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I planned on writing this post yesterday but I was feeling great yesterday & didn't want to indulge in this stuff so I decided not to. Well, today I had a "sissy attack" (that's what I call it, lol) meaning I spent 3-4 hours playing a sissy game & fantasizing over sissy stuff. I was having slight sissy disturbance since morning. This happens when I don't get enough sleep, usually.
Now, I'll explain the sissy phenomenon here. Most of you guys have crazy conspiracy theories which couldn't even be further from the truth. I see most people here who feel like this is curse on them by satan or something! Well those guys crack me up.
It's really easy to see through the sissy fetish. It's only easy if you are self aware though & it's not that easy to be self aware. Here are the pointers.
Maybe not all of you but at least I got introduced to sissy porn through my long journey of self hatred. I was bullied at school for having a tiny pecker, which is average but due to my obesity, it used to look like it's just an inch long. Also, few of my bullies used to grope my moobs. I still have a case of gynecomastia. So, I was kind of forced into this self female image of myself. One of the guys also had grinded against me once. So, that added to this feminine image too.
I also had & still have extremely low confidence interacting with women. Add to that the extremely religious culture of my household. I had fear of sex. I hated people who were open about sex. I was unable to achieve relationships with girls who were even interested in me. I felt like a relationship prior to marriage would be a sin. So, I kept dodging the relationships & even girls to most extent.
So, you can guess that I was already sexually frustrated. I started browsing gay websites, chat with guys, because I had immense fear of even getting with a girl. I never materialized on any of the gay chatting. But did used to chat with lot of guys back then for 1.5 years.
But then that level of degradation was no longer enough, so I finally looked up sissy porn. I hated it at first because the language those people use was pretty abusive. "You are nothing but a fapping material b**ch" etc. During this time, due to desperation, I finally tried to have a relationship but she not only rejected me, she humiliated me in public too.
This was added fuel to my sissy fetish. Then, I had problems with my career too, so the fetish kept growing & growing. This was my journey so far. Now let me tell you why I don't think it's not a conspiracy against men but most of the perpetrators of this sissy porn are themselves the creator of this fetish. No CIA or anything.
Most "sissies" start by hating their member & that's why calling it clitty starts to feel natural to them. Modern day culture puts a man's worth in his sexual prowess. Most sissies are the men who don't get any action or get rejected by women. Or are just unsatisfied with their sexual life.
When you consider these two things together, you would see that this entire subculture was created by men who are not satisfied with themselves. This is the way out. It's not a conspiracy or an agenda against guys.
How to get out of it, just act straight. Get with women who are sexually available. Feel your masculine power. It's not that hard. Most of the sissies are cis-men. Just get over it bro!
Now, I'll explain the sissy phenomenon here. Most of you guys have crazy conspiracy theories which couldn't even be further from the truth. I see most people here who feel like this is curse on them by satan or something! Well those guys crack me up.
It's really easy to see through the sissy fetish. It's only easy if you are self aware though & it's not that easy to be self aware. Here are the pointers.
Maybe not all of you but at least I got introduced to sissy porn through my long journey of self hatred. I was bullied at school for having a tiny pecker, which is average but due to my obesity, it used to look like it's just an inch long. Also, few of my bullies used to grope my moobs. I still have a case of gynecomastia. So, I was kind of forced into this self female image of myself. One of the guys also had grinded against me once. So, that added to this feminine image too.
I also had & still have extremely low confidence interacting with women. Add to that the extremely religious culture of my household. I had fear of sex. I hated people who were open about sex. I was unable to achieve relationships with girls who were even interested in me. I felt like a relationship prior to marriage would be a sin. So, I kept dodging the relationships & even girls to most extent.
So, you can guess that I was already sexually frustrated. I started browsing gay websites, chat with guys, because I had immense fear of even getting with a girl. I never materialized on any of the gay chatting. But did used to chat with lot of guys back then for 1.5 years.
But then that level of degradation was no longer enough, so I finally looked up sissy porn. I hated it at first because the language those people use was pretty abusive. "You are nothing but a fapping material b**ch" etc. During this time, due to desperation, I finally tried to have a relationship but she not only rejected me, she humiliated me in public too.
This was added fuel to my sissy fetish. Then, I had problems with my career too, so the fetish kept growing & growing. This was my journey so far. Now let me tell you why I don't think it's not a conspiracy against men but most of the perpetrators of this sissy porn are themselves the creator of this fetish. No CIA or anything.
Most "sissies" start by hating their member & that's why calling it clitty starts to feel natural to them. Modern day culture puts a man's worth in his sexual prowess. Most sissies are the men who don't get any action or get rejected by women. Or are just unsatisfied with their sexual life.
When you consider these two things together, you would see that this entire subculture was created by men who are not satisfied with themselves. This is the way out. It's not a conspiracy or an agenda against guys.
How to get out of it, just act straight. Get with women who are sexually available. Feel your masculine power. It's not that hard. Most of the sissies are cis-men. Just get over it bro!