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- Jul 16, 2016
I didn't hear the entire stream but here is a perhaps:late: and poorly written, mostly paraphrased transcription of her broadcast ending around 1020pm EST.
Amberlynn describes her view of Dana and the screen shots:
"Dana...was a good friend of mine, or at least I thought" and they even had a song they listened to and sang to together. " I thought we were friends" she whines, and she also "always accepted what (Dana) and Destiny have together". Trying to make herself look good for the pity points.
She says she isn't upset with Destiny because she doesn't "wanna lose Destiny because of this. Destiny didn't do anything wrong". Back to subtly painting Dana as erratic and manipulative.
"I hope me and Dana can talk soon"
She says Destiny was confused and shocked. She also claims Dana wants to meet up with her and talk about things to which she expressed a seemingly frantic eagerness.
She reads a bunch of comments. Claims that when she first saw the screen shots, she "cried, was heartbroken and confused" and freaked out.
She is asked how she saw the screenshots, she says someone sent them to her over Instagram.
She assures her audience she IS still friends with Shartla.
She'll be doing more "cook with me" videos.
Someone says she's too trusting...but big Big AL says she "has a good heart which she wears on her sleeve, and that she doesn't let people in too quickly".
She says she the screen shots haven't turned her fans away from her
because her real fans know what she's all about.
Doesn't know when she's doing a weigh in.
Best part of the stream: "See, like.. I'M not like a drama person."
Afterward she claims the accusations where people said she begged Destiny to bring her to the store was wrong. Destiny and Dana needed to run an errand. Destiny called her and asked if she wanted to go. AL said "sure" and they left. She offered to get them all something to eat, and to pay for everything.
She hopes Dana will talk to her soon because "people want you to spill tea" and she "doesn't want this weird animosity" between them. She doesn't like drama because it's uncomfortable.
She starts crying crocodile tears. She goes back and forth from acting incredulous because she thought Dana was her friend, but she swings back to expressing false concern over Dana's behaviour. Like she never said or laughed at anything fucked up about her.
"I would never say anything bad about Dana because I am not that person. I wouldn't do it online or in a message or behind her back. I've always stuck up for her and treated her right and that's just the end of it."
AL confirms Destiny does not give her money. "Not one little penny of a freckle (?)"
She LOVES being in a new relationship. Explains the conclusions to her last 3 serious relationships:
1st ended with Kasey putting her "through the ringer" and doesn't want to get into it on stream.
2nd with Krystle, she was broken up with but point out her self assigned credit for introducing Krystle to her current girlfriend.
3rd with Destiny, said she was her one and only, then it didn't happen. Out of "every single person she's ever known she never thought she'd hurt her, but she did" so she's "scared" of being in a new relationship.
She says Becky is different from everyone she's ever been with. She makes her want to be a good person and to understand why she's feeling the way she's feeling and to better decisions that are less "on the whim".
She confesses to being a jealous person.
She said Becky loved the gas station flowers.
Becky is the same age as big AL? (I assumed she was younger).
She's the first AL's dated in a while who's the same age as her. Says Becky doesn't live with her parents, either.
The difference between Destiny and Becky is that Destiny "moves really really quickly" in a relationship and Becky is the opposite.
Someone asked about her "AHNT" and AL says she's not actually calling her a liar. She and her aunt are on good terms and is confused about why people are judging her. She hasn't seen the screenshots that were taken. Someone told her to check Snapchat.
She read the screen shots of her aunt's messages, said "Oh, these are things that my aunt already told me."
She starts crying, warns her audience before the tears began oozing out of her eyes once more.
AL says she wants people to realize she was in foster care from age 8-18 and the only reason she got out was because she was legally an adult.
She implies she's gone through terrible things before going to foster care. She says she waited to hear from her parents, whether by phone or in the mail, but they were never there.
She was in group homes and children's shelters and her parents never tried to get her out of the situation they kept doing drugs and ignoring her.
Now that she wants a separate life from it, she's getting trashed on because of it and she doesn't know what to do.
She then says she decided to "balance between having them in her life and forgiving them" and she says she wrote her mother. The letter was "very long and very in depth" but she never sent it because she didn't know if she wanted to send it (didn't feel a strong desire to do so).
She loves her family unconditionally "because that's just the type of person she is" but writing her mother is really difficult for her, and she can't understand why people are angry at her for it. The tears flow more noisily.
She says her aunt doesn't know the full story of her life because she met her when AL was 18 meaning she doesn't know about the things she went through during her earlier years.
She says she wishes her life got caught on film so her fans would know. She repeats this at least twice before the end of the broadcast.
She cries over people going to her feed/YT and judging her life because "ITS SO FUCKED UP"
.
She apologizes but said she had to go because she "legit can't do this right now", it's breaking her heart, nobody understand the situation at all, she wishes people could see the shit she went through as a little girl and a teenager and that this is EXACTLY why she doesn't elaborate.
Nobody has any idea how hard it is to have her life put on blast. She rephrases this several ways before very suddenly switching off the camera.
edited to correct typos.
Amberlynn describes her view of Dana and the screen shots:
"Dana...was a good friend of mine, or at least I thought" and they even had a song they listened to and sang to together. " I thought we were friends" she whines, and she also "always accepted what (Dana) and Destiny have together". Trying to make herself look good for the pity points.
She says she isn't upset with Destiny because she doesn't "wanna lose Destiny because of this. Destiny didn't do anything wrong". Back to subtly painting Dana as erratic and manipulative.
"I hope me and Dana can talk soon"
She says Destiny was confused and shocked. She also claims Dana wants to meet up with her and talk about things to which she expressed a seemingly frantic eagerness.
She reads a bunch of comments. Claims that when she first saw the screen shots, she "cried, was heartbroken and confused" and freaked out.
She is asked how she saw the screenshots, she says someone sent them to her over Instagram.
She assures her audience she IS still friends with Shartla.
She'll be doing more "cook with me" videos.
Someone says she's too trusting...but big Big AL says she "has a good heart which she wears on her sleeve, and that she doesn't let people in too quickly".
She says she the screen shots haven't turned her fans away from her
because her real fans know what she's all about.Doesn't know when she's doing a weigh in.
Best part of the stream: "See, like.. I'M not like a drama person."
Afterward she claims the accusations where people said she begged Destiny to bring her to the store was wrong. Destiny and Dana needed to run an errand. Destiny called her and asked if she wanted to go. AL said "sure" and they left. She offered to get them all something to eat, and to pay for everything.
She hopes Dana will talk to her soon because "people want you to spill tea" and she "doesn't want this weird animosity" between them. She doesn't like drama because it's uncomfortable.
She starts crying crocodile tears. She goes back and forth from acting incredulous because she thought Dana was her friend, but she swings back to expressing false concern over Dana's behaviour. Like she never said or laughed at anything fucked up about her.
"I would never say anything bad about Dana because I am not that person. I wouldn't do it online or in a message or behind her back. I've always stuck up for her and treated her right and that's just the end of it."
AL confirms Destiny does not give her money. "Not one little penny of a freckle (?)"
She LOVES being in a new relationship. Explains the conclusions to her last 3 serious relationships:
1st ended with Kasey putting her "through the ringer" and doesn't want to get into it on stream.
2nd with Krystle, she was broken up with but point out her self assigned credit for introducing Krystle to her current girlfriend.
3rd with Destiny, said she was her one and only, then it didn't happen. Out of "every single person she's ever known she never thought she'd hurt her, but she did" so she's "scared" of being in a new relationship.
She says Becky is different from everyone she's ever been with. She makes her want to be a good person and to understand why she's feeling the way she's feeling and to better decisions that are less "on the whim".
She confesses to being a jealous person.
She said Becky loved the gas station flowers.
Becky is the same age as big AL? (I assumed she was younger).
She's the first AL's dated in a while who's the same age as her. Says Becky doesn't live with her parents, either.
The difference between Destiny and Becky is that Destiny "moves really really quickly" in a relationship and Becky is the opposite.
Someone asked about her "AHNT" and AL says she's not actually calling her a liar. She and her aunt are on good terms and is confused about why people are judging her. She hasn't seen the screenshots that were taken. Someone told her to check Snapchat.
She read the screen shots of her aunt's messages, said "Oh, these are things that my aunt already told me."
She starts crying, warns her audience before the tears began oozing out of her eyes once more.
AL says she wants people to realize she was in foster care from age 8-18 and the only reason she got out was because she was legally an adult.
She implies she's gone through terrible things before going to foster care. She says she waited to hear from her parents, whether by phone or in the mail, but they were never there.
She was in group homes and children's shelters and her parents never tried to get her out of the situation they kept doing drugs and ignoring her.
Now that she wants a separate life from it, she's getting trashed on because of it and she doesn't know what to do.
She then says she decided to "balance between having them in her life and forgiving them" and she says she wrote her mother. The letter was "very long and very in depth" but she never sent it because she didn't know if she wanted to send it (didn't feel a strong desire to do so).
She loves her family unconditionally "because that's just the type of person she is" but writing her mother is really difficult for her, and she can't understand why people are angry at her for it. The tears flow more noisily.
She says her aunt doesn't know the full story of her life because she met her when AL was 18 meaning she doesn't know about the things she went through during her earlier years.
She says she wishes her life got caught on film so her fans would know. She repeats this at least twice before the end of the broadcast.
She cries over people going to her feed/YT and judging her life because "ITS SO FUCKED UP"
.She apologizes but said she had to go because she "legit can't do this right now", it's breaking her heart, nobody understand the situation at all, she wishes people could see the shit she went through as a little girl and a teenager and that this is EXACTLY why she doesn't elaborate.
Nobody has any idea how hard it is to have her life put on blast. She rephrases this several ways before very suddenly switching off the camera.
edited to correct typos.
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