Chantal Sarault / Chantal Al-Refae / Foodie Beauty - Delusional drug fiend hamplanet mukbanger from Canada trying to be a glamorous online influencer. Pathological liar, huge bitch, narcissist, animal abuser

[vlcsr]

cigarette that fell while she nodded off

spontaneous combustion arc next?

 

[Queen of Moderation]

the shifty eyes thing is not new and did not come with the drug

I'm late AF btw:

Not new, but still a tell. Shifty eyes happens anytime her anxiety amps up. Whether it's paranoia about being seen scarfing mass quantities in her car or trying to come up with a semi coherent lie on the spot. If she's gone shifty, it's a guarantee of some fuckery.

Speaking of Chantal's friends, there was also a girl named Tina

Now there's a new Tina. Only she's really a Crystal.


I have a theory to the nodding. We all know she isn't receiving "pure" coke despite her protestations. I would not be surprised if she is getting a coke and fentanyl mix or just fentanyl. Fentanyl is hugely popular because a tiny bit goes a long way making it very lucrative for drug dealers. It produces an amazing high, but is hard to properly microdose, very inconsistent with its strength and exceptionally easy to overdose on.

Chins is chasing the high, then oblivion. She's not concerned so much now with the after effects because she is alone in her festering hovel not on the sex mattress having marathon gunting sessions.

I do believe that Nader called it quits with her. I also believe that she has a new connect. That might have been the knock the other day. Nader doesn't drive. And she is spending $$ and very naive. A drug dealers dream. They'll park around the corner, and make a home delivery. No fuss no muss and Peetz is too much of a beta to tell the guy to scram.

Nader was likely giving her meth whether she knows it or not. It fits in with his M.O. of non stop sex and his physical characteristics. It also fits in with why she went from hyper, energetic, losing weight Chantal when she was with Nader to our slurring, nodding, hungry hippo now that she is buying "coke" from a new plug. Add in the high dose THC, especially if it's indica, and there you have it.

I don't think she even knows what she's buying and using at this point. If I'm right, we may get to see an OD on a live. She has no off switch nor common sense with her hedonism. Peetz and her family should invest in some Narcan.

 

[Smoovy Jay]

Exactly my feelings. I know its been said before, but I know Chantal and ALR lurk here so I will say it again. If this sad life fell on a nice person who was a good friend, daughter, sister, and citizen...I would genuinely feel bad and would never watch or make fun of the person.
But Chantal is a complete bitch. She doesn't care about anyone in the world but herself. She doesn't care about her mother, sister, Peetz, Bibi or any of her friends. Hell, even when she had loverboy Nader she didn't really care about him. She tried to break into his fucking house because he didn't answer her texts fast enough. That shows no respect or care for that person. And she only calls Bibi when she wants a sympathetic ear. I doubt she has ever been there for him, truly been there for him, when he had tough times. ALR and Chantal both think that saying "I'm sorry you are going through that. That sucks" while eye-fucking themselves on camera is showing concern. Never once do they think they should shut off the camera and actually support someone. Their lives will never get truly better until they realize their shitty me-first attitude is the biggest detriment to their happiness. Not their weight or binge eating disorder or whatever mental disorder they say they have this month.

Regarding the night she went to Nader's, she was out of edibles. She left hers at his place (idiot), couldn't reach him and couldn't set her gps properly (again, idiot) to get to the dispensary that was still open. So she was basically without any drug and I think that's what made her nuts, not for some love of Nader.

 

[Oliver Onions]

ARCHIVE Hi Beezers!
07/16/21
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and as pointed out by @KeepHopeAlive in the bp chat, Chantal nods out hard here. and not like the times where she pretends to fall asleep and giggles after. she was on another planet for a few seconds.
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This was so unsettling to watch I felt compelled to inject some meme magic to make it slightly less uncomfortable:

It ended up being nowhere near as funny as the amount of hassle it took to make, but all the same please enjoy.

ETA: Can someone please teach my retarded ass how to upload/insert a video properly? Nevermind seems to be working now.

 

[Pope Negro Joe the XIIIth]

Just supposing IF she really has to move on August 1, there is no way she is capable and competent to do so, unless it is in with a relative.

She can't even remember what day it is, much less come up with a real-world plan and exercise it with even utterly half-assed precision.

If she moves, she won't take any more junk than she can fit in a shopping bag. As with Bibi, she'll leave her worldly possessions with Peetz to pick up whenever whim dictates. But even that is putting the cart before the horse; she is incapable of finding an apartment on her own, let alone schmoozing the landlord (which she will need to do since on paper, hers is a very sketchy existence) Peetz, meanwhile, is mostly at her mercy; he just doesn't have it in him to pre-emptively get a place himself. So this autistic pair of children aren't going anywhere soon.

Man, I want another moving saga. There's no way it wouldn't be good. But she just doesn't seem to have it in her. She doesn't even have it in her to shower.

I gotta say, I am stumped where we go from here. If she doesn't move, then what? She assumes the role of the Howard Hughes of Deathfats and hides in a darkened room until her nails grow a foot long? (And her beard at least six inches?) Hughes was a doddering, crackpot mess when he finally emerged, and I see no reason why Clotso would be any more coherent or together.

Are we in the final death spiral? Too soon to tell, but I can no longer dismiss the notion out of hand. She is not getting better in any regard, and now her mind is deteriorating even faster than her body (always a danger with very simple-minded people on drugs). Unless something very radical happens, nothing is going to snap her out of this. If, God forbid, she goes back on Tinder, she will be choosing from the users and abusers at the bottom of the deck who most women swipe left without a second thought. And that ain't gonna improve anything.

Improvement itself is an oxymoron, because there is no way for her to improve without depriving herself of a lot of things now (it isn't just poutine anymore), and deprivation is something she will never subscribe to; one of the only things she has ever made clear in her life is that she will never give anything up, no matter who tells her or why.

It really feels like a waiting game now, and I wonder if even she is dimly aware on some foggy level (prolly not). Some of the question marks will turn out to resolve themselves before the year is over, not least of which are her living arrangements. So if we are in the doldrums now, hold on, because stuff is going to happen.

Howard had at least made something of himself first as well.

• Opiods do not cause nods like that, sure they make you sleepy, but not nodding out. I was addicted to opiates for 3 years and took high doses and never nodded out once.

Well you did it wrong then, sorry you wasted your money. And you can smoke or snort heroin these days Mr. Burroughs.

Fucking hell.

Look guys she's not on H because that and coke, for all the talk of speedballing, don't intersect that much. No one really mixes them anymore and the cultures clash a bit. And as said, this is the western world, no one is handing out opiates anymore. Secondly, I don't give a fuck how much THC you intake, you're not that confused about the fact that you're in your kitchen with a stream running. That requires some very specific short term memory fuckery and knowing she's been fucking about with coke and my own experiences would lead me to believe she'd have an easier time getting bars (benzos) or she's just drinking.

But as someone pointed out in chat, she doesn't really drink.
It's benzos and THC because she's doesn't feel invincible rn.

 

[AbraCadaver]

I just wonder at all the people crying, “why would she DO all of these drugs, day after day, living in a fog of numbness??”

If you fucking woke up as Chantal and realized every day from now on would be experienced in Chantal’s body, wouldn’t you hit the drugs hard to block out that reality?

Trapped in a crumbling, painful, dirty aching body, half your organs missing and the other half actively failing, hair falling out, clothes unwashed and crumpled between the rubbish piles on the floor, shitting every hour on the hour and unable to wash or wipe yourself, surrounded by the smell of cat urine and fetid unwashed sores…and if you somehow get the strength to lumber downstairs and try to socialize, there’s only a balding creepy manchild to greet you with an eyeroll as he texts about furry threesomes, My Little Pony and his fledgling transwoman persona.

All those and knowing that the bottom of the barrel of Tinder men split with you because you’re THAT awful, and you have fucked yourself out of ever getting any job because of your internet history, so you have no future and no way to support yourself, and likely only a handful of years left that don’t involve bedsores and being permanently melded to a mattress.

I would stick a needle in my arm, attach the needle to an IV drip of the strongest illegal substances on Earth, and do my best to forget.

It would be the saddest thing ever, if all of it hadn’t happened in slow motion while she slapped away every single person trying to help her and called them all stupid and jealous.

 

[LonelyEggRoll]

Fingers crossed for a mucky return to Only Fans when she needs cash for the drug habit.

The brief days of her OF career at the start of the year seem like a lifetime ago.

 

[12345]

Am I the only one here who genuinely hopes she doesn't die? I'm all for entertainment, but her being dead would only be funny for like a day or two. Then there'd be no content to look forward to.

She's gonna die, I think we can all agree on that, but personally, I honestly hope it doesn't happen on a livestream. (I want to say these arguments only work if she goes alone and not taking someone out on the road, but she doesn't leave her room anymore, so keep that in mind.) If she goes on a live we can expect all the other deathfats to be suddenly and without ceremony removed from Youtube. Youtube does not like controversy and Chantal is fat. Even if it's drugs and her obviously addictive personality.

I think if any other deathfat kicks the bucket on a live it wouldn't happen because really the only documentation of them are random Youtube videos and places like here. But Chantal has made the news for her antics. First for the Cheese psych thing and more recently for her antics driving while impaired iirc? Okay so maybe it's not news, but she's been talked about online at least some. If Amy died on live most Youtube users let alone the general world at large would probably say who? If Chantal goes it'll make the news and people will at least know her as the Crazy Cheese lady.

And the way the world is today with saying Touch Grass being fucking ableist. It's going to be a domino effect. Like Eugenia? People have been trying to get her offline for how long now? If one extreme is wrong they have to get rid of that other extreme as well! It'll be obvious to anyone who breathes that Chantal is mentally ill and then there goes just about all of our cows.

Even though I think she doesn't deserve it at all, I for one hope Chantal passes quietly in her sleep because the alternative is disastrous to the future of cow watching.

 

[Pope Negro Joe the XIIIth]

She's gonna die, I think we can all agree on that, but personally, I honestly hope it doesn't happen on a livestream. (I want to say these arguments only work if she goes alone and not taking someone out on the road, but she doesn't leave her room anymore, so keep that in mind.) If she goes on a live we can expect all the other deathfats to be suddenly and without ceremony removed from Youtube. Youtube does not like controversy and Chantal is fat. Even if it's drugs and her obviously addictive personality.

I think if any other deathfat kicks the bucket on a live it wouldn't happen because really the only documentation of them are random Youtube videos and places like here. But Chantal has made the news for her antics. First for the Cheese psych thing and more recently for her antics driving while impaired iirc? Okay so maybe it's not news, but she's been talked about online at least some. If Amy died on live most Youtube users let alone the general world at large would probably say who? If Chantal goes it'll make the news and people will at least know her as the Crazy Cheese lady.

And the way the world is today with saying Touch Grass being fucking ableist. It's going to be a domino effect. Like Eugenia? People have been trying to get her offline for how long now? If one extreme is wrong they have to get rid of that other extreme as well! It'll be obvious to anyone who breathes that Chantal is mentally ill and then there goes just about all of our cows.

Even though I think she doesn't deserve it at all, I for one hope Chantal passes quietly in her sleep because the alternative is disastrous to the future of cow watching.

Are you nuts? If YouTube kills fat content it'll be the greatest thing ever. I'll be able to hear the crying of fast food CEOs from my balcony and the REEEEEEEE would be incredible.

 

[Smoovy Jay]

She's gonna die, I think we can all agree on that, but personally, I honestly hope it doesn't happen on a livestream. (I want to say these arguments only work if she goes alone and not taking someone out on the road, but she doesn't leave her room anymore, so keep that in mind.) If she goes on a live we can expect all the other deathfats to be suddenly and without ceremony removed from Youtube. Youtube does not like controversy and Chantal is fat. Even if it's drugs and her obviously addictive personality.

I think if any other deathfat kicks the bucket on a live it wouldn't happen because really the only documentation of them are random Youtube videos and places like here. But Chantal has made the news for her antics. First for the Cheese psych thing and more recently for her antics driving while impaired iirc? Okay so maybe it's not news, but she's been talked about online at least some. If Amy died on live most Youtube users let alone the general world at large would probably say who? If Chantal goes it'll make the news and people will at least know her as the Crazy Cheese lady.

And the way the world is today with saying Touch Grass being fucking ableist. It's going to be a domino effect. Like Eugenia? People have been trying to get her offline for how long now? If one extreme is wrong they have to get rid of that other extreme as well! It'll be obvious to anyone who breathes that Chantal is mentally ill and then there goes just about all of our cows.

Even though I think she doesn't deserve it at all, I for one hope Chantal passes quietly in her sleep because the alternative is disastrous to the future of cow watching.

She was on Buzzfeed for the cheese graveyard but she never made the news about her driving, she just got a thread on the Ottawa subreddit and that means absolutely nothing in the great scheme of things.

 

[12345]

She was on Buzzfeed for the cheese graveyard but she never made the news about her driving, she just got a thread on the Ottawa subreddit and that means absolutely nothing in the great scheme of things.

Yeah, my bad. I think I confused her and Shanny with the recent news thing. Even without the news exposure, I think Chantal is the worst candidate to go live because yes it's not the most media attention it is some. You could argue if Tammy goes first it could be more harmful because there is more exposure. However, more people probably know her from My 600 Pound Life than from Youtube, even if she started there.

 

[DefCon Dumb]

At this point in her now week plus bender, who knows what she's taking? I have zero experience with anyone of her size, with so many untreated medical conditions adding drugs in hefty quantities to the mix. The potential combinations of conditions + drugs that could result in the symptoms we're seeing is long.

The one clear thing & she's said it several times, is that she's hell bent on numbing herself. This is no longer about "self medicating for anxiety", it's about rushing to seek oblivion as soon as she wakes up & doing her best to maintain that state.

And boy, is she succeeding. By any normal measure, in the years we've watched her, she's not had what most would call a normal life - can't hold a job, can't maintain a romantic relationship or friendship, limited contact with family, no interests or hobbies & only a token nod to basic hygiene, never mind her growing list of serious medical issues.

And in the space of a few short weeks, she's robbed herself of the ability to do even the most basic things. I suggest she only goes to the bathroom because that & the processes leading to voiding & excreting are not the result of conscious thought. She eats because that's deeply patterned into her... "mind". She sleeps because her body & brain make her & she's seeking that level of oblivion anyway. Anything else? Complete crap shoot. But... no need to shower or get dressed if she's barely leaving her room. Taking Peetz for groceries & his errands? Insert blank, eye rolling stare: "Who's Peetz?" I suspect the only actions she's giving any semblance of thought to is ordering food & drugs.

It's been interesting to postulate what could lead to her eventual, (rapidly approaching?), death. Diabetic coma, heart attack, stroke, massive infection have all led the pack & with reason - with her list of issues, they're all serious risks. However, given her current, continuous state of blotto, her demise could come from something as mundane as falling down the stairs or falling anywhere & breaking a bone or 2. She's too fat, too sick, to heal easily or well from anything at this point.

Unless she somehow breaks out of this, (doubtful), we'll soon be finding out. Never mind a downward spiral, she's in a full on death spiral.

 

[Shhisaidshh]

I don’t believe she’s using opioids currently. I used to wonder if she had an issue with them because she was always itching her nose and face which is a common tell, and it ramped up back when she was prescribed dilaudid those few times at the ED. However, I think it’s just all the cat hair because she can’t be bothered to vacuum more than a few times a year. That said, I see no substantial face itching lately and there’s no way she’s escaping that histamine reaction unless she’s been a heavy user for years.

I wouldn’t be surprised if she’s using benzos. To whoever said any doctor would be crazy to prescribe a non-compliant patient controlled substances, we’re talking about Canada here. I don’t believe different doctors/hospitals/facilities share medical information like they do in the States, so barring any active Narc scripts, the ED doctor likely knows nothing of her non-compliance. Remember that she was prescribed dilaudid several times at the ED for PERIOD CRAMPS. I wouldn’t be surprised if she was given a Benzo script for the cocaine withdrawal when she went to the ED(if she was even honest about that).

Lastly, I think Mama Sarault came and cleaned the luxury apartment. There’s a pile of scentsy on the counter and it looks as though it’s been cleaned. I think the downward spiral from here on out is going to come hard and fast. She’s been slowly killing herself for years, but I think we’re seeing the beginning of the end.

 

[LonelyEggRoll]

The lack of concern from her family amazes me. True, she won’t listen to a word they say, but they aren’t even trying.

When a drugs overdose death happens, sometimes the family say, “if we only knew”, “we didn’t know things were so bad” about a loved one.

In this case, not only is Chantal broadcasting to them her desire to numb her entire life, she is doing it to several thousand other strangers too.

Do they really not check in on her channel? Are they not sent the clips? Yes she’s a stubborn mule, but if someone in your family was in that bad a state you might at least try?!

There isn’t even one VIB who is trying to help. They are all coddling her.
Joe doesn’t count as he only caps lock screams into the void of chat and isn’t actually doing anything solid.

 

[Pizza Sloth]

The lack of concern from her family amazes me. True, she won’t listen to a word they say, but they aren’t even trying.

When a drugs overdose death happens, sometimes the family say, “if we only knew”, “we didn’t know things were so bad” about a loved one.

In this case, not only is Chantal broadcasting to them her desire to numb her entire life, she is doing it to several thousand other strangers too.

Do they really not check in on her channel? Are they not sent the clips? Yes she’s a stubborn mule, but if someone in your family was in that bad a state you might at least try?!

There isn’t even one VIB who is trying to help. They are all coddling her.
Joe doesn’t count as he only caps lock screams into the void of chat and isn’t actually doing anything solid.

I really don't know what those complaining about the family not doing anything expects the family to do. They extended themselves to her, the ER stuff, staying with the Uncle and she made it clear she's not interested in their help, she doesn't want any help, she won't go to rehab, won't do therapy or any other 12 Step or SMART programs. At this point you let the person spiral until they reach out again. I really don't think that there is anything anyone in her family or Peetz can do and just let her dig her own hole and when ready to help her out of it. I'm sure they're having trouble coping, but it's not fair to say that they need to fix Chantal when she likes being broken and is rigidly set on breaking herself even more.

 

[Dutch Courage]

The lack of concern from her family amazes me. True, she won’t listen to a word they say, but they aren’t even trying.

When a drugs overdose death happens, sometimes the family say, “if we only knew”, “we didn’t know things were so bad” about a loved one.

In this case, not only is Chantal broadcasting to them her desire to numb her entire life, she is doing it to several thousand other strangers too.

Do they really not check in on her channel? Are they not sent the clips? Yes she’s a stubborn mule, but if someone in your family was in that bad a state you might at least try?!

There isn’t even one VIB who is trying to help. They are all coddling her.
Joe doesn’t count as he only caps lock screams into the void of chat and isn’t actually doing anything solid.

I suspect she tells them "it's only weed", and they are willing to buy it. Clearly, Chantal has had serious psychological problems since childhood, and the family basically dealt with them by shipping her off to a fat farm once and to a loony bin another time. Their way of dealing with her seems to be to send her away, and I can't really fault them for it since there is absolutely no way to reason with her or get her to see the light. Now that she is pushing 40, what can they do? They can't really institutionalize her against her will, since she is not an immediate threat to herself or others (i.e., she hasn't slashed her wrists or Peetz' throat yet). She tells them she is fine and weed is legal. She probably told them she flushed the coke. Beyond letting her crash at the uncle's place, there isn't a whole lot they can do.

I am sure they are aware of the channel, and I suspect they generally avoid tuning in. What's the use? They don't want to watch 10 hours of livestreams a day any more than we do.

I am sure they have made her offers many times that she has rejected, and they are at the point of giving up. It is easy to blame them, but Chantal has been this way her whole life and they probably know more than anyone how futile it is to get her to change her behavior.

This is not to say that mistakes were not made nor is it to say that they didn't have a hand in creating this monster. But at this late stage of the game, what really can be done? Nothing. It's a reality her doctors probably accept too.

 

[TurdFondler]

If you fucking woke up as Chantal and realized every day from now on would be experienced in Chantal’s body, wouldn’t you hit the drugs hard to block out that reality?

Your post generously assumes she has some amount of introspection. I believe she can't see things with that kind of clarity, though. I'm convinced her thought processes go only as far as "this feels good so I'm going to do it and feel good".

Also, interesting to note but unsurprising: her attempt at rehab is identical to her attempts at weight loss. Grandiose declarations, day dreaming and then immediate capitulation at the slightest hint of discomfort.

 

[Hellion]

Just found this comment curious, Chantal only noticed that little bruises while streaming, she even looked at it a little puzzled.
But this is Clotso and can be, bed bugs, fleas, cigarette that fell while she nodded off or just jelly.
Who knows.

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Please excuse the naiveté, but can someone explain "rock falling off the brillo and onto her chest" a bit more? I'm guessing the rock is crack, and the brillo is the literal metal scouring pad? Is it used to break off / hold the drugs in place? I assumed it would be encased in a pipe, so how would 'rock' fall out of the brillo and land on someone?

 

[Pope Negro Joe the XIIIth]

Please excuse the naiveté, but can someone explain "rock falling off the brillo and onto her chest" a bit more? I'm guessing the rock is crack, and the brillo is the literal metal scouring pad? Is it used to break off / hold the drugs in place? I assumed it would be encased in a pipe, so how would 'rock' fall out of the brillo and land on someone?

Brillo is used as a screen for the crack rocks in the glass pipe. It's not always a pipe, sometimes a bulb, whatever they can get.

ETA: it's what those roses in a glass stem at the gas station in certain areas are for btw.

 

[Sammich]

• Opiods do not cause nods like that, sure they make you sleepy, but not nodding out. I was addicted to opiates for 3 years and took high doses and never nodded out once.

You don't know what the fuck you are talking about. Opiates in high doses will cause you to nod, i've been around that life myself. The fact you took a couple hydros and think that's what everyone else does is fucking dumb.
https://www.thegoodlifetreatment.com/blog/2016/march/dangers-of-nodding-out-on-heroin-and-opiates/

Yeah, the drug sperging is annoying, but most of the time it's more annoying how goddamn wrong you are.