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A few days ago I'd reconnected with an acquaintance that my friends have taken a disliking to just because one of them had a bad first impression. We stopped talking in January because, admittedly, she was a little frustrating and very clingy, but a lot can happen in 7 months, and now she's pretty chill and doesn't respond with as much as she used to. It's a relief because she's pretty fun to chat with, but my friends admit to wanting to outright avoid her and wanting her to go away because of that first impression, rather than getting to know her and making their own opinions based off of that.

One of these same friends befriended, and is now in a relationship with, an MtF who would constantly guilt trip her and would eventually dox her phone #, address, and full name on a public and active game, all just a couple years ago. If she can do that, what fucking gives?

They were never like this until now, which makes me even more pissed and disappointed as I notice that. I don't know what the fuck their deal has been, but along with a few other things that had happened which had significant negative impacts on me, it just makes me seriously consider finding new friends again.
 
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Applied for a job. I'm expecting to be hired because nobody else wants to work and I have a decent amount of experience. (It's food service, because students can't do very much out here.)

I also got into the wrong car in the parking lot. They had the same model/color as my ride. I'm pretty sure the dude thought he was getting carjacked so I don't feel great about that.
 
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Cheerlead-in-Chief said:
I am an adult, just due to my mental illnesses and being sent to institutions I'm considered an "Incompetent Person".
In my last therapy session, I did mention an incident in Costco where two white women without face masks were too close to me and mom's compassionate answer was "Then leave Costco! You can't even stand yourself! Hey, we passed by that institution...want me to take you there with no return?"

As for the cursing, it was because a deceased doctor and family friend confided in my mom "that I have the potential to become a school shooter" despite no guns in the household. And years later, my mom accused me of being rumored to be a serial killer.....for stumbling into a bookshelf and taking out a book at a MLM party where everyone else was drinking themselves into a stupor.
And yes, an MLM full of jealous, petty and manipulative people is ideal for me to socialize!! She even downplayed my first mental breakdown as "just stress"
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What is an MLM party?
 
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What is an MLM party?
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Sorry MLM, like Primerica.
They rent houseshouses or go to other member's houses to party
One time we went to a gated community and four guys noted a (false) fireplace, mistook it for a real fireplace and lit a match, setting the place on fire.
 
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Cheerlead-in-Chief said:
Sorry MLM, like Primerica.
They rent houseshouses or go to other member's houses to party
One time we went to a gated community and four guys noted a (false) fireplace, mistook it for a real fireplace and lit a match, setting the place on fire.
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Ok, I'm completely incredulous. I don't know what's going on over there but I don't believe (or disbelieve) anything I've read here. There are no female mass shooters and there are no mass shooters without guns.
You keep piling on strange stuff and I just don't know. I feel like you are just coming up with stuff to engender sympathy which I am sorry to say just wont happen. The world is horrifyingly indifferent to our griping and I am part of that world.
If you say you have a problem with your door nob and we start talking about that, bringing up that you have a problem with your toilet and your car and your mayor makes everyone care less about the door nob.
You've got to focus because my ability to care is limited.
 
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Ok, I'm completely incredulous. I don't know what's going on over there but I don't believe (or disbelieve) anything I've read here. There are no female mass shooters and there are no mass shooters without guns.
You keep piling on strange stuff and I just don't know. I feel like you are just coming up with stuff to engender sympathy which I am sorry to say just wont happen. The world is horrifyingly indifferent to our griping and I am part of that world.
If you say you have a problem with your door nob and we start talking about that, bringing up that you have a problem with your toilet and your car and your mayor makes everyone care less about the door nob.
You've got to focus because my ability to care is limited.
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I'm not pulling it out for sympathy points
In high school I volunteered with said doctor and at my senior year my mom's friend roped me into Primerica, and I'm typing them because they actually happened.
Again, I'm not making things up to garner sympathy. I'm not that kind of person.
 
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Cheerlead-in-Chief said:
I'm not pulling it out for sympathy points
In high school I volunteered with said doctor and at my senior year my mom's friend roped me into Primerica, and I'm typing them because they actually happened.
Again, I'm not making things up to garner sympathy. I'm not that kind of person.
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What is Primerica?
 
I'm job hunting in an attempt to leave this area! It's full of uni students, and I just don't feel content here. I wanted to leave a while ago but I'm in healthcare (not nursing) and the great plague happened, so no one was hiring. There's not a lot of job opportunities right now, but I feel confident I can get out of here before I have to spend another year. I've had a few calls back, but they keep low-balling me.

Also I got my first break longer than 4 days since 2018 and it feels pretty good. I did nothing at all!

On a more bittersweet note, I returned from a long hiatus due to the Chris Chan development, and I feel genuinely disturbed by it.
 
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A life insurance/financial services MLM
They got involved in the Obama administration.
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Huh. Thanks.
So your mom says mean shit to you and about you and your therapist is in on it?
Is that a fair summation of what is going on?
I once knew a gentleman in this situation. He was angry about the situation and he kept lashing out and making things worse. He was drugged and insulted all the time. It didn't end well. I was this guys best friend and I made dick all of a difference about this.
It's easy to describe a solution and it's hard to enact it. Even then it might not work. With this in mind I think you should call into the Stefan Molineux show.
He's climbed out of an abusive hell hole with an abusive mother and he has lots to say about people trying to do the same. I think he has a much better chance of helping you than some rando like myself. Go do it! Talk to him!
 
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I got paid a nice juicy paycheck today, got some new pants and shoes for work, but also a few goodies for myself, but most of all added another 100 to my Orlando vacation fund. It's up to 200 from 100 2 weeks ago and hopefully it'll be up by another hundred or more come August 13th.

Oh and chris chan might be going to jail instead of a pony fag con the day I add more money to MY vacation fund. which i earned after spending 40 hours a week feeding people. as opposed to him and the neets/lolcows of the world who waste their lives in sloth, gluttony and apparently lust (Chris, kevin gibes) so yeah i feel pretty good about myself....for now
 
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Huh. Thanks.
So your mom says mean shit to you and about you and your therapist is in on it?
Is that a fair summation of what is going on?
I once knew a gentleman in this situation. He was angry about the situation and he kept lashing out and making things worse. He was drugged and insulted all the time. It didn't end well. I was this guys best friend and I made dick all of a difference about this.
It's easy to describe a solution and it's hard to enact it. Even then it might not work. With this in mind I think you should call into the Stefan Molineux show.
He's climbed out of an abusive hell hole with an abusive mother and he has lots to say about people trying to do the same. I think he has a much better chance of helping you than some rando like myself. Go do it! Talk to him!
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Should I give you the websites Primerica has?
www.primericaonline.com (for members; $25 monthly. Oh and passwords must be changed every 30 days)
www.primerica.com

She's not in on it.
 
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