jusstiss69
kiwifarms.net
- Joined
- May 7, 2021
I listened to half of Part 2 while cleaning today. Nothing too interesting thus far.
@2:23:55 someone asks about his Patreon mansion. It is indeed 3 stories and has a spiral staircase. It’s “a Victorian.”
Someone asks for Contra’s fave Madonna songs. He says “Material Girl,” “Vogue,” “Expres Yourself,” and “Born This Way” lol. Someone in the comments asks if he likes “Like a Prayer,” he says yes but that he highly associates it with Joanne. He says he can’t believe he’s still talking about Joanne....
He says that a lot of his problems during Covid are because he can’t go to bars. And that he hasn’t really dated for the same reason. He says he just reads and plays the piano at night because he’s alone and he prefers to binge watch tv with people. He mentions calories several times, saying that the downside of booze is the calories and that he’s conscious of this since he’s on camera so often. He mentions later he won’t eat a Snickers bar “because calories.”
He says he took an Ambien just before the stream cause that’s the only way he can concentrate.
He says he’s going to rebel against the idea of never being photographed in the same outfit twice because he’s tired of keeping track of what he’s worn and having to constantly buy new clothes.
He says he no longer goes to therapy because his therapist told him to go to group therapy and he hated it, so he stopped.
He talks about taking MDMA and that it made him “transcendently horny or sexual.” He talks at length about being sexually blocked and needing weed, MDMA, etc to open up.
He is asked about the dress in the background, he says he ordered a “Marie Antoinette” type dress for his current video but that it was lost by an international shipper. He says he NEEDS a Marie Antoinette type dress for the video, so he took the JK Rowling bath dress and added stuff to make it fancier. So that’s what it’s doing there.
He says his model for getting older is Lucille Bluth. Because you “can continue being an alcoholic,” not give a fuck about what people say, and be stylish.
He says he’s been living a “pro-ana” lifestyle for awhile. (So I guess eating disorder confirmed.)
He starts crying at 3:20:00 in response to a questioner whose friend took their own life. He says one of his family members attempted suicide very recently. So I guess family history of suicidality....
3:38:05 is kind of interesting. He says that some trans people explanation of their gender doesn’t make sense. Contra gives the example of a gender conforming cis man who says he’s not a man because he doesn’t identify with toxic masculinity. Contra says he’ll use whatever pronouns they want but he still thinks of them as a man. Seems like he could be describing Olly for sure. Or at least a pre transition version of Olly. Olly probably started off saying he was “trans” to Contra before he did anything gender non conforming.
natalie says that she binge watches tv with people, but shes not dating anyone which is what the anon on 4 chan said. The anon said that natalie hires a sex worker 2x a week and also that she moved in 3 of her fangirls into the house to be her "assistants" and that she just binge watches tv with them but the anon also said she gets a weird vibe. Nykysnottrans seems to think that its a mad eup rumor and they may be right but I dont know. Any other clues in the livestream that point to natalie having 3 fangirls living in her house like the allegations claim?