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Thank you very much. Out of curiousity regarding recent events, I checked the comments under this video, which answered my previous question:opening up about some of my bpd symptoms & amazon haul
(03/12/25)vlog
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Preserve Tube: https://preservetube.com/watch?v=c6bHwayXbWs
March 4th. Straight into the Amazon haul. Purse that changes color in the light complete chain strap, mascara, eyeliner, metal bookmark, black makeup bag. Next sequence is her showing all her makeup in her bag. Afterwards, we're on the couch again and Amber complains about Oklahoma being very windy, before bringing that damn book out again.
Reiterates how she has 9/9 criteria of BPD, and proceeds to give examples as to why (oh joy):
Anyway, moving on. Feels better sharing this part of her and thanks is for giving her a platform.
It's the 6th now. Her member's livestream was rully emotional and she's so anxious you guizeee. Says she will no longer put her member's only lives clips in her videos at viewer suggestion. It's supposed to be the first day of weight watchers weigh in, but she's been so detached you guize. Oh this must've been the live I did a recap of, no wonder she seemed so prissy.
March 7th. She's going to bingo with mom, her fiancé and friends. Says she's gonna get rid of some perfume and talks more about perfume. We get a few seconds of her at bingo before we're back home. She didn't win but her stepdad did (riveting). Says people who win a lot of bingo are the universe's chosen ones. LEGO update and PostEditingLynn's kissy outro.
THE END
Reiterates how she has 9/9 criteria of BPD, and proceeds to give examples as to why (oh joy):
- Fear of abandonment: When her long distance partner hangs up on her, she will frantically call back and send text messages cuz she's anxious and scared.
- Pattern of unstable relationships: Points out that we have called this out before, though honestly I think one of the best examples would be her sucking off that one weightloss doctor before shitting on her
- Unstable sense of self: Again says that we point stuff like that out, and names just absorbing others' personalities as the example
- Impulsivity: Never realized her eating habits could fall under this category (I'd have used all the shitty torrid hauls and gift avalance from the Destiny era as an example but whatever)
- Suicidal behavior: Will threaten suicide when having a full fledged meltdown, but reassures us she would never hurt herself (wait...so you mean you're just bein a cunt?!?!?! GORLIE THIS ISN'T THE ARGUMENT YOU THINK IT IS), also says she has suicidal ideation, but really I don't think she knows what that means, says that during super meltdowns she just doesn't want to be alive anymore
- Mood instability: Brings up her mood swings, as an example she- BAHAHAHAHAHA, fucking hell I could not make this shit up. The example she brings up when she sends a long elaborate loving text to a partner she is happy, but when they just respond with "Love U 2" she will spiral or meltdown and have an abandonment feeling
- Chronic feeling of emptiness: Sometimes feels so lonely that she feels like the last person on earth (That's it? Oh shit EditingLynn chiming in.) Says that this chronic loneliness is heavy and sends her down major depressive episodes (blabs on about that but...flabby, that is not emptiness)
- Difficulty controlling anger: "I have done some yelling" when she feels uncared for or not seen, which can also lead to hysterical crying, but assures you she has never been violent (so basically you're just having a temper tantrum like the oversized baby you are )
- Paranoid ideation or smth: Says she feels very detached from herself and from her memories, says this is why she can share the same story multiple times, and cry during one retelling and nervously laugh during another
Anyway, moving on. Feels better sharing this part of her and thanks is for giving her a platform.It's the 6th now. Her member's livestream was rully emotional and she's so anxious you guizeee. Says she will no longer put her member's only lives clips in her videos at viewer suggestion. It's supposed to be the first day of weight watchers weigh in, but she's been so detached you guize. Oh this must've been the live I did a recap of, no wonder she seemed so prissy.
March 7th. She's going to bingo with mom, her fiancé and friends. Says she's gonna get rid of some perfume and talks more about perfume. We get a few seconds of her at bingo before we're back home. She didn't win but her stepdad did (riveting). Says people who win a lot of bingo are the universe's chosen ones. LEGO update and PostEditingLynn's kissy outro.
THE END
You know what? Historic first. The BPD part of this video gets a Cryptid Recommendation. It starts at about 2:55 and lasts until 12:30 and features Amberlynn justifying how she knows she has all the BPD criteria. However, a lot, if not all of the examples she mentions could just be reduced to her being a whiny arrested development brat and narc cunt. Really, her failing to defend her holy BeePeeDee shield really is like a nice afterglow to NoNeck's unholy revelation.
Remains to be seen if she keeps her promise of taking a break, in either case, love y'all, and gotta hand it to NoNeck for actually dropping some interesting lore for once.
