How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

Idfk if God himself decided 2021 was the year take the most massive shit on my lap or what, but a sweet lady paid for my meal at McDonald's (paid it forward to the guy behind too) and my fries are very hot and salty tonight.

I'll take these little blessings to keep me sane.

edit: McDonald's also gave me an 11th small nugget. +1 blessing.
 
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Blackh0le said:
Not good.
I feel absolutely fucking horrible. Ever since my mom got her fucking Pfizer shot,i haven't had my period. It's been 5 fucking months,and i can't take anymore. I'm paranoid it's permanent,and that i might be infertile,but my mom keeps saying that it's just temporary,and that it'll eventually come,and that it's not the vaccine's fault,and that everything's fine! I hate myself so much,because i had the chance to stop her from getting it and i didn't take it.
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you're either stressed or pregnant or have testicles you fucking retard.
 
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I continue to progress. Increased the walking a little, part of the gradual approach. Yesterday went to the bank, did business, then to the commissary by myself, wife helped me unload. Then did two loads of laundry. Took some breaks, got everything done. Taking it easy this weekend, dealing with a little soreness, expected after a busy day yesterday.

Plan to start walking up/down one particular hill on Friday. Before all this stuff started walked up this hill several times on a Saturday. Cardiologist needed me to do that for heart's benefit. Now that I'm walking well on flats, time to take the hill, slowly and carefully.

Just returned from one of my infrequent visits to Walmart. Saw a bitchy-looking blonde woman with three kids pushing a cart. Her ass was getting fat. Walking behind her was one of the most miserable-looking people I have ever seen, apparently her husband. From looking at him, he was military. Saw him in the checkout area, still looking utterly miserable. Bet this fellow never guessed his wife would start turning into a dependopotamus. Paid for my shit and got the fuck out of there.

Beautiful day today, sunny, maybe 70. Marine layer's a couple of miles offshore, wonder when it will come in. When it does, things will cool off.
 
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I'm stressed and pissed off. Our housemate is continually at our throats for everything. Today she ripped into me for telling a lame dad joke. She said that she did not like it or find it, and I quote, "jokeful". Male housemate usually takes the brunt of her aggression because he commits the cardinal sin of working nights and coming home early in the morning and waking her, and I usually cop her incessant complaining about it, but she's decided to shake things up a little and target me too. She's forcefully requested a fourth housemate to bring her rent down further- I fucking hate hate hate doing the housemate search, weeding out the losers and the addicts and the troons, I'm autistic and a terrible judge of character, we ended up with her last time, didn't we?- but I rather think I'm looking for her replacement because I'm sick of all the complaining. Yesterday I went into the bathroom to have a shower, which is next to her room, and I overheard her on the phone talking shit about me and I just wanted to smack her in the mouth.

She told me that when she turned sixteen, not a single person turned up for her birthday party- I wonder why! She's made no friends since she got to this city and has only tried to tag along after male housemate and I when we go out with our friends. She's by no means the worst housemate I've ever had, and not even at this very house, but the way she keeps creating problems is really getting to me. She flatly refuses to understand that male housemate is slightly intellectually impaired and that there's always going to be shortfalls in his abilities, and yes, it's annoying but there's absolutely nothing that can be done about it. Likewise myself, but according to what I overheard, she thinks I'm just a 'hypochondriac'.

I'm over it. I'm over her. I've gone to ridiculous lengths to accommodate her and keep her happy and I'm just about done.
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Can’t you skim the contract and find something to get her out? Be creative and find some bs reason by stretching the rules.
 
Tentai said:
Also I got my first break longer than 4 days since 2018 and it feels pretty good. I did nothing at all!
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Very good, hope you were comfy. Doing nothing is very important sometimes ❤️

I'm still in academic hell that never ends (thanks Corona-chan), but I will soon be going home to visit family and then I get to turn off my email. And that's just heaven. When I finish this project I will make it my life goal to make my life as email-free as possible.
 
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Power level but whatever:

I've developed if that's the right term a freakish auto immune disorder doing crazy shit and just got released from the hospital. Sleeping is hard and it all sucks bad.

Lots of shit the doctors don't really know how to help or even diagnosis. Blows big time.
 
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Taylor Swift's Ghostwrite said:
Power level but whatever:

I've developed if that's the right term a freakish auto immune disorder doing crazy shit and just got released from the hospital. Sleeping is hard and it all sucks bad.

Lots of shit the doctors don't really know how to help or even diagnosis. Blows big time.
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Damn man, hope it gets better if it's able to get better.
 
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In the last year and a half I've had an uncle and two grandparents pass away, and under circumstances I would say were less than peaceful.

I've been trying to focus on myself... working on being a better me and a better person in general. Trying to exercise more, and also to loosen up and not take things as seriously.

But no matter how good things get, it's always a little gloomy. I'm considering taking another mushroom trip, jiving with humanity's love and flow for a while; I've been thinking a lot about death and the nature of reality lately. Very philosophical shit. Wish me well, Kiwis. I take it day by day.
 
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With all the recent developments, KF is taking too much of my time. I don't like it.
 
Noticing really mean behaviors on KF tonight. Nothing really targeted at me, but it’s still making me a bit down. Just a bit.

We troll, joke, etc, but I’m noticing a lot of users being aggressively mean to others, not normal mean. I don’t normally view anything as too mean, here.

I’m seeing some people riled up by all the crap that went down, that’s the best case scenario I can think of.

So, they’re riled, cranked to 10, & some people are acting really egotistical. I’ve seen a poster I like turn into a wretched cunt. Etc etc.

I’m backing away, that’s how I’m doing. And sticking to a few good threads w/ cool posters, in general. Thought I’d finally try this thread out.

I’m a little down. I come here for fun, & seeing the bullshit made me a bit sad. Log out, stay away from crazy. It’ll be good tomorrow I’m sure. If not, I’ll just keep avoiding the crazy. Just seems the crazy is multiplying lately.

ETA: @Meat Target The Wheel of Time series can be pretty fun. Read it ages ago, just pulled out the first volume to re-read, soon. On my nightstand. 👍
 
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