Chat: "Were you surprised when you met Alexix irl?"
In response, Amber laughs and says that she was surprised by Alexis's outfit.
Amber: "Oh do you want some tea? The last message I sent [to Alexis] was Wed Jan 15. It didn't go through because first Alexis sent me this hecticana thing that said I was harassing her. So I went to respond like a normal person and I was like blocked. Talk about stone walling."
The chat wants to know what outfit Alexis was wearing.
Amber: "Really short shorts and a shirt that only covered the boobs."
Chat wants to know why Amber is making fun of Alexis's outfit and what's so funny about it because Amber keeps laughing while describing it.
Amber: "I didn't know that was her style. She looked cute, though. She looked really cute. I was vibing with it. I was just shocked by it. It's kind of like... let's use Tommy for example. It's like if Tommy showed up wearing a dress. Like, you look cute, I just wasn't expecting it."
Amber starts eating on camera. The first thing she brings out is salami. We all know that was a deliberate choice. After, she brings out carrots with french onion dip.
The screen is now different due to her having to move to a phone after technical difficulties.
She pauses to put on lipgloss twice while staring into the camera for several minutes.
Next, she plays the game "answer or drink." The chat will ask her questions and if she doesn't want to answer, she'll drink. Most of the answers are barely one-word responses and it's so boring.
"When did you actually break up with Tommy?"
she drank
"You're talking to someone new?"
Amber: No.
"Did you have anything to do with the subreddits getting taken down?"
Amber: No.
"What turns you on?"
Amber: "I like thighs. I love tattoos. Oh mah gawd. I love masc lesbians. I mean. I don't know."
"Are you actually in therapy?"
Amber: Yes.
"Do you have career plans after Youtube?"
Amber: No.
"Have you watched Disney's Hercules?"
Amber: No.
"Is weight watchers different this time?"
Amber: No.
"Do you think you're more attractive than anyone you've ever dated?"
Amber: No.
"Did you think Beck would turn out this way?"
Amber: No.
"Did you read Beck's diary?"
Amber: No.
"If Dalton showed up with ice cream, would you make out with him?"
Amber: No.
"You would answer a call from Tommy."
Amber: Yeah
"Why did you stay with Beck for years?"
Amber: "I was afraid to be alone and I did care about them."
"Have you considered doing OF?"
Amber: "I thought about it for 2 seconds"
"Best ex?"
Amber: "In what way, tho??"
"Are we watching a binge in real time?"
Amber: "I'm eating carrots. You're watching me eat dinner."
"Do you watch lesbian porn?"
Amber: No.
"Best thing an ex has ever done for you."
Amber: For Beck, being there during my cancer
For Tommy, the Billie Eilish concert
"Which ex was the best in bed?"
Amber: "Faline and Tommy."
Amber: "Talking about Tommy makes me like... I don't like it. It's making me depressed-y."
"Worst breakup"
Amber: "I don't know what that means. It's too vague."
"Last thing you ordered from takeout."
3 days ago, seafood boil on Sunday. (So 2 days ago.)
"Are you attracted to Alexis?"
Amber: "Well, I'm single I can say whatever I want, huh? *big dramatic pause as she teases the audience to make them think she was attracted to Alexis but doesn't want to admit it* No. I'm not."
Amber: "Alexis wanted me and her girlfriend to make out so much when we were hanging out. But Tommy was like "Naw, she my gorl!" So there's some tea for you guys. She was like BEEEEEEGGING almost. When we were sitting around the fire, she was wanting it so bad and I was like 'this is heeecctiiicccc.'"
"You had a crush on Alexis before Tommy."
Amber: "I had a crush on Alexis on and off for like 6 months but it stopped in January of 2023."
"Worst thing Beck has ever done to you."
Amber: "I'm not going to say it, but it was in the beginning of our relationship."
"Beck's stepsister."
Drink
"One partner you wished had ended better with."
Amber: *dramatic sigh that goes on forever and a drink*
"Everyone in your life is an asshole."
Amber: "My mom's not, I don't think. She tried to be there for me."
Amber: "Everytime I drink I get emotional and my real trueness comes out. Oh noooooooooooooooo." fake crying
Amber again mentions loving girls with tattoos, then says she's "thinking about someone specific." Faline or Tommy?
My brain feels like mush after listening to all this. There was a bunch of technical difficulties where the stream kept dying and she also weirdly went to go pee like 8 different times. She also spent a lot of time typing on her computer while putting the phone behind her laptop.
