Riverfagg1599
kiwifarms.net
- Joined
- May 9, 2022
Didn't see one. Figured I might as well start one if it gets shut down or merged it's whatever. I recently may have ruined my entire life by fucking up the trip to me my fiance who's from a very totalitarian theocratic country and is very difficult for us to try to get things together to meet. And alcohol was related in fucking a situation up, and I ended up being up all that night drinking and then ended up being semi-force to go on a brutal ass 6 mile hike and ended up absolutely destroy my body and we are now post day two. I may have drank a few beers tonight but I think that this is the final straw again. Before this I had 3 years of sobriety until the October invasion by Hamas toward Israel and the whole bullshit that has followed since. I was very stressed since that geopolitical situation directly relates to my personal relationship here and I had just quit any cannabis related shit and was in the best shape of my life. And I was at the grocery store and I was very stressed and it was probably about a month or two out of cannabis cessation products and I thought hey it's been like 3 years maybe I can have like two of these two hearted ipas. Well I didn't stop with that and 15 beers later some crazy shit happened with my neighbor thankfully he is a cool guy and nothing legally ever came from it. But this is my spill and I really don't care if this thread gets deleted but I didn't see any other alcohol support threads and I'm about to restart this fucking Journey because I don't have many other shots at the life that I would like to live with the woman that I would like to live it. I hope I haven't blown the last one we'll see what happens the next few years with the world situation. Any advice would be appreciated however I think I know what I need to do and that is to get my shit right with God and get my ass active again and going out and doing things that I used to do with my God and all his associated creatures outside the civilization like I used to be. Anybody else who wants to share their stories in this thread or advice or encouragement or discouragement or whatever. I did search but I did not see a similar thread so here it is.
Edit: and especially any things almost be on the point of repair anecdotes that were repaired are always super encouraging
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Edit: and especially any things almost be on the point of repair anecdotes that were repaired are always super encouraging

