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- Jul 7, 2019
@freemale my heart goes out to you truly, and condolences on the loss of your friendsBeen lurking/reading this thread for a while, finally signed up. The depth of this shit is heartbreaking, I really don’t think folks realize how many kids have gone through this, are going through this still, who can never turn back from it. This is a minority generation of experimented-on children, that are dying from suicide, complications and violence.
A lot of y’all seem to think there will be this coming wave of memoirs, suicides, documentaries and attention given to this. Sorry in advance if this counts as a power level, but I spent ages 11-17 as FTM and so, so many people have already detransitioned. Desistors are silenced, censored and largely ignored, and unfortunately some of us continue buying into this crap.
The folks who would’ve had the most riveting stories— blockers as children, abuse in support programs, crippling financial obligations going into adulthood — are dead. 41% seems low. Nobody anywhere gave a fuck when my friends died, one by one, like we were on a fucking schedule. Those of us still here often have varying degrees of medical issues. That shit kills people too. There is rampant sexual abuse, often of preteens, in lgbt+ youth & support groups (mostly by AGP counselors) and it was hell. This is in a non-conversion therapy state. The TRA, trans movement, etc are all fine things to call it but nothing is more accurate than trans cult. It’s an endless sea of empty affirmations and narcissistic self-worship.
Proposal to research 'trans regret' rejected by university for fear of backlash, claims psychotherapist
My battle with the transgender thoughtpolice
(Good luck finding any substantial statistics for us, though!)
Jazz is a particularly upsetting example and his notoriety absolutely affected the minds of some parents. My mom watched I am Jazz for ages, it is pure propaganda, inspiration porn. It’s generally way harder to desist as a mtf in general, but as many of you have said, he has nothing to go back to. I truly hope he doesn’t ever resort to suicide or violence though, because there are men fighting really hard to make life worth living after having gone through similar abuses. Forced sterilization is fucking abhorrent but there truly are other ways to life.
There is no wave coming atm, at least not like that. It’s possible one big thing may come out that shifts the climate of this, but it won’t be permanent: it’s simply more interesting to ‘support’ (gawk) at the brave, inspiring individuals living outside the box than to bother with those of us crawling back inside the box of conformity. Speak a wrong word and you’ve got a hashtag against you. This shit makes me so mad, sorry again if powerlevel/blogging!

This shit is nasty, it is insidious, and I am absolutely certain that history will judge this insanity as harshly as it deserves - I just hope I live to see it
It's interesting, although in no way surprising to me that you believe the 41% figure to be low despite the TRA gatekeepers trying to insist it's inflated
I see creepy older dudes grooming vulnerable young guys into this cult (and it is a cult, without question) and it repulses me
Welcome to the Farms! Voices like yours are needed more than you know