But seriously Lou. Every person deserves some postive outcome from interacting with you, not just your Twitter buttbuddies. Doesn't matter their occupations, genders, races, religions, nationalities, hobbies (as long as it's not illegal or simply too autistic/turbodegenerate) or their political persuasions (ditto); there are big and little methods to do that, but the major methods that will allow you to grow the actual skills and traits to bring about positive outcomes for every other person you meet is to offer some kind of worth to them on a day-by-day basis. A career, volunteering, hell even the classic "help a old lady cross the street" cliché sometimes. Everyone deserves a kind eye and some help, but there is a proportionality to being able to receive such gestures, and you have been blowing that far past any understandable proportions for a good while. If you really want to receive help (especially the monetary kind), you need to give some of that back, one way or another. Your current habits and dispositions? They are a major roadblock right now to such goals. You need to try to shed those, even with just bit by bit, but you have to constantly keep going with that, everyday. Otherwise, you will return right back to where you are right now. And that is the hell of your own making we've been cataloguing so far.
Be better, Lou. What I have described is the kind of actions, the kind of change, that Runzi is looking for. Not your Twitter shit.
