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No, actually. I'd try DMT. Maybe.Ever done DMT or bath salts?
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No, actually. I'd try DMT. Maybe.Ever done DMT or bath salts?
It's a sure fire way though to screw up the brain's chemistry if not now then eventually depending on your genes . And that's what schizophrenia is: unbalanced brain chemistry, and that's mel's issue... Being a schizoI do drugs, multiple drugs, in some admixture or other, every day as I see fit. Acid, shrooms, speed, weed , codeine, percocet, caffeine, nicotine and copious amounts of alcohol. I have never been as dumb as Mel in any waking moment. It ain't the drugs' fault.
I dunno if in utero drug exposure causes personality disorders..organic ones, sure, But Mel's pathology more closely follows the Narcissistic/ Borderline nexus than organic damage. That said, her inability to master reading comprehension could well be organic, and is certainly fortified by her Cluster B issues, which she uses to insulate her ego from the humiliation of her reading disabilty.It's a sure fire way though to screw up the brain's chemistry if not now then eventually depending on your genes . And that's what schizophrenia is: unbalanced brain chemistry, and that's mel's issue... Being a schizo
Iirc Mel smokes or at least approved of bongs. She also claimed her mother took drugs so maybe in utero it affected Mel. Although Mel hasn't provided proof her mother took drugs, afaik her mom was diabetic or on painkillers and Mel chucked a shit when she saw her mom taking a shot of some prescription drug.
Hard drugs can. THC can stay in the body for a long time and can cause development issues in babies.I dunno if in utero drug exposure causes personality disorders..organic ones, sure, But Mel's pathology more closely follows the Narcissistic/ Borderline nexus than organic damage. That said, her inability to master reading comprehension could well be organic, and is certainly fortified by her Cluster B issues, which she uses to insulate her ego from the humiliation of her reading disabilty.
All in all, Mel's mental problems seem to stem more from nurture than nature.
Although @TamarYaelBatYah claims to smoke all the time so maybe shes a psycho because she is constantly consooming THC. Do you ever have panic attacks when smoking weed Smelly Melly?Hard drugs can. THC can stay in the body for a long time and can cause development issues in babies.
Well yes, of course. It was discussed less than 24 hrs ago. Do keep up, Fren.Does anyone else suspect that her dad fucked her and this is why she's so fucked in the head and sex obsessed? The family dynamic she outlined recently just sounds really bizarre to me. She was the only one that liked dad, dad was the only one that liked her. Who could like her? Why would he like her? What is there to like? It only makes sense if they had some sorta "consensual" sexual relationship. Consensual in quotes because children can't consent but she probably thinks she did. Along with making up lies about her mom being a drug addict. Someone else said that they believed it was 100% nature in the nature vs nurture, but I disagree.
I suspect something seriously fucked up happened in her past. People aren't born this broken, circumstances and other people are what break them into something like this. Also stupidity and shortsightedness. Intelligent people are never left with so few tools in their toolbox.
That's heavy profound, Fren.For anyone who reads Manhua's here you may recognize this saying.
"不知天高地厚"
I think it fits Melinda quite well. Melinda is a frog that will never leave her well.
You should read the story Kupamanduka. Unlike the frog who the turtle convinces to leave to explore the wider world. Melinda thinks her little well is the best thing in the world. It's all she knows, it's her palace and her throne. No amount of talking will convince her otherwise. So what if the ocean is more vast than her well. She doesn't know what the ocean is so there for it doesn't exist in her eyes and she can't imagine anything better than her well.That's heavy profound, Fren.
It won't turn me into some kinda buddhist hippy, right?You should read the story Kupamanduka. Unlike the frog who the turtle convinces to leave to explore the wider world. Melinda thinks her little well is the best thing in the world. It's all she knows, it's her palace and her throne. No amount of talking will convince her otherwise. So what if the ocean is more vast than her well. She doesn't know what the ocean is so there for it doesn't exist in her eyes and she can't imagine anything better than her well.
It's an Indian folktale. The Taiwan version is actually really good.It won't turn me into some kinda buddhist hippy, right?
Could be a mixed bag of bothI dunno if in utero drug exposure causes personality disorders..organic ones, sure, But Mel's pathology more closely follows the Narcissistic/ Borderline nexus than organic damage. That said, her inability to master reading comprehension could well be organic, and is certainly fortified by her Cluster B issues, which she uses to insulate her ego from the humiliation of her reading disabilty.
All in all, Mel's mental problems seem to stem more from nurture than nature.
Back then, when she was a kid? 'Cause she was a kidWow, looks like we're getting ever closer. Making progress. Is she about to become a "plural system"/MPD pretender?"durr, the PI was my other personality, durrr"
Does anyone else suspect that her dad fucked her and this is why she's so fucked in the head and sex obsessed? The family dynamic she outlined recently just sounds really bizarre to me. She was the only one that liked dad, dad was the only one that liked her. Who could like her?
I agree. I think she's gone through something that done fucked her up. Might not necessarily be her dad though. Could be an uncle or some dude her groomed her at a young age. Who knows?Why would he like her? What is there to like? It only makes sense if they had some sorta "consensual" sexual relationship. Consensual in quotes because children can't consent but she probably thinks she did. Along with making up lies about her mom being a drug addict. Someone else said that they believed it was 100% nature in the nature vs nurture, but I disagree.
I suspect something seriously fucked up happened in her past. People aren't born this broken, circumstances and other people are what break them into something like this.
yeah, your post was great but relies too heavily on implication. We're dealing with a person that doesn't understand nuance or subtext. The cracks are starting to form so I'm just adding a little more pressure.Well yes, of course. It was discussed less than 24 hrs ago. Do keep up, Fren.
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Gotcha. Redcents raped at church thing has potential too. Zealots like her usually don't stick with the first cult they come across. "True Believers" usually try a bunch out to find the best fit. Chances are Mel was a fervent Xtian at some point, and was fucked (literally and figuratively) by the Church or some members thereof. Betrayal by those she idolised and trusted could certainly lead to her extreme hatred of Christians, esp if she was predisposed in some way (like NPD) to black/white thinking to begin with.yeah, your post was great but relies too heavily on implication. We're dealing with a person that doesn't understand nuance or subtext. The cracks are starting to form so I'm just adding a little more pressure.
If that situation was true (grain if salt though Mel is rather unreliable narrator) guess she's even more of a hypocrite. Her bitterness turned her into the very slut shaming catty woman she hated.Gotcha. Redcents raped at church thing has potential too. Zealots like her usually don't stick with the first cult they come across. "True Believers" usually try a bunch out to find the best fit. Chances are Mel was a fervent Xtian at some point, and was fucked (literally and figuratively) by the Church or some members thereof. Betrayal by those she idolised and trusted could certainly lead to her extreme hatred of Christians, esp if she was predisposed in some way (like NPD) to black/white thinking to begin with.
That said, I still favour the Dadfucker scenario to explain her.
Well her ex Ramon Carcamo was Catholic and Hispanic. Melinda probably was in her Xtian phase around 2006 -2008 when she was with Ramon. I think her dad being Xtian, raping Melinda, and Ramon being Xtian, knocking Melinda up and then leaving her made her tard rage against Xtians and then convert to her moms religion.Gotcha. Redcents raped at church thing has potential too. Zealots like her usually don't stick with the first cult they come across. "True Believers" usually try a bunch out to find the best fit. Chances are Mel was a fervent Xtian at some point, and was fucked (literally and figuratively) by the Church or some members thereof. Betrayal by those she idolised and trusted could certainly lead to her extreme hatred of Christians, esp if she was predisposed in some way (like NPD) to black/white thinking to begin with.
That said, I still favour the Dadfucker scenario to explain her.
The DMT might. There's hope for you yet.It won't turn me into some kinda buddhist hippy, right?
The context is The Torah. Matthew 7:1 are the words of a Torah observant Jewish man who taught others to follow The Torah which says:
"With righteousness you *shall* judge your neighbor". (Lev. 19:15)
The OJB translation is accurate: don't judge unless you are judged first, then you get your judgment back in your face. "the measure you pour out will be poured back to you".
Attachments broked my dude@LoverofPi answered this here but we don't want to make it easy for our beloved Melinda to evade this so I will add my $0.02.
Leviticus 19:15 is addressed to judges, as in judges in a court, Melinda.
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Source: https://www.sefaria.org/Leviticus.19.15?lang=bi&aliyot=0
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That is a plain reading from a widely-used Jewish website. Regardless of what you think of the Talmud we can see how the most revered rabbis over the centuries have understood Leviticus 19:15, free of any Christian influence.
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Source: https://www.sefaria.org/Leviticus.19.15?lang=bi&with=Talmud&lang2=en
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It turns out that the Talmudic Sages understanding of Leviticus 19:15 is consistent with a plain reading of the Torah verse, i.e. that it is concerned with judges in courts. As expected of the Talmud it elaborates and clarifies Leviticus 19:15 and cross-references it with other parts of the Torah.
So, Melinda, there is no scripture, Judaic or Christian, that you can use to justify your hateful behaviour in this particular instance. You will have to own your nastiness on this one.