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That's pretty apt, you gotta give em that.Cultural Virgin.
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That's pretty apt, you gotta give em that.Cultural Virgin.
I still say he's prison gay in that if it meant the difference of getting him his penis sucked he wouldn't care if it was a guy or gal. But since he can't blow the other guy he'd give them a handy or something because he's totally a top and not a bottom because he's such a stud.
Can you stay insane? I rather like it.I kinda wonder if, during his county lockup stint, he became prison gay.
And by that, I mean he tossed more salads than a day release cook at an Old Country Buffet or got passed around for zoo zoos and wham whams.
I imagine something like Beyond Scared Straight.
Boosie: WASH THEM DRAAAWS, NIGGA! (Shoves butternut's head in the terlet) WASH THEM MOTHAFUCKIN' DRAAAAWWS!!
Russell: Sobs. This is all Taylor's fault! But one day, I'll get my revenge! This'll be the last time Josh and Skordas makes a fool outta me!
Boosie: WASH THEM GODDAMN MOTHAFUCKIN' DRRRAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWS!
From a Russtard (Dear Judge, that’s an amalgamation of the name Russel and the word ‘Retard’.) point of view, thinking everyone is ableist makes some sort of sense.
You’re a narcissist, but you’re an ugly, stupid narcissist with the personality of a sheet of toilet roll stuck to the bottom of a shoe.
Because you’re a raging narcissist, you cannot accept any of the above. Deep down you know it and this causes personal insecurity deeper than the Grand Canyon. So, you paper over it with shallow effect, goals and bullshit which you use to lie to the world and yourself.
You can’t admit that you’re an ugly manlet with shite career prospects. You can’t admit that your hair is receding faster than the girls in the gym when they see you coming. You cannot admit any faults.
A bog standard narcissist lashes out and calls people abusive or bullies etc. If anyone dare touch on the truth, the insecurities wrapped in the bullshit to protect the narcissist, they are driven away with accusations and hopefully other people won’t listen because the guy who can see the real you is now labelled an abusive, bullying cunt.
Russ has the perfect excuse to protect his projected self and hide the real Pipsqueak beneath. He has a get out of jail free card. His fucking maw don’t work.
It’s not that women don’t find him attractive, it’s because they hate disabilities. He could work as a top lawyer but people hate him because they hate disability and so on and so forth.
It’s all to protect himself from acknowledging what we all know. A narcissist can’t acknowledge their own faults or they’d literally crumble into dust or some shit. That’s where they make it everyone else’s fault - because there has to be fault - and we see the dissonance involved in keeping up the charade.
To brighten your day, remember this: Nobody hates a narcissist as much as they hate themselves.
This is an area I find super interesting: The notion of narcissistic grandiosity being a cover for insecurity. That’s certainly the theoretical explanation for narcissism and is also a way to sort of feel better about how shitty narcissists can act.
brief background: In one of my undergrad classes I recall the instructor claiming that this was largely myth, however, or at least unfounded. She cited research on bullies and gang leaders with high displays of confidence and ego and discussed how they tended to perform similarly on tests as those with legitimate confidence and no narcissism scored.
I don’t really think I knew much more of the study or research she was citing so I went to look it up, as I wondered if it was based on fMRI or neurological imaging. I couldn’t find anything to support her argument, but found tons on recent neuroscience studies looking at brain activity in narcissists and supporting the notion that they do in fact use grandiosity to cover self-loathing. They also, obviously, show significant difficulties in parts of the brain related to emotion regulation and empathy.
However, the studies all indicate that their brain processing differs drastically from their self-reported emotional/cognitive experience. Meaning, when looking at the possibility of being rejected, their brains show distress but on self-report measures of distress, they deny any difficult with such scenarios, which could be them compensating, or could be them not realizing their own neurobiological response. So, even if Russell does have deep insecurity as a mask, I’m not quite sure that’s something he even notices. It’s not clear if he knows he’s masking his insecurity or if really thinks he is talented and a hot stud.
Narcissists have such terrible insight and mentalization for themselves and others, that I’m not convinced that they doesn’t truly think they are superior even as their brains react with discomfort when engaging in self-appraisal tasks. I’m wondering what other biological data would show. Like, if Russell is asked if he’s attractive while hooked up to a polygraph, would he pass? His brain processes would show distress, but brain and mind differ.
In case you’re interested in an overview, here’s a link to a pretty good article on the subject.
The Cognitive Neuroscience of Narcissism | Insight Medical Publishing
The Cognitive Neuroscience of Narcissism,www.imedpub.com
Fascinating is definitely the word.Thanks for taking the time to write this, it’s really informative and I’ll be delving into that link later.
You’ve touched on a question I’ve asked myself over and over: Does the narcissist know?
I’ve unfortunately had first hand experience with a real narcissist, not the type the Internet uses to describe everyone. Once in a while, he would voice those insecurities, he would sink into a depressive like state and lament that his looks weren’t amazing or he was overweight or that nobody at work seemed to like it. But as quick as you flip a switch, the grandiosity was back and the depressive moment gone with it.
But the constant lies. I have never known whether they actually believe them, whether they rewrite their memories to fit into something they can handle. Whether they are convinced by their own lies or they’re happy to just convince others. I don’t think anyone really knows the answer.
So for instance, when Russ starts to talk about how Ariana Grande was mean to him, does he, in fact, know on some level that that it’s bullshit but he doesn’t care as long as others believe it. Or, does he get himself to a point where he believes the new and improved version of events.
I find it totally fascinating.
Bro nobody gives a fuck about Dora Hall, this is the tenth time you’ve brought her up on this thread, time to give it a rest. We get it.Imagine being Dora Hall. You (allegedly) once was a Vaudeville "star." You labored your whole life under the delusion anyone gives even the slightest wet fart about that or your acute lack of talent. You're so devoid of talent or a personality, you browbeat your husband to not only finance your shiddy non-career, but purchase several recording studios and sound stages just to catfish unwitting people.
Imagine that, by pure hilarious mistake, you made it to the WLS top 100 as slot 99.9999999999, only because Christmas was coming up, and a glut of people purchased Cozy cups for their parties.
Imagine that, in spite of your husband's rapport with Hollywood celebs, you not only still fucking suck, you end up catfishing people with "free" Betamax tapes of your one and done Emmett Kelly Jr. Dollar Tree variety show knockoffs. Your show can't even get a chuckle when your husband tries syndication.
And now imagine that you die in 1988. In obscurity as Jesus intended. I want you all to imagine Dora arrives at St. Peter's gate.
St. Peter: Welcome to heaven, my child! May I please have your name so I can check it against my book.
Dora Hall: I'm Dora Hall from Prairieville, Kansas. Don't you remember me? From 20 years ago?
St Peter: Aren't you that woman who made a bunch of crap tier "top tune" 45's?
Dora Hall: You might remember me covering hits like "Downtown," "I like it Like That," "Are You Lonesome Tonight," and "Doctor Sniffle Swiper."
St. Peter: ...
(Yeets Dora out of Heaven)
1991: Brett Ross is born and subsequently passed off to a family as a store second to a well meaning Mormon family. They call him Russell Greer. He (allegedly) was inspired by Billy Joel. He is a relentless pest.
One morning he wakes up, not feeling quite like himself. And then it hits him: He is Dora Hall, and the Lord thy God wants her to learn from her arrogance and hubris.
Welcome to Locked-In syndrome.
I’ve had some firsthand experience with a real narcissist as well, and like you based on that experience I believe Russ is one. Yeah, they’re fascinating but I have to say viewing one at a distance is a lot more fun than actually dealing with them. What’s interesting to me is the one I knew was much more intelligent than Russ but still followed the same patterns? This one wanted to be a music minister despite having no training or talent in music (sound similar?)and probably still goes from church to church trying to put himself in that spot, tries to undermine others already in that position (just like Russ trying to undermine Taylor’s bfs, but more successful) and when he doesn’t get what he wants, he accuses others of scheming against him. It took me the longest to realize that he honestly, truly, is not capable of understanding that other people’s minds may work differently than his. And I think it’s the same for Russ. He would scheme to undermine other, more successful people than he is if he could, so he believes everyone does. So naturally it’s the people that dislike him, such as Kiwi Farms, plotting to take him down that keeps him from success.Thanks for taking the time to write this, it’s really informative and I’ll be delving into that link later.
You’ve touched on a question I’ve asked myself over and over: Does the narcissist know?
I’ve unfortunately had first hand experience with a real narcissist, not the type the Internet uses to describe everyone. Once in a while, he would voice those insecurities, he would sink into a depressive like state and lament that his looks weren’t amazing or he was overweight or that nobody at work seemed to like it. But as quick as you flip a switch, the grandiosity was back and the depressive moment gone with it.
But the constant lies. I have never known whether they actually believe them, whether they rewrite their memories to fit into something they can handle. Whether they are convinced by their own lies or they’re happy to just convince others. I don’t think anyone really knows the answer.
So for instance, when Russ starts to talk about how Ariana Grande was mean to him, does he, in fact, know on some level that that it’s bullshit but he doesn’t care as long as others believe it. Or, does he get himself to a point where he believes the new and improved version of events.
I find it totally fascinating.
Thanks for taking the time to write this, it’s really informative and I’ll be delving into that link later.
You’ve touched on a question I’ve asked myself over and over: Does the narcissist know?
I’ve unfortunately had first hand experience with a real narcissist, not the type the Internet uses to describe everyone. Once in a while, he would voice those insecurities, he would sink into a depressive like state and lament that his looks weren’t amazing or he was overweight or that nobody at work seemed to like it. But as quick as you flip a switch, the grandiosity was back and the depressive moment gone with it.
But the constant lies. I have never known whether they actually believe them, whether they rewrite their memories to fit into something they can handle. Whether they are convinced by their own lies or they’re happy to just convince others. I don’t think anyone really knows the answer.
So for instance, when Russ starts to talk about how Ariana Grande was mean to him, does he, in fact, know on some level that that it’s bullshit but he doesn’t care as long as others believe it. Or, does he get himself to a point where he believes the new and improved version of events.
I find it totally fascinating.
Since he's not in jail, I have to wonder if his lawyer and/or parents sat him down and explained that even if he thought he was right and just wanted to explain, it didn't matter and if contacted Erika again, he was going to jail. He might be just aware enough to realize he'd be hamburger in jail, so he doesn't bother Erika anymore despite his utter conviction he's right.That is Russell. “Yes I said those things, but I was anxious.” Or “yes, I contacted Erika again, but I wanted closure”.
Bro nobody gives a fuck about Dora Hall, this is the tenth time you’ve brought her up on this thread, time to give it a rest. We get it.
Having worked closely with someone that turned out to be a narcissist, I can confirm.I’ve unfortunately had first hand experience with a real narcissist, not the type the Internet uses to describe everyone. Once in a while, he would voice those insecurities, he would sink into a depressive like state and lament that his looks weren’t amazing or he was overweight or that nobody at work seemed to like it. But as quick as you flip a switch, the grandiosity was back and the depressive moment gone with it.
From my observations, narcissists don't so much lie as they do bullshit; the key difference being that the liar accepts the truth and actively opposes it. Bullshitters, OTOH, tend to do what you've described. What makes a bullshitter especially dangerous is when their bullshit is built around a small kernel of truth, which is often the case.But the constant lies. I have never known whether they actually believe them, whether they rewrite their memories to fit into something they can handle. Whether they are convinced by their own lies or they’re happy to just convince others. I don’t think anyone really knows the answer.
The thing is that Dora Hall wasn't even that bad. Sure, the way she extracted millions from her husband to fund her fame quest was a bit shady, but at least she was somewhat competent at singing. Her cover versions weren't any worse than the dozens (if not hundreds) of cover versions floating around back in the day. Heck, if she wasn't such an egotist, she probably could've made a solid career out of being an anonymous singer on soundalike records.Bro nobody gives a fuck about Dora Hall, this is the tenth time you’ve brought her up on this thread, time to give it a rest. We get it.
He's gonna be some kind of horrifying skinnyfat abomination. Like an alien wearing a skin suit that doesn't quite fit correctly.I think my favourite part of recent Russ is his belief that he’s seeing MAD GAINZZZ from walking slowly in the treadmill every week. Can’t wait for shirtless Russ in the mirror, showing off those sicc abs to the instathots. Let’s see your progress, bruh!
Jon could also competently take care of his animals. Russell thinks showing interest in animals is a waste of time. He'd probably tell the sexy vet to quit her useless job and get to sucking him his penis.He's got the physique and posture of Jon Arbuckle.
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Jon could also competently take care of his animals. Russell thinks showing interest in animals is a waste of time. He'd probably tell the sexy vet to quit her useless job and get to sucking him his penis.
Plus Jon could close his fucking mouth. I know that's not Russ's fault but it certainly goes a long way.
A Jim Davis style cartoon of Russ would be great to see. Do we have any talented artists in this thread who'd waste spare their time to draw one?He's got the physique and posture of Jon Arbuckle.
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