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Gotta give the guy credit though, he has a good job and a wife all be it an ugly one so he at least has his shit together enough that he isnt ebegging on gofundme over his dad not letting him wear his sisters underware so his home is ABUSIVE like most troons posted here.
He's not ebegging YET. Once you announce to the world you're trans they mail you your permit to shill online for yourself, he just came out so he's still waiting on his.
 
This one literally made me shout "Ew, what the fuck" out loud. And it's just the insanity of the statement that did it... not even a nasty pic of an amhole, fake tits, or something like that.

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"Momma's making a new hole"... You CANT tell me this isn't some kind of genital mutilation/castration fetish. Or at the bare minimum, the desperate AGP coomer desire to have a vagina at all costs, against all reason or sanity. The knife emoji is just the cherry on top.

All that in 2 years... Nope, there's no cultlike grooming in the trans community, none at all!
Meanwhile, in every other mental illness ever, the professionals say something like, "Don't give power to the intrusive thoughts because they will spiral and become worse.".

If the treatment for dysphoria was some CBT (not cock and ball torture - every trans person ever would assume I meant that though) or DBT to learn how to manage those distressing thoughts, then we'd have a much different world right now.
 
Teh politics
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Today, I was walking some final semester nursing students through a c section. I just don't understand how men can fetishize pregnancy and delivery of a child. The experience is gross and dangerous. Blood spurting everywhere. Chunks of fat flying several feet. Vaginas are gross and pregnant vaginas are 100 times worse. Troons are insane.
 
Today, I was walking some final semester nursing students through a c section. I just don't understand how men can fetishize pregnancy and delivery of a child. The experience is gross and dangerous. Blood spurting everywhere. Chunks of fat flying several feet. Vaginas are gross and pregnant vaginas are 100 times worse. Troons are insane.
These are men who creep into women’s public bathrooms to wank to the sound of women taking a shit, or steal used sanitary pads from the bins & stuff them down their own pants for a sexual thrill. When it comes to gross troony fetishism, the fantasy of a healthy pregnancy & birth is a pretty low bar in the scheme of things.

But their fantasy pregnancies don’t seem to include the bits where your whole perineum tears open from bumhole to twat, or mother & baby are having a shitting contest within minutes of each other, or you’re fucking shagged out to the point of giving up after a 30-hour labour. Same way their fantasy ‘girl’ LARPing doesn’t seem to include cleaning up after every man you live with, or being branded an uppity bitch because you actually have an opinion in work meetings and express it. Or being literally sick with fear when you’re walking towards your home after dark and you hear male footsteps behind you. (Sorry if my power wotsit is showing.)
 
This one literally made me shout "Ew, what the fuck" out loud. And it's just the insanity of the statement that did it... not even a nasty pic of an amhole, fake tits, or something like that.

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"Momma's making a new hole"... You CANT tell me this isn't some kind of genital mutilation/castration fetish. Or at the bare minimum, the desperate AGP coomer desire to have a vagina at all costs, against all reason or sanity. The knife emoji is just the cherry on top.

All that in 2 years... Nope, there's no cultlike grooming in the trans community, none at all!
HIS FUCKING HEADER. I- :story::story::story:
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Edit: Found a pic of what he looks like.
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Looks like an average dude to me. He has 7k followers, somehow? Probably because of his fursona, and furries are horny. :roll: Dude, you can larp as a female big-titted furry online all you want without having to knife emoji your dick.
 
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These are men who creep into women’s public bathrooms to wank to the sound of women taking a shit, or steal used sanitary pads from the bins & stuff them down their own pants for a sexual thrill. When it comes to gross troony fetishism, the fantasy of a healthy pregnancy & birth is a pretty low bar in the scheme of things.

But their fantasy pregnancies don’t seem to include the bits where your whole perineum tears open from bumhole to twat, or mother & baby are having a shitting contest within minutes of each other, or you’re fucking shagged out to the point of giving up after a 30-hour labour. Same way their fantasy ‘girl’ LARPing doesn’t seem to include cleaning up after every man you live with, or being branded an uppity bitch because you actually have an opinion in work meetings and express it. Or being literally sick with fear when you’re walking towards your home after dark and you hear male footsteps behind you. (Sorry if my power wotsit is showing.)
Because their goal isn't to become a woman, it's to gain all of the "advantages" they perceive women as having with none of the downsides. Hell, you even see them regularly bragging about being better women than real women.
 
I think that bottom reply is actually slightly noteworthy. Even in their comfy online hugboxes chatting amongst themselves they seem to want to go out of their way to play the aggressor and actively frustrate those around them rather than simply coexisting. Besides, what person would actually be pissed off by such a harmless gesture? This dude probably acts like an insufferable dick to his coworkers and then bitches to his twitter about twansphobic cowokews when they just want to go about their business.
 
I think that bottom reply is actually slightly noteworthy. Even in their comfy online hugboxes chatting amongst themselves they seem to want to go out of their way to play the aggressor and actively frustrate those around them rather than simply coexisting. Besides, what person would actually be pissed off by such a harmless gesture? This dude probably acts like an insufferable dick to his coworkers and then bitches to his twitter about twansphobic cowokews when they just want to go about their business.
These same spergs then wonder why they never get invited to parties, and why their coworkers actively avoid them unless forced to interact.

It's legitimately fascinating to see shitheels like these latch onto an ideology as an excuse to be shitty to other people and feel good about it.
 
Today, I was walking some final semester nursing students through a c section. I just don't understand how men can fetishize pregnancy and delivery of a child. The experience is gross and dangerous. Blood spurting everywhere. Chunks of fat flying several feet. Vaginas are gross and pregnant vaginas are 100 times worse. Troons are insane.
Someone should ram a dilator with a pin on the end of it into their neovaginas. Simulate the gore of child birth.
 

Looked through the thread and I guess my idea for an autistic recap wasn't taken yet, here we go. Forgive the formatting since I usually don't do these things.

First things first, the dude spends the beginning of the reaction giving a preamble on how THE TRANSPHOBE is wrong and made 0 compelling arguments towards anything and he is so totally not mad. Then he spends 30 seconds telling everyone to like and subscribe and all the other shit gay beauty vloggers say. Also he makes all these sassy little movements when she's talking because she's so dumb lol

1:20 Muh experience > common sense and scientific studies. Don't dare ever question the troon.

1:50 Troon complains about Vanessa's arguments re bottom surgery and insists that he doesn't think that bottom surgery makes him a woman. It's a really common argument with the ones who are insane enough to actually go through with this. If you didn't think cutting off your dick and replacing it with a putrid axe wound made you a woman, why the fuck did you do it? Either it did make you feel like a woman or it's for fetishistic reasons. (Who am I kidding, that's the same thing)

2:35 Language policing time

2:55 "I wonder if she would tell a cis woman that got bottom surgery because of an accident that she wasn't a real woman" This fucking argument. Don't know if I need to explain the difference between getting reconstructive plastic surgery and plastic surgery for feels because anyone but the most delusional and exceptional individuals already knows how they're not the same thing.

3:45 Suicide baiting != medically necessary

4:50 Every single time he says 'bitch', that great dam holding back a tsunami of built-up hatred and resentment towards women cracks just a little more. Also language policing again

5:12 Projection time

5:30 "I never said my vagina is the exact same as a cis woman's." Yeah, you essentially did. Saying shit like it can self lubricate and that you've shown it to all your friends (ew) and they all said it was "pretty much cisgender", as well as how it somehow feels the same inside.

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COPE

6:45 Goes on some tangent of totally real anatomy about how bottom surgery is done. Basically they splice up the penis into all the same muscle groups as a vagina (because they're the same!) and they put them back in the same places where "it would've normally grown in had I been born a cis woman" . Cites a TikTok.

8:40 Troon calls Vanessa a "Cisgender ass bitch" and explains to a woman how woman's sexual anatomy works

9:00 "I wasn't trying to go into anatomy and all that shit I'm not that deep!" What were you doing three minutes ago
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9:15 The existence of cervical mucus invalidates muh womanhood!!!1

9:33 Most people don't fuck chasers, and actually fuck humans with standards

9:42 - 10:23 Vanessa quotes a study on post op MTFs and lowered libido. Troon largely ignores the study in favor of his own face but does admit to (completely unrelated) libido problems.

11:05 Mpreg + Period fetish discussion time

11:21 "Uterus transplants are already a thing" Yeah, and you can count on one hand how many have been successful. And those were with actual women. You want to know what happens when a natal man gets a uterus transplant? Look up Lili Elbe.

11:32 Starts whining about how much he longs to do mpreg and muh infertility. Nigga you sterilized yourself.

11:41 "You can't just claim to be a feminist and then mock pornsick gay men"

12:03 Acknowledges that showing friends the amhole may have been a bad move

13:55 "Nobody ever regrets this and to prove it I'm gonna show you a screenshot with some words no I don't have the original study lol go google it bigot" He didn't even read the study lol.
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Being fair, only 62 out of nearly 23k patients being known detransitioners is a small number. But it's entirely possible that other patients detrainsitioned and didn't contact the doctor that butchered them in the first place about it. By the study's own admission, half of the surgeons that responded encountered a detransitioner. Also at the end there is a nice little part about chronic post operative pains. This alone is his big gotcha moment to trump Vanessa's subreddit numbers. Nigga may I remind you you cited a goddamn TikTok

14:07 Accidentally admits to transitioning as a way to hide from his past problems and inadvertently explains how trooning out becomes a self-destructive lifestyle

15:42 More cope incoming

16:06 FEAR MONGERING PUBLIC FIGURES LIKE JK ROWLING

16:15 Oh yeah, I hadn't noticed until now but the troon is using the classic "misgender the cis" tactic to epically own Vanessa. I don't think they know it doesn't work on mentally stable people.

The original video is pretty standard going for radfem content, really just a good dose of common fucking sense and provides basic research into troon topics that everyone in this thread probably already knew. Would say it's worth watching however, at least cause I audibly laughed at the part about smells. Vanessa is (predictably) getting dogpiled by the troon's 14 year old army who are shitting up the comment section. Absolute madlass, however. And giving credit to the tran, at least they put more effort into passing than 99% of them do. Still a man tho
 
Looked through the thread and I guess my idea for an autistic recap wasn't taken yet, here we go. Forgive the formatting since I usually don't do these things.

First things first, the dude spends the beginning of the reaction giving a preamble on how THE TRANSPHOBE is wrong and made 0 compelling arguments towards anything and he is so totally not mad. Then he spends 30 seconds telling everyone to like and subscribe and all the other shit gay beauty vloggers say. Also he makes all these sassy little movements when she's talking because she's so dumb lol

1:20 Muh experience > common sense and scientific studies. Don't dare ever question the troon.

1:50 Troon complains about Vanessa's arguments re bottom surgery and insists that he doesn't think that bottom surgery makes him a woman. It's a really common argument with the ones who are insane enough to actually go through with this. If you didn't think cutting off your dick and replacing it with a putrid axe wound made you a woman, why the fuck did you do it? Either it did make you feel like a woman or it's for fetishistic reasons. (Who am I kidding, that's the same thing)

2:35 Language policing time

2:55 "I wonder if she would tell a cis woman that got bottom surgery because of an accident that she wasn't a real woman" This fucking argument. Don't know if I need to explain the difference between getting reconstructive plastic surgery and plastic surgery for feels because anyone but the most delusional and exceptional individuals already knows how they're not the same thing.

3:45 Suicide baiting != medically necessary

4:50 Every single time he says 'bitch', that great dam holding back a tsunami of built-up hatred and resentment towards women cracks just a little more. Also language policing again

5:12 Projection time

5:30 "I never said my vagina is the exact same as a cis woman's." Yeah, you essentially did. Saying shit like it can self lubricate and that you've shown it to all your friends (ew) and they all said it was "pretty much cisgender", as well as how it somehow feels the same inside.

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COPE

6:45 Goes on some tangent of totally real anatomy about how bottom surgery is done. Basically they splice up the penis into all the same muscle groups as a vagina (because they're the same!) and they put them back in the same places where "it would've normally grown in had I been born a cis woman" . Cites a TikTok.

8:40 Troon calls Vanessa a "Cisgender ass bitch" and explains to a woman how woman's sexual anatomy works

9:00 "I wasn't trying to go into anatomy and all that shit I'm not that deep!" What were you doing three minutes ago
:stress:

9:15 The existence of cervical mucus invalidates muh womanhood!!!1

9:33 Most people don't fuck chasers, and actually fuck humans with standards

9:42 - 10:23 Vanessa quotes a study on post op MTFs and lowered libido. Troon largely ignores the study in favor of his own face but does admit to (completely unrelated) libido problems.

11:05 Mpreg + Period fetish discussion time

11:21 "Uterus transplants are already a thing" Yeah, and you can count on one hand how many have been successful. And those were with actual women. You want to know what happens when a natal man gets a uterus transplant? Look up Lili Elbe.

11:32 Starts whining about how much he longs to do mpreg and muh infertility. Nigga you sterilized yourself.

11:41 "You can't just claim to be a feminist and then mock pornsick gay men"

12:03 Acknowledges that showing friends the amhole may have been a bad move

13:55 "Nobody ever regrets this and to prove it I'm gonna show you a screenshot with some words no I don't have the original study lol go google it bigot" He didn't even read the study lol. View attachment 1870489
Being fair, only 62 out of nearly 23k patients being known detransitioners is a small number. But it's entirely possible that other patients detrainsitioned and didn't contact the doctor that butchered them in the first place about it. By the study's own admission, half of the surgeons that responded encountered a detransitioner. Also at the end there is a nice little part about chronic post operative pains. This alone is his big gotcha moment to trump Vanessa's subreddit numbers. Nigga may I remind you you cited a goddamn TikTok

14:07 Accidentally admits to transitioning as a way to hide from his past problems and inadvertently explains how trooning out becomes a self-destructive lifestyle

15:42 More cope incoming

16:06 FEAR MONGERING PUBLIC FIGURES LIKE JK ROWLING

16:15 Oh yeah, I hadn't noticed until now but the troon is using the classic "misgender the cis" tactic to epically own Vanessa. I don't think they know it doesn't work on mentally stable people.

The original video is pretty standard going for radfem content, really just a good dose of common fucking sense and provides basic research into troon topics that everyone in this thread probably already knew. Would say it's worth watching however, at least cause I audibly laughed at the part about smells. Vanessa is (predictably) getting dogpiled by the troon's 14 year old army who are shitting up the comment section. Absolute madlass, however. And giving credit to the tran, at least they put more effort into passing than 99% of them do. Still a man tho
With regard to doctors never seeing a patient experiencing regret, the amount who just deny, deny, and deny some more when things go wrong isn't negligible.
 
Men with fetishistic disorder can be treated with cognitive behavioral therapy, medication, or both. So there's pretty much no hope because an AGP would need to find a therapist who who doesn't say he's uwu valid and reinforce the delusions.

I'm sure I read about some wannabe trannies being successfully treated with an antipsychotic medication back in the 90's but I can't find any reference to it now.
There is quite a bit of discussion in the General transgender discussion thread.
 
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I've been fascinated by this girl:
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I also wrote something on her back here, but I decided to go through her posting history properly. Since she post so much shit at considerable length, you can write something of a history and it's actually straight bingo for a teenage girl troon-out. Moreover, she has this weird tendency to write posts that can only be understood in light of other posts which makes this an interesting exercise.

Some miscellaneous background:
She is 18 (making her ~14 in the 'before'), grew up in "a liberal town" in Oregon that is not Portland and is currently studying CS at Reed College; a liberal arts college "known for its ... progressive politics [and] de-emphasis on grades." She goes by 'Alan,' not exactly sure what her birth-name is other than that it is four letters long, begins with A and an 'L' in it; I believe this makes it Ayla since she implies that it doesn't start with "Al" and that it isn't particularly unusual. Decided she was a "trans man" in Sept 2020 and is still pre-everything.

She has an older sister and a half-brother. Her parents are not divorced. Her father is unemployed, probably majored in philosophy (she writes a lot of random shit) and she seems to imply that he has mental health issues. It's not clear what the deal is though, as I said above: she doesn't care all that much for the comprehension of her readers. Relatedly, her older sister has a history of unspecified mental health problems including self-harm. I think her half-brother is her father's and this implies that they have psychological issues of some sort as well:
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This doesn't actually make sense, but the "what my dad gave me and my siblings" is almost certainly mental health issues based on post history clues.

History:
She was an undeniably feminine child and teenager:
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And was a fan of the Youtuber Zoella, for example; definitely not your tom-boy type. She does have a few atypical interests and proclivities though, she seems to have developed an interest in video games and in high school was on the robotics team. She is also planning on majoring in CS and has a slightly repetitive interest in programming:
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The idea of being a "woman in CS" or related themes shows up quite a bit. It seems like an identity that mattered to her, in one post she expresses that she feels she is letting down her sex by transitioning and therefore giving up the "woman" part of it.

Anyways, like all such cases her problems began with puberty:
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There are a couple of things that stand out here: the non-specific anxiety issues, the big breasts and anime. There's definite some yaoi in there:
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At the same time she also started having issues with her sexuality which seems to have begun with her having difficulty to relate to her friends' feelings re. men:
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...which she was assisted in by her "nb and very outwardly queer" friend and YouTube videos (never a good influence). She seems to have had serious issues with locating herself sexually:
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She never seems to evince any real sexual attraction of a physical nature in her posts. There is a kind of uncertain abstractness in the way she talks about sexuality. Also note the aversion towards heterosexual relationships as a woman. From 15-18 she seems to have somewhat stable in her identity, then over the summer of 2020, she has some sort of mental crisis:
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Over a few months, she progresses from obsessive thoughts about her breasts to "I am a man":
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She does this in stages, by first being "genderfluid" before - with the help of YouTube - settling on "trans man":
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Some 'elder' FtM also helped affirm her in as a True Man:
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And her college is also facilitating her in her new found quest to fuck herself up:
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As indicated above, her family - her mother in particular - is not taking it well:
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This is real Feels, IMO. The certainty that your dear daughter is hurting herself, the helplessness of not knowing what you can do and the impotence of feeling denied the right to do anything. Her mother sees her elder sister's self-harm in Ayla's desire to amputate her breasts:
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I feel that she doesn't fully comprehend the fullness of the love and care a parent feels for their child:
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This girl is well and truly down the rabbit-hole. Totally ensconced in troondom.

Why?
As I said back at the beginning, this girl is a real bingo card. She grew in a hyper-liberal environment and with plenty of exposure to 'LGBTQ+' type stuff. She also wasn't worried about her family's reaction; she had come out as lesbian (though it doesn't sound like her mom took this seriously) and thought that coming out as 'trans' would be no different. She had a 'non-binary' friend at 15 for example, and her CS classes are apparently full of MtF troons:
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There's also that "elder trans friend," who again helps her believe that 'trans' is a valid and normal thing and the fact that her college's HCC is willing to aid and abet her in this folly.

Media is another factor. Aside from the aforementioned anime & yaoi consumption, there's also this:
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And there was at least one other post about shows with troons. Additionally, she was - by her own admission - influenced by FtM YouTubers, in particular Jammidodger, of whom she seems to be quite a fan.

But none of this really answers the question: why? It's a hard question and one made doubly hard by her not really seeming to know either. The primary driver behind it seems to have been body dysmorphia over her breasts:
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I don't know why she developed some neurosis over her breasts, but once that got going it seems that courtesy of the environmental influences, she latched onto 'being trans' as an explanation:
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And then smuggled in all the other anxieties, confusions over her personal identity and some general feelings of oddness into the catch-all of 'gender dysphoria.' Beyond her breasts, her views seem bizarre and contrary to her desire to troon out:
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She doesn't have significant "bottom dysphoria" and her fantasies about being a man come off as inchoate and empty:
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Why do you need to not have breasts to do any of this? What, indeed, does being a man have to do with any of it? What does it even mean to [live] as a man? She doesn't seem to really cogitate on the why, she just takes it as a sort of biological axiom that she needs to do all these things. She believes this is a "biological thing":
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But, of course, it's not. That doesn't even sound like a plausible thing to believe at a subjective level; why did this "biological" desire to do this to yourself not appear until you were 18? Wouldn't it be more reasonable to see as extension of past behaviors and feelings? Of confused longings to be something different, to be sure in who you are, to have an explanation for "everything." Where she is now seems truly unfortunate, her latching onto being a "trans man" doesn't seem to have obviously improved her well-being, there's talk of "gender euphoria" over presenting as male, but at the same time there's this:
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And that's actually saddening. I cannot know the whole texture of her life, but my thinking is that she has suffered through the increase 'gender dysphoria' after her 'revelation.' This is a pretty standard outcome - once you 'diagnose' yourself, you hone in like a hawk on gender issues and the result somewhat inevitably is mental turmoil.

It's doubly saddening, because she does seem to have actual problems that go beyond mere teenage angst. Now, I might be schizo posting from here, but my hypothesis is that she is mildly autistic and a good deal of her experiences could be explained in that light.

The priors on this being true are pretty high just since feminine/heterosexually-inclined girls are the most autistic sub-population amongst troons. Pediatric gender clinics typically run up >50% ASD/suspected ASD amongst boys and girls, and rates of up to 70% have been reported in girls in Australia.

Moreover, the repeated confusion and uncertainty over her sexual orientation is extremely common in girls with autism, as is a lack of desire for sexual contact. Girls with autism also have sky-high rates of anxiety disorders, something she certainly seems to suffer from. Beyond mere statistic inference, she constantly says things that are strikingly odd. To get us started, consider this:
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Now, there's nothing unusual about wanting big boobs as a tween, but the way she formulates this is unusual and it's part of a broader pattern in how she talks about being girl. She constantly talks about feeling a sense of lost identity and just looking at the world around her:
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She writes at other times that she didn't feel she really understood being a woman and instead took it as a sort of "competitive" pursuit, and that it was something she did because she thought it was expected of her. A lot of this seems to have been slightly ret-conned as being linked to her gender dysphoria:
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That word 'masking' is a choice one. She also has written multiple times about feeling 'dissociated', of 'feeling uncomfortable at having a physical form' and not '[feeling] like an actual real human person':
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This pattern of not knowing "who [you] are," of being guided by social mimicry. This here is from a qualitative study of women with autism:
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Sound familiar? That feeling of exhaustion is one that she has written about as well.

There is also this which is a real "Oh...":
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Hyper-vigilance to touch is very common in autistic individuals. It also shows how 'gender dysphoria' works to absorb all her struggles and uncertainties; a guiding narrative for her to understand all the things she never could.

There are other little things as well: the slightly stereotyped way she talks about being a programmer, the way her posts often seem to leave out some part of the context or depend on other posts that she could have no expectation that anyone had read. Is that a sign of mild ToM impairment? She always has 'social anxiety' - practically ubiquitous in girls with autism - which alone might mean nothing, but given everything else I'd beg to differ:
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It is always difficult - and dangerous - to diagnose people via reddit posts and ultimately, only she and those who know her best, can say whether it provides a truer explanation for all that she feels. My firm feeling is that she would greatly benefit from, at the very least, investigating the matter. See an autism specialist, one that is experienced with girls & women with autism because she desperately needs something to help her understand why she is the way she is. And this is not the answer:
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Top surgery might stop you from bruising your ribs, but will it really fix your problems? Will you really be any closer to feeling at home in your body, comfortable in who you are? It can be easy to think you know the answer, but we are all easily fooled most of all by ourselves. When anyone struggles with mental illness, they inevitably come to feel an insatiable longing to have things finally be at an end. It drives people to seek these little nirvanas - "perfect" solutions - that in our dreams will finally get the spider off our backs, and each and every time, we are wrong.
First, great deep dive. This is almost textbook at this point.
Second, I think you're right that she may be autistic.
Third, oh Ayla you poor goddamn kid. You're gonna get so fucked over by all this.
 
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