It didn’t save her life. Amber is already eating herself to death just fine, she just finally found a woman who was willing to be along for the ride, and get off on it, which isn’t easy. Jade liked super thicc fat women, but not to the point of being mostly housebound so the relationship was doomed. Emily seems to love obesity to the point of immobility so she was perfect for Hamber. Hamber just wants an enabler, and one that finds super morbid obesity sexy is icing on the cake.
These 500 lb beasts are going to eat themselves into the grave one way or another, why not find someone who gets off on it while the inevitable happens? I mean most of society finds them disgusting so finding the .00001% of the population that not only finds them sexy and erotic, but will also get them fast food, seems like a no brainer.
I more or less am of the same mindset. Emily was/is a feeder no doubt, so for the most part its disingenuous of Amber to act like the revelation of that fact is some big lie, but she's never cared too much for reality anyway...deluding herself and gas lighting everyone else is her M.O. so her attitude might be annoying, but it's not surprising.
I think Amber is mad because Emily was never honest with her about her past and it shattered her delusions. Amber really thought she knew this woman after talking to her for a month. The idea that she could be wrong enrages her-even though she's been wrong about so much-she's not the type to learn from her mistakes.
I think Emily told Amber that she loves larger women and that Amber totally is her type and maybe she told her that she had a girlfriend who passed away, but she left out a lot. No doubt she never told her that she was a feeder. I'm sure she never told her that she had a couple's account with her last GF on a feeder/feedie website and I'm sure she never told Amber that she had just a few months prior to talking to Amber, claimed to have been hopelessly and desperately in love with Colleen, because while Amber tries to act like it's no big deal that Emily/Tommy dated other people in the past, she still wants to feel like she's number one and so special. I think it kills her and she feels humilated knowing that Emily used the same declerations of love for Colleen that she did with Amber. Like literally some of the exact same words and phrasing.
Having said that though, I still don't believe they've broken up. As I mentioned in a previous post, Amber is too desperate for attention and Emily is too desperate for a gigantic, super, uber morbidly obese woman for either of them to let each other go this easily.
As far as folks saving Amber's life by revealing Emily is a feeder...no, I don't really buy that either. Yes, Emily is definitely a feeder, but Amber likes to eat and Amber was going to eat and get fatter with or without Emily. Even the accusations that Emily killed or helped kill Colleen seem a bit exaggerated. Did she encourage Colleen to eat and get bigger? No doubt. Did she even feed her while they were together...Im sure she did.
But Colleen was already massive-bigger than Amber, years before she met Emily. And Colleen and Emily didn't even live together and only seem to visit occasionally. So while it appears that Colleen might have been reached immobility or near immobility when she knew Emily, it wasn't Emily that was bringing her food most of the time. I'm sure Colleen had enablers, who actually brought her food when she could no longer get it herself, but it was those who lived closest to her...her neighbors, nearby friends and relatives. Colleen was on a path to self desctruction with or without Emily and so is Amber. Might as well let them have their fun while Amber is still on the sunlit side of the earth.
