Just a scapegoat.
At best (worst?) you could say they enabled each other's worst tendencies.
But, and I have a big meaty boner for personal accountability so this is gonna be meaner than I usually am, Digi you giant, retarded, degenerate tranny faggot, however shitty she is (and she is), you don't get to pin YOUR personal flaws, YOUR lack of discipline, YOUR terminally absent backbone and principles, YOUR frankly baffling "career" choices, and YOUR decadent lifestyle on her.
Especially not while you're descending further and further into it now that she's out of your life.
It's not May's fault. It's not Nate's fault. It's not Mumkey, not Ben, not Ralph, not the former or current PCP, not the people who thought you were a girl because you were fat and had long hair when you were a kid, not your parents, not Anime, not Youtube, and not the haters' fault.
And once you inevitably alienate or are alienated from your current gaggle of loser cocksuckers, it's not their fault either.
Everything that is, has ever been, and will ever be wrong in your life is YOUR FAULT.
I know you're reading this you cunt, so commit it to heart. If you ever have a moment of clarity, remember it.