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Do it I double dare you buyy
Quote me all you want when it happens
Quote me all you want when it happens
Inactive Byuu / byuu_nyan / setsunakun0 / Near / David Ginder - "Non-binary" furry programmer who wrote a Super Nintendo emulator, tried to blackmail Null into removing his thread, and is probably actually dead lol
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🔧 At about Midnight EST I am going to completely fuck up the site trying to fix something.
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That fucking avatar is perfect, "YOU WILL NEVER BE ASIAN"
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If he does kill himself, who gets his cold, hard cash?
Who is Josh’s ultimate enemy who is going to get a spite donation of $120,000 to their PayPal or Cashapp just before he slings his noose??
A deadman’s trigger and it could fund the Demon Baby’s future college fund!
Those emails were sort of am emulator in themselves. Null playing the ‘emails from suicide baiting BPD gf you have just broken up with‘ emulator beta version.
Who is Josh’s ultimate enemy who is going to get a spite donation of $120,000 to their PayPal or Cashapp just before he slings his noose??
A deadman’s trigger and it could fund the Demon Baby’s future college fund!
Those emails were sort of am emulator in themselves. Null playing the ‘emails from suicide baiting BPD gf you have just broken up with‘ emulator beta version.
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Trannies are pathetic, Even when they dilate they extort you into appeasement or they will falsely accuse you.
I hope that if he did it he dilated painfully and realized too late just how painfull death is. People that try to use suicide extortion are scum.
I hope that if he did it he dilated painfully and realized too late just how painfull death is. People that try to use suicide extortion are scum.
lets be more subtle. Joshua"Heinrich" Moon
And i remember when LGBT didnt seethe and dilate over videogame characters and werent socialist shutin that Reee the moment people have other things to care about than their revolution every waking moment of their days and arent as miserable as them in name of Equity. Seethe and Dilate Like a Wind.
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There's clearly a red X with the reacts. Even a true and honest retard that knows nothing about this site can deduce that might be a dislike.
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Jesus fuck did that guy also invite a woodpecker into his teeth
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I put more effort than I should have in what amounts to mocking another retard on the internet.
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That's hekkin validating. Makes all those negrates entirely worth it.
Nointey
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Hey vito if you see this, i want you to know byuu literally tried to blackmail and extort the owner of this site to delete this thread or else he would kill himself. byuu is not the kind person he tries to make himself out to be, he literally tries to threaten his life to people if they dont things his own way, therefore when he does this it makes everyone that didnt like him look bad. if you think of this as me being a "cyberbully" then honestly there is no helping you at all vito
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Been waiting for something funny to happen. Byuu threatens suicide and then manages to Streisand Effect his entire thread while doing so. I didn't even know who he was before I saw this highlight.
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>nintendofag
>weeb
>porn addict
>autistic
>on a homemade cocktail of drugs and hormones
>devoted his entire life to the internet
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Put me in the screencap too!
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I legitimately hope they don't kill themself, they legit seem talented and I hope they get help.
Spooky Doot Skelly
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When was this? They’ve always been this way get real.
Part of growing up is realizing there are practically no “good ones” and if there are they’re certainly not online at all.
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I think Null was being reasonable, with the counter-offer and stuff.
I guess this kid just wanted an excuse.
I guess this kid just wanted an excuse.
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Featured on Jun 27, 2021 by Null: Byuu's friends release a document blaming the Kiwi Farms for Byuu's alleged suicide.
A Google doc from "marcan", on behalf of an anonymous origin, has been published trying to shift 100% of the blame onto this thread in particular.
docs.google.com
There's still no confirmation of a suicide. I'm wondering if this is just them trying to cause enough outrage to hurt the forum.
At 11:45 on Sunday, I was on a phone call with Near. They’d just taken a large overdose of codeine and guanfancine. I saw a photo of the noose.
30 minutes into the call, Les Voyages De L'âme by Alcest started playing at the other end. I wouldn’t hear their voice again.
“Near took their own life”. That’s how a news article would phrase it. Suicide is a voluntary action, a problem with oneself. Implying nobody is to blame but the victim and perpetrator, one and the same.
But that’s not how human brains work. We are not cold, calculating machines. We are a product of our environment. We are shaped by our experiences. A single, powerful traumatic event can change a person forever. So can a million small ones. This is not a weakness of the mind, it is a fundamental part of what it means to be human.
Near was a brilliant mind in a corner of the web all too often rife with toxicity and harassment. Despite this, they continued to pour their life into the one thing they loved: emulation and retro gaming. Developer of the bsnes, higan, and ares emulators, Near was a relentless force for accuracy in the formerly haphazard world of emulation. Working out the most elusive hardware glitches and corner cases, they advanced the world of SNES emulation by leaps and bounds. They also recently released their ultimate labor of love, a fan translation of Bahamut Lagoon that might well be the most exacting and meticulously crafted language adaptation of a video game of the era.
Near was also an incredibly kind, funny, and welcoming person. I’d known them for several years, but after they moved to Tokyo a few years back we started talking more often. One of the most modest people I’ve ever known, they were unlikely to suggest hanging out in person, but never rejected an offer. I wish I’d done that more often. We’ve had long text conversations, and shared many stories.
Near did not commit suicide. Near was murdered. Victim of a lifetime of harassment. After an abusive childhood, and followed by community toxicity, Near was eventually targeted by Kiwi Farms. Members of that website make a sport of preying on the less fortunate, on those in positions liable to being emotionally abused. And they do so relentlessly. From the comfort of anonymity, of sitting in front of their computer thousands of kilometers away, they take glee in slowly destroying the psyche of others, bit by bit. To death, if possible.
Near survived that. Many wouldn’t, but Near was strong enough to overcome that level of emotional abuse. But Kiwi Farms is relentless. Not to be defeated in their pursuit of utter emotional and psychological destruction, they went after who Near treasured most: their friends. Doxing some, directly harassing others, and even specifically seeking out suicidal people to target.
That broke Near.
After falling down a spiral of depression and eventually breaking off contact with everyone last year, I feared for the worst. Eventually, they were luckily able to get help and found medication that helped them cope with the psychological scars of abuse in late 2020. I first heard from Near again in late October 2020, and we again started having chats. It seemed things were getting better.
Unfortunately, medication can be a fickle beast. It didn’t work forever. The looming threat of Kiwi Farms, of their power to destroy not just Near but also their friends, caused them daily anxiety that just wouldn’t go away. Worried that their friends would feel burdened by their condition again, Near decided to avoid the subject. I only found out about this relapse today.
To the people of Kiwi Farms, this is a videogame. That the people on the other side of the screen are real makes no difference. They delight in the kill counter going up just like an FPS player would. Lacking in any empathy, they have no regard for the damage they inflict on others.
Why do we tolerate this? “Harassment”, “online bullying”. How are these any different from terrorism, from someone grabbing a gun and taking the lives of others? Why does it matter that a physical bullet was not involved? The objective and the end result are the same. Saying Near “took their life” is giving these people an out for their actions, which directly resulted in the intentional death of a person.
Some of you may be aware of Near’s notoriously paranoid opsec. After getting to know them, it became clear this was a defense mechanism; a product of all the abuse they received over their entire life. I was perhaps one of the few lucky enough to exchange deeply personal stories with them, yet I never knew their full name - because I didn’t need to. But they’d have told me if I asked. Near is anything but cold and distant in person; those attributes were necessary façades grown in response to lifelong harassment and abuse.
We, as the internet community, need to take a hard look at what it means to continue to tolerate the existence of these communities and the actions of those in them. Not just Kiwi Farms; sites like that serve to concentrate people like this, but they exist across all communities and social media. Being passive about this problem means being complicit.
DreamHost, you are the Kiwi Farms domain registrar. CloudFlare, you protect Kiwi Farms against attacks. You both share responsibility in not just Near’s death, but also others, as well as the pain and harassment of thousands more. Is this the image you want to maintain? Is the income worth the weight on your conscience?
I last saw Near on June 9. We had sushi in Akihabara, and then sat down for a cup of coffee. I was a bit busy that day, but I was looking forward to inviting them over to hang out again soon.
Les Voyages De L'âme kept playing on repeat at the other end of the call for another hour.
I couldn’t bring myself to hang up.
Published on behalf of a mutual friend of Near and I, who wishes to remain anonymous for their own protection. -marcan
Near
At 11:45 on Sunday, I was on a phone call with Near. They’d just taken a large overdose of codeine and guanfancine. I saw a photo of the noose. 30 minutes into the call, Les Voyages De L'âme by Alcest started playing at the other end. I wouldn’t hear their voice again. “Near took their own lif...
There's still no confirmation of a suicide. I'm wondering if this is just them trying to cause enough outrage to hurt the forum.
At 11:45 on Sunday, I was on a phone call with Near. They’d just taken a large overdose of codeine and guanfancine. I saw a photo of the noose.
30 minutes into the call, Les Voyages De L'âme by Alcest started playing at the other end. I wouldn’t hear their voice again.
“Near took their own life”. That’s how a news article would phrase it. Suicide is a voluntary action, a problem with oneself. Implying nobody is to blame but the victim and perpetrator, one and the same.
But that’s not how human brains work. We are not cold, calculating machines. We are a product of our environment. We are shaped by our experiences. A single, powerful traumatic event can change a person forever. So can a million small ones. This is not a weakness of the mind, it is a fundamental part of what it means to be human.
Near was a brilliant mind in a corner of the web all too often rife with toxicity and harassment. Despite this, they continued to pour their life into the one thing they loved: emulation and retro gaming. Developer of the bsnes, higan, and ares emulators, Near was a relentless force for accuracy in the formerly haphazard world of emulation. Working out the most elusive hardware glitches and corner cases, they advanced the world of SNES emulation by leaps and bounds. They also recently released their ultimate labor of love, a fan translation of Bahamut Lagoon that might well be the most exacting and meticulously crafted language adaptation of a video game of the era.
Near was also an incredibly kind, funny, and welcoming person. I’d known them for several years, but after they moved to Tokyo a few years back we started talking more often. One of the most modest people I’ve ever known, they were unlikely to suggest hanging out in person, but never rejected an offer. I wish I’d done that more often. We’ve had long text conversations, and shared many stories.
Near did not commit suicide. Near was murdered. Victim of a lifetime of harassment. After an abusive childhood, and followed by community toxicity, Near was eventually targeted by Kiwi Farms. Members of that website make a sport of preying on the less fortunate, on those in positions liable to being emotionally abused. And they do so relentlessly. From the comfort of anonymity, of sitting in front of their computer thousands of kilometers away, they take glee in slowly destroying the psyche of others, bit by bit. To death, if possible.
Near survived that. Many wouldn’t, but Near was strong enough to overcome that level of emotional abuse. But Kiwi Farms is relentless. Not to be defeated in their pursuit of utter emotional and psychological destruction, they went after who Near treasured most: their friends. Doxing some, directly harassing others, and even specifically seeking out suicidal people to target.
That broke Near.
After falling down a spiral of depression and eventually breaking off contact with everyone last year, I feared for the worst. Eventually, they were luckily able to get help and found medication that helped them cope with the psychological scars of abuse in late 2020. I first heard from Near again in late October 2020, and we again started having chats. It seemed things were getting better.
Unfortunately, medication can be a fickle beast. It didn’t work forever. The looming threat of Kiwi Farms, of their power to destroy not just Near but also their friends, caused them daily anxiety that just wouldn’t go away. Worried that their friends would feel burdened by their condition again, Near decided to avoid the subject. I only found out about this relapse today.
To the people of Kiwi Farms, this is a videogame. That the people on the other side of the screen are real makes no difference. They delight in the kill counter going up just like an FPS player would. Lacking in any empathy, they have no regard for the damage they inflict on others.
Why do we tolerate this? “Harassment”, “online bullying”. How are these any different from terrorism, from someone grabbing a gun and taking the lives of others? Why does it matter that a physical bullet was not involved? The objective and the end result are the same. Saying Near “took their life” is giving these people an out for their actions, which directly resulted in the intentional death of a person.
Some of you may be aware of Near’s notoriously paranoid opsec. After getting to know them, it became clear this was a defense mechanism; a product of all the abuse they received over their entire life. I was perhaps one of the few lucky enough to exchange deeply personal stories with them, yet I never knew their full name - because I didn’t need to. But they’d have told me if I asked. Near is anything but cold and distant in person; those attributes were necessary façades grown in response to lifelong harassment and abuse.
We, as the internet community, need to take a hard look at what it means to continue to tolerate the existence of these communities and the actions of those in them. Not just Kiwi Farms; sites like that serve to concentrate people like this, but they exist across all communities and social media. Being passive about this problem means being complicit.
DreamHost, you are the Kiwi Farms domain registrar. CloudFlare, you protect Kiwi Farms against attacks. You both share responsibility in not just Near’s death, but also others, as well as the pain and harassment of thousands more. Is this the image you want to maintain? Is the income worth the weight on your conscience?
I last saw Near on June 9. We had sushi in Akihabara, and then sat down for a cup of coffee. I was a bit busy that day, but I was looking forward to inviting them over to hang out again soon.
Les Voyages De L'âme kept playing on repeat at the other end of the call for another hour.
I couldn’t bring myself to hang up.
Published on behalf of a mutual friend of Near and I, who wishes to remain anonymous for their own protection. -marcan
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E: might be just heavy traffic.
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Ask for a death certificate or proof.
Either way, god damn.
"Don't make a permanent decision on temporary feelings."
Either way, god damn.
"Don't make a permanent decision on temporary feelings."
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They’ve already deleted the doc lmao