Yeah, 4chan was trying to do that out of autistic doggedness as usual, but eventually it got too much for them. You can see just what you needed to even get the thing to start on a local device (hint: it's a fair bit.)
Well, as slow as it'll take minutes between responses, and that was on the much crappier version. A GPU that costs as much as 4k usd is needed as a minimum to not have it run like shit and make the game take much too long to play.
Fair.
I'm mostly making of fun of the pathetic notion that these internet pedos are so broken up about losing their text-based kiddy porn. They're so non-functional that it's the only way they can get it. I could have phrased it better, tbh
Hmm, how about some form of decentralized network.
Technically it could, but you'd have to have a fraction of the people supporting the network using it at any one time. Machine learning is incredibly gpu heavy.
It's much simpler than that, it just doesn't fall under the definition.
www.justice.gov
Indeed - and everyone who truly wants to take a stance against child pornography should commit this paragraph to memory (emphasis mine).It's much simpler than that, it just doesn't fall under the definition.
Child Pornography
Hey guys child sexual abuse victim checking in. I was sexually abused as a child and I sexually abuse children in video games so that I can recreate what originally gave me this trauma to make me feel better. Reddit really is for everyone.Reddit is hella mad holy fuck
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I'm a CSA Victim. This update does nothing to help me or people like me.
I'm a survivor of childhood sexual abuse, and a longtime fan and player of AIDungeon, and I felt like it might be worth voicing my perspective on this issue.
Between the ages of ten and thirteen I was subjected to regular and ongoing physical, sexual, and emotional abuse at the hands of both teenagers and teachers at the school I went to. It was a frank, stark, horrible part of my life and it's one I strongly suspect that I will never fully recover from. To this day, small, seemingly innocuous things can trigger visceral and extremely upsetting trauma responses that can shut me down for hours or even an entire day, sometimes more if I'm particularly unlucky.
There's a lot to be said regarding the sexualization of youth and children in society. There are takes of all shapes and sizes, and implications left and right. However in my experience the abuse of people like me has generally had far far less to do with sexual desire and far more to do with power. I wasn't some child model, I was a fat autistic kid who was taken advantage of because I was mentally incapable of defending myself or reaching out for help.
AIDungeon genuinely meant a lot to me specifically because it provided me with an environment where I could safely roleplay and explore themes and ideas which could recontextualize my experiences in a theraputic way, free of judgement. Things like theraputic age regression were genuinely enormously helpful to me, and the recent policy changes have actually destroyed what was an extremely valuable tool to me.
I canceled my subscription this morning. Latitude have regularly walked a thin line, but I want to make it absolutely clear that this isn't about protecting anyone. It's purely a cultural decision that they don't want "the wrong kind of people" using their program. And the fact that they claim to do so for the sake of people like me, while barring people like me from accessing useful resources, is absolutely shameful.
I'm just one voice in the choir of course, but I felt it worth mentioning.
I'm also a CSA victim, this change actively hurts me
For the past several months AIDungeon has been a way for me to explore my mind as a victim of abuse since 7. Before I ever felt safe trying to detail and map my mind and emotions, I came here to a lot of promises that the information, while obviously not totally private, would not be actively looked into barring some other violation. I would like to thank this community for helping me have confidence again and feel like a person.
I also trusted that the stories that were unpublished and just for me could be anything my mind could create, and reflect any emotions and ideas I had. This has been majorly instrumental in me procesing what's happened to me and dealing with the fact that the effects of it on me feel permanent. I have PTSD and severe anxiety, and I've had to recover from underperforming in school and a lot of drug use.
(pressed enter too early) This programme allowed me to finally normalise my excessive pains and to finally sleep well at night, my nightmares of abuse have steadily been less frequent. I don't think I can ever have a "normal" sexuality, that's not possible now. Some part of my head always wants to age regress back to that time, and my therapist knows, and my caring friends know, and they've thankfully accepted me even with these weird head fantasies. Not approve of, mind you. That's probably a good thing, but they accept me. And for that, I'm grateful.
I don't really know what to do now, my therapist knows I used this programme to help. Moreover, they were actually a strong suggestor of me exploring these feelings this way, as trying anything in reality even with my loving SO can trigger bad episodes. For the purposes of my own trauma, fantasy is a unique expression where I have full control over what happens to me, and when, and why. That's something NO real child gets to do when they're abused.
Don't get me wrong, fantasy absolutely helps shape reality, they aren't completely separate. But they can't be treated with the same gravity. Not even just for the people struggling with urges, but for victims like me. We needed the ability to create fantasies of our own as much as anyone unaffected by this change did.
When you decided this, for whatever reasons, you at least took away what was at least for me the safest way of normalising myself in a world that's still in ruin. I'm not all better now, I'm still nervous wreck but for the first time in my life I felt completely secure in my sexual expression, completely without shame or embarassment or even a hint of doubt, when I could use this programme. So thank you for all the time I did have, it was the best I've gotten.
If there's any other victims out there, you can always talk to me, and maybe we could form a discord or something, there's sometimes strength in numbers especially if we all ended up here. You're doing great, whoever you are.Good luck no matter what you do, your life is yours to live.
I guess as a tl;dr, not only predators used minor ages for sexual fulfillment, their victims do, too. It's a multifaceted issue and help comes through education and social change, not cutting victims off.
P.S. The worst abuse is on the non-able-bodied or with mental challenges. Highlight them, stand up for them, end the isolation of shut doors and no social sphere that perpetuates the cycles of abuse these kids go through. Please, generations of future ones will thank you for it.
P.P.S. Also, you know what never helps? When someone who isn't a victim acts psychopathic about predators and tells me how they'll torture them and kill them. That's not what I need to get better, my improvement is not shackled to their suffering. I need a loving social space, time, and the ability to figure out what I am now.
I didn't read any of the CSA stories because I'm assuming they're all 100% fake since that seems to be the standard reddit MO
I ran it locally back when their servers were overwhelmed and it ran just fine on my low tier laptop,
I said this comment completely unaware of this EXACT profile existing, I will not stalk this person out of interest.Found an interesting user out of all this:
Self-proclaimed pedo
That could be useful in very, very specific circumstances and under the guidance of a trained counselor - sort of like a modern "show me on the doll where they touched you" way of disassociating yourself from the event while describing it.
Nothing you send/submit to a server someone else owns will ever be "private." It's always funny watching people like this learn that the hard way.
A dead squirrel has a better chance of making a better Star Wars movie than Disney.
How did you set up how it used your GPU? I've got a relatively high end system and it ran like shit.
That's the point, the bar is lower then a found footage movie budget, and yet reddit does not.
