Dramacow Amanda/Amari Turcol / LadyALT69 / Manda-Tee / Amarithenonbinary / Amaribabe93 / AmariStrawberry - Pedophile/pedo apologist and tulpamancer who gets into fictional relationships with a Spyro boss, goblins, and Pokemon, all while shipping herself. Decade reigning cow. TRUE AND HONEST Twin soul sister of OPL. IQ of 62.

''But these are my beliefs and should be treated like religion'' ????????

I'd hate to rebirth dead memes, but Jacques Love, Jacques is Life!

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I'd hate to rebirth dead memes, but Jacques Love, Jacques is Life!


B-but she's TOTALLY non-binary! She, who clearly depicts herself as a woman with a female body, wants us to know she identifies as a male too sometimes! But she, for some reason, won't draw herself in a masculine role. But she's 100% non-binary and special and autistic and body positive and chill!
 
B-but she's TOTALLY non-binary! She, who clearly depicts herself as a woman with a female body, wants us to know she identifies as a male too sometimes! But she, for some reason, won't draw herself in a masculine role. But she's 100% non-binary and special and autistic and body positive and chill!

I feel she's confusing "identifying as a male" with being in touch with her masculine side. Practically everyone has their own set of masculine or feminine traits, but it doesn't always mean that they'd want to troon out.
 
I feel she's confusing "identifying as a male" with being in touch with her masculine side. Practically everyone has their own set of masculine or feminine traits, but it doesn't always mean that they'd want to troon out.

Like every autist who only sees things in black and white and can't notice the gray tones between them.
Amanda thinks that, since she is female, she HAS to only do female things, otherwise she is LGBTGRSTUVXYZ+
Screw the fact that every fucking human ever has a mix of feminine and masculine traits in their personality...
 
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Trigger Warning: Suicidal thoughts, possible delusions.

this is based on the dimensional/real version of him, the real one I've been with. He did comfort me in the stream as well but if people want to think I'm being delusional then let them be, I know my truths and what is going on. People I know have felt his presence and he's telepathically communicated with them as well. He's spiritually real but he's physically not in this earthly/human realm as of yet. He's keeping an eye on me as we speak because I haven't been well mentally as of lately. I've had suicidal thoughts lately and he's been keeping me off the thoughts as he reads my mind. I'll call my therapist if it happens again, hopefully it'll be in the day time instead of night so I can call the mental health unit if needed.
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Trigger Warning: Suicidal thoughts, possible delusions.

this is based on the dimensional/real version of him, the real one I've been with. He did comfort me in the stream as well but if people want to think I'm being delusional then let them be, I know my truths and what is going on. People I know have felt his presence and he's telepathically communicated with them as well. He's spiritually real but he's physically not in this earthly/human realm as of yet. He's keeping an eye on me as we speak because I haven't been well mentally as of lately. I've had suicidal thoughts lately and he's been keeping me off the thoughts as he reads my mind. I'll call my therapist if it happens again, hopefully it'll be in the day time instead of night so I can call the mental health unit if needed.
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Been lurking in this thread, but if this is the "real" Jaques, why does she only draw herself fucking the jack-in-the-box version, spring and all?
 
Actually, I think it's just cruel that some people keep feeding your delusion. They should know better and slap you hard with reality, not keep saying they feel the presence of a minor game character nobody really cares about.

That always bothered the shit out of me, when people feel somewhat sorry for them that they have to feed their delusions further to avoid hurting their feelings.

I’m sorry, but I think about a week of disappointment is a lot better than years of being fed lies like that. I mean, the damage has already been done, but still.
 
I don't think it's people around Manda are afraid of hurting her feelings, I think its more they are just as delusional as her and honestly, the same intelligence level. FFS, her sister genuinely believes that she was the other person, of two, who died at woodstock and that her sister did too in a past life or whatever.

Her dad literally was a-okay with larry dating her when she JUST turned 18 and he was a friend of her dad's and the same age, ew. From what I can gather her brother (not sure if older or younger) live with her and her mother too, so if they are just as reclusive as her from the real world you can only imagine what kind of bubble that creates for all of them at home together, feeding into delusions and having god knows what kind of mental illness or doing drugs like pot on the side. I've seen these kind of situations before where a family unit just enables the shit out of each other and none of them grow up or get a reality check because according to one another they're completely fine when their sources are each other. because if one person says what they're doing is okay its okay, right?

perhaps we'll never get a real full insight of her personal/family life, but this is just what I speculate
 
OH boy. I was wondering what dear alt meant by this:
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One stop at the r/spyro community figured that out pretty damn quickly.
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"respect my obsession with a spyro character like a religion" LOOOOOOL

Apparently, they can't even tolerate her either
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Didn't expect a spyro reddit community of all places to give her sound advice lmao, you know its bad when even they can stand your fuckery. Of course alt has to wah wah with her own responses in such a melodramatic way
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I don't get how she doesnt get it. no one wants her a part of the fandom because she doesn't talk about anything about any spyro related things unless its jacques. no one wants to sit there and listen about a boss character that takes less than a minute to beat when there's a whole entire amazing universe/series that is spyro. FFS, spyro just became a playable character in the crash team racing game, a game series you're apparently """"obsessed"""" with on top of a game series you used to love too.
 
OH boy. I was wondering what dear alt meant by this:
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One stop at the r/spyro community figured that out pretty damn quickly.
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"respect my obsession with a spyro character like a religion" LOOOOOOL

Apparently, they can't even tolerate her either
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Didn't expect a spyro reddit community of all places to give her sound advice lmao, you know its bad when even they can stand your fuckery. Of course alt has to wah wah with her own responses in such a melodramatic way

I don't get how she doesnt get it. no one wants her a part of the fandom because she doesn't talk about anything about any spyro related things unless its jacques. no one wants to sit there and listen about a boss character that takes less than a minute to beat when there's a whole entire amazing universe/series that is spyro. FFS, spyro just became a playable character in the crash team racing game, a game series you're apparently """"obsessed"""" with on top of a game series you used to love too.
Yeah guys, be nice! "At least" she's not posting hard-core jack in the box smut on your Spyro subreddit :story:

I think the part she's not getting is that, if she dropped her compulsive need to express how much she desperately desires to fuck a Jack-in-the-box, nobody would really care.
When she goes on and on about Jacques, it's annoying.
When she goes on about her weird Jaqcues-based alternate reality fiction, it's pretty weird, but mostly just off-topic.
When she goes on about how much she wants to fuck a minor character from beloved children's series, dear to many people's hearts? That's when it's full-blown creepy. Every time these people play Jacques's level in Spyro, they probably can't think of anything but that weird lady on the internet who REALLY wants to bang him.

The simple fact is that introducing even a minute implication of sexualization to something unsexy, like something gross-looking or associated with childhood (both of which Jacques falls under), is inherently creepy. Simply by saying she finds him sexually attractive, she introduces that sexualization.
It's creepy and upsetting because, after that sexualization is introduced to someone, because human beings are extremely flawed creatures, they naturally then feel the insurmountable need to assess the sexiness of this extremely unsexy thing in a bid to try and understand why someone would sexualize it.
If this thing is sexy to someone, is it sexy to other people too, and this is actually normal? What might someone find sexy about it? How would you even fuck it?
The answers to these questions often just bring up even more horriying ones. For Jacques in particular, the natural conclusion to all of these, regardless of her redesigns and saying the contrary, is that Jacques appeals to her because she has a clown fetish and wants to put a giant coiled spring up her vagina. And nobody wants to think about that.

She's so autistic and normalized to her own sexualization of the character, I don't think she realizes that, to other people, mentioning how much she wants him in bed makes them go through that process. Even without posting explicit porn. All they wanted was to talk about videogames from when they were 10.

If you really had changed, you wouldn't be here at all.
Ice fucking cold. Can we get that in random.txt?
 
Slight necro since there's been a small update.

Amanda now has a girlfriend, Froqq on DeviantART.
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Unfortunately I can't find the status or journal where she posted this but I remember Amanda saying she's never seen her face and that Froqq was a consistant viewer whenever she livestreamed. She doesn't seem to have any other kind of internet presence that I can immediately find because the Tumblr linked on her bio is inactive. There isn't even an age listed anywhere.
Amanda did draw a picture of them together, though.
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Then on Furaffinity, she threw a hissy fit because some other Jacques self-shipper blocked her.
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Other than some Inktober drawings, CWC hate art and bad porn, things have been rather quiet.

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yeah lel ladyalt has never seen Froqqs face. i'm pretty sure froqq is under 18 because her art looks like your typical CalArts, young'n'hip style the kids like to imitate.
 
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