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Vingle said:
This is up to verygayFrogs, and I only suggested this because:
1: She feels bad for posting so much in this thread.
2: Some are tired at looking at her venting, and one went vocal about it.

I'm just trying to find a solution.
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Fair enough. It's not like I can stop her either way, and it's no oil off my down.
 
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Woke up still drunk from yesterday. Had to call in sick for the first time this year.

Everything feels so mundane, maybe it's because of age or something? Can't do what I want to do, have to just keep doing what's expected, never speak about the deep inner things. Don't even know anymore, the memories are so blurry and I've made so many mistakes that I wish could be undone or redeemed. My brain keeps prepending everything with "I wish". I wish that I could physically slap the shit out of my brain but I need that, even though it never helps me out just like how I never help myself out with just telling someone how fucking miserable it feels to live with so little to look forward to and having so much left to do which will never get done due to being a sad faggot who just keeps everything inside and tries to be happy for other people to take for granted.

When you get older, you learn to enjoy the small things in life. With the way I grew up, it was definitely something already experienced since childhood. Life is an endless circle of ups and downs, good times and disasters. Kino and cringe.
All I really want is to make other people happy, just like so many have done in the past. To myself.

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ok thanks Grammarly.

To answer the thread question; am bored af tbh brb turning my neighbors' house into a business on Google Maps and raping with one-star reviews also gonna braid their pubes while they sleep lmao niggers.
 
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Sped Xing said:
I need to take a coffee shit, but the bathroom here is disgusting, so I hope they unload me soon so I can get to the next place. They're so much more friendly and polite at the next place, and their bathroom is always clean.

Why are companies that do the same thing so different?
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Maybe nobody complained or cared about in the first company, or they are just saving money on the cleaning.
 
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For the last few days, I’ve noticed I’ve been relying on digital technology to the point where I’ve almost forgot about my physical tools like books and notebooks. I’ve been planning on changing that for a while now, since I fear my thought process might get changed on how I operate through rational thinking.
 
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I want to take up learning to draw, but man the mental block is hard. It is both cringe to be bad at things, especially at art (i mean it's a premier lolcow trait) and being bad at things when you are old. Hard to excuse myself to others.

I already flunked with programming how I dislike the culture even if the subject looks fun. I have a dislike both to my lack of privacy and anxiety.
Sped Xing said:
It's always like this. I blame the Rabbis.
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It is cheaper to buy air fresheners than clean the toilet.
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Tarnished Fraggle said:
Absolutely terrified and anxious. My operation is tomorrow and I’m honestly freaked because it’s at a shit hospital.
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Try not to think about it and good luck.
 
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albert chan said:
For the last few days, I’ve noticed I’ve been relying on digital technology to the point where I’ve almost forgot about my physical tools like books and notebooks. I’ve been planning on changing that for a while now, since I fear my thought process might get changed on how I operate through rational thinking.
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Eh, information is information. I don't get the big deal people make of the difference between reading a book physical or on a screen. Sure, it's not comfortable on a phone screen or a computer, but a suitable tablet, it's the same goddamn thing.
 
I'm faced with the difficult choice of quitting the job I've been working to stay afloat during the pandemic and getting back into freelancing now that my field has more or less gotten back on its feet. I either stay and keep my recent raise and good benefits or leave to pursue what I went to school for with little (but not none at all) guarantee of success.
 
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Some Badger said:
I'm faced with the difficult choice of quitting the job I've been working to stay afloat during the pandemic and getting back into freelancing now that my field has more or less gotten back on its feet. I either stay and keep my recent raise and good benefits or leave to pursue what I went to school for with little (but not none at all) guarantee of success.
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Depends on what the field is, but maybe freelance on the side for a while, see exactly how much the field has stabilized in reality.
 
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albert chan said:
For the last few days, I’ve noticed I’ve been relying on digital technology to the point where I’ve almost forgot about my physical tools like books and notebooks. I’ve been planning on changing that for a while now, since I fear my thought process might get changed on how I operate through rational thinking.
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It is convenient for sure. But yeah it is better to keep things at least mixed up. I personally find paper a better way to have multiple thoughts recorded. But that's really up to the individual.
 
Coffee Druid said:
Passed my interview at the place I applied for, and moving on to the background check phase. That should be fine, but I've been feeling a bit anxious when it comes to the I9 documents. One of the necessary documents is a drivers' license. But I moved to a different town a few months ago and was really lazy about submitting a change of address. Would it be a problem to try using an ID with an old address? If I did change my address would I be able to use the temporary paper ID (wouldn't get the physical card for 2-3 weeks)? Or does it even matter either way. It might vary by state too. Kicking myself over being a procrastinator.
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If it's in the same state employers usually don't give a damn. My last license still had my address from 6 years ago on it and not once did my address even get mentioned. They mostly care the picture and the name are the same.

Edit: This is what happens when you don't check if you are on the last page, kids.
 
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So it turns out that it now pays better for me to get a minimum wage retail job than to continue contracting as I have the for past three years. I learned this just after discovering my client is unhappy with me submitting my invoice "late" even though it was within the period they said to expect it to be finalized. So now I'm trying to figure out if I get the May pay check at all this month, or I'm fucked until July rolls around.

It was motivation enough for me to commit to applying for my first retail job. It's been a goal for my self-improvement for a while now, so I should be proud, I guess. Instead, I'm just worried I won't get it due to lack of a traditional work history, and pissed off that my client gave a canned response when I asked about the delay in payment.

Avatar related, as I may have to subsist on tree sap for a few weeks.
 
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Turns out my sister is getting on a radio show and soon she’s getting her own show and possibly will be on discovery.
My brother is hanging out with a friend.

And I’m here with depression, a stomach issue and a New Zealand bird account where my biggest claim to fame is a white bitch screaming at me to stop mocking her autistic and pedophilic daughter and pissing people off. But I have Miitopia to numb the pain a bit. Not much but the grinding ain’t going to get done itself
 
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I checked the start of the thread in expectance the start date would be post-corona chan, yet to my shock & amazement it's not, warms the cockles of my cold dead heart.
Im good.
 
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I have a shitty personality for wanting to be left the fuck alone dad because of how I speak to you? I guess the apple doesn’t fall far from the fucking tree then. You pick on our most insecure bits and then call us snowflakes for not handling it? And then when I tell you I don’t want to have anything to do with religion when I was younger, you basically go out of your way to bring it up and even buy me A FUCKING CHILDREN’S BIBLE AND SAY MY FUCKING DEPRESSION IS CAUSED BY NOT BEING RELIGIOUS ENOUGH!? Wtf is with my family anymore.
Maybe the waifuists are right, with a 2d character you won’t be fucking mocked for standing up for yourself and will have your fucking boundaries respected.
 
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