasonic analogue amplifier that my dad gave me.
While I was recovering from both of those she substituted my painkillers for her own antipsychotics which royally fucked me up.
Lamictal, Saphris, Risperidone, and a few others I don't remember. Lamictal gave me severe nightmares. The Saphris legitimately made me sterile (0.01% side effect). The Risperidone made me gain a lot of weight (225 at my heaviest, I'm 140 ish now). All three of those medications can cause Neuroleptic malignant syndrome as a side effect.
I am autistic so I had no idea this was going on, my situational awareness has never been very good.
All I knew was that my dad had moved out for some reason. I was never even told they were getting a divorce.
This was 10-ish years ago. I'm in my mid 20s now.
When she finally got bored of abusing me she kicked me out of the house. I was homeless for 3-ish years.
My dad actually reached out and helped me off the street.
Because of the abuse from my mother and Stockholm syndrome I had a very difficult time trusting my father and I still have cognitive dissonance regarding my relationship with him.
My dad tells me that her abuse was partly because of her bipolar and partly because she didn't want an autistic son - despite her being the one that adopted me.
I've been to a few psychiatrists and have been diagnosed with severe narcissism, abandonment issues, PTSD from my own adoptive mother trying to kill me, PTSD from childhood abuse, anger issues, severe superiority complex, and some other unknown complex where I feel the need to be correct all the time.
I have osteoarthritis from the physical abuse as well as my own rather poor genetics (natural vitamin D and calcium deficciency) so I'm in constant physical pain.
Again, I know you are gonna troll the shit out of this, but you really can't cause that much damage outside of Internet defamation. I have no friends to lose and am on covid relief so I won't lose my apartment.
Started 10 years ago, the e621 account is from the late end of my homelessnessi thought this was 4 years ago cause the stress-porn?
Welcome to the Farms. As you are quickly discovering, the best way to become liked here is to provide information and entertain your peers without talking about yourself. Though it appears that may be too late for you.I mean you guys are gonna keep trolling so I don't see the harm in telling you. At this point I know you're trolling and will only respond to what I determine are genuine questions.
I lived with her while my parents were going through a divorce. She has severe bipolar.
She pushed me down a flight of stairs which caused me to break my wrist.
She pushed me off of a second floor balcony which caused me to fracture my shin.
She was always physically abusive towards me, frequently had tantrums and destroyed the stuff that I had in my bedrom. She broke a vintage 1970s Panasonic analogue amplifier that my dad gave me.
While I was recovering from both of those she substituted my painkillers for her own antipsychotics which royally fucked me up.
Lamictal, Saphris, Risperidone, and a few others I don't remember. Lamictal gave me severe nightmares. The Saphris legitimately made me sterile (0.01% side effect). The Risperidone made me gain a lot of weight (225 at my heaviest, I'm 140 ish now). All three of those medications can cause Neuroleptic malignant syndrome as a side effect.
I am autistic so I had no idea this was going on, my situational awareness has never been very good.
All I knew was that my dad had moved out for some reason. I was never even told they were getting a divorce.
This was 10-ish years ago. I'm in my mid 20s now.
When she finally got bored of abusing me she kicked me out of the house. I was homeless for 3-ish years.
My dad actually reached out and helped me off the street.
Because of the abuse from my mother and Stockholm syndrome I had a very difficult time trusting my father and I still have cognitive dissonance regarding my relationship with him.
My dad tells me that her abuse was partly because of her bipolar and partly because she didn't want an autistic son - despite her being the one that adopted me.
I've been to a few psychiatrists and have been diagnosed with severe narcissism, abandonment issues, PTSD from my own adoptive mother trying to kill me, PTSD from childhood abuse, anger issues, severe superiority complex, and some other unknown complex where I feel the need to be correct all the time.
I have osteoarthritis from the physical abuse as well as my own rather poor genetics (natural vitamin D and calcium deficciency) so I'm in constant physical pain.
Again, I know you are gonna troll the shit out of this, but you really can't cause that much damage outside of Internet defamation. I have no friends to lose and am on covid relief so I won't lose my apartment.
please elaborate on being homelessStarted 10 years ago, the e621 account is from the late end of my homelessness
They aren't inherently porn mods, they just require existing nude body mods for the textures. Initially the male wasn't even nude."look what dragoneer did to my porn mods"
Only my stuff and my bonesDude your mom sounds hot. Does she smash?
In what way?please elaborate on being homeless
Well obviously.I am autistic so I had no idea this was going on, my situational awareness has never been very good.
Your mom smashes your bones? Dearest me, that seems a little bit fucked up even for most furries.Only my stuff and my bones
Does your "stuff" mean your penis?They aren't inherently porn mods, they just require existing nude body mods for the textures. Initially the male wasn't even nude.
Only my stuff and my bones
That's just the magic of the Kiwi Farms.this thread was "look what dragoneer did to my porn mods" to "my mom abused me and i didn't know because i have autism". lmfao what
well, for one, how were you able to frequent the internet while you were homeless? would you use the library computers?In what way?
That's just the magic of the Kiwi Farms.
I've been to a few psychiatrists and have been diagnosed with severe narcissism, abandonment issues, PTSD from my own adoptive mother trying to kill me, PTSD from childhood abuse, anger issues, severe superiority complex, and some other unknown complex where I feel the need to be correct all the time.
I have osteoarthritis from the physical abuse as well as my own rather poor genetics (natural vitamin D and calcium deficciency) so I'm in constant physical pain.
Again, I know you are gonna troll the shit out of this, but you really can't cause that much damage outside of Internet defamation. I have no friends to lose and am on covid relief so I won't lose my apartment.
this forum is making that seem pretty tempting.Dunno about you but major depression makes me want to deepthroat a shotgun,
No, personal belongings.Does your "stuff" mean your penis?
Not anymore. I live more or less alone.Your mom smashes your bones? Dearest me, that seems a little bit fucked up even for most furries.
I had a phone when I was kicked out. myTouch 4G Slide. I still have it. It doesn't work anymore and it's too old to bother fixing.well, for one, how were you able to frequent the internet while you were homeless? would you use the library computers?
Don't put too much tobacco in, you'll ruin the ... blunt effects...not sorry.I haven't even had my evening drink and spliff yet.