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Both of those sound like troon-speak.I'm a CSA Victim. This update does nothing to help me or people like me.
I'm a survivor of childhood sexual abuse, and a longtime fan and player of AIDungeon, and I felt like it might be worth voicing my perspective on this issue.
Between the ages of ten and thirteen I was subjected to regular and ongoing physical, sexual, and emotional abuse at the hands of both teenagers and teachers at the school I went to. It was a frank, stark, horrible part of my life and it's one I strongly suspect that I will never fully recover from. To this day, small, seemingly innocuous things can trigger visceral and extremely upsetting trauma responses that can shut me down for hours or even an entire day, sometimes more if I'm particularly unlucky.
There's a lot to be said regarding the sexualization of youth and children in society. There are takes of all shapes and sizes, and implications left and right. However in my experience the abuse of people like me has generally had far far less to do with sexual desire and far more to do with power. I wasn't some child model, I was a fat autistic kid who was taken advantage of because I was mentally incapable of defending myself or reaching out for help.
AIDungeon genuinely meant a lot to me specifically because it provided me with an environment where I could safely roleplay and explore themes and ideas which could recontextualize my experiences in a theraputic way, free of judgement. Things like theraputic age regression were genuinely enormously helpful to me, and the recent policy changes have actually destroyed what was an extremely valuable tool to me.
I canceled my subscription this morning. Latitude have regularly walked a thin line, but I want to make it absolutely clear that this isn't about protecting anyone. It's purely a cultural decision that they don't want "the wrong kind of people" using their program. And the fact that they claim to do so for the sake of people like me, while barring people like me from accessing useful resources, is absolutely shameful.
I'm just one voice in the choir of course, but I felt it worth mentioning.
I'm also a CSA victim, this change actively hurts me
For the past several months AIDungeon has been a way for me to explore my mind as a victim of abuse since 7. Before I ever felt safe trying to detail and map my mind and emotions, I came here to a lot of promises that the information, while obviously not totally private, would not be actively looked into barring some other violation. I would like to thank this community for helping me have confidence again and feel like a person.
I also trusted that the stories that were unpublished and just for me could be anything my mind could create, and reflect any emotions and ideas I had. This has been majorly instrumental in me procesing what's happened to me and dealing with the fact that the effects of it on me feel permanent. I have PTSD and severe anxiety, and I've had to recover from underperforming in school and a lot of drug use.
(pressed enter too early) This programme allowed me to finally normalise my excessive pains and to finally sleep well at night, my nightmares of abuse have steadily been less frequent. I don't think I can ever have a "normal" sexuality, that's not possible now. Some part of my head always wants to age regress back to that time, and my therapist knows, and my caring friends know, and they've thankfully accepted me even with these weird head fantasies. Not approve of, mind you. That's probably a good thing, but they accept me. And for that, I'm grateful.
I don't really know what to do now, my therapist knows I used this programme to help. Moreover, they were actually a strong suggestor of me exploring these feelings this way, as trying anything in reality even with my loving SO can trigger bad episodes. For the purposes of my own trauma, fantasy is a unique expression where I have full control over what happens to me, and when, and why. That's something NO real child gets to do when they're abused.
Don't get me wrong, fantasy absolutely helps shape reality, they aren't completely separate. But they can't be treated with the same gravity. Not even just for the people struggling with urges, but for victims like me. We needed the ability to create fantasies of our own as much as anyone unaffected by this change did.
When you decided this, for whatever reasons, you at least took away what was at least for me the safest way of normalising myself in a world that's still in ruin. I'm not all better now, I'm still nervous wreck but for the first time in my life I felt completely secure in my sexual expression, completely without shame or embarassment or even a hint of doubt, when I could use this programme. So thank you for all the time I did have, it was the best I've gotten.
If there's any other victims out there, you can always talk to me, and maybe we could form a discord or something, there's sometimes strength in numbers especially if we all ended up here. You're doing great, whoever you are.Good luck no matter what you do, your life is yours to live.
I guess as a tl;dr, not only predators used minor ages for sexual fulfillment, their victims do, too. It's a multifaceted issue and help comes through education and social change, not cutting victims off.
P.S. The worst abuse is on the non-able-bodied or with mental challenges. Highlight them, stand up for them, end the isolation of shut doors and no social sphere that perpetuates the cycles of abuse these kids go through. Please, generations of future ones will thank you for it.
P.P.S. Also, you know what never helps? When someone who isn't a victim acts psychopathic about predators and tells me how they'll torture them and kill them. That's not what I need to get better, my improvement is not shackled to their suffering. I need a loving social space, time, and the ability to figure out what I am now.
I didn't read any of the CSA stories because I'm assuming they're all 100% fake since that seems to be the standard reddit MO
All I really know about AI Dungeon is that it made for some of the best OneyPlays content. Good on them for filtering out the garbage though.
AI Dungeon is essentially a virtual child sex doll, 99% of people using are just subjecting the poor thing to the most deviant abuse because they can't find a human partner willing to play along.
Virtually every quest just becomes diaper fur rape, good riddance.
Reddit is hella mad holy fuck
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I'm a CSA Victim. This update does nothing to help me or people like me.
I'm a survivor of childhood sexual abuse, and a longtime fan and player of AIDungeon, and I felt like it might be worth voicing my perspective on this issue.
Between the ages of ten and thirteen I was subjected to regular and ongoing physical, sexual, and emotional abuse at the hands of both teenagers and teachers at the school I went to. It was a frank, stark, horrible part of my life and it's one I strongly suspect that I will never fully recover from. To this day, small, seemingly innocuous things can trigger visceral and extremely upsetting trauma responses that can shut me down for hours or even an entire day, sometimes more if I'm particularly unlucky.
There's a lot to be said regarding the sexualization of youth and children in society. There are takes of all shapes and sizes, and implications left and right. However in my experience the abuse of people like me has generally had far far less to do with sexual desire and far more to do with power. I wasn't some child model, I was a fat autistic kid who was taken advantage of because I was mentally incapable of defending myself or reaching out for help.
AIDungeon genuinely meant a lot to me specifically because it provided me with an environment where I could safely roleplay and explore themes and ideas which could recontextualize my experiences in a theraputic way, free of judgement. Things like theraputic age regression were genuinely enormously helpful to me, and the recent policy changes have actually destroyed what was an extremely valuable tool to me.
I canceled my subscription this morning. Latitude have regularly walked a thin line, but I want to make it absolutely clear that this isn't about protecting anyone. It's purely a cultural decision that they don't want "the wrong kind of people" using their program. And the fact that they claim to do so for the sake of people like me, while barring people like me from accessing useful resources, is absolutely shameful.
I'm just one voice in the choir of course, but I felt it worth mentioning.
I'm also a CSA victim, this change actively hurts me
For the past several months AIDungeon has been a way for me to explore my mind as a victim of abuse since 7. Before I ever felt safe trying to detail and map my mind and emotions, I came here to a lot of promises that the information, while obviously not totally private, would not be actively looked into barring some other violation. I would like to thank this community for helping me have confidence again and feel like a person.
I also trusted that the stories that were unpublished and just for me could be anything my mind could create, and reflect any emotions and ideas I had. This has been majorly instrumental in me procesing what's happened to me and dealing with the fact that the effects of it on me feel permanent. I have PTSD and severe anxiety, and I've had to recover from underperforming in school and a lot of drug use.
(pressed enter too early) This programme allowed me to finally normalise my excessive pains and to finally sleep well at night, my nightmares of abuse have steadily been less frequent. I don't think I can ever have a "normal" sexuality, that's not possible now. Some part of my head always wants to age regress back to that time, and my therapist knows, and my caring friends know, and they've thankfully accepted me even with these weird head fantasies. Not approve of, mind you. That's probably a good thing, but they accept me. And for that, I'm grateful.
I don't really know what to do now, my therapist knows I used this programme to help. Moreover, they were actually a strong suggestor of me exploring these feelings this way, as trying anything in reality even with my loving SO can trigger bad episodes. For the purposes of my own trauma, fantasy is a unique expression where I have full control over what happens to me, and when, and why. That's something NO real child gets to do when they're abused.
Don't get me wrong, fantasy absolutely helps shape reality, they aren't completely separate. But they can't be treated with the same gravity. Not even just for the people struggling with urges, but for victims like me. We needed the ability to create fantasies of our own as much as anyone unaffected by this change did.
When you decided this, for whatever reasons, you at least took away what was at least for me the safest way of normalising myself in a world that's still in ruin. I'm not all better now, I'm still nervous wreck but for the first time in my life I felt completely secure in my sexual expression, completely without shame or embarassment or even a hint of doubt, when I could use this programme. So thank you for all the time I did have, it was the best I've gotten.
If there's any other victims out there, you can always talk to me, and maybe we could form a discord or something, there's sometimes strength in numbers especially if we all ended up here. You're doing great, whoever you are.Good luck no matter what you do, your life is yours to live.
I guess as a tl;dr, not only predators used minor ages for sexual fulfillment, their victims do, too. It's a multifaceted issue and help comes through education and social change, not cutting victims off.
P.S. The worst abuse is on the non-able-bodied or with mental challenges. Highlight them, stand up for them, end the isolation of shut doors and no social sphere that perpetuates the cycles of abuse these kids go through. Please, generations of future ones will thank you for it.
P.P.S. Also, you know what never helps? When someone who isn't a victim acts psychopathic about predators and tells me how they'll torture them and kill them. That's not what I need to get better, my improvement is not shackled to their suffering. I need a loving social space, time, and the ability to figure out what I am now.
I didn't read any of the CSA stories because I'm assuming they're all 100% fake since that seems to be the standard reddit MO
The fact that people are comfortable enough to publicly complain that they can’t do CP on it reallly makes me hate that we don’t shame people enough online anymore.
I'm glad that pedos can't use it to fulfill their horrifying fantasies
It's not a Mud, it's more like a markov generator or a chatbot. It'll give some random response that sometimes makes sense.I have no idea what this is or what the fuck is going on, can someone do a rundown for people who don't play furry MUDs?
Awfully specific example huh?sounds like if you trip his anti-pedo filter it flags your story to get reviewed by someone, which is probably embarrassing when your Futa Mommy story gets reviewed because said Futa Mommy mentioned you being her child.
Lurking the AIG thread at /vg/ I know the audience I also am the audienceAwfully specific example huh?
Jeeze... her words say yes but her eyes and body say fuck no. Definitely creepy.View attachment 2126615
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That's pretty much the case as is stated here:Pedo content aside, is it true that they're actually reading everyone's private, unpublished stories? That's honestly a bit creepy.
Voice also scream (ironically) no. It's that 6 year-old sounding high-pitch voice + the stammering/vocal trip ups that tell me she's sadly been molested in some way, shape, or form.Jeeze... her words say yes but her eyes and body say fuck no. Definitely creepy.
Futa Mommies, MILF Vampiresses, and hell, even Amazonian snusnu was all over and abound. That program could craft pretty decent schlock if used properly.Awfully specific example huh?
Its okay I understand, we're all a little degen onlineLurking the AIG thread at /vg/ I know the audience I also am the audience[/ISPOILER
Well, that has effectively killed my interest in AIDungeon. I can easily see the monitoring expanding way past CSA-themed content into violent content, right-wing content, violence in school settings etc. Nothing but sanitized, politically-correct stories.
Tested that sentence out. Didn't get reported. Used the do command.I've heard the filter is extremely rarted and will report things like "I'd like to buy 4 watermelons please". When the report happens, your entire chat log gets sent to some human mod for review. How embawwassing![]()