How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[Esmeraude]

Honestly not great lol. I have a week to find somewhere else to live and so far no one is calling me back at all. I'm about to be like fuck it and put all my stuff in storage and do an extended stay hotel until I can get something but I'll have to leave my dog with family and he's never been separated from me or my mom for longer than a week ;;

Other than that, my gf and I are doing good and work is just fine.

 

[A Grey Cat]

I'm an alcoholic, I've not only run amok on this site going on drunken rants that make me look like a jackass, but I'm also damaging myself and my health. Starting to tomorrow I'm pouring the last of the liquor down the drain and going cold turkey.

The only positive is I don't live with friends or family and can't directly hurt them with rampant alcoholism, at least not directly.


Anyone willing to do the AA thing and be my sponsor?

 

[soft breathing]

Starting to tomorrow I'm pouring the last of the liquor down the drain and going cold turkey.

As much as I respect, support and encourage your decision - please be careful and take care of yourself. Going cold turkey on alcohol can be pretty dangerous, depending on how bad your alcoholism was. Just. Take care, alright. And the best of luck to you.

 

[A Grey Cat]

As much as I respect, support and encourage your decision - please be careful and take care of yourself. Going cold turkey on alcohol can be pretty dangerous, depending on how bad your alcoholism was. Just. Take care, alright. And the best of luck to you.

It's not that bad. I'd usually get hammered every two weeks whenever I got paid. But still it's such an unpleasant experience and I don't want into get outta hand to where I can't just quit without hurting myself

 

[Wraith]

First complete weight lifting session after being in the hospital. Leg work great the other day, and today I'm back to 100% and feeling like I can continue increasing my STR stat in the coming weeks. Looking good. I'll look like Louie the Rune Soldier in months, you'll see.

 

[Meat Target]

IT'S A TWISTER IT'S A TWISTER

 

[Curt Sibling]

IT'S A TWISTER IT'S A TWISTER

Photos, please.

 

[Meat Target]

Photos, please.

Nothing to see yet. And I'm not sure I wanna stick around once there is.

 

[Curt Sibling]

Nothing to see yet. And I'm not sure I wanna stick around once there is.

You cannot post about a tornado and then not provide snaps, pilgrim.

 

[Meat Target]

You cannot post about a tornado and then not provide snaps, pilgrim.

Okay, this may or may not be a funnel cloud.

Edit: nvm, it was just a low-hanging raincloud

(BTW, customers decided it was a fine time to want things as the sirens blare in the background)

 

[LonesomeDud]

I think I might be depressed from my job. I just feel so sad I can't do more to help people and just wish I had more energy and insight, without power-leveling. I haven't felt this bad since last spring. It will pass, but it's hard.

 

[Justtocheck]

I've had sex lots of times, but I never felt I actually made love even once.

 

[DeadFish]

I'm an alcoholic, I've not only run amok on this site going on drunken rants that make me look like a jackass, but I'm also damaging myself and my health. Starting to tomorrow I'm pouring the last of the liquor down the drain and going cold turkey.

The only positive is I don't live with friends or family and can't directly hurt them with rampant alcoholism, at least not directly.


Anyone willing to do the AA thing and be my sponsor?

Trade in chemical intoxicants for spiritual ones. Connection with the divine is a drug like no other

 

[Cheerlead-in-Chief]

Well then, since the diagnosis of High Functioning Autism, I finished reading the shortest and easiest book that I ordered An Adult With an Autism Diagnosis
(And slowly watching Autistic Spectrum Youtuber's videos: still don't get the current terms of 'hyperfocus' though)
Slowly getting back into drawing but I'm resolved to no longer post online after I do 2 requests.

 

[Erika Furudo]

My partner and me kinda want to settle down in the next few years, so I made the big mistake of looking at prices for houses. Yeah... I feel kind of sick to my stomach now and feel an existential crisis coming at me full-force.

For some reason I can't stop thinking about people who are 10-20 years younger than us. And how much they're going to have to pay for houses when they're old enough and want to settle down. This just somehow sends me spiralling. I don't even know.

I don't think many people will buy homes in the future so you aren't alone. I couldn't afford one if I wanted, but I don't think renting is a bad thing tbh. I remember the place I grew up as a kid, and it was a nice area but now it's a shithole. Buying a house would be comitting to that length of time x2 at the bare minimum, lots of things could change (just look at 2015 to now). I know it may sound like a cope, but maybe it's not a bad thing to not be tied to an area due to having to pay off a house.

 

[DeadFish]

Im a beck song baby. Damnit

 

[Cowpies]

I spent the day ringing out white trash family after white trash family buying giant TVs with their stimulus payments. I'm not even sure I'm going to get this one (I didn't get the $600 one either). I used to be grateful that I was considered 'essential' and still had a job. But after months and months of watching the fat, lazy, sit on their asses and collect welfare types living better than I am (My state has been giving them extra food stamps as well), I've turned into a bitter shell of a human being.

 

[Esmeraude]

Honestly not great lol. I have a week to find somewhere else to live and so far no one is calling me back at all. I'm about to be like fuck it and put all my stuff in storage and do an extended stay hotel until I can get something but I'll have to leave my dog with family and he's never been separated from me or my mom for longer than a week ;;

Other than that, my gf and I are doing good and work is just fine.

Update: My mom got a call back from someone that knows her friend so we might have a place!
Meanwhile, I found a bunch of ancient writing wips while packing and it lit a fire under my ass creatively so to get into the mood I'm listening to MCR. If I could just get in touch with the cringy weirdo that handwrote original stories like kids color pictures in 8th grade, I'd have novels written in no time.

 

[Lil' Misogynist]

My depressed gay furry friend asked if he could come over yesterday and if I could help him wash his fursuit since his new house doesn’t have the cleanest water quality. He wouldn’t tell me how long it had been since he last washed it, but it had to have been at least 8 months, and he let it slip that there was also at least one cumstain in it. It’s been drying in my house overnight, and I just finished brushing it for him too since it was kinda matted.

I feel like I’ve done a service for the world, so I guess I’d say that I’m feeling pretty accomplished.

 

[Curt Sibling]

My depressed gay furry friend asked if he could come over yesterday and if I could help him wash his fursuit since his new house doesn’t have the cleanest water quality. He wouldn’t tell me how long it had been since he last washed it, but it had to have been at least 8 months, and he let it slip that there was also at least one cumstain in it. It’s been drying in my house overnight, and I just finished brushing it for him too since it was kinda matted.

I feel like I’ve done a service for the world, so I guess I’d say that I’m feeling pretty accomplished.

If you really wanted to do a service for the world, you would have burned the thing.

And his fursuit.