[2021-01-26 09:18:20 UTC] Destiny: punished_furry oh yeah I finally blocked her over it, that chapter is over holy fuck
[2021-01-26 09:18:27 UTC] Destiny: she says just the most unbelievably stupid/clueless/cold stuff and has no idea lol
[2021-01-26 09:20:43 UTC] Destiny: why is she crying over my fucking shit
[2021-01-26 09:20:44 UTC] Destiny: LMFAO
[2021-01-26 09:20:46 UTC] Destiny: what the fuck
[2021-01-26 09:21:30 UTC] Destiny: ana is just insane
[2021-01-26 09:21:48 UTC] Destiny:
https://i.imgur.com/z0klF1m.png why the fuck would you ever think you have any place to send this to someone
[2021-01-26 09:21:57 UTC] Destiny: like, she's supposed to be going to be a therapist it's unbelievable, why would you ever type this to someone
[2021-01-26 09:22:02 UTC] Destiny: you have literally no fucking idea or details about the situation
[2021-01-26 09:22:13 UTC] Destiny: and you're supposed to be in training to be a therapist, how fucking crazy are you to do stuff like this
[2021-01-26 09:22:16 UTC] Destiny: what the fuck is going on in your brain
[2021-01-26 09:23:15 UTC] Destiny:
https://i.imgur.com/qgxaCMn.png this was the last message I sent her
[2021-01-26 09:25:51 UTC] Destiny: Jackp25 we did LUL
[2021-01-26 09:25:53 UTC] Destiny: but she can't resist just
[2021-01-26 09:26:05 UTC] Destiny: out of NOWHERE sending these insane fucking diagnoses of my life it's unreal
[2021-01-26 09:26:14 UTC] Destiny: like the other day she was telling me that I fight with people online because I'm a victim of trauma
[2021-01-26 09:26:20 UTC] Destiny: and then I asked her how she could know that
[2021-01-26 09:26:28 UTC] Destiny: and then she said because I have "fight or flight" response when I type to people on Twitter
[2021-01-26 09:26:32 UTC] Destiny: ???? she doesn't even know what that means LUL
[2021-01-26 09:26:40 UTC] Destiny: and then she was like "normally people feel very empowered when you tell them they're a victim"
[2021-01-26 09:26:44 UTC] Destiny: like what the fuck are you talking about LUL
[2021-01-26 09:31:59 UTC] Destiny: this person
[2021-01-26 09:32:01 UTC] Destiny: is just
[2021-01-26 09:32:02 UTC] Destiny: unreal to me
[2021-01-26 09:32:05 UTC] Destiny: she has all the tools there
[2021-01-26 09:32:06 UTC] Destiny: she knows the terms
[2021-01-26 09:32:09 UTC] Destiny: but she just can't
[2021-01-26 09:32:36 UTC] Destiny: I wonder if she's schizophrenic?
[2021-01-26 09:35:06 UTC] Destiny:
https://imgur.com/a/SCxTPCV I can't do it holy shit I can't penetrate the density of this skull these conversations are all unreal to me oh my god
[2021-01-26 09:35:21 UTC] Destiny: and no none of this is for stream this is just like a personal interest I don't know how minds like this work I seriously cannot conceive of what goes on in her head
[2021-01-26 09:35:28 UTC] Destiny: like I can tell she's learned something, or at least she knows the terms
[2021-01-26 09:35:38 UTC] Destiny: but her inability to make sense of any of it is insane to me I can't understand how someone can exist like this
[2021-01-26 09:37:39 UTC] Destiny: this convo today unironically pushed me over the edge so now I've actually blocked her
https://imgur.com/a/1EgJAgK
[2021-01-26 09:37:47 UTC] Destiny: like holy shit what the fuck is wrong with you why would you talk to someone like this
[2021-01-26 09:39:12 UTC] Destiny: I'm not crazy right, like the shit she's typing is actually fucking insane, yeah?
[2021-01-26 09:39:18 UTC] Destiny: considering she has almost no details of the situation
[2021-01-26 09:39:24 UTC] Destiny: this person is taking on their first client soon, if they haven't already
[2021-01-26 09:39:26 UTC] Destiny: like what the fuck
[2021-01-26 09:39:38 UTC] Destiny: Mike I was like 105 back then I was a fucking stick LUL
[2021-01-26 09:40:10 UTC] Destiny: And then she bounces from like, "term" to "term", but she doesn't understand how to synthesize or apply any of it, it's insane.
[2021-01-26 09:40:30 UTC] Destiny: She's like every year 1 psych student who thinks they're going to get some magical fucking powers to instantly diagnose anyone the second they see them
[2021-01-26 09:40:35 UTC] Destiny: Like they're going to be fucking Sherlock Holmes or some shit
[2021-01-26 09:41:36 UTC] Destiny: nnn especially after she accuses me of being a victim of trauma
[2021-01-26 09:41:43 UTC] Destiny: like bro maybe I'm just so traumatized I can't help myself DaFeels
[2021-01-26 09:42:27 UTC] Destiny: CalmCoast I just feel like
[2021-01-26 09:42:30 UTC] Destiny: her mind is this insane puzzle
[2021-01-26 09:42:38 UTC] Destiny: I feel like every person I talk to is fucking insane
[2021-01-26 09:42:45 UTC] Destiny: Or if I have this unique gift of either making people insane or exposing their insanity
[2021-01-26 09:42:50 UTC] Destiny: and it makes me look at every fucking person like a potential lunatic
[2021-01-26 09:43:07 UTC] Destiny: like who the fuck would have thought Kaceytron for instance would be posting 200 comments on reddit and trying to get her whole discord to get my subreddit/twitch stream banned?
[2021-01-26 09:43:25 UTC] Destiny: I feel like every person is legitimately fucking insane
[2021-01-26 09:43:30 UTC] Destiny: and I feel like I'm actually surrounded by fucking sociopaths
[2021-01-26 09:43:38 UTC] Destiny: like that elee shit is actually unreal
[2021-01-26 09:43:54 UTC] Destiny: it's crazy how much of a little manipulator she is, watching her before/after the manifesto, she's like a fucking psychopath
[2021-01-26 09:44:08 UTC] Destiny: "hehehe oh yeah lil' bob did lose 7 pounds" "ohhh hee hee this was 41 pages longer" "awww he's so self-aware how cute"
[2021-01-26 09:44:14 UTC] Destiny: "i'm glad he released it"
[2021-01-26 09:44:17 UTC] Destiny: >fast forward 3 hours
[2021-01-26 09:44:28 UTC] Destiny: "MY LIFE IS ON THE LINE, EVERYONE IS ATTACKING ME, WHY CAN'T PEOPLE DROP THIS AND LET IT GO AWAY"
[2021-01-26 09:44:35 UTC] Destiny: like holy shit these people are actually unironically fucking crazy
[2021-01-26 09:44:50 UTC] Destiny: I don't understand how I run into so many of them
[2021-01-26 09:45:08 UTC] Destiny: fun fact the two "craziest" people I've met on paper so far have actually turned out to be some of the sanest, Pxie/Peachachoo
[2021-01-26 09:45:16 UTC] Destiny: and Dan/Mouton haven't gone crazy yet
[2021-01-26 09:45:19 UTC] Destiny: so good for them too
[2021-01-26 09:45:49 UTC] Destiny: dmac but it's not just streamers I feel like even real life people are insane sometimes too I don't know
[2021-01-26 09:46:00 UTC] Destiny: that Sarah girl was so threatened by Melina, I dunno if I mentioned this on stream, but she called me one night
[2021-01-26 09:46:04 UTC] Destiny: out of nowhere after like 12 months of no contact
[2021-01-26 09:46:11 UTC] Destiny: and for like 4 hours she looped the same 3 sentences to me in a conversation
[2021-01-26 09:46:19 UTC] Destiny: I honestly started to dissassociate I thought I was stuck in a mushroom trip it was crazy
[2021-01-26 09:46:29 UTC] Destiny: and she started talking to me asking me if I gave Nook the vegetables or some shit
[2021-01-26 09:46:38 UTC] Destiny: and started mixing up real life and I think Animal Crossing??? I have no idea
[2021-01-26 09:46:39 UTC] Destiny: for like 4 hours
[2021-01-26 09:46:40 UTC] Destiny: holy fuck
[2021-01-26 09:47:00 UTC] Destiny: the next day she said she was drunk
[2021-01-26 09:47:03 UTC] Destiny: but we were talking for like 4 hours
[2021-01-26 09:47:07 UTC] Destiny: there's no way she was that drunk the entire time
[2021-01-26 09:47:11 UTC] Destiny: and she was speaking pretty clearly..
[2021-01-26 09:47:22 UTC] Destiny: also idk I don't know drunk people that loop, usually that's a psychadelic thing
[2021-01-26 09:47:40 UTC] Destiny: no not that one
[2021-01-26 09:47:43 UTC] Destiny: Sarah from Tinder/LA
[2021-01-26 09:47:52 UTC] Destiny: Xailum yeah
[2021-01-26 09:48:13 UTC] Destiny: Walcour idk that's not my shit
[2021-01-26 09:48:19 UTC] Destiny: tbh everyone she works with might be crazy too
[2021-01-26 09:48:22 UTC] Destiny: Melina not yet YeeLaugh
[2021-01-26 09:48:34 UTC] Destiny: Like Ana is still friends with Drew and Waffles and they're on stream and shit
[2021-01-26 09:48:35 UTC] Destiny: and no one notices?
[2021-01-26 09:48:51 UTC] Destiny: do people just not listen to each other when they talk so they don't pick up on crazy shit? or am I just doing something to make people insane or what
[2021-01-26 09:49:05 UTC] Destiny: like my track record is really unbelievable, even as far as streamers go, for just insane encounters
[2021-01-26 09:49:17 UTC] Destiny: I still can't get over showing up at my apartment and seeing Denims and Atlas just pop their heads out up in the loft
[2021-01-26 09:49:21 UTC] Destiny: like am I actually fucking crazy what the fuck
[2021-01-26 09:50:02 UTC] Destiny: wypeepoo no I'm not
[2021-01-26 09:50:16 UTC] Destiny: Denims/Atlas are running around behind the scenes talking so much shit about me and trying to get me fucking hated by other people in the little politics circles
[2021-01-26 09:50:17 UTC] Destiny: LUL
[2021-01-26 09:50:30 UTC] Destiny: I have so many fucking crazy people working in the shadows/background talking so much shit about me it's unreal
[2021-01-26 09:50:44 UTC] Destiny: and honestly when I go back and I look at my interactions with other streamers I sincerely feel like I've been one of the nicest people on this shit platform
[2021-01-26 09:50:52 UTC] Destiny: but somehow I get labeled a sociopath because I call people out for saying dumb shit sometimes
[2021-01-26 09:50:55 UTC] Destiny: it's like unreal to me