Skitzocow DENelson83 - The Obsessed Canadian Sailor Moon Fan.

[The Obsessed SM Fan]

It used to, but not anymore. Nothing makes me feel happy at this point. Sure, I'm no objective clinician, and I'm in no position to diagnose anything, but I am pretty sure that I am in a rather intense depression; a very deep and dark place. And as long as I see this "injustice" being manifest, I don't think I'll be able to get out of it, no matter how much help I try to get for it, and my lolcow behaviour will just go on and on like a broken record.

Is it any wonder mental illness is just so stigmatized these days? To many people without it, such an inflicted person will just look like (s)he is crying wolf, over and over and over again.

 

[JudgeDredd]

It's not that we think your crying wolf rather its that none of us here give a shit about you or your problems especially seeing as how you brought them on your self!

 

[Cubanodun]

Is it any wonder mental illness is just so stigmatized these days?

you are crying for anime dvds, that is not mental illness that is just plain stupid,there are thousands and thousands of anime and you bitch about one of the most boring ones (i liked the manga more)

sadly i could tell you all day about that you get some help and all that stuff but almost all the times no one listen/care

 

[cautari]

I am pretty sure that I am in a rather intense depression; a very deep and dark place.

Go get therapy. Cost be damned here. If it's affecting your day to day to this fucking extent then there's no way that help to get out of it will not be worth the price. I'm going to level with you here and say that it really seems like, from reading your posts, that you're making a bunch of excuses in an attempt to worm out of getting out of your situation.

Stop whining on the internet about how you feel wronged by an anime localisation company. Get help.

 

[JudgeDredd]

Go get therapy. Cost be damned here. If it's affecting your day to day to this fucking extent then there's no way that help to get out of it will not be worth the price. I'm going to level with you here and say that it really seems like, from reading your posts, that you're making a bunch of excuses in an attempt to worm out of getting out of your situation.

Stop whining on the internet about how you feel wronged by an anime localisation company. Get help.

Cost? Bro he has got universal health care its free for him. Yet he still wont get it. Instead he makes excuses to get out his responsibility. At this point we should not try to convince him.

See his beef with VIZ about anime localization is the same as christians blue arm beef with sega and like chris you cant talk him out of his personal vendetta. This will go on till he makes a collasal fucking mistake like chris did when he maced that guy.

 

[The Obsessed SM Fan]

I have just gotten off the phone with my local mental health unit, asking for clinical counselling. An appointment has been set for me next month, that they can hopefully move up. Let us hope this gets me on the road to some kind of recovery.

But I must make clear that this in no way changes my relationship with Viz Media. I still have the company under a boycott for disadvantaging Canada, which will only be lifted if Viz dismantles the wall separating Canada from Neon Alley.

 

[Keerakh]

I have just gotten off the phone with my local mental health unit, asking for clinical counselling. An appointment has been set for me next month, that they can hopefully move up. Let us hope this gets me on the road to some kind of recovery.

But I must make clear that this in no way changes my relationship with Viz Media. I still have the company under a boycott for disadvantaging Canada, which will only be lifted if Viz dismantles the wall separating Canada from Neon Alley.

I have to wonder what makes you think anyone, let alone Viz, gives a fuck about one sperg boycotting them.
In the end you only hurt yourself. Behold the field in which they grow their fucks and you shall see it is barren.

 

[Aiyane]

I have to wonder what makes you think anyone, let alone Viz, gives a fuck about one sperg boycotting them.

Especially over someone who calls the company terrorists/Nazi's or says that an Earthquake occurring in the city where their office is located is karma for not "bringing Sailor Moon to Canada".

Can't believe that almost a year has passed since I made this thread and you haven't changed at all. What on earth have you been doing all this time? Sitting on your ass still crying over a cartoon?

 

[The Obsessed SM Fan]

You know, there are such things as "schadenfreude" and "adding insult to injury". If you see someone in a bad way, would you point and laugh at that person and make him or her feel even more down? And an issue that you may see as petty, frivolous, and not worth your time can certainly be seen by somebody else as rather serious, even if the issue isn't as critical as, say, hunger or ethnic conflict. Some of the comments I have seen here have come across to me as rather judgmental and high-horsed. Obviously none of you feel wronged about this, so it's easy for you to make such observations. But if you were in my shoes, and were feeling the same things I'm feeling now, what would you do?

 

[1d4]

You know, there are such things as "schadenfreude" and "adding insult to injury". If you see someone in a bad way, would you point and laugh at that person and make him or her feel even more down? And an issue that you may see as petty, frivolous, and not worth your time can certainly be seen by somebody else as rather serious, even if the issue isn't as critical as, say, hunger or ethnic conflict. Some of the comments I have seen here have come across to me as rather judgmental and high-horsed. Obviously none of you feel wronged about this, so it's easy for you to make such observations. But if you were in my shoes, and were feeling the same things I'm feeling now, what would you do?

sir, the best advice i can give you based off of the posts you've made in this thread is that you need to swallow your pride and get over this silly bullshit mentality you have regarding Viz and Sailor Moon and piracy. it's obviously not healthy for you to be in such a mindset if it's apparently part of why you need this therapy in the first place

 

[Johnny Bravo]

You know, there are such things as "schadenfreude" and "adding insult to injury". If you see someone in a bad way, would you point and laugh at that person and make him or her feel even more down? And an issue that you may see as petty, frivolous, and not worth your time can certainly be seen by somebody else as rather serious, even if the issue isn't as critical as, say, hunger or ethnic conflict. Some of the comments I have seen here have come across to me as rather judgmental and high-horsed. Obviously none of you feel wronged about this, so it's easy for you to make such observations. But if you were in my shoes, and were feeling the same things I'm feeling now, what would you do?

Stop viewing this thread.

Seriously, forget us and go watch a movie or something. Do some chores around the house. Do something just for yourself. Your options are unlimited.

 

[AnOminous]

But if you were in my shoes, and were feeling the same things I'm feeling now, what would you do?

I would desperately attempt to get a life.

 

[The Obsessed SM Fan]

There is no pride for me to swallow here. Yes, I am going to get help. Yes, it will obviously get me a ladder to climb out of this dark place. But no, I am not conceding defeat. I have already staked too much into this, and I am not going to simply walk away and lose this stake. There's a balance I need to find, and I am going to find it, no matter how long it takes.

 

[Johnny Bravo]

There is no pride for me to swallow here. Yes, I am going to get help. Yes, it will obviously get me a ladder to climb out of this dark place. But no, I am not conceding defeat. I have already staked too much into this, and I am not going to simply walk away and lose this stake. There's a balance I need to find, and I am going to find it, no matter how long it takes.

That's a fallacy. If you backed out now you would lose nothing. All the shit that you did in the past is in the past. It's over. You can walk away.

 

[Cubanodun]

But I must make clear that this in no way changes my relationship with Viz Media. I still have the company under a boycott for disadvantaging Canada, which will only be lifted if Viz dismantles the wall separating Canada from Neon Alley.

the first step is forgetting this part, IS JUST ANIME GET OVER IT

 

[DirkBloodStormKing]

@The Obsessed SM Fan, please get some help. It would definitely benefit you. It would also help to find other interests besides Sailor Moon and not just sperg over an anime and an anime publishing company. Kind of makes me think you might want to take a look at this and figure out where your life is going:

It would be sad to see you have to be that fat sperg in the video who doesn't have a life wouldn't it.

 

[ToroidalBoat]

Yes, I am going to get help.

I'm glad you're getting some help.

I think you may be putting too much importance on Sailor Moon though. This thread has been going on since around fall of last year.

 

[sonichuis44]

There is no pride for me to swallow here. Yes, I am going to get help. Yes, it will obviously get me a ladder to climb out of this dark place. But no, I am not conceding defeat. I have already staked too much into this, and I am not going to simply walk away and lose this stake. There's a balance I need to find, and I am going to find it, no matter how long it takes.

You need to understand this: Right now, you are experiencing clinical depression. It is not caused by Viz or Sailor Moon. That's just what your brain has latched on to to explain why nothing makes sense or works right anymore. If there was no new dub or new series, your brain would have picked something else to obsessively ruminate over, because that's one of the major symptoms of depression.

I'm very glad you're getting help. Please, PLEASE follow through with it. Don't go to one or two appointments and decide you're done. If you don't click with your therapist, ask about seeing a different one - no one's going to be mad or offended, you have to have a good relationship with your therapist for it to work. Even if you have to pay out of pocket, keep going until you get results. The most effective treatment for depression is a combination of medication (to address chemical imbalance) and cognitive behavioral therapy (to address the unhealthy and unrealistic thoughts and behaviors). From one sadbrains to another - it is worth it. You can get better. Just remember, it has to come from you - you have to take the steps and do the work. PM me if you ever want to talk.

 

[Keerakh]

There is no pride for me to swallow here. Yes, I am going to get help. Yes, it will obviously get me a ladder to climb out of this dark place. But no, I am not conceding defeat. I have already staked too much into this, and I am not going to simply walk away and lose this stake. There's a balance I need to find, and I am going to find it, no matter how long it takes.

Staked too much on what? Shitting on a corporation that gives no fucks what you think of it?

 

[Aiyane]

Guess who still hasn't gotten help with his obsession? He dropped $2,000 on the Japanese Sailor Moon discs even though he said that he couldn't afford to buy Viz's releases. And he is still sore about original Sailor Moon not being available for Canadians for streaming even though you can buy the DVDs for cheap at your local Wal-Mart. Sad thing is that the two grand he spent on the show could've been used to pay for his much needed therapy.

So yes Kiwis, this man has not changed and is only getting worse.