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I miss my clients and my favorite one died. He had a pretty epic life but man, he was a second grandpa to me. Every day at work he would say "where is your son? I want to see him."

And even though he had alzheimers and complained about Epstein Barr wearing him out (post viral syndrome I guess), he would still smile.

We bonded over so many things like our love for the old school violin masters.

I am going to miss him. I wish I could go back to work but my job is staying closed and has been closed since mid March.

(He lived through the great depression too so that was interesting)
 
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Today while jogging I saw four squirrels run accross a residential road in a perfect line. They went to a small tree in a yard, ran around it, then climbed up, back down, and just kind of played around for a bit before continuing on. No fighting, just running around.

They were on the small side. This and their behavior suggests they are likely a sibling group who have recently left the nest.

It was cute. I hope they find somewhere warm for winter.
 
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just glad I made to the end of the year especially how this one started. Even before covid i got fired from two jobs, and then got stuck at one I hated and it was next to impossible to work with the people there since it was a restaurant where nobody spoke English.

Also tax season next month is gonna a pain in the ass, I need a w 2 from cfa since I still worked there from jan-mid feb. another from the bar I worked...maybe a month or two before my big mouth got me fired from that one. One from a steakhouse I don't even know if i can go back to since I more or less walked off the job and never came back. and finally my one from kfc my current longest lasting job this year.
 
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Fucking terrible, just found out that one of my neighbors died from a brain tumor today. He is survived by his wife and 3 kids, none of his kids are of age yet. He's helped me out of quite a few jams so I want to return the favor, but I don't know how. I told them that if they need anything I'll be available to help.
 
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Looking forward to grocery shopping tomorrow, when I get to laugh at the crazy pod people.
 
I've never been this apprehensive towards the next semester before. Hell, a new college year in general.

So my major is related to theatre (retarded and au.tistic I know) but obviously because coof we can't do anything we normally do. This semester we had a virtual production that I really wasn't zazzed about (though I'm glad I partook in it) and this next semester we are *trying* to have an in-person show. Trade-off is they had to pick a show that could be easily transferable to virtual if need be. The show is about 12/16 year olds and cyberbullying. Yes, we are 20-something university students made to act as 15 year olds on like discord killing ourselves. I chose not to audition because "fuck this shit" and the script pissed me off reading the first three pages. So, I'm part of the technical team. But I hate the show. But I need stuff for portfolio. But it isn't fun.

I know a lot of this has to do with coof but the new professors are millennials that like super-contemporary shit, so regardless of coof we would probably end up doing the kind of theatre I dislike anyway.

I find it hard to doom in general (unlike my mother) but damn I really can't have a lot of what I want to do anymore.
 
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mad as hell now that i just found out the retards in congress blocked the 1400$ dollars we were supposed to get in the second stimulus checks....well for now anyways. oh they said they'll "think" about paying more but that's just congressional washington fatcat speak for " take what we give and be happy we gave you anything." so fucking pissed, the least they could have don is another 1200 or at least an even thousand bucks but fucking 600? and when it's the last time there's gonna be any covid cash?! Fucking hell...goodnight.
 
Been having unbearable anxiety for the first time in a while. Probably exacerbated by PMS. I had a massive panic attack from thinking too much about death earlier today, it's still lingering and it's making it hard to want to go to sleep. This shit is so stupid. I wish I could not fixate so much about every negative thought that pops into my head.
 
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Still stressed about money being tight.

In better news I might be going all stardew valley. A friend of mine has connections with an animal rescue in our area, usually for reptiles and other small exotics. But the rescue recently had a ton of chickens surrendered to it. Said friend happens to have a relative with a spare coop, and I have the land where I live. So I’m getting some new feathery egg producing pets. I’m also looking at clearing land for a garden in the spring, if I can. The land I’m on is very overgrown but I found a patch that’s flat enough. Just need to make battle plans against the weeds and rocks. Money allowing, I might try making a few raised beds later. I’ve wanted to do these sorts of things before but I was limited by suburban neighborhood limitations at my old place.

I still get a “depression” voice nagging in the back of my mind going “don’t start it, it’s too much work and money. How long do you plan to live here? What’s if it’s a waste of time? Boo.” But I’m going to kindly tell it to heck off.
 
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One of my crazier neighbors flipped out over nothing and prompted the popo to kick her door in which resulted in a 5 minute brawl I filmed.
Wish I could share it but alas the powerlevel. This is a gross bleach blonde Jerry springer guest type incase you're wondering.
At least the landlord understands the things I've been telling them about her. I can't believe three different men achieved an erection and managed to complete the act and create her bastard children.
I have validation at last.
 
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Sped Xing said:
Magical thinking. "Oh, it's a new year, so everything will reset. Calendars control reality."
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it's a holiday where you are probably in the midst of time off and coming off a time that was either expensive but wholesome and spent with family, or you did nothing special and watched everyone else do something special. it's a good time to have an excuse to finally pivot
 
Finally my writer's block is gone. After like 2 months of little writing i can retake the plot itself again.
140k words in my mother language and more than the half-story is done. Aiming to the 200k when i finish it.
 
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VIPPER? said:
it's a holiday where you are probably in the midst of time off and coming off a time that was either expensive but wholesome and spent with family, or you did nothing special and watched everyone else do something special. it's a good time to have an excuse to finally pivot
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What does that have to do with what I said?
 
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I'm not agreeing with them, I'm saying why New Calendar Year is a good excuse for normies to pretend to try something new.
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But I wasn't talking about people trying new things; I was talking about the insipid "it's a new year; now everything will be better."

Covid isn't going away, nor are the communists, the coomers, or Congress.
 
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