Didn't see one. Figured I might as well start one if it gets shut down or merged it's whatever. I recently may have ruined my entire life by fucking up the trip to me my fiance who's from a very totalitarian theocratic country and is very difficult for us to try to get things together to meet. And alcohol was related in fucking a situation up, and I ended up being up all that night drinking and then ended up being semi-force to go on a brutal ass 6 mile hike and ended up absolutely destroy my body and we are now post day two. I may have drank a few beers tonight but I think that this is the final straw again. Before this I had 3 years of sobriety until the October invasion by Hamas toward Israel and the whole bullshit that has followed since. I was very stressed since that geopolitical situation directly relates to my personal relationship here and I had just quit any cannabis related shit and was in the best shape of my life. And I was at the grocery store and I was very stressed and it was probably about a month or two out of cannabis cessation products and I thought hey it's been like 3 years maybe I can have like two of these two hearted ipas. Well I didn't stop with that and 15 beers later some crazy shit happened with my neighbor thankfully he is a cool guy and nothing legally ever came from it. But this is my spill and I really don't care if this thread gets deleted but I didn't see any other alcohol support threads and I'm about to restart this fucking Journey because I don't have many other shots at the life that I would like to live with the woman that I would like to live it. I hope I haven't blown the last one we'll see what happens the next few years with the world situation. Any advice would be appreciated however I think I know what I need to do and that is to get my shit right with God and get my ass active again and going out and doing things that I used to do with my God and all his associated creatures outside the civilization like I used to be. Anybody else who wants to share their stories in this thread or advice or encouragement or discouragement or whatever. I did search but I did not see a similar thread so here it is.
Edit: and especially any things almost be on the point of repair anecdotes that were repaired are always super encouraging .
BFD, you fucked up and got drunk. Shit happens, people make mistakes. Your brain will be a bit screwed up because you went overboard but remember all the cravings and weird emotional swings are due to it reverting back to normal. Just retool and get back on track.
Any advice would be appreciated however I think I know what I need to do and that is to get my shit right with God and get my ass active again and going out and doing things that I used to do with my God and all his associated creatures outside the civilization like I used to be. Anybody else who wants to share their stories in this thread or advice or encouragement or discouragement or whatever.
Sobriety, in my experience, requires fellowship. Whether you find it in AA, a church, LifeRing, or Kiwifarms. I hate that it does. Human connection is kinda faggy.
Do you have any insight into why you drink? That's always a good place to start.
You are 100% drunk and/or retarded also there is a thread for people that abstain from alcohol that you can join. But if you actually need help, online is not where you will get it. There are several AA meetings in your area, especially if you're American, that you can attend that can point you in the right direction of psychiatric help. Try that first.
It's called "Alcoholism support thread" but it is in fact not intended to be a thread meant to help support alcoholism. The threads that help support alcoholism are most of all the other ones.
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