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- Jun 5, 2021
Since she thinks in terms of being the main character in a YA novel, yes of course.On the topic of bariatric surgery, does she really believe she'd be able to handle the recovery? (Hypothetically, because we all know she's talking out of her arse).
I think amber likes to talk shit and ignore health concerns but at the end of the day she does have that nagging fear that absolutely anything is the "this is it" shit hits the fan situation type deal. She has this fear of the consequences she knows shes piled on. Any eye twitch could be the begineen of the end for our gorl.She went to the ER for a sore bellybutton, had a breakdown over an eye twitch, get the sniffles and convinces herself she's dying (and she totes knew she had cancer, she knew it). Hamber is weak, she'd be in and out of the ER every other day and vlogging herself crumpled on the mattress/sofa, fake crying and explaining how nobody could possibly understand her pain - not even other patients who had the same procedure.
Amber is a lump of useless shit in reality.Either she considers herself capable of handling that or (more likely) she only understands that surgery = weightloss and that's all she needs to know.
However she has to be weak or strong when she needs it for the plot, so whatever makes a better story. We often see her play up being the victim, but also the underdog who simultaneously is hurt by things for sympathy pats but also is courageous and strong enough to endure for those sympathy pats too.
As for the weight loss surgery, amber is just doing it to be the star she thinks she is. Weight loss surgery is the hollywood story for her and shes liveen her dreams.
We all know shes going to do this because of her underlying issues with being regular fat and not death fat. She wont ever want to be at even a semi normal size. Being 350 lbs is even unfathomable.even with WLS i see only a small Chance that she really lose a Bunch of Weight because...she might start tricking herself by eating Ice Creams and drinking melted
Chocolate. ..i wonder if the Doctor told her that when she keeps eating to much after her WLS , that the Part they left as a Stomach can start to expand again and then she paid thousands of Dollars for Nothing!